Me and Boss Bear

Lao Liu came to see me, and it was impossible for me not to react at all.Unknowingly, what I think in my heart will deviate from the life I imagined, and gradually become confused.So I became absent-minded in doing things, often made mistakes, and my father was also very confused and dissatisfied, and there was nothing I could do about it.

I still can't let it go completely in my heart, I will still keep thinking about Lao Liu, thinking about that slap, thinking about his effort to find me.Although I made up my mind that I would never be with him again, every time I recalled what he said to me and imagined how anxious he was looking for me these days, I couldn't help myself.After all, he is the one I love, and I am reluctantly giving my love to someone else.Gradually, I found myself really cowardly.Faced with such a love, I really don't know how to grasp it.

It hurts to leave you, it still hurts to be with you, Lao Liu, please tell me, how should I choose?

Think about it, Lao Liu has already come to Jiangsu. I don’t know what’s going on in Xiamen. I haven’t contacted Mr. Qian for some days. He must be busy. Even Lao Liu came to Jiangsu, so he didn’t call me. Contact, doesn't he know?

Thinking about it, I called Mr. Qian. It should not be working time now, maybe he is not busy.

"Hello, Xiao Lin." Mr. Qian quickly connected the phone.

"Well, Mr. Qian, didn't bother you?"

"No! By the way, Xiao Lin, I have something to tell you. Boss Liu has disappeared recently. I don't know where he went. When I went to your company yesterday, the manager said that Lao Liu just asked him to take care of the company. I had something to go out for a while, and I saw that Lu Wei was full of anxiety, and I was so anxious."

I fell silent for a moment, and only then did Boss Qian discover something, and hurriedly changed his words: "Yes, it's Boss Liu's company..."

"Oh... I know." I replied lightly.

"You know?" Mr. Qian was puzzled.

"I've already seen him..." I said this softly, and Mr. Qian yelled "Ah?!" on the phone very cooperatively, "Old Liu...has come to my house, he has already Found me."

Mr. Qian was silent, and so was I.Maybe he didn't expect Lao Liu to be so persistent. Faced with such a situation, I think everyone will be surprised.There was a brief silence on the phone, leaving only the slight signal sound, "rustling".

"What are you going to do?" After a while, President Qian asked me softly.

"I don't know..." In the end, I only used this sentence to reply to Mr. Qian.Neither of us knew what to say, so I hung up the phone gently.

In the dreary summer, the sun is like a fire.As always, I came to the store to help my father, but I was still absent-minded.No matter how I think about it, there is no result. I don't know what to do or how to say it when Lao Liu finds me again...

"Son, drag this package to the warehouse." Dad said to me while packing the goods for customers, sweating profusely.

I picked up the goods in response, put them on my wet shoulders, and walked towards the warehouse with all my strength.In the long corridor, I walked with a lot of thoughts, in a trance.

"Hey!" Suddenly, Chen Xiaozhen jumped out of the corner and shouted, but I was startled, and the goods on my shoulders almost fell off.

When I saw it was her, I breathed a sigh of relief, frowned and said to her, "Little girl, you scared me to death!"

"Look at you, what do you look like? It's as if your soul is out of your body. It's strange not to be intimidated!" She complained.

I listened, smiled slightly, moved the cargo on my shoulders, and grasped it tighter. "Okay, I'm busy, we'll talk when I have time." Saying that, he was about to leave.

Chen Xiaozhen stopped me and asked worriedly, "Are you okay? These two days have been weird, is it hot and tired recently, and your body can't take it anymore? Can you take a rest?!"

"It's okay," I said with a smile, and after I finished speaking, I carried the goods and walked to the warehouse again.She was left standing there blankly looking at my back.After walking two steps, Chen Xiaozhen followed her again, and I turned my face to look at her suspiciously.

"Hey, anyway, I'm not busy now, I'll go to the warehouse with you, and visit your warehouse by the way." Seeing her say with a hippie smile, I didn't stop her.

There is a feeling in my heart, which is getting more and more strange, and even a little unclear.When I was with Chen Xiaozhen, I felt very relaxed, I felt that I had something to say to her, I felt that I liked her a little bit in my heart, I liked to chat with her, I liked to do things with her, when I saw her, I always felt very familiar.I was thinking, do I like him, and... Is this kind of like a friend's like, or a love between a man and a woman? ...I don't know.

When I came to the warehouse, after I put the goods down, I shook my sore shoulders and waist fiercely. Before I could do anything, Chen Xiaozhen had already helped me put the goods in the warehouse.I smiled slightly when I saw this, and hurriedly said thank you embarrassedly.

Just as we walked out of the warehouse and wanted to lock the door and go back to the store, a figure appeared at the door of the warehouse, a figure that was so familiar that we couldn't be more familiar with it.It's Lao Liu! ...

Chen Xiaozhen stood there for a moment, she would never know who the middle-aged man standing in front of me and her was.When Lao Liu saw Xiaozhen, his face was expressionless. He looked at Xiaozhen, and then turned his eyes to me.

I was surprised for a while, and then hurriedly stepped forward and said to Xiaozhen, "Xiaozhen, you go back to the store first, this is an old customer of our family, and I have business to discuss."

Xiaozhen responded and left alone.I was left standing there alone, looking up at Lao Liu.He was wearing short sleeves today, his stomach was even more protruding, and the beard on his face looked like it hadn't been shaved for a few days. It had already shown a black circle, and he looked a little decadent and tired.But I'm not in the mood to pay attention to these anymore. Others are standing in front of me, and what should come will come.

"Why are you here?" I asked lightly.

"I'm always by your side, you just can't see it."

"What do you mean?" I looked at him suspiciously, and suddenly I suddenly realized that I opened my eyes wide and looked at him. "You've been following me these days!?"

"Yes, I want to talk to you."

"We have nothing to talk about." After I finished speaking, I was about to lock the door and leave.

Lao Liu stepped forward, grabbed my right arm from behind, and said with a frown, "I just want to talk to you. We haven't reached the point where we can't even say a few words, right? Do you miss me?" Standing at your door waiting for you?"

I was shocked when I heard that, and then I turned around all of a sudden, stared at him fiercely, and grabbed his collar. "What the hell are you trying to do?"

"I want to have a good talk with you." Old Liu suddenly changed his expression, and said softly, that expression was very tender.

I turned my eyes and looked at the empty warehouse corridor, no one was there.What should come will always come, and what should be faced will always be faced.I sighed softly through my nostrils. "Okay, come in and talk."

After giving way, he signaled Lao Liu to go in.Seeing this, Lao Liu stepped in.Seeing the goods everywhere in the warehouse, Lao Liu was at a loss.There was no room for him to sit down, so I didn't say any kind words.

"Anything to say? Say it now!"

"You know what I want to say." Lao Liu looked at me firmly.

"Sorry, I don't know."

Lao Liu was in a hurry. "Xiao Lin, don't make trouble, okay, we can solve anything, come back with me?! Let's go back to Xiamen, okay?"

"It's useless, you don't need to persuade me, I won't go with you. This is my home, I want to stay." I still said lightly, completely contrary to his performance.

"Stay? Why stay? Continue to do this kind of coolie? Look at what you are doing every day? Is this what you should do? Where are the ambitions and dreams you once told me? "Old Liu's voice became louder and his emotions became agitated.

"I will find a job that suits me here at home!" I looked at Lao Liu intently, with firm eyes.

"Fart!" Lao Liu erupted, and the emotions that had been suppressed for a long time were finally released at this moment. "Do you think I don't know your home? There are no decent construction companies here. What kind of job can you find? I have spent so much effort and time, all the way to Jiangsu, until your home Here. Why can I meet you in that company? I just said that I will jointly contract a project with their company at your house, and their boss agreed to my request. That company is a small company with no potential at all! I I can tell you very responsibly! If you stay here, you will have no future!!" Lao Liu became more and more excited, his hands couldn't help holding my shoulders tightly, shaking my body while talking.

I frowned, pretended to pull off his hand naturally, and said to him, "This has nothing to do with you, right? We have separated, and you don't need to take care of my business anymore. You'd better go back quickly, don't you Come out without a sound, Lu Wei is going crazy?!"

"What?" Lao Liu stared at me with wide eyes, as if he didn't understand what I meant.

"I said, since I chose to leave, it means that I quit, we have nothing to do, you should care more about Lu Wei, he loves you, you also have him in your heart, you should be with him instead of running here Find me!" Perhaps these days, I have thought clearly, and when I said this, I felt very calm.

"Nonsense!" Lao Liu roared angrily, and I was so frightened that my body trembled. "Leave if you say leave, break up if you want to break up? Have you asked me how I feel again? You rely on your own ideas, have you considered for me? I said that I have no other feelings for Lu Wei. It’s just for help, why don’t you believe it?!”

Lao Liu spoke very loudly. Fortunately, this is a warehouse. The sound insulation effect of the cement wall is better, and there are fewer people in the warehouse building. I don't have to worry about being heard by others.But Lao Liu suddenly grabbed my shoulders, shook my body very hard, and shouted, "You always think too much when you see something, and you always misunderstand. How can you say that Lu Wei used to have sex with me?" After a relationship, do you want me to treat him as a stranger now, and not even have the least care for the younger generation? What's more, I owe him so much!! Why are you so cowardly, why can't you stick to our relationship desperately , why can't you listen to my heart? Even if Lu Wei poses a threat to our relationship, why can't you fight for your lover for me and for yourself? "

I was moved by his words, my eyes became hazy, and I gradually lowered my head.Yes, what he said was right, I was cowardly, I couldn't look directly at his relationship with Lu Wei, I didn't work hard to end my relationship with Lao Liu, I didn't fight to the end for our love.But Lao Liu, I'm really sad, very sad, I can't bear it, every time I see you being involved with him, my heart feels like a needle prick, it hurts so much!I'm narrow-minded, I can't stand it.I'm too selfish, I force you to make a choice, but in the end it makes you suffer, and I suffer too...

Seeing that I stopped talking, Lao Liu seemed to see hope, and immediately opened his eyes wide and continued to say, "Do you know how anxious I was these days when you left? I found your address, but I didn't dare to break into your house. Home! I am afraid that my sudden appearance will hurt you. I have arranged everything for Lu Wei, so I set off to find you. You are looking for a job, and I finally found a chance to connect and meet you when you apply for a job Yes. Do you know how excited I am? A lover who has left me for several months has made me suffer countless tortures in my heart. I miss you very much, and when I think of insomnia all night, I hate you very much! I hate you for leaving me My love for you, just go away, I want me to find you. But, thank God, I see you again! These days you have been unable to let go of me, thinking of me day and night, right? I know that I have caused you to suffer too much, and it is my fault. But you love me! I know!...Xiao Lin, I will not make you sad again, even if I clarify in front of Lu Wei, Even if it makes Lu Wei sad, I can't control it anymore, I told him a long time ago, I can't let him interfere with our relationship! Love, is there any fairness or unfairness in the first place! Isn't it?!"

Old Liu said so much in one breath, the whole person began to gasp, but he still opened his eyes wide, staring into my eyes affectionately, I was completely trapped by his words, by his eyes, I was confused, I don't know know what to do.Every word he said touched my heart deeply, directly hitting the deeply hidden heartache.It was as if a festered and swollen wound was punctured, and the source of the pain disappeared...

"Xiao Lin!" Lao Liu shook me hard, trying to get back the memories of us. "Xiao Lin, I know, if I keep wandering like that, vacillating like that, and dragging on like that, I will lose you completely! For my lover, I will be desperate, and no one will try to separate us! Believe me, Xiao Lin Come back with me!" Old Liu's eyes shone with hope, it should be said that he longed for a smile from me, a slight nod from me.

I really couldn't control myself, I shook my head and pushed Lao Liu away, and Lao Liu looked at me in surprise.

I can't do this, I finally returned to my hometown with an open heart, finally gave up this love, and finally insisted on forgetting the pain of the past. I can't be persuaded by him, and I can't repeat the same mistakes.Even if I go back with Lao Liu, Lao Liu will let go of Lu Wei, put down his harsh words to him or drive him away, what a blow to Lu Wei! ?He won't feel better than me, it's really unfair to him.Indeed, love is not fair or unfair, but my heart will be very disturbed, everyone is right, and no one should be hit like this.Lao Liu, you can't do this!

"Enough, old Liu, I won't go back with you, I'm going to start my new life. Did you see that woman just now? That's my girlfriend and my fiancee, I will marry her... ...So, stop talking." I opened my mouth and said softly.When I said this sentence, I knew it myself... everything is over! ...