dance like a butterfly

The contempt and disdain on Tian Zhenzhen's face made me unbearable.

In her eyes, I was cornered in a dead end like a thief.Maybe she felt that I was like a frozen snake. If I don't punish severely at this time, she might wait for an opportunity to fight back.

She smiled contemptuously: "Don't you know how shameless you are? Don't you think how disgusting you are?"

She glanced at me and said coldly: "You are facing Qin Muchu! Your sex life is chaotic! You are disturbing the social order! You are spreading AIDS everywhere! Just take you as an example. I can't figure out what dirty tricks you used to seduce an honest person like our old left out of his mind! You have been with Lao Zuo for a while, and you are tired of playing him, and you don't care about his feelings at all. Kick your feet away. Seeing that Lao Han is rich and powerful, you go to hook up with that country bumpkin again! Hmph, do you still have humanity? Are you still a person? Aren’t you just a butcher who eats young? Why do you Seductive? You are not young and beautiful! Now it’s alright, you have finally received your karma! Your face is also ruined, your biggest capital is gone, and the rest is getting older and older, I don’t think anyone wants you anymore ! If I were you, I would jump off a building and hit the road!"

Tian Zhenzhen was filled with indignation, more indignant than a just judge reading a trial sentence to a heinous prisoner.

For a highly educated person like her, I really feel sad that she has such an understanding of me and comrades.

I told myself, I told myself desperately in my heart: Tian Zhenzhen can regard me as a dog in the water, but I must not think so!

Since ancient times, same-sex love has accompanied human progress along the way.Although comrades are only a disadvantaged group, comrades have always made contributions to society and have been promoting the progress of society.In ancient and modern times, in the fields of philosophy, literature and art, countless outstanding comrades have made outstanding contributions to human civilization, and society has not stopped because of the existence of comrades.

I also know that no matter what kind of circle, there will be scum.But it is very naive and ridiculous for a cultural person like Tian Zhenzhen to put a hat on comrades as the only way to spread a disease.

She doesn't understand the truth about my relationship with Lao Zuo!

How did she know my sincere feelings for Lao Han?

However, I must now recognize the current situation and environment, otherwise I can only be at the mercy of others now.

Perhaps, her thoughts have long been imprisoned in her own likes and dislikes, and she doesn't want to come out at all. She herself also looks at homosexuality with colored glasses.

Now, if I want her to understand such a question that she doesn't even want to understand, no matter how good my eloquence is, it's useless to her.

Because, to her, I had hurt her family.

Moreover, from her point of view, I, Hong Xiaojun, am the only one at fault!

She came to Hubei definitely not to argue with me about whether comrades should exist, she just came to see if I was really disfigured and disabled, and she wanted to know whether she should continue to sanction me in the future.Maybe she also made all the strategies and steps to deal with me.Only the more miserable I become, the happier she will be, and in that case, she can vent her anger!

In an instant, I was like a little moth wrapped in a cocoon that has no strength to escape. I can only live in a slumber, but I can't fight, I can't take up weapons, I can only rely on her likes and dislikes, let her dominate My life and death.

"You are running out of words, you have nothing to say!", her expression was triumphant.

I laughed.

I know I can't be listless.I have so much to say, I even want to jump up and point her nose and scold her.

However, I also know that no matter how much I say, it will be useless. Even if I make her speechless, what can I do?

Adding more resentment to such a hurt woman can only add to her hostility and hatred towards me!The only thing I can do now is not how to say, on the contrary, what I most need to do!

I want to regain my self-confidence.If Lao Han doesn't care that my appearance has been destroyed, if Lao Han still loves me, how can we carry out this love to the end, how can we let Tian Zhenzhen, or a large number of people like Tian Zhenzhen see that gay love is also steadfast Yes, you can be happy, and you can grow old. This is more real than me talking a lot of nonsense!

I instinctively thought that Tian Zhenzhen would definitely not kill me when she came this time, she would just add insult to injury and gain a little psychological balance.

She said those words, I will be sad for a while, and I will not die!What am I afraid of?The world will never be brighter because of my departure, why should I be depressed?

I am already like this, sad is also a day, happy is also a day, life has to go on, why should I choose to be sad?Besides, Lao Han still doesn't know what's going on with me, and Lao Han hasn't stated that he will abandon me yet, so why should I be depressed by Tian Zhenzhen's rhetoric!

Old Han, where are you?Will you really like me again?

I've never missed Old Han like I do now.I don't expect him to stand in front of me like this now.

There is no old Han in front of me, but what an arrogant Tian Zhenzhen is standing there!

I think at the beginning, I informed her that something happened to me.I really wanted to get rid of her hatred sincerely, so I informed her.I never would have thought that Tian Zhenzhen would come to Hubei to see me, and he even criticized me even more badly!

Now, after knowing her overall understanding of me and comrades, I feel that the problem is really complicated by me.

But can this be her fault?How many people in society view comrades in this way?

This god of plague is easy to attract and difficult to dismiss.

I sighed heavily and struggled.

Thinking of this, I feel hot all over.It seemed that my whole body was sweating, and because the wound part might be due to the loss of sweat glands, I had to close my eyes due to the burning pain and continuous itching.

I moved my body unconsciously and with difficulty.

It was another kind of pain and itching that swept across the body, followed by waves.Even though I closed my eyes in pain, I knew that my tears still came out.

"To tell you the truth, it was a wise choice for you not to agree to continue with our old leftist. If you had agreed, I would look down on you, a volatile and spineless thing! Even in the days to come, you will not do well. Live life! It is you who made me not live in peace at this age, do you still have humanity, do you still have a conscience? Tell me."

Tian Zhenzhen chased and beat him fiercely.

I can't say anything.This woman now looks like a winner.

I know I can't compensate Tian Zhenzhen what?If she wants to scold, she can scold well.This is not Xi'an, as long as she has no scruples, she can do whatever she wants, maybe this is also karma, I provoked people back then, who wouldn't she scold me if she didn't scold me?

"Originally, when I came this time, I wanted to vent my anger severely. Since you are relatively honest and pitiful, I will spare you today!"

Maybe Tian Zhenzhen misunderstood the strange pain I showed in my body. She thought that I had repented and maybe I was going to change my past, so she finally decided to end this conversation.

I could tell that even though it was a concluding remark, Tian Zhenzhen said it with great regret.

Fortunately, my ordeal is coming to an end.

I opened my eyes, but Tian Zhenzhen was looking at me with a look that I had never seen before. I could tell that it was a kind of pity.

"You take care of yourself, I hope you wake up from this matter, and behave yourself in the future!"

She took off the Kun bag hanging from her elbow, unzipped it with a squeak, took out a wad of money from it and threw it on the bedside table: "For the sake of the Xiangdang, spend this money !"

After finishing speaking, he stopped looking at me and walked away.

Tian Zhenzhen's eyes and this action made me dumbfounded.

I really can't believe that she will give me money, such a woman who has always regarded me as a thorn in the flesh, will give me money after the divorce!

If it weren't for the wad of money on the bedside table, I really doubt whether Tian Zhenzhen has been here.