Me and Boss Bear

I stood there blankly, watching him walk towards me.I couldn't believe my eyes, is he Old Liu?Isn't he Lao Liu?

No, I will not admit my mistake.Such a strong and burly figure, such spirited short hair, such twinkling eyes, such a charming short beard, such a familiar black suit, such a profound face that cannot be more profound, until the moment I left... It is impossible for me to remember everything wrong.It's just that, after a long time no see, that radiant and majestic face was filled with depression and vicissitudes.Is he really my old Liu?

Before I could react, he had already walked in front of me.I stared at him intently, my lips parted slightly, but I didn't say a word to break the deadlock.

"Your name is Lin Feng?" He opened his mouth to ask me, and while asking, he raised his hand and stretched it towards my face.

I was startled, and subconsciously dodged my head back, but I was still slow, the glasses had already been taken off by him, and then he stood in front of me and looked at me expressionlessly.But I looked at him in surprise, and said in a daze, "Yes! I'm Lin Feng."

He listened, but didn't answer, but gently helped me put on my glasses with both hands, then took a step back, and just looked at me like that.

I was puzzled, I didn't know what it meant, and I didn't know what he wanted to do.Is he old Liu?This kind of behavior makes me feel at a loss.Is he just a person similar to old Liu Chang?Is it because I think about Lao Liu day and night, and I can't forget it?Am I wrong?Why is he acting like he doesn't know me?

A series of doubts sprouted in my mind, I was completely confused, my heart was thumping wildly, I don't know why I reacted like this again.When I was about to say something, he suddenly raised his palm and slapped me hard on the face.With a clear sound on my face, I shook my head violently, and the glasses flew out, fell heavily on the ground, and slid on the ground until they hit the corner of the wall.

I was stunned, and my mind went blank. At this moment, I didn't take any action or thought, and I didn't even know what happened.Turning his head slightly, he was looking at him, his face was already red, his eyes were staring at me with bloodshot eyes; the right hand that hit me just now drooped naturally, obviously trembling.

I just came back to my senses, I understood, I didn't admit my mistake.He is my old Liu!

I didn't speak, didn't show any expression, I just walked slowly to the wall, bent down to pick up my glasses, put them on, and then walked back to him.I didn't look at him like he looked at me, but looked at him calmly.

"Long time no see, Boss Liu." I even said with a smile on my face.

Old Liu couldn't hold back anymore, he reached out and grabbed my collar, pulled me in front of him, and yelled out of control, "You bastard! Tell me! Why? Why did you leave me? Why did you want to go without saying a word?" Gone? Do you know how hard I've been looking for you these past few months? I've been looking for you like crazy, you clearly know my heart, but you..."

"Enough!" I roared angrily, interrupted Lao Liu, and looked at him glaringly, "I accept this slap." After I finished speaking, I pulled off his hand and slammed it away. .Old Liu was taken aback by my actions, and looked at me blankly, with that kind of expression, I'm afraid he would never have expected such a reaction from me.

When he was still in a daze, I turned around and slammed open the door of the conference room, and left the conference room in a blink of an eye.Lao Liu hurried to catch up and shouted my name, but I had already stepped into the elevator first.

In the elevator, I cried, crying quietly.Unexpectedly, I really met him again, and he really came to Jiangsu to find me.Although when I was missing him very much, I wondered if I would meet him again, but I didn't expect this moment to come.But I have imagined many times, places, and ways to meet him, but none of them is like this.

When the elevator arrived downstairs, I rushed out of the building like flying, got into a taxi, and left this dreamlike place.The taxi went straight to the direction of the house, and soon, the car stopped at the door of the house.I opened the door like crazy, but there was no one at home. I ran upstairs to my room, closed the door with a "bang", locked it, and then leaned against the door with my back to the door.

I broke down and the tears have dried up.His legs softened, his back leaned against the door, and he slowly slid to the ground.

"Why, why is this happening? It shouldn't be like this, it shouldn't be like this!!" I yelled alone, scratching my hair frantically.Why did he appear again? I finally made up my mind to forget him. Why did he come to me? !Didn't he have a good time with Lu Wei?Why did it suddenly appear here?What does this make me do?What does he want to do?

My heart was in a mess, and my mind was in a mess. I just squatted behind the door like this, not knowing where to look.I know that the kind of self-righteous life that I want to start again has been broken again...

It wasn't until my parents came back at night that I forced myself to adjust my emotions and not let them see anything.I ran to the bathroom and washed my face with cold water to wake myself up.When I wiped my face and walked out of the bathroom, my mood was much calmer, but there was still an elusive melancholy on my face.Unexpectedly, I was bored upstairs for a long time, and I completely forgot about making dinner.When my parents asked me what was going on, I could only say that I had just come back, so I just prevaricated.

On the dinner table, Dad had a straight glass wine glass in front of him, and a bottle of white wine next to it. The white wine that normal people drink here, he ate with vegetables, and drank small wine alone.But I was stuffed with vegetables and kept stuffing them into my mouth, as if I had lost my soul.

"Son, do you want to have a drink with Dad?" Dad suddenly stopped chopsticks and asked me.

"What are you drinking? It's nothing, why did you let your son drink?" Mom interjected.But what surprised my parents the most was that as soon as my mother finished speaking, I had already silently put a wine glass next to me in front of me, and then raised my head and said "oh" to my father expressionlessly.

Maybe my dad was just talking casually, and I didn't expect that I would agree.I had already put the wine glass in front of me, and my dad couldn't help but looked at me in surprise, then at my mother, then took the wine bottle with a smile, and poured a glass of wine for me himself.

I picked up the wine glass and drank one-third of it in one gulp. It was very spicy and choking. Maybe it was because I hadn’t drank for a long time, and I couldn’t stand the gulp.But I remained calm, pretending to be normal, picked up the chopsticks and started picking up vegetables again.

My parents were really stunned. After looking at each other in blank dismay, they both looked at me suspiciously.My heart tightened, knowing that my behavior was a little abnormal, and hurriedly asked in confusion, "What's the matter? It depends on what I do?".Only then did my parents grab their chopsticks, saying it was nothing, and stretched out their hands to pick up vegetables to eat.

Mom finished eating soon, went back to the room to watch TV, and came to clean up the dishes after my dad and I finished eating.My dad and I just drank like this, the glasses clinked again and again, and before we knew it, we drank the whole bottle of wine.

After the meal, my mother went to clean up the dishes and started to do housework.I try to be normal and help my mother with housework as usual.Dad went to take a shower, then sat in front of the computer and played board games.

Gradually, it became completely dark.The sky is full of stars, and the moon is so round and so bright.I stood alone on the balcony, looking at this city, which is completely different from Xiamen.A cool breeze blows, I feel very comfortable, such a cool wind is really rare in summer.My heart is also much better, and I will no longer be impetuous, and I will no longer think about it.Lighting up a cigarette, recalling the past, recalling the one who can't be forgotten... thinking very deeply...

Suddenly, a big hand patted my shoulder from behind, and my head shook. This feeling... so familiar! !I turned around abruptly and looked at my dad behind me with wide eyes. Dad was startled by my reaction and looked at me in surprise.

"What, what's wrong?" Dad asked suspiciously.

"Ah? Uh...it's nothing, I was scared by you." I turned to say calmly.

"Stinky boy, I was scared by you!" Dad glanced at me, and I smiled at him embarrassedly. "What's wrong? Something on your mind?"

"Um……"

"Is it about applying for a job today?"

I couldn't help trembling in my heart, "Well... yes."

"Hehe, didn't you succeed again?" Before I could say anything, my dad had already said everything.I nodded and had no choice but to follow his words.

"What's going on?" Dad asked me holding the tea in his hand.

"It's nothing, I just despise that position, it's too bad, it's boring, it's nice to say, hiring a professional designer, in fact, after entering, it's equivalent to a typist. Then... I came back by myself." My mind was spinning rapidly, weaving He told his own lies and pretended to be very disdainful.But how could he know what was really on my mind and what was really melancholy.

"Nonsense!" Dad stared at me and said, "What kind of position can't produce talents? Big cadres start from small positions..." His bunch of great principles came again, and I could only nod along .After finishing speaking, Dad himself felt that it was useless to say too much to me, so he simply glanced at me and stopped talking.

"It's okay, if it doesn't work, I'll do business with you." After I finished speaking, I giggled, took out a cigarette from my pocket, and lit another.

"Come on, I don't dare to use a talent like you." Dad retorted, as if he had discovered something, he slapped me on the back again, and shouted, "Stinky boy, see what you can do, what are you doing?" Time to become so addicted to smoking, one after another, the whole bad habit."

I was innocent by what he said for a while, and I looked at him with a curled lip and a smile.Dad still stared at me with reluctance. I was really a little scared. I was afraid of his bull's eyes since I was a child.I took a puff of the cigarette and spit it out again, "Okay, okay, I get it. Just smoke less from now on."

"Don't be so cheeky with me! Whenever I tell you about this, you'll laugh, you're not serious. No smoking in the future!" Dad's expression was still unrelenting.

When I saw this, I knew that my father was coming for real, so I turned around and looked at my father, and took out the cigarette from my pocket. "Then... let me smoke it for you!" After finishing speaking, he waved the cigarette in front of the boss.

Dad looked at me in surprise, and finally couldn't help laughing, and slapped my head lightly, "You brat..." I also laughed.

Dad has already returned to the room, but I am still standing on the balcony, the smile on my face disappeared involuntarily.Looking at the shining Xingyu, the chat with my father just now made my heart feel much smoother.Dad, it's a pleasure to be your son!But in fact, I have lied to you a lot... I am very sorry for you! !

Thinking about the days when I was with Lao Liu, I have always been like this when I smoke, and when I drink... I can't help but become more and more drinkable.There are too many elements of old Liu lurking in my body, these elements have been integrated into my body, cannot be erased, cannot be waved away...

Suddenly, the phone rang.It's not a phone call, but a text message. What's displayed on the screen of the phone is: Lao Liu! !

"Xiao Lin, I'm sorry, I'm too emotional today, I shouldn't hit you, forgive me. I know you're feeling bad now, I'll wait for you! But since I found you, I won't let you go again Me! I'll find you another day!"

I put down my phone gently, not knowing what I was thinking at the moment.I didn't get emotional again, and I didn't text him back right away.

Old Liu, why are you so persistent?Since you already have Lu Wei, why did you come all the way to find me?Why bother?I know your heart, I know you love me, but standing between me and Lu Wei, how do you choose, no matter who you choose, it will bring harm to the other person.Now you come to me and leave Lu Wei alone in Xiamen, how can you make him feel better?In the end, there will only be one person with you. I shouldn't have forced you to make a choice before, and I shouldn't have left without saying a word.It's all because I don't want to make you sad anymore, let alone make my heart hurt anymore.I really can't bear this love.

Lao Liu, thank you very much for coming to me and letting me know that you really care about me and love me.Even though I really love you, but...go back...be with Lu Wei...I wish you all...

Looking at the beautiful night sky again, the corners of my mouth turned up slightly, not sure if I was smiling.Turning around and going back to the room, lying gently on the bed, he soon fell asleep.The shadow of Lao Liu is everywhere in the dream, the two of us are together, talking and laughing, fighting and making trouble, full of happiness and sweetness...

In the haze, I opened my mouth slightly, "Thank you, Lao Liu!"...