dance like a butterfly

I waited until it was dark, but Lao Han didn't come back.

I really think I should call Lao Han and ask what happened.I should have asked how he was doing.

But every time I pick up the phone, I still give up.I'm afraid my phone will distract him.

Yinshuifang Village is now more lively than Xiaozhai and Bali Village.The village was already big, but since the provincial government moved to the north, discerning businessmen flooded the streets and alleys like a flood.Hair salons, Internet cafes, hotels, teahouses, foot baths, and chess and card rooms are simply overwhelming.Thieves, pornographic girls, and small vendors roam the streets all day long. Even in the middle of the night, under the dim street lights, there are still figures of drunks swaying, yelling, flirting, and yelling for selling glutinous rice balls and rice noodles.

To be a village head in such a place of right and wrong, and Lao Han still enjoys it, thinking about it is heart-wrenching.

What could even Zhang Wenqing and Xueping be unable to cover?Lao Han was so flustered!

At eight o'clock, the phone rang.

I was overjoyed for a while, thinking it was Lao Han calling, but when I picked up the phone, it was Lao Zuo!

"Xiaohui, haven't you slept yet?" Lao Zuo asked softly.

This old left seems to know that I am alone in the hospital.

"No, where are you?"

"I'm on the street. I just washed my uncle's feet and face, and cut my nails. Uncle fell asleep. I couldn't sleep, so I ran out to give you a call."

I know that the reason why Lao Zuo said what he did for my dad was not to show me credit.He used to go to my house, and he has done a lot of these things of serving people.He said this now just to express one meaning - you can rest assured that you are in the hospital, I can do these things for you.

But it was a cold day, and standing on the deserted street, he must have left the village again, and I panicked in my heart.

"Aren't you cold? Go back to sleep!"

Lao Zuo fell silent.After a long while, he said: "Xiaohui, you have never talked to me like today." His voice became softer, as if he was very touched: "You don't know, seeing you happy makes me very happy. Happy. I know you must be feeling uncomfortable today, but I am also the same!"

"Aren't you afraid that Lao Han knows what you are talking about?" It was strange, as if he knew that Lao Han was not by my side now.

"Didn't I tell him, what am I afraid of?" Lao Zuo was unhappy.

"What did you say to my dad?" I laughed.

"I said you are really heartless, you are still laughing at this moment!" Even though Lao Zuo said this, he still couldn't help laughing.

I really have no reason to be indifferent to Lao Zuo anymore. To be honest, the things Lao Zuo did in front of my father, I am not as good as a son.

Lao Zuo said: "My uncle and I are just talking about family affairs. Of course, the point is to let him relax. I told him, we Xiaojun, we don't have to worry about finding a good wife. But this marriage also pays attention to fate. Xiaojun Such a good guy, we can't just rush to find someone for him. I said that in the city, there are many people who get married at the age of 30. Think about it, the social pressure is so great now. Wouldn’t it be more burdensome to spend time talking about falling in love and having a baby early? Now that you’ve arrived in the city, you should go to the temple and follow the monks. Don’t be too hasty in doing things, and have a long-term perspective. Intend……"

I don't know what my dad will think after hearing Lao Zuo's words.However, I know that with Lao Zuo by my dad's side, my dad will be very relaxed.In many cases, when my father looked at Lao Zuo, it was really like looking at his own son.I also have to admit that since my dad fell ill and was hospitalized, I have always felt from the bottom of my heart that as long as Lao Zuo is by my dad's side, I am always at ease. Even my two older brothers have never given me such a feeling.This sense of steadfastness is like now that as long as I have Lao Han by my side, I will sleep peacefully.

"It's cold outside, go back to sleep." I interrupted him, I really didn't want him to suffer from the cold outside.

In the countryside, the wind whistling on the streets in winter, especially under the roots of the mountains.

Lao Zuo hesitated for a moment, and immediately became happy: "Xiaohui, take good care of your illness, don't be afraid of anything, don't you still have me?"

I was at a loss for words, this old leftist!

I wanted to say something, but I opened my mouth and swallowed the words back.I know it's useless to say anything now, and it will make him depressed.

Lao Zuo happily said good night to me.I can imagine how refreshed he is now, and this refreshment only comes from the tone of my words to him today!

Perhaps, on the deserted street, Lao Zuo will once again be full of fantasies about me.

His pure and passionate emotion is like a wildfire in the arid mountain forest. I have no ability to extinguish it. Instead, I am becoming more and more numb under the heat of it.I also realized that for such a wildfire, the only way to control it is to dig out a isolation zone to prevent it from spreading.I know that it is too inhumane for me to say something irritating to him again now.After all, he is divorced now, and it is better to have hope than to have no hope, although this kind of hope is originally extremely ethereal and illusory.However, it would be too cruel to try to destroy his only hope in life now.

At the window, with my eyes closed, I patted my forehead.I can't think about Lao Zuo anymore, if I miss him, I will die of torture.

Under the street lamps in the yard, snowflakes were still dancing.

Snowflakes as big as elms fell in a patchwork pattern, so ecstatic in the emptiness.The cedar is already covered with white, and there are no people in the yard. The not-so-wide road is covered with white snow. I can almost smell the refreshing smell of snowflakes.

The entire inpatient building seemed particularly quiet, but Lao Han was still missing.

I suddenly became afraid. If I really don't have Lao Han in the future, what should I do?

Thinking of this, I couldn't help but shiver.A kind of sadness from the bottom of my heart suddenly surged up, turning into a mist and covering my eyes.

Wipe my eyes with the back of my hand, no, I have to call him, even if I only hear his voice, I don’t want to see the snowflakes outside the window now, suddenly, I feel that the snow scene I liked before is now in my heart So cold.

All I need now is warmth, and I understand that only Lao Han can give me this kind of warmth.I stretched out my hand to pull the curtain, but the moment I stretched out my hand, I saw a familiar figure hurrying past under the street lamp, and he was looking up at the window where I was.What a familiar face I was looking forward to, even though it was so blurry under the dim light and when the snowflakes were falling, I could clearly distinguish who he was.

Counting a hundred times in my heart, when Lao Han came in with a briefcase, slapping snowflakes and pushing the door, I hugged him in my arms and rubbed my tear-stained face on his cold shoulder, and then Pulling off the scarf around his neck, she put her lips on his neck and kissed greedily.

Old Han was stunned, his face was a little pale, but he responded to me immediately, his face was pressed back and forth on my face.

He was a little puzzled by my unusual behavior, but he mechanically catered to my hug. How could he know my confused thoughts just now?

"What's the matter? Look at you, like a child!" He breathed next to my ear, licked my earlobe, and asked softly.

"You left in a hurry today, which frightened me. I suddenly thought, if you leave now, if you don't come again, what should I do in the future?"

Lao Han patted me on the head back, and said with a smile: "What are you talking about? Will you leave me? Even if you die, I will hold your hand before you die, and find someone to rely on before you leave. Don't worry!"

I panicked and hurried to gag him.

People say that you can't talk about life and death at the end of the year, it will be very unlucky.Why is this old Han so infected by me to talk nonsense?

It seems that I can't remember how long I haven't kissed Lao Han.When my faint sadness was still circling in my heart, the old Han in my arms became my whole world.Lightly open the gate of his emotion, pass through the two white fences, and in the moist warmth, I test his soft tongue.

I can't help being ecstatically lingering with it, Lao Han is mine, and mine alone!I can't wait to put a stamp on every part of Lao Han's body and write my name on it, so that this person belongs to me without compromise!

With a "click", Lao Han's briefcase fell to the ground, and no one paid attention to it.

Lao Han put his arms around my waist, took two steps back, and pulled me to the door of the ward.

That was the only blind spot that could not be peeped from the glass of the door, and he leaned against the wall by himself.

I am the same as Lao Han, like two gluttonous children, and the other party is the only target of pursuit now.How many longings burst forth impatiently in this silent hospital, in this deserted place.Even though my back was still aching, I wrapped my arms around his neck and kissed him passionately.Lao Han's body was trembling, as if he forgot that we were in the hospital, he groped back and forth on my body vigorously with both hands.

Suddenly his slightly closed eyes opened, his hands stopped, and he pushed me away as if he was sober: "Xiaohui, brother... why are you so confused? Forgot that this is a hospital, and you still have injuries on your back. "

His face turned rosy, and the unshakable passion was controlled and slowly faded away.

Seeing how attached I was, he rubbed the part of my crotch that was eager to try, and laughed: "Why are you in a hurry? After these two days, when you recover and leave the hospital, what do you want? Whole, whatever!"

I didn't speak, just looked at him and smiled.

"Xiaohui, I suddenly thought of something. If I don't say anything, I will keep it in my heart and panic." Old Han rolled his eyes, as if the words had been buried in his heart for a long time.

"Say, as long as I can be with you, you can say whatever you want."

So far, I don't care about anything.

Lao Han grabbed my hand: "Xiaohui, in case, brother means that in case brother can't be with you anymore, do you know, who is most assured that brother will be with you?"

I was stunned dumbfounded by Lao Han's words, as if struck by lightning.