Me and Boss Bear

When Lao Liu heard this, he was stunned. He stood still, as if he had been petrified in an instant. He opened his eyes wide and looked at me in surprise, his mouth opened wide.After a long time, Lao Liu exhaled, blinked his eyes and said to me, "What did you say?"

I took a deep breath, turned up the volume and said, "I want to be with her and marry her. You don't come to me again, and I won't let you find me here again!"

Old Liu frowned suddenly, stared and shouted, "Why?! Do you want me to appear at your door?"

My heart was shocked, I suddenly looked up at him, and rushed forward, anger rushed to my head. "you dare!!!"

Old Liu lowered his head slightly, then opened his mouth and laughed again, the smile was very strange, I didn't understand at all!

Lao Liu raised his head again, showing a firm look in his eyes. "You will not!"

"What?" Old Liu's words made me extremely puzzled.

"I said!..." Lao Liu looked at me confidently, still smiling. "You will not marry that woman!! I believe you will not!"

"Are you kidding?" I looked very passive, as if everything in my heart had been seen through. "Why do you say that??"

"Have you forgotten me in your heart?" Lao Liu asked, but I was suddenly at a loss for words, lost in thought, and didn't speak.

Lao Liu turned his back to me, "You can't forget me! No one knows your heart better than me! I also believe that you can see through everything and figure everything out. As I said, since I found you , I won’t let you leave me again. Xiao Lin, I will wait for you!” After speaking, Lao Liu strode forward, opened the door and went out.

I stood alone in the same place, looking at the direction he left, and my heart was in a mess.

Back in the store, my father looked at me strangely and asked, "What are you doing?! Why did it take you so long to go to the warehouse?"

I was stunned and didn't know how to answer, and the scene with Lao Liu in the warehouse just now kept flashing in my mind. "I……"

Dad turned his head to the side, just in time to see Chen Xiaozhen looking at me.Dad looked back at me again, opened his mouth and smiled in surprise, and didn't speak again.I know what my father means, and it is because of this that I feel even more uncomfortable.Seeing Dad's smiling face, what should I do?

"You won't marry that woman..."

Lao Liu's words kept echoing in my ears, knocking on my eardrums, torturing my nerves.I turned my head to look at Chen Xiaozhen, she was already busy with the business in the store, just looking at her from such a distance, I felt an indescribable feeling in my heart.How should I face such a girl?

I have to make a choice between her and Lao Liu, who should I choose?Will I abandon Lao Liu and stay with Chen Xiaozhen for the sake of my family and to get rid of this emotional entanglement?

I immediately shook my head and smiled, it's too early to think about it now, Chen Xiaozhen is nothing to me now, it has nothing to do with her, and planning to marry her is just a cover for me to trick Lao Liu into letting go.

But many things are not as simple as I thought.

It was evening, and all the stores in the mall were about to close.My dad and I were packing up the goods in front of the store, and Chen Xiaozhen walked over in a bouncing manner, and when I bent down to sort the goods, she called out behind me.I was thinking about other things in my mind, and I was already absent-minded, but being called out by her again scared me a lot.

I turned around, breathed a sigh of relief, glanced at her, and asked, "You can really mess around, you scared me."

"Hehe, do you have something to do tonight? Let's go out and play." Chen Xiaozhen asked me with a cheerful smile.

"In the evening... I have something to do when I go home, so I won't go. Go and play by yourself, and have fun."

Dad heard it, and immediately leaned over. "What do you have to do at night? Why didn't I find out what you do every night? You sat on the bed with a computer in your arms and knocked and knocked all night."

Dad made it clear that he was pushing me out, and he wanted to create opportunities for me and Chen Xiaozhen, and I suddenly felt dizzy.

"Go, let's go, my friend please sing tonight, you can go with me, so that I also have a companion." Chen Xiaozhen performed the girl's signature move, grabbed my arm and swayed, and persuaded me to go with her .

Under pressure from both sides, I finally agreed, and indeed I had nothing to do at home at night, I just wrote, listened to music, and went to bed early.It's just that my heart is in a mess today, too many things have happened, I don't want to run around anymore, I just want to go home and lie quietly by myself.

Forced to be helpless, I had no choice but to close the door with my dad. I didn't even go home, and went out with Chen Xiaozhen directly. The two agreed to go out for dinner, which was exactly what Dad wanted.When Chen Xiaozhen and I went out, I had a slightly bitter face, but I didn't dare to let them see it, while my father watched us leave with a smile on his face.I can imagine how much expectation is contained in my father's joyful eyes.

In the evening, we had dinner at a barbecue stand on the side of the road.I like this kind of place since I was a child. I feel that I can eat my favorite dishes here, and I can eat whatever I want.I don't like that kind of well-behaved restaurant. It feels like there are many restrictions on eating a meal.Chen Xiaozhen completely listened to me. We ordered some barbecue and some stir-fried vegetables.I didn't drink, and drank some fruit juice with Chen Xiaozhen.

Walking on the side of the road with the two of her, this feeling is very strange, I don't know how to describe it, it is very awkward.It was still early, so we sat down on the stone benches in the roadside park and had a rest.Facing the streets with cars coming and going, the flickering street lights, neon lights, and car lights, my heart was suddenly covered with a layer of frost.This is not Xiamen...

"What are you looking at?" Chen Xiaozhen disturbed my thoughts.

"Oh, no, I didn't see anything."

Suddenly, I clearly felt that her arm was slowly trying to hold my arm, and my heart was suddenly tense, and a very strong sense of impact reached my brain and heart.It's really uncomfortable and awkward.I was so embarrassed that I subconsciously let go of my hand, not letting her touch me.

Suddenly, I remembered what Old Liu said. "You will not marry her! I believe you will not!"

Is Lao Liu right?The feeling of being with Chen Xiaozhen is really uncomfortable and strange. When she touches me, I feel like I have been electrocuted, and my whole body is numb.It was not like this when I was with Lao Liu.With Lao Liu, we held hands, and I leaned in his arms, warm, fleshy, very comfortable, very warm, and my whole heart was completely relaxed, as if the fatigue of the day had been washed away in an instant.Suddenly, I really miss the feeling of being with Lao Liu.

When Chen Xiaozhen saw that I deliberately refused to let her touch her, she seemed both surprised and embarrassed, so she didn't touch me again.It was almost time, so we couldn't do it and came to the karaoke hall.She led me into the private room, and when I looked around, there were people I didn't know, men and women in pairs.Of course I don't know her friends.

Another group of crazy young people, I was three or four years older than them by age.They are only three or four years old, as if they are two generations. The degree of openness between them is beyond my imagination.Everyone was talking at the top of their voices, you and I sang, and they seemed to be very happy, very happy.

But I suddenly felt very bored and empty. I don't know why, but I can't help but miss the time with Lao Liu, laughing, drinking and singing together.But facing this excellent girl in front of me, I really can't do it, I don't have that kind of happy feeling.I also let myself try to date Chen Xiaozhen, but I really questioned my thoughts again, do I really have feelings for him?

"Xiaozhen, let your friends sing a song too!" One of the girls said while pulling Xiaozhen.

Xiaozhen turned her face and looked at me, and then I came out of my wild thoughts. I waved my hand to express that I didn't want to sing.But everyone was so excited and let me sing, Xiaozhen had no choice but to look at me expecting me again.Helpless, I could only bite my lip and move to the jukebox.

I'm really not in a good mood, I'm a little lost, I was full of Lao Liu just now, now I'm suddenly asked to sing, what should I sing?I struggled for a while, and finally clicked on "Make Me Happy and Worry" by Zhou Huajian, and then gently sat back in my seat with the microphone in my hand.Although I also know that this song is very out of tune with the current atmosphere, but with my current mood, I really can't think of other songs, and I don't want to sing other songs.

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love to the end

love yo yo hate yo yo

Why do you want to be irretrievable

I remember your tenderness again

Give me care and relieve my worries

add a lot of sorrow to me

waiting endlessly in the night

cry alone suffer alone

I want to say that I really love you

I want to say sorry to you...

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Holding the microphone alone, I sang such a song with great affection.My heart is trembling, my nose is sore, and the tears are held back, I will not let myself cry again, especially on this occasion, absolutely not! !A song contains so many emotions, so many tears, so many unspeakable sorrows, I sing one after another, my heart is full of Lao Liu's figure, his smile, his anger, his ambiguity...

After a song was sung, although it didn't fit the atmosphere, everyone still applauded in unison.Chen Xiaozhen also turned her head to the side, looked at me approvingly, and said, "Lin Feng, I didn't see it, you are really good at singing!"

I smiled, nodded my thanks, and said nothing.I was suddenly a little worried, this song won't be misunderstood by her for other meanings, right?Looking at her sweet and lovely smile, I suddenly feel uneasy...

The whole night was spent in torment.Why is it like this, being with Chen Xiaozhen, I didn't feel the feeling I imagined at all, I panicked, I was in a mess, what should I do?

The singing was over, and I really couldn't stand the atmosphere and situation, so I proposed to go home early.She agreed, and I sent her downstairs to their house. We didn't speak a word along the way. I was so exhausted that I couldn't speak, and I didn't know what to say to her.She was about to go upstairs and waved at me. After I waved in response, I turned around and left to go back to my home.

I ran all the way home, very tired, took a quick shower, and went straight to my room.He lay down heavily on the bed, staring straight at the ceiling, the window was open, and the breeze blowing outside the window made him feel cool immediately.

When my parents saw me coming back, they kept whispering and whispering, I didn't care, and I didn't seem to know what they were talking about. Anyway, it was nothing more than discussing the relationship between me and Chen Xiaozhen. .I turned my head away, ignoring what they were doing.I just realized now that Chen Xiaozhen and I really couldn't get together, and even when we were walking together, my mind was full of Old Liu.Will not fall in love, will not walk together, and will not get married...

Lao Liu, you are right!I really can't get over you!Old Liu, am I too cowardly, am I really inseparable from you?Your appearance once again set off a wave of longing in my heart. There is never a time when I miss you like this!

Close your eyes gently, Lao Liu, will you hug me tightly again in my dream? ...