dance like a butterfly

Unsafe accidents have occurred in any enterprise, but it is the first time in the history of this factory in Nanzhang that a large-scale accident like today's scalds several people at the same time.

In a coma, I don't know what kind of mess the workshop was, and what kind of exclamations erupted at the same time. I don't know who has some experience in first aid for burns and scalds. , Facing the transparent and thick oxidized starch solution that was still biting madly on several of us, we hurriedly washed it away. I don’t know how the four of us were carried into the vehicle and rushed to Nanzhang County Hospital of Traditional Chinese Medicine for treatment.

Oxidized starch is a kind of modified starch, which is obtained by oxidation reaction of original starch and oxidizing agent.It itself does not have much toxic and side effects on the human body, but this time it is harmful to everyone because of its high temperature and large area.

At that time, except for the young man who was burned to a lesser extent, the two workshop directors, one craftsman, and one quality inspector, including me, were not spared.

I thank God!God has endowed me with life, let me come to this world, and let me carefully taste the ups and downs, honors, disgraces, joys and sorrows brought to me by everything.

I also thank God, God gave me a good looks that countless people envy.It is this good looks that has allowed me to walk carefree all the way from childhood to today with a sense of self-satisfaction in the loving eyes of everyone.

A good face is so indispensable to my smooth growth.

However, I also believe that all the arrangements of God are not arbitrary.

Like while I have a lot of things, I must be very far away from a lot of things.At this moment, I think more calmly, when I lose the good looks that I have always been proud of, what kind of turning point will my fate take, and what will I get back?

Those very mysterious things in fate are not something that I, a young man in his 20s, can comprehend thoroughly, and I can only face them calmly.At one point, it is the only feeling I have at present when I encounter a disaster this time.

When I woke up after several hours of shock, the burning pain was persistently surrounding me.

I opened my eyes and I was already in the hospital.

Looking at the injection bag hanging in the air, I was being hooked to an IV.

It turned out that I was lying on my side on the hospital bed.

I tried to move my fingers.

Thick bandages were wrapped around both hands, and the neck and back were also tightly bound.My head and the left side of my face were also covered with some unknown medicine. Due to the bandage, only the right side of my face was still exposed.

From an outsider's point of view, I'm half a mummy!

The pain made me gasp, and I moaned involuntarily.

"Little handsome boy, you're awake!"

An extremely excited voice rang in my ears, it was Section Chief Qi.

Suddenly, his voice became hoarse.

I know that Chief Qi obviously realized that he had said something wrong, and he smiled regretfully.

Yes, what kind of handsome boy am I now?Everyone knows that there is a bell ringer named Quasimodo in Hugo's famous book. Now, if I can be cured, I may have a bent back, a hoarse voice, and an ugly face like a living ghost.

With my current appearance, even after being discharged from the hospital, it won't be much better.To the greatest extent, it is estimated to be the same as Master Kurong in the Dali Royal Temple in "Dragon Babu", half of his face is as beautiful as spring, but half of his face is reincarnated in the darkness of hell.

"How about the others?" I asked him.

I tried to smile.

The matter has come to this point, I don't want to add unnecessary sadness to Section Chief Qi.

"They were all injured to varying degrees. Don't worry, the hospital is doing its best to treat them. You should recover well. Sigh, it's all my fault. If I hadn't called you here, at least you would have been spared..."

I smiled, I want to say Chief Qi, this is not a disaster you made, it is arranged by God, so don't take it to heart, but the pain is still tormenting me, and I can't say anything.

Chief Qi said: "I haven't notified anyone in your unit. Now, who do you most want to see, let me call and inform."

"Phone." I said softly.

Chief Qi's face moved forward, he must not have heard what I was saying.

"Bring me my phone, please." I said with a long breath.

Chief Qi heard this, and immediately took out a mobile phone from the leather bag on the bedside table. It was my phone, and there was nothing wrong with it.

He looked at me very nervously and said, "Who are you looking for? Let me tell you."

I tried to move my body again, but luckily my fingers could still move.

I said, "Please go out, I want to call someone, can you come in later?"

Chief Qi looked at me suspiciously, as if a little worried, but he still nodded and left the ward.

I am the only one in this ward that can accommodate three people.

Maybe because I am a foreigner, they gave special preferential treatment and did not allow me to live with other people who had the accident.

I don't want to call home.

The father at home is still ill. If he knows that I am seriously injured now, maybe what will happen to his old man.

I also don't want to tell the unit.Now I am being treated, it will not be too late to wait two days.

I also don't want Lao Zuo to know what happened to me.Lao Zuo is a warm-hearted and good man. I have caused so much harm to his life, and he is still helplessly sinking in his own misery. Why should I hurt such a miserable person again!

I don't even want to tell Lao Han.

Thinking of Lao Han, thinking of Lao Han being disfigured when he saw me, I was so flustered that I wanted to die.

Lao Han, the only love in my life!Old Han, you used to love me so much and loved me so much. The days we spent together, whether it was laughter or tears, were the happiest times in my life.I just want to stand in front of you like a bunch of radiant Clivia, and bathe in the spring sun with you, but I will never bring you any sad memories after being bleak in late autumn like a sprig of bristlegrass.Old Han, no matter what you once loved about my appearance or character, it has become the past of your life.From now on, I will leave Xi'an, and I will disappear from your life. I would rather die than you see a ghost-like Hong Xiaojun who makes you have nightmares!

Farewell, my dear old Han, let the past go with the wind.

If God takes pity on me, let us meet again in the next life, get to know each other, and let me appear at the beginning of your emotions!Let us take care of each other in this life, and become partners in the next life. Let us start from the next life, and we will never be separated from life to life!

Picking up the phone, I shook my fingers, and in the phone book, with tears in my eyes, I added the two names "Han Jun" and "Lao Zuo" to the blacklist.

I began to dial the number slowly, I want to dial Tian Zhenzhen, what I want to hear most now is her voice.

Before her, I am an eternal sinner, and I want to confess to her.

It is impossible for me to form a straw ring to ask for her forgiveness in my next life, because I will still go to Lao Han in my next life.

Then let me resolve all the resentment and hatred in her heart in this life.I don't want to let myself disappear from Tian Zhenzhen's sight without leaving any regrets.

Tian Zhenzhen didn't answer my calls.

Yeah, she doesn't have to answer my phone.She must think I'm begging her for calling her, and she'd love to chop me up.

I was reluctant to give up, even though I was in pain, I still called Tian Zhenzhen over and over again.

Finally, she couldn't get enough of it, and the first thing she said when she answered my phone was: "Are you finished? You're a gay! You're a glass! You're a rabbit! You dare to provoke me, are you impatient?"

"Sister-in-law, I want to say sorry for all the hurt I caused you!" I raised my voice and tried to be as articulate as possible.

After Tian Zhenzhen heard this sentence, he was silent for a long time.

Then, she laughed loudly: "Do you think you'll be fine if you just say a few nice words? Why bother if you know today?! Do you think I'll let you go if you talk like that? Don't be naive !"

"Sister-in-law, I don't want to lie. I'm severely burned and disabled. I'm lying on a hospital bed now. Even if I survive a catastrophe, I won't be a whole person. I won't stay in Xi'an again. If you insist on thinking that I hurt you, you should be psychologically balanced now. I hope that from now on, you will no longer have resentment against me, and you will not be jealous of Lao Zuo. I hope you can find a way to get rid of you and Lao Zuo. The mustard between the left and right is heavy with silk dill."

I finished my sentence in one breath and turned off the phone.

Tears, at this time, slowly crawled out of my eye sockets like two earthworms.

I don't know who I am crying for now.