dance like a butterfly

In fact, I already knew that it was impossible for Lao Han to give up on me from the beginning.

In the vast sea of ​​people, looking for your lover with a different emotion, looking for someone you like and like yourself for decades, to obtain the happiness you have longed for, is tantamount to filling out the I picked up a number and waited for the date of the lottery, eager to hit the big luck, eager to win the jackpot.Lao Han and I are both lucky, and this kind of good luck came so quickly that even the gods are jealous, so we are destined to suffer hardships and stumble.

However, who can say that these bumps and tribulations are not seasonings and cyclamate when we recall this happy journey in the future?

Everyone has their own weaknesses when they are confused.When family affection stabs obliquely like a knife, it doesn't kill, but it stabs one after another until people want to cry without tears, heart-wrenching, and even regrettable for a lifetime.When the heart hurts, the first thing that Lao Han thinks of is to save me, let me go back to the tradition, let me inherit the family line and complete the filial piety on a "bangzhuang road", even if he alone tastes the pain of loneliness and longing in the days to come liquor.

However, I have fallen too deep, I can't extricate myself like Lao Han, and I can't get to the shore either!The best kindness is like water. In a torrent, we cannot abandon our other half while clinging to each other.On one side is my father's expectation, on the other hand, I am struggling to hold on to the love that I can't let go, between a painful choice, it's not that I abandon my father, I just can't take my life with a woman to do it and lose There is no doubt about the bet, let alone watching the love of my life withdraw from the stage of my emotions step by step.

No matter what method I use, I must make Lao Han regain his confidence.

"However, how should I explain it to uncle?" Old Han also became troubled.

Suddenly, he slapped his thigh, and his eyes lit up: "Xiaohui, there's no need to think about it so much for the time being. This matter, I can only push it back slowly when I tell you about the kiss. I guess the uncle also knows the details of the countryside. It’s just the twelfth lunar month and the first month that the matchmaker doesn’t talk about marriage proposals! Besides, for someone like me, Xiaohui, let alone in the countryside, even in Xi’an, do you still employ people to propose marriage? You can’t even keep it.”

There has been a long-standing saying in the countryside that no marriage is mentioned in the first month of the twelfth lunar month. Although I don't know the ins and outs of this particularity, this reason is enough to resist for a while.I also deeply understand that it was my accident in Hubei that made my father's idea of ​​getting married more urgent than ever.

Joy and helplessness, excitement and bewilderment, are delivered back and forth in my heart, alas, I can only muddle along day by day.If you want Dad to succumb to me and Lao Han to live a lifetime, hehe, unless there are two suns in the sky at the same time!That being the case, please pray to God for love, and slowly find a way to prevaricate in the days to come.

Lao Han stretched out his hand to rub the tooth marks on my neck just now, I pretended to be ungrateful, glared at him, and raised my hand to shake the back of his hand: "Don't touch me!"

"What's the matter with you?" Old Han was puzzled.

"What's the matter? Oh, who do you think I am, you hug me when you think of it, and push it off the cliff when you don't want it?" I teased him.

Old Han laughed loudly: "Little ancestor, brother is wrong, okay? Brother shouldn't just say the word breakup without considering your feelings. Brother has already experienced what it feels like to hear these two words." .Brother will never dare again, brother promise!" After saying that, she leaned closer and kissed me again.

I pushed out a palm and covered his mouth: "Stop coming! Who are you coaxing with sweet words? You treat me as a three-year-old baby, and I will believe everything you say?"

I was already happy in my heart, but Lao Han's words of breaking up really made me panic. Even if he asked for forgiveness, I couldn't turn back emotionally for a while.separate?Hmph, I'll show you if I'm not dead, I'll show you as a monk, and I'll say no to breaking up after seeing you!

The palm of my hand was facing the old Han's hairy lips, the itching was so painful that I had to suppress my desire to cater to that mouth that I couldn't get enough of.Seeing him blushing when he was in a hurry, that cuteness is really indescribable, and I really want to forgive him.But what if you don't give him a long memory!

Stretch out your right hand and squeeze your left fingers together, pinching his mouth hard.

Old Han whimpered, pretending to be pitiful, but didn't fight back.

"Are you going to talk about breaking up in the future? Hurry up and call brother, and brother will spare you!", I pretended to be fierce.

Old Han had a smile in his eyes, and I squeezed his mouth, so he couldn't speak.But I can read it from his eyes, he is saying, brother, brother, I won't talk about breaking up anymore.

"Say it well, brother didn't hear it!" I let go of him, leaned my face forward, pricked up my ears, and pretended to be an elder without shame.

Old Han rubbed his lips with a playful smile: "Look at your posture, you really have become my brother!"

"What?" I smirked, "I'm your brother now!"

"Okay, my little brother." Lao Han hurriedly changed his words: "I, Han Jun, don't know how much debt I owed you in my previous life. In this life, I let you, the nemesis, rule me. In this life, no one can make me so fascinated , No one has dared to yell at me like this. How could I fall into the hands of your little enemy, and I am so willing!"

After finishing speaking, he grabbed my hand: "Break up? It's a beautiful idea! After breaking up, you will become a monk? Then you will pay off your desires, and it will be cheaper for you! My brother will become a walking dead, and there will be no good days in this life." Pass!"

Old Han's words, I heard very useful.I watched him not speak, and let his palms rub back and forth on my palms and backs, that kind of warmth was like moonlight shining into my heart in an instant.Seeing that my expression became much softer, he couldn't help wanting to hug me again: "Xiaohui, no matter how I look at you, my brother feels refreshed!"

Turning my face away, touching my left cheek, my heart sank.I really don't have the courage to know what my face looks like now, even though there is a small mirror on the upper left, I don't want to take a picture.

Old Han said: "Xiaohui, your face is not broken. Really, I won't lie to you, it's just a small imprint of a butterfly wing. It's not very obvious, and it may fade away slowly."

After all, he gently stroked my face.

I grabbed his hand to stop him: "Brother, let's go, go back to the hospital!"

Old Han opened his mouth to say something, but he didn't say anything after all, and started the car.

Touching my cheek, I stared ahead.The sky is gloomy, and I don't know when the snowflakes will start flying again.The snowflakes are not big, like small dandelion seeds, falling slowly and lightly.This silver-white world is immediately enriched by the fluttering snow.

On this Xitong Expressway, I don’t know how many times I have walked back and forth.However, I have never felt this deeply before.My father was still ill, and I was almost completely disfigured. After my father was eagerly looking forward to it, Lao Han had no choice but to break up with me in a hurry.Although Lao Han and I may still have endless sweet days in the future, does that sweetness have to be exchanged for today's bitterness and blood and tears?How much longer do we have to suffer before we are no longer depressed about today?

Even though Lao Han kept telling me jokes in the car until I got back to the hospital, my melancholy mood still didn't ease.

Director Geng came over and walked around, and said a few words of greeting: "Old Zuo called, I figured you should be here. Xiaojun, don't worry, stay for another three or two days, observe, and you should be discharged from the hospital."

After Director Geng left, Lao Han patted his head and said happily: "Brother forgot to tell you one thing, our house in Yaxinyuan is about to be renovated, and it will be within a few days. After you are discharged from the hospital, Let's move back to our new home and sweep away the bad luck for you!"

Just as he was talking, his phone rang.He answered the phone, called Xueping, and when he heard the words, his face slowly flushed red, and after a long while, he said, "Okay, got it, I'll be right over."

I asked him what happened.

Lao Han took the briefcase from the bedside table and said, "Something happened in the village, and Xueping and Zhang Wenqing couldn't help it anymore. I have to go there myself."

I have never seen Lao Han in such a hurry before, seeing him rushing out, I couldn't help feeling worried.

Immediately, I forgot what was on my mind, no longer pretending to be reserved and angry, I grabbed him and kissed him on the cheek: "Brother, no matter what, we will do what we can, don't forget that I am here Still waiting for you."

Old Han was stunned for a moment, and the tenderness in his eyes immediately overflowed: "Brother, I know, I'll come to see you when I'm done."

Watching him leave in a hurry, I suddenly felt as if my heart had been emptied, and a feeling of nowhere immediately enveloped me.