dance like a butterfly

Out of the hospital, away from that smell of soda, my mind cleared up in no time.Who likes to stay in the hospital?Facing the medical staff in white coats all day long, and the worried and anxious faces of the patients' family members all day long, even though every patient is surrounded by care and concern, how can they be refreshed in a free world?Now I finally understand why some people compare hospitalization to jail.Although I left the hospital in the middle, how could that kind of forced farewell be compared with the ease that is gone forever?Thinking of Director Geng's words about not saying goodbye, I couldn't help grinning happily.

Goodbye, oh, goodbye, lovely Fourth Medical University Xijing Hospital!

After eating at the Xilaishun Restaurant, Old Han's red face glowed.

When eating, Lao Han asked for Ningxia red.Remembering the doctor's order, when Lao Han poured the wine, he only poured himself a glass.When I reached for the wine bottle, Lao Han smiled and slapped me lightly on the back of my hand: "Put it down, greedy cat! You can't drink now. Bear with it, you will have time to drink later."

It has been a long time since I ate alone with Lao Han in a restaurant.That relaxed and happy mood, especially in front of someone I deeply love, always wants to show it in some form:

"Brother, please, let me have a drink!" I pouted.

Old Han's smiling face became serious: "Not even one bite!"

"Let me take a sip then," I reach for his glass.

Lao Han really slapped me on the back of the hand this time.

"Are you really willing to fight?"

"I can't bear to let a child beat a wolf," said Old Han seriously.

After a pause, he seemed to think of something: "Xiaohui, I want to ask you a question."

"What's the problem?"

"Are we a family?"

"Why do you still ask such stupid questions?"

"answer me!"

"Yes!"

"Then who is the parent?"

"Of course brother is the parent!" I blurted out.

"Then what should you do if you don't listen to your parents?"

I pouted at him, with an unhappy expression on my face, but my heart was as sweet as drinking honey.

Ningxia red is a fruit wine made from Ningxia red wolfberry.The color is deep red, and the pure enthusiasm makes people feel extremely warm. I also know that the beauty of wolfberry is to strengthen the body, nourish yin and kidney.Goji berry is a specialty of Zhongning. The ripe little thing is more reddish and rounder than acacia beans.

After eating, Lao Han smiled, looked at me, and handed me half a bottle of Ningxia Red in a paper bag.

Leaning on the back of the chair, holding the paper bag in my arms, I tilted my head and looked out the window.

Outside the window is a white makeup world.Pedestrians on the street were wrapped tightly, and every time they exhaled, a cloud of white mist would be left in front of them.I find it very amusing to see them all dressed so bloated.This year, the snow has fallen honestly for the first time.

I turned my face away, "Brother, do you know? What do I miss the most about the two of us?"

Lao Han was driving with his head down. He didn't know what he was thinking, but his train of thought was suddenly interrupted by my words: "What else could it be? Didn't you just say that? Aren't you two brothers who are the same? You weird , what are you thinking?"

I smiled bitterly: "I said brother, you are not romantic at all! I just thought it would be great if we were a pair of mice!"

"Mouse? You've read the dialect version of "Tom and Jerry", right?" Old Han laughed.

"I just want to be a pair of silly and stupid mice with you. It's like in this winter, don't go anywhere, just nest in a warm cave all day, you bite my ear, I bite your tail , cuddling together all day long."

Old Han laughed loudly: "You want to be a mouse, but my brother doesn't want to be a mouse. It sounds like we have to steal a lot of food every year."

I rolled my eyes anxiously: "You are still a parent, you don't understand style at all!"

Lao Han touched my head: "Who said that? I imagined that we were two big penguins, running around in this ice and snow, and stopping for a kiss from time to time. How romantic that would be." ! Not much better than a mouse?"

I laughed out loud.This old Han is also as cute as a child!If it was at home, I would have threw him on the bed and gnawed him hard! "

When he arrived at Yinshuifang, when he got home, Lao Han opened the door and turned on the air conditioner, turned on the water dispenser, and turned on a high-power electric heater.I haven't come back for many days, I hurriedly cleaned up the room, plastered and mopped the floor, and Lao Han and I quickly cleaned up together.

The room with water heating was not cold at first, but the whistling hot air from the air conditioner and the electric heater made the bedroom as warm as spring in a short while.

After finishing his work, Lao Han drew the thick double bed curtains.

The room was suddenly dark, and I couldn't see anything except the glowing red light of the electric heater spinning, and the charming flesh-colored luster of Lao Han's hands and face shining in the dense atmosphere.Suddenly, a warm and itchy emotion surged over and devoured me. I knew that the longing that had been oppressed for many days was instantly released, and every nerve of mine began to expand slowly following this emotion. .

I was so bewitched by this emotion that I trembled a little, and a voice said, "What are you waiting for? Go, go! That man is yours, and he is waiting for you."

My heart was beating wildly, and I slowly stepped forward to grab Lao Han's hand, the hand that made me feel extremely at ease and joyful.

The rotating electric heater turned around, and it was shining a red light on Lao Han's face.His fair face is even more radiant because of this red color, thick crouching silkworm eyebrows, sharp-edged face, bright red full lips, and a neat and resolute mustache on his lips made me a little dizzy for a moment, How can I not hug this person, he is my love, the person I am closest to now, he is mine, mine!

I always thought that he would squat down and pick me up like in a hospital, then turn me around a few times, and then gently put me on the bed to make a mess.However, when I first held his hand, I realized that his eyes were very cold, with an unusual feeling of being cold and repelling people thousands of miles away.

What I didn't expect was that his hand dodged and pushed me!

This surprised me even more!Brother, what's the matter with you?I couldn't help but feel a little cold, no one has ever refused me to grab his hand so impolitely, the unprecedented old Han did this today!

With a snap, Lao Han raised his hand and turned on the wall lamp on the wall behind him.

The wall lamp is not too bright, only a faint gleam.

When I was in a daze, Lao Han sat down on the sofa, raised his legs, and looked at me with a straight face.

I couldn't say anything, and I didn't turn the corner for a while, and stood there stupidly, like a log.

After groping in his pocket for a while, Lao Han took out a pack of cigarettes, opened the case, and took a cigarette in his mouth. The way of holding it obliquely, because the mouth was very shallow, the cigarette moved with the movement of his lips. The trembling look is really a bit foolish.

Lao Han didn't care that I was still poking in the same place, and he didn't care that I was so embarrassed like a beggar who couldn't get a meal and was scolded severely.

On the coffee table, he took the match and threw it over without looking at me, "Light a cigarette!"

The desire that had been firmly controlling my emotions just now had already disappeared without a trace.

Seeing his suddenly superior appearance, I was wronged for a while, and tears flashed in my eyes inexplicably.

The match bounced on me and fell to the ground. I subconsciously bent down to pick it up.This is a box of long-handled matches specially used in hotels.I clearly saw my own hands shaking, "Four Loyalty and Eight Filial Piety 72 Books of Virtue, Lao Han, which one are you singing today?"Why is it so strange?

I will light a cigarette for you. It is normal for me as a younger brother to light a cigarette for your elder brother. What are you doing with a straight face? Is this the head of the family?Where does your indifference come from?

The strong desire to be close to him accompanied by the inexplicable grievance made me feel very uncomfortable. I was a little bit unsure about the origin of Lao Han's sudden change. Picking up the match, I slowly approached him.

With a sound of "Chi--", the panic and helplessness of a little match girl swayed in my heart. Along with the burning of the phosphide, the flame of the match also illuminated Lao Han's stubborn side face.

In my heart, this is a face carefully drawn by a painter. It has passed through more than 40 dark years and exists only for me! However, why is this lovely face that I have kissed so many times given to me today? In indifferent colors?

Sticking the small outer flame of the match to the cigarette butt, Lao Han's Adam's apple moved, and the flame leaned a little. Seeing the cigarette butt turned red, I lowered my head and shook the match.

However, Lao Han took a deep puff of the cigarette, a strange smile flashed across his mouth, he took off the cigarette he was holding, and blew out a puff of thick blue smoke heavily at me.

I haven't smoked for a long time.I don't have any addiction to cigarettes, although I often prepare them, and more often they are for entertainment.Unexpectedly, this thick smoke sprayed over, my eyes were a little choked, and my eyes were foggy, accompanied by a cough.

I was a little dazed, but I didn't dare to ask.In doubt, he raised the back of his hand and rubbed his eyes, but saw that Lao Han's lips were trembling, which seemed to be a smile that was not a smile.

"Brother, you—" I stepped forward and raised my hand.

I reached out to him subconsciously, but I didn't know where to put my hand on him.While hesitating, Lao Han said: "Brother, what brother? Huh? You still know to call me brother? Huh?"

I was even more confused, what happened to Lao Han?

"If you don't teach you to be good, you won't know what's good!" Old Han scolded.

I really can't tell where I went wrong today.

This old Han, could it be that in his heart, he has already established a family law for me?Seeing that I follow him wholeheartedly today, do you want to teach me a good lesson and teach me to be good?

My heart was pounding, and I really didn't know what to do.