dance like a butterfly

During the rest of the hospitalization days, since my wound is no longer serious, Lao Han is busy in the village almost all day during the day, and often goes to school to deliver some things to his son after get off work, and still insists on staying in the ward for the rest of the night. stay with me.Fortunately, the Nanzhang factory paid for all my hospitalization expenses. Now I live in a single ward with complete facilities, and it is convenient to take a shower and change clothes.With the accelerated healing of my wound, I can sleep more peacefully at night. Lao Han no longer needs to wake up many times at night to see if I am too tortured by the wound again, and chat with me to divert his attention.

Lao Han, who has been busy all day, often falls asleep with his head stuck to the pillow, but because of the habit he developed with his roommate during this period, he often wakes up suddenly and habitually looks at me on the bed, which makes me worry that this will affect my life. His sleep is gone.The only advantage of being hospitalized is that I was forced to quit smoking, and Lao Han no longer had the conditions to smoke in the ward.

When Lao Han was fast asleep, he would snore slightly.His breathing is very rhythmic, and the rhythm is relaxed. This kind of breathing and snoring makes me extremely at ease.However, Lao Han's vigilance surprised me.Even though he was snoring, when I turned around slightly, he would open his eyes, look at me, stare at me, and immediately asked nervously: "Xiaohui, what's the matter? Is there something wrong?" He will smile and cover his eyes with his palms, saying: "It's okay, it's okay, you can sleep well!".

However, I also found that these few days, if Lao Han sleeps on his own bed, he will suddenly wake up at night when he is sound asleep, as if he was suddenly shocked by a micro-current.He even sat up suddenly one night at four o'clock in the morning, without opening his eyes, scratching back and forth in the air with his hands, and whispered eagerly: "Xiaohui, Xiaohui, don't run, I can't find you!" It's gone..." I hurried over and grabbed his hand, seeing him like this, I knew he was dreaming, and I just wanted to comfort him, but he fell down again and fell into a sound sleep.

I couldn't bear to disturb him, and when he woke up the next day, I asked him what happened at that time, but he said he couldn't remember, but I could clearly see two teardrops in the corner of his eyes.

To be honest, when I hugged Lao Han at night, although this kind of solid happiness is already a living reality, I still can't believe that I have such good luck and found it so quickly in this life. Someone I liked so much, this sense of happiness made me think more than once that I was dreaming.

When I woke up at night and looked at his sleeping appearance, I deeply understood that I like Lao Han. In addition to his inherent characteristics, his honest and sincere nature of a farmer in his bones attracted me even more.However, that's not all, his appearance and temperament are slightly permeated with a ruffian smell. Such a little bit of evil adds to his mystery, making me intoxicated time and time again, vowing to make my love Penetrate into his bone marrow and follow him closely for the rest of his life.

Fortunately, the boring days in the hospital are coming to an end soon.

That morning, Director Geng and several experts came to the ward. He said kindly, "Xiaojun, I will give you a final review today. If there is no problem, you can fly out of this cage like a bird!"

After Lao Han heard about it, he couldn't hide the excitement on his face: "Thank you all doctors for taking care of Xiaojun for such a long time. If you have time, I must show my gratitude."

Director Geng smiled and said, "What did Lao Han say? Lao Zuo saved my life. You don't have to thank me. If you want to thank me, go thank Lao Zuo. However, you are very straightforward. We have been soldiers, and we haven’t had time to sit together and talk about life as a soldier, it’s a great pleasure to have a friend like you!”

Both of them burst out laughing.

I was like a prisoner who had surrendered his guns, obediently cooperating with several experts for review.They gently pressed their fingers on the scars on my back and asked me how I felt.

The review, which lasted for a short time, came to an end soon. The experts and Director Geng said something softly and left.

Director Geng came over and looked at my face in detail: "Xiaojun, don't worry, the experts have said that there is basically no major problem. Your face is also fine. Now, there is only a slight problem on the left side of the face. An obvious spot. Experts say that because of your better skin quality, this spot will gradually fade away in a year or two. On the back, although there are still scars, it has recovered well and is also benign. , there will be no more derivatives. But this special tights must be worn for a period of time. In the future, eat less spicy food, drink less alcohol, and after you are discharged from the hospital, the experts will prescribe several more medicines for you, and you must take them regularly You are still young and strong, and I believe you will recover soon. Haha, look at me, because of our relationship, I have taken care of all the precautions that the attending doctor should have told you."

I smiled like a fool, and Lao Han said: "If you have time, my brother will treat you to a drink. Lao Geng, you must give me face!"

Director Geng shook hands with Lao Han and said, "Let's see when the time comes. I have to go to work. I won't say goodbye to you in the hospital, haha."

Seeing Director Geng leave in a hurry, Lao Han squinted his eyes and was happy: "It's great, there is a little bird that can chirp again!" After speaking, he opened his arms wide and gave me a gesture of anticipation.

I immediately understood what he meant, turned my head and glanced at the door, confirmed that there was no "danger", jumped up and threw myself into his arms.Lao Han squatted down and exerted strength, and I was carried off the ground by him in an instant, who was bigger than him.Old Han looked more excited than me, the smile on his face was so innocent, he started to hug me and spin, I put my arms around his head, and kissed him on the forehead a few times.

Lao Han’s affectionate behavior made me intoxicated. In a trance, I seemed to return to my childhood all at once, just like my father was circling me with his strong arms in the spring mountains, the expression on his face Kindness and joy are being dyed red by the setting sun.

I close my eyes, breathe this warmth to my heart's content, and enjoy this pleasure to my heart's content.

Thank God, the warmth I longed for was continuously passed on to me by men with such male love, making me live in a kind of doting sunshine.

Thank God, an accident that I was so afraid of, turned the nightmare almost invisible with the careful help of Lao Han and Lao Zuo, and allowed me to continue to maintain a youthful and sunny face, and was able to hug my beloved in a warm embrace .

Thank God, after my fate was chosen again, I was not abandoned, and let me see my future more clearly, I saw the flag of my love fluttering in the breeze, and let me see the heart of the person who loves me. My heart beats.

Lao Han finally panted a little and blushed.As if he just remembered that this is a hospital, he put me down and said with a smile: "No, I'm old, I can't hold you anymore!"

I stretched out my hand and hugged him with a playful smile: "Call out to Brother, and Brother will come and hug you for as long as you want!"

Old Han laughed: "If you want to be hugged, go home and hug you. On the bed, it's no problem to call you brother a hundred times. You haven't recovered from your injury now. In the future, there will be days when you will be hugged!"

After listening to Lao Han's words, spring breeze and spring rain rushed into my heart, and somewhere I began to feel a little uncontrollable, and then I was eager to try.

Seeing me standing there stupidly, Lao Han knocked on my forehead with a thud: "What are you doing in a daze, go, go take a shower, clean up after you're done, and get ready to go home. Brother, I'll go through the discharge procedures for you."

I kissed Lao Han, whistled, and was about to enter the bathroom, and Lao Han walked towards the door.

Suddenly, Lao Han turned around and shouted: "Wait a minute", and then as if by magic, he took out a pair of thin white briefs with a narrow front: "Put this on after washing".

I took the pair of underwear that seemed to be composed of only a few straps, looked at Lao Han up and down as if I didn’t know him, and then pretended to be surprised and said to him: "I said Han Jun, you are quite interesting! But , I don't like wearing such sexy things, I'm so ashamed!"

Old Han said with a straight face: "I specially chose this, it must be comfortable to wear. If you don't wear it today, you are not allowed to go to bed." After speaking, he ignored me and walked out of the ward.

I made a face towards his back and started to undress.

At this time, I suddenly remembered that I should call Lao Zuo.

Lao Zuo really didn't expect that I would call him, and his voice was full of joy: "Xiaohui, I just heard from Director Geng that you were discharged from the hospital today. As long as you recover, I will be happier than anything else. How about it, I I won’t pick you up anymore. With Lao Han here, I know that I don’t need to worry about it. Don’t worry, I’ll be fine in the future. I will often go to Hua County to see my uncle. I can see that when I see me, Uncle, he I'm very happy. Also, you have to take time to go home and have a look, old man, it's better to take a look."

As long as I make a phone call with Lao Zuo, the vague and inexplicable sadness will come and tear my nerves.However, as Lao Han said two days ago, Lao Zuo is really a good person, and he didn't mean to hurt me.People who walk side by side on the same road, even though there will be no intersecting points, can still walk side by side, and even support each other, which is considered a kind of fate.Although I am reluctant, I can't let his wish exist. If I treat him harshly, I will really be inhuman.

Shaking my head, I changed my mood and went to take a shower.

Old Han came back when he used a cotton swab to remove the drops of water from his earholes.

"Washed? Well, you can pack up your things first, and I'll wash it too!"

I was in a daze, Lao Han pushed the two big paper bags in my arms into my arms, gave me a smile, and walked into the bathroom without any reason.The sound of splashing water was heard after a while, followed by his voice singing:

……

My brother lost his parents when he was young and was treated coldly

I'm used to seeing people with high eyebrows and low eyes

Such intimate words have never been mentioned

One sentence warmed my heart

In my heart...

"Hmph, "The Butcher Champion", I will too, I want to take a bath, why don't you let me wait for you, afraid that I will see you? I haven't seen anything about you! I will deal with you when I get home!", I whispered Muttering, he began to pack his things.