dance like a butterfly

A ray of sunset came in from the window, shining a light that I hadn't seen for a long time on the wall opposite me.There is a slanting shadow of the window frame on the wall, which just keeps the brilliant light of the setting sun in check.The broad leaves of the eucalyptus tree have almost all fallen, and the remaining fruit like a small lantern is still rustling. While shaking gently in the wind outside the window, it is slowly whirling on the wall like a silent movie.

The winter in the south has broken into my eyes so clearly at this moment.

Suddenly, I missed my hometown in the north so ardently.

In the south, even on a sunny day, the sky will never be as pure as in the north.

I like the clear blue sky on a sunny day in the north, the loftiness makes one's heart tremble.Most of the days in the southern winter are always cloudy and rainy, and the dampness and coldness are chilling.And what about my north?After the heavy snow, it is covered in silver, and looking around, it is a silver fairy tale world!Walking on the road, listening to the squeaky singing of the snow under my feet, my childlike innocence will fly.Then you can ski, no matter how wild you are in the snow, you will never be afraid of getting your clothes dirty.I can have a snowball fight with my lover after reading "Mountain Dance, Silver Snake, Yuanchi Wax Elephant", and...

Thinking of this, I suddenly became depressed.

Yes, what lover do I still think about? After everything is over, how can I have any lover?

Now that I have become like this, do I still deserve a lover?

In the future, I should find a remote place, not Tacheng in Xinjiang, or Jiamusi in Heilongjiang. I should stay away from his sight and go to a deserted place.

If one day I live, I feel enough and tired, and I will sneak home by night.After silently visiting relatives at home, I will climb up Mount Hua, and I will descend like a butterfly from West Peak.

After my body falls, my soul will float up like a butterfly.

I will be happy to go somewhere to wait for the next cycle of my life.I will always wait, I will stubbornly wait on the Sansheng Stone, waiting for Lao Han to meet me in the next life as I wish!

The setting sun on the horizon shines again, my face

Reflecting my restless heart again

What kind of place is this, Lang Huang Qiao said Mu Mugeng?br>The endless journey, so long

I am the wandering son who is always heading for the distance

You are in the crowd, my love

On the road in a foreign land, every cold night

Missing it like a knife hurts me

Xu Wei's "Hometown" sounded vaguely in my heart.

Before getting in the car, Lao Han said at the time, saying that I will be separated from him for three days, why does it feel like we will be separated for three years.At that time, I was still laughing at him in my heart, how can a big man be as sentimental as a little daughter-in-law.Before the train whistle was about to sound, on the platform, he hugged me tightly. Later, because of a joke made by the flight attendant, I got a big red face. That is when the train passed Luoyang and started to turn south. My heart was beating non-stop like hitting a deer.

Who would have thought that now, the hug, lingering, and infatuated love with Lao Han have all become a kind of past, and they will all become as distant as a world away.

Could it be that all of this really became a memory like this?

His smiling face in the morning light by the moat, his face-to-face caress on the dragon boat in Tang Furong Garden, the frolicking on the hunchback in the sunset at Shapotou, the bloody pink roses in the rain in Yaxinyuan Community... There are so many, It's like a movie, it stumbles in my mind, and leaves behind a fragrant journey.

Old Han!My old Han!

Farewell, old Han, farewell, my dearest.

It's not that I want to be short-lived in your emotional world cruelly, it's just that I don't want to give you any emotional ups and downs anymore!

I know that the love at first sight between comrades and comrades, as you said before, is only initially due to the mutual attraction of appearance and temperament.Perhaps, in the future, with the communication, more mutual understanding will add weight to this relationship, and will make a pair of lovers stay together forever.

However, now that I have become like this, even if you still have thousands of reluctance for me, how can I bear to see you sad and sad!

In spite of all that has happened during our several months of association, we have not yet fully understood you and me.Although in front of my house, you once swore to the sky in front of your second sister-in-law that you would never leave me for the rest of your life, but at that time I still had a very upright face.

In case you see me turn around and leave in this state today, why not just let me close my eyes in this accident and never wake up again!

If now you see me like this and decide to stay with me forever, Lao Han, even though I love you so much, I can't allow my appearance to embarrass you, you should find someone younger and more handsome People are standing by your side!

I only long for that kind of equal love. When compassion is in it, love must change its taste.I don't want to be a burden and drag on you in this life.

I have always longed to be equal in front of love, just like being equal in front of personality, not to be mixed with money and other worldly things.I am more eager to not owe each other in front of love. When love has become a responsibility, love has a painful burden, and the balance of love will be out of balance.Old Han, I really don't want to be any burden on you!

Thinking of this, the sadness in my heart suddenly eased a lot.

Since I am leaving him, not for myself, why should I be sad?

Chief Qi finally couldn't stay outside, maybe because he couldn't hear me, he opened the door and came in.

"Master Xiaohong, who did you call?"

He finally changed his name carefully.

I smiled, followed by pain on the left side of my face, and then I realized that it is difficult for me to speak now.

"Didn't anyone in your family or your unit say when they will come to Nanzhang?"

There was eagerness in his eyes.Perhaps, he is more worried about Xi'an people's attitude towards this matter than I am.

I did not speak.

It seemed to me that my recovery from this sudden accident would not restore me to my former splendor.Now that Xi'an is here, what problems can it solve?Now, what I care most about is what Tian Zhenzhen thinks.

Thinking of this, I secretly scolded myself.

Will Tian Zhen really believe what I say with empty teeth?According to her current mentality, she must think that I told her such a big lie because I was afraid of her, and the purpose was to avoid her power.

I hurriedly turned on the phone.

Seeing that I closed my eyes and stopped talking, Section Chief Qi sighed and said, "Don't be too sad. The Traditional Chinese Medicine Hospital in Nanzhang is very experienced in treating burns and scalds. Since you have your own ideas, wait until you pass these few days. It’s better to talk to the people of Xi’an.”

As soon as he finished speaking, I received a text message.

Sure enough, it was Tian Zhenzhen who sent the message: "Little fairy, treat me as a three-year-old child, all kinds of flower guns are playing in front of my eyes! Where are you? I want to see with my own eyes how miserable you are, like you Things that harm people should have been fried long ago!"

I was shocked and angry, this Tian Zhenzhen!

I didn't reply to her, believe it or not.

Putting the phone by my pillow, I was in a daze.

The pain came in bursts.

I don't understand why I was not given anesthesia for an injury like mine. Chief Qi said that this hospital has its own uniqueness in the treatment of burns and scalds, but why does the patient endure such pain?Doesn't this hospital even have a sterile ward?Where is their uniqueness?

The phone rang again, it was still Tian Zhenzhen.

"Where are you? I heard that you are not in Xi'an." Tian Zhenzhen said sharply.

"Who did you hear that from?" Tian Zhenzhen, how does she know that I'm not in Xi'an?

"Don't worry about it, tell me the truth, where are you now? Why do you lie to me?"

I've already apologized to her anyway, so it's up to her to believe it or not.

"Sister-in-law, I don't need to lie to you. If you don't believe me, come to Nanzhang County Hospital of Traditional Chinese Medicine in Hubei!"

As soon as I said this, I immediately regretted it.

Chief Qi was staring at me with wide eyes, he must have misunderstood.

Taking the phone from me, Chief Qi blushed and said loudly, "Excuse me, are you Hong Xiaojun's sister-in-law? I'm very sorry, something happened to him. I am his client in Hubei, and I testify that he did not lie. No matter what estrangement you have had before, at this time, it doesn't matter if you don't come to visit him or give him comfort, please don't provoke each other with words, it won't do anyone any good at this time."

Suddenly, Chief Qi opened his mouth in surprise and stood there in a daze.

He never expected that the other party hung up the phone before he finished speaking, and he stared at me motionlessly in embarrassment.

Maybe in his opinion, I, Hong Xiaojun, have a very mean and unreasonable sister-in-law.