dance like a butterfly

I totally understand Tian Zhenzhen, really, I don't hold her against her.

No matter how ugly she said, I should not take it to heart.The first time I met her was on the street.The three of them walked in the bright sunshine, at least in the eyes of outsiders, what a harmonious and enviable family it was.Lao Zuo has a very beautiful and intelligent daughter. The little girl is in junior high school. She looks so polite and calls me uncle.

I have never been to Lao Zuo's house.However, I can imagine that as an intellectual woman like Tian Zhenzhen, plus a person like Lao Zuo who has both a delicate and rough personality, plus they have a very good income and a good taste in life, their family The house should be very spacious and bright, maybe they even hired a tutor for the child, let her learn painting and piano.Maybe before I met me, the three of them often looked at the bright moon in the sky as round as a jade plate when the bright moon was in the sky, the couple sipped fragrant tea, and listened to the soothing notes flowing from the fingertips of the children in the living room , Smiling and speaking softly or singing softly.Maybe on weekends, they will get up early to go to Xi'an City Wall, to Tang Furong Garden, to Qujiang Park or Aquarium, or to go to Wild Animal Park to go for an outing at the foot of Zhongnan Mountain, that kind of family happiness shines on their faces .

Perhaps, before meeting me, although many times, in the dark night, a feeling of departure from the worldly emotions faintly surged through the blood of Lao Zuo, but when he opened his eyes, he saw the beautiful woman in his arms. Woman, Lao Zuohui extinguished the twisting and sparkling fireworks in his heart in an instant.

But, damn me, when I couldn't suppress my carnal desire, I searched for a sinful thing on the Internet.When Lao Zuo also clicked on me, their harmony began to be broken slowly.

I really should be thrown into the [-]th hell, beyond redemption.

When Lao Zuo was kicked out of my house by my knees, he couldn't bear the fact that a person he loved deeply but didn't love him ignored his feelings for more than a year, and finally got so drunk that his stomach bleeds.Maybe Tian Zhenzhen was shocked when she discovered Lao Zuo's secret, maybe she was also very angry at the beginning, but she has been trying her best to hide her sadness and sadness for the family that she has worked so hard for, maybe she didn't think about it at all. Find me to settle accounts.She must have had an in-depth discussion with Lao Zuo on this matter. Judging from Lao Zuo's infatuation with me and his many collisions with Tian Zhenzhen, the result of the conversation must have had little effect.That's why Tian Zhenzhen asked me to meet, and slapped me hard, and that's why he poured fake corrosive liquid on me in the Tang Paradise.Maybe she really looked down on me in her heart, that's why she promised me in Huancheng Xiyuan that she would pay me a lot of money as long as she could save his family.When everything failed, Tian Zhenzhen, who had fantasies that he couldn't even believe in himself, finally followed Lao Zuo to Hua County. He had no choice but to show his cards in front of Lao Zuo and put forward the absurd request of three people coexisting. .When I was struggling, it was at the end of the road and wanted to expose my old background in front of my family.Then she would know that Lao Zuo is supporting me everywhere.With no other choice, Tian Zhenzhen left in a huff. Seeing that the building was about to collapse, she was unable to recover. As a woman, what else could she do?

Tian Zhenzhen, is she wrong?

No!

Is Lao Zuo wrong?Am I wrong?

In front of Tian Zhenzhen, Lao Zuo and I really cannot forgive our mistakes!

Now if Tian Zhenzhen is really facing me with a steel knife, I will definitely not dodge.I'd rather die by her knife.As long as my death can dissolve all her grief, if it can turn back time, erase my acquaintance with Lao Zuo, let their family continue to listen to "Moonlight Song" on the balcony, and let them live happily together arm in arm Walking in the sunshine of the street, I would rather die a thousand times!

However, the big mistake has already been made, so what if I have thousands of regrets?Lao Zuo is now drinking in Xi'an, will he get very drunk?Tian Zhenzhen just called me, is she still gnashing her teeth at me?Their smart and beautiful daughter never saw her parents holding hands and smiling again. Has her young heart been filled with shadows ever since?If she grows up and asks her parents why they divorced, what kind of expression and wording will Lao Zuo answer?

My face must have turned pale by this moment.

Someone patted me on the shoulder: "Little handsome boy, are you uncomfortable? What's wrong with you, you look so ugly?"

Looking sideways, Chief Qi was looking at me with a smile.He looked very concerned, and several workshop directors and craftsmen and quality inspectors all looked at me with questioning eyes.

"It's okay, thank you. My mind broke down just now." I smiled embarrassedly.

"It's fine. It's fine. If you're not feeling well, go to the office and take a rest." Qi Ke said long.

I smiled and shook my head.

"Well, let everyone accompany you to take a look. I don't know much about crafts, so I'm busy with other things first. If you have anything to say, just rely on friends outside, don't see outsiders."

I thanked him, shook hands with him politely, and watched Chief Qi turn around and leave.

Turning around, I smiled wryly.

At the station, Lao Han said twice in a row, don't talk to strange men, don't talk to strange men.Cut, what's wrong with the strange man?Strange men are all gay?Are you too worried about me?I'm not an easygoing woman, do you really think I love the other when I see one?I haven't thought about bending a straight person yet.If you do such a thing for your own selfishness, you will be punished by God!Besides, people's fate is made by heaven, and nonsense is useless.God wants me to meet you Lao Han in this life and make you my lover, you can’t run away even if you want to, Yuelao has tied a red silk thread on your leg long ago, connecting you and me tightly, You bastard!

Thinking of this, I smiled and shook my head, and my mood gradually improved.

Looking at the paper car running at high speed, I went to touch in front of the paper roller, and there was indeed a phenomenon of lint and powder falling.

Most of the time, I don't need any instrument to detect, but I can feel how many grams of paper the current paper machine is producing, how much the length of breaks and evenness will be, and how serious the phenomenon of powder dropping is.I have seen it a lot, so I can tell it by feel.

The director came over and touched it, and told me a few indicators with a smile. Everyone laughed and talked and walked towards the filling pool.

Behind the paper machine, on the operating platform, in front of the paste tank, the director yelled: "Where are the people here? Where have they gone?"

On the platform is a gelatinization tank of one and a half cubic meters.The mixer is still spinning in the gelatinization tank, which is the oxidized starch.While heating, start the mixer to stir.Starch will precipitate if it is not heated. If it is only stirred but not heated, it will be coated on the paper machine, and the phenomenon of powder dropping will be serious.The higher the temperature, the greater the viscosity.If the temperature is not controlled well, the paper will be defective when it is put on the paper machine. The final coating requirements of high-grade offset paper are very strict.

Looking at the hot air billowing next to the rotating shaft above the mixer, I estimate that the temperature of the starch solution in the gelatinization tank is at least 150 degrees.

I became anxious, oxidized starch at such a temperature cannot be used.

Following the director's sharp reprimand, a 21-year-old sleepy-eyed boy with disheveled hair hurriedly staggered out from the pile of papers behind the paste jar.

Hehe, this young man must have gone out to play last night.Today, I secretly hugged a lot of paper pads and slept secretly in the corner, and I overslept all of a sudden.

The director yelled, probably because he was afraid of deducting the bonus, and the young man rushed out without saying hello. He rubbed his eyes to look at the thermometer connected to the gelatinizer on the wall, took a look, and muttered softly: "My mother!" ah."

I turned to the director and said, "The temperature is too high, we need to add a viscosity reducer."

Who knew that the sleepy boy turned on the cold water valve on his own initiative at this moment, and by the time everyone turned to look at him, it was already too late.

The high-temperature gelatinization tank is still heating and stirring. At this time, cold water is poured in. The high-temperature oxidized starch solution is suddenly cold, and a thick magma-like thing with a peculiar smell pushes away the gelatinization. The thin iron sheet on the top of the tank rushed out of the gelatinization tank and flew high into the sky.Seeing the large thing rushing out, like an enraged dragon, it didn't get very far in the air, then turned its head and swooped towards us next to the paste tank.

I yelled badly, seeing that there was no hope of escaping, I hurriedly hugged my head and covered my face.

It was like being bitten hard by someone. My arms, neck, and a small part of my cheeks were covered by sticky things. The biting continued, spreading to the depths of my skin. It only hurts in my heart.

At that moment of being burned, when I was still conscious, I thought the most painfully: For this face, I once raised a knife and scratched my face, and Lao Han knelt down and begged bitterly.Tian Zhenzhen once poured corrosive liquid in the Datang Furong Garden.

Now, my good face, which has made countless people stare, has finally gone away from me, and when the world finally returns to me, I think it's time for my love to come to an end.

Goodbye, old Han.

Goodbye, old left.

I even smiled sweetly before passing out.