dance like a butterfly

As Tian Zhenzhen's pleasant but piercing laughter gradually disappeared, my heart began to feel cold.

I admit that no matter how unintentionally I have been before, I have deeply hurt this woman.

What does a home mean to a woman?means everything!However, in Tian Zhenzhen's view, Lao Zuo is her lifelong happy harbor.If I hadn't dragged the old people into the water, they must still be living the happy life before, and this life will continue to be sweet and happy, and they will even get married again in the next life.

In Tian Zhenzhen's view, it was my good looks that made Lao Zuo betray him, ruining the life of an almost impeccable woman like her.

Tian Zhenzhen stepped forward, even bent down, and looked at me carefully.

She looked at it so carefully, like a collector looking at a newly unearthed cultural relic, she was so happy and excited.

She was so close to me, I smelled the faint fragrance of orchids on her body, and at the same time, I saw the shallow crow's feet in the corners of her eyes even though she had concealed them.

Time is not forgiving!At this moment, I almost forgot where I was, almost forgot what happened, and instead felt sympathy for this conceited woman.

"Destroyed? Ruined? Really ruined?"

Tian Zhenzhen murmured.

She is like a acting school actor.Her beautiful phoenix eyes were a pity at first, and then, after a moment's hesitation, very unbelievably changed to a very bright pleasure.

I smiled bitterly: "You can finally be satisfied!"

The reason why Tian Zhenzhen ran to Nanzhang so hard in this freezing weather must be because he doubted what I said.This woman, after the divorce, has become distrustful of people, unless she sees it with her own eyes!

Maybe it was the unpleasant ointment smell on my body that made her unbearable, Tian Zhenzhen frowned, and took two steps back: "What? What did you say, little elf?"

Anyway, I'm already like this, as long as you Tian Zhenzhen is willing, go with your temper!Now, there is no old Zuo and Lao Han standing in the way!Anyway, I don't want to live now!

"Didn't you want to ruin my face a long time ago? Today, you don't need to do anything. God has fulfilled you. Are you still not satisfied?"

After saying such words, I was already mentally prepared to be severely humiliated by Tian Zhenzhen.

Why did she come here to humiliate me?I even thought, will this savage woman take the opportunity to beat me up!

Sure enough, her face flushed with anger, and her lips trembled.

I closed my eyes, and if she slapped my left cheek with a slap, I would definitely slap my right cheek too.

If Tian Zhenzhen can beat me hard, relieve the grievance in her heart, and never think about me again, then the crime I suffered this time will not be in vain.

However, I waited for a long time, but I didn't see Tian Zhenzhen's slap in the face. Even, the room was quiet, as if she had never been in the room.

Even more strangely, I heard a sob.

First, there is a soft sound of inhaling through the nose, and then, there is the continuous tremor of breathing when the heart is trembling.

I opened my eyes in surprise, and was surprised to see that Tian Zhenzhen was holding a glove with one hand and covering her face with the other. A line of tears was flowing down the back of her hand.

Tian Zhenzhen cried!

I am a very soft-hearted person. Although I often cry, what I am most afraid of is a woman's crying.I don't think it was my words that hit her sore spot. For a woman like this, after seeing me reduced to such a miserable state, she didn't act like a happy taunt, and she didn't look like her character in any way.

Suddenly, she put down her hand covering her face and said, "I'm satisfied, what am I satisfied with? To be honest, Hong Xiaojun, I wish I could tear up that destructive face of yours with my own hands! What are you? I have never lost to you!" Human beings, I lost completely in front of you, a brat! What do I have now? I have nothing. I am a 40-year-old woman, and I have a lot of age left!"

"Can't you remarry?" I said in amazement.

"Remarried? Do you think these two words are as simple as that? There are irreparable rifts and psychological burdens. Can this marriage be resumed? Just think I want to remarry, Lao Zuo, is he willing? Only you in this world It's still there, can that heartless, horny person miss you?"

Tian Zhenzhen was very sad, tears burst out.

She said: "He thinks about you all day long, how can I live my life like this! My home has been destroyed by you like this, I can't wait for you to die, I can't wait for you to die!"

The woman was trembling all over, crying like pear blossoms with rain.

Yeah, she's right, I think I really deserve to die too.

"Sister-in-law, it's all my fault, but do you think I should bear all this alone?"

I should die, but shouldn't I justify myself?

Tian Zhenzhen stopped crying and stared at me coldly.

"But, do you know? I have never taken the initiative to find your old leftist. I am a comrade, but can't I find my lover? Am I not worthy of my own happiness?"

I don't know if Tian Zhenzhen thought about this issue calmly before, and whether she looked at my relationship with Lao Zuo rationally from my perspective.My apology to her is sincere, although I am very contradictory, but comrades have the same personality, and comrades also have their own right to pursue happiness!

Tian Zhenzhen was stunned for a moment: "Okay, today I will argue with you about this reason. If you look at the world, there are billions of people in the world. If homosexuality is the mainstream, this world will be extinct! Since it is not the mainstream , I’ll repeat it to you again.”

Tian Zhenzhen took a breath, her face still blushing:

"You homosexuals are the scum of human beings! You don't deserve any happiness at all! Keeping you is a disaster for the country and the people! Take you as an example, no matter how reasonable you are, it is an indisputable fact that you destroyed my family. You can give you Looking for an excuse to say 'the tree wants to be quiet but the wind doesn't stop', but I don't know how many people are deliberately destroying other people's families. Let's leave these aside, let's talk about your fate. You must have seen "Lan Yu". Is there a happy ending? What about Leslie Cheung? Didn’t he jump off a building! What about you? Didn’t you get condemned by God, and you were disfigured today! These are all small retributions from God! Tell you, God does not allow homosexuality to exist! You should put away your shameful heart as soon as possible!"

When I heard what Tian Zhenzhen said, it was like getting an electric shock.

I've never been hit like this before.

I can't imagine the mysterious things in fate, no matter how subjective and personal Tian Zhenzhen's words have, they sound so logical.However, if this is the case, even if I do not encounter such an accident, where will my next ordeal be?Could it really be what she said, I can escape the first day of junior high school, but I will never be able to escape the fifteenth day?Is it that as long as I am a comrade, I will suffer the so-called retribution sooner or later, is it doomed that my life will be bleak, is it doomed that the end of my life is tragic?

As a comrade, where is my happiness?

Old Han, brother, where are you?At this moment, I feel that I am so helpless, I am so naive and cowardly.

Old Han, you are my wall to keep out the wind. In this world, you are the big tree that can keep me out of the wind and rain. I have never expected you to stand in front of me like now!

Looking at Tian Zhenzhen, who was plausible, crying and laughing for a while, I realized how ignorant I was when I called her!If the pursuit of the happiness of comrades is a war, now it seems that I hope that Tian Zhenzhen will forgive himself and surrender halfway!

Since you said that I don't deserve any happiness, I just want to take a gamble. I, Hong Xiaojun, have been disfigured today. With my face, I still want to see if there are still people who love me!

I can't continue to be depressed, even if Lao Han abandons me, even Lao Zuo only sees my skin. I believe that the true love that once sprouted in my heart is enough for me to enjoy for a lifetime.I would rather spend my life in memory than regret it!

Thinking of this, a light flashed in my heart.