Me and Boss Bear

Lao Liu didn't look for me again these two days, and my heart gradually calmed down.

I don't know why, but I always have a feeling that I really want to see him.What he said to me in the warehouse that afternoon kept reverberating in my mind, obviously the calm lake in my heart was stirred up by ripples, but I didn't know what to do and how to face it.His face kept flashing in my mind, and I felt very uncomfortable.

My heart became more and more depressed, apologetic, self-blaming, relieved, hesitant... All kinds of feelings filled my head, and I gradually felt suffocated.

I can only keep working, working desperately, trying to divert my thinking and attention.But I don't know that the feeling in my heart is slowly breaking through the thick cocoon, and a little stimulation can make this feeling see the light of day again.

After several days of sunny days, the whole city became sweltering and hot. Even though the market has a central air conditioner, I was still sweating profusely.Finally, when I had free time, I sat on the bamboo chair and picked up the newspaper next to me to read for a while.In fact, I didn't watch much, I'm basically not interested in current affairs news.

Looking up, Chen Xiaozhen's house was extremely busy, the shop was crowded with customers, and it was impossible to get through.

"Son, go help Xiaozhen and her family, see how busy their family is." Dad pushed my shoulder and said from the side.

"Huh? Ah? Why?" I opened my eyes wide and asked my dad in doubt.

"Go if you are told, why are there so many?" Dad also stared at me with widened eyes.

I curled my lips, always feeling weird, feeling that my father had something to hide from me.I got up and walked towards Xiaozhen's store. I greeted Uncle Chen politely with a smile on my face. After that, Uncle Chen was busy greeting customers.

Xiaozhen sorted out the goods and looked at me with a smile.Seeing this, I hurriedly avoided my eyes and stopped looking at her.The customer asked to deliver the goods, so I hurriedly told Uncle Chen that I would help deliver them, and Uncle Chen agreed embarrassingly.After all, I picked up the goods and left Xiaozhen's store.

I finally escaped from this embarrassing scene, and when I turned around by chance, I seemed to see a familiar figure in the corner, and before I fixed my eyes and looked over carefully, that person had already disappeared.

I finally finished my busy afternoon, came home at night, took a good shower, climbed upstairs, lay down in a cool room, turned on the computer, tapped the keyboard, and recorded every bit of my day.I've been lazy recently, or it may be because I have a lot of things on my mind. I didn't make dinner when I came back at night. I just opened my mouth and waited for my mother to prepare it.

"Son! Come down!" Dad yelled at me from downstairs.

In order to prevent the air-conditioning from escaping from the room, I opened the door a crack, poked my head out, and asked loudly, "What are you doing? Dad."

"Come down, let's go out to eat!"

"Going out to eat?"

I was suddenly puzzled, what to eat out?What day is it today?It shouldn't be a special day, and I didn't hear my dad say who I'm going to invite to dinner today or who is inviting us to dinner.I hurriedly changed my clothes and went downstairs, only to find that my parents were already waiting for me.

"What are you going out for dinner tonight? What's the matter?" I asked my dad.

"Uncle Chen and his family invited you to dinner." Dad turned around and drove to the garage after finishing speaking, and mother followed.I was still standing there stupidly, completely clueless.

Dinner is set in a small restaurant.When our family arrived, Uncle Chen's family had already arrived.After being polite to each other for a while, we all sat down. At this time, I feel that everyone is awkward, especially awkward!

Later, I finally knew the purpose of this meal.Since I went to help Uncle Chen’s shop in the afternoon, it was already planned by my father and Uncle Chen to let me help in Uncle Chen’s shop. This will not only allow Xiaozhen and I to spend more time together, but also find opportunities to spend the evening. Invite our family to dinner as a thank you.

At the dinner table, my parents, Uncle Chen and his wife kept chatting around Xiaozhen and me, constantly creating opportunities for Xiaozhen and me.Xiaozhen stayed there all the time, eating her own meals like a lady, listening to the conversation and laughter of both parents, and saying a few words in response from time to time, with a smile on her face all the time.But I just ate my own food casually, and stood up from time to time to drink to Uncle Chen and his wife. Don't talk about how awkward it is, I have never had such a tiring dinner!

I still can't figure out what kind of feeling I have for Xiaozhen. Is it a friend?Or a lover?It's been so long, I don't know if I can really be with Chen Xiaozhen, if I have a little bit of interest in her, then why am I so uncomfortable when Chen Xiaozhen makes intimate gestures towards me?Could it be that Chen Xiaozhen and I have only been in contact for a long time and are just familiar with each other?

My parents have teamed up with Uncle Chen's family to pull the bridge for me and Xiaozhen, but at this juncture, everything is rushing in from all directions like a torrent of water, what should I do?My mood suddenly became heavy, and Lao Liu slowly appeared in my mind, which immediately aggravated my inner worries.

"It's still early, Lin Feng, take Xiaozhen out for a walk, and then send her home. Your father and your Uncle Chen still have some business matters to talk about." At the end of the dinner, my mother dropped such a sentence Then, Xiaozhen and I were kicked out of the hotel.

I looked at my mother's back with a speechless face, and my heart suddenly became irritated. What kind of thing is this? It's obvious that Xiaozhen and I are alone. Why do you want to do this the more I don't like it? ?Completely disregarding other people's inner feelings, can love be pushed back and forth like this and match each other out?

My face was very ugly, and I was walking slowly with Xiaozhen on the road, feeling angry.Xiaozhen looked at me with a pure and lovely smile, I hurriedly put away my bitter face, no matter how Chen Xiaozhen is innocent, I can't leave a bitter face for other girls to see.

Chen Xiaozhen was walking on my left, trying to hold my hand.The moment my fingers touched lightly, I felt a shock in my heart, and hurriedly withdrew my hand subconsciously. The palm of my hand began to sweat suddenly, as if I had been electrocuted.The whole person became very unnatural, but he couldn't show it, so he had no choice but to quicken his pace and walk a little ahead of her alone.

Xiaozhen and I sat on a small stone bench by the side of the pedestrian street. We sat side by side, one on the left and the other on the right. We were supposed to stick together like a couple, but I hid on purpose.If it was when we got along before, I wouldn't be like this, I would treat her as my good friend and do it very close.But now that I know my parents' intentions, and that Xiaozhen is interested in me, there is a certain distance in my heart.

We sat like this at first, without talking.Xiaozhen leaned towards me consciously, I looked at her in embarrassment, but still didn't speak.Xiaozhen turned her face to look at me, and I immediately became anxious, feeling very uncomfortable.

"Lin Feng!..." Chen Xiaozhen called me suddenly.

"Huh?" I was surprised.

"You...don't like me, do you?" Chen Xiaozhen still spoke very gently and calmly. Faced with such a problem, she was able to say it so calmly. I have to admit her perfect character.

I didn't expect her to say such a thing. Did she finally discover my difference when she asked me like this? ... "Huh? Oh, no, I like you."

"No! The kind of liking you have for me is not real liking. Maybe it's just the intimacy between friends, but it's definitely not love!"

"Oh? Really?" I asked half understanding.

Chen Xiaozhen did not cater to my words, but asked a question that made it even more difficult for me to speak. "Do you already have a girl you like?"

I froze as if petrified, and I didn't know where to look.I didn't speak, and I didn't know what to say.Answer "yes"?Then I completely lied to her, and even broke her heart. Such a good girl, I can't treat her like this.Answer "no"?So how do I explain to her why I keep rejecting her? ... My mind was suddenly in a mess, but I remained silent and didn't speak.Indeed, silence is better than sound at this time, and keeping silent is the best choice.

"It's okay, that's your privacy, you can completely ignore my question. But..." Chen Xiaozhen turned her face to me, looked at me with a smile and said, "Whether you have a girl you like or not, since you are still single now, just It means I still have a chance. I will not give up, and I will work hard to be with you."

"Why?" I raised my head suddenly, exclaiming in surprise.

Chen Xiaozhen smiled, raised her head to look at the flowers and plants on the side of the road, looked at the colorful lights in the center of the square, still kept smiling and said, "Do you know how difficult it is to meet someone you really like in this world?"

I shook my head, then nodded again, I thought my actions were a bit funny, no wonder Xiaozhen grinned.

"It's not easy to meet someone you love. When love really comes, everyone has to learn to grasp it. Love is selfish, but it's still fair. Love gives everyone the same opportunity, love Whether a person can have it in the end is completely up to you." Xiaozhen said with style, but I was immediately attracted by her words, as if every word stabbed my heart.

"So, no matter who you love in your heart, you have to work hard to pursue him. You may encounter many difficulties and emotional hurts, but I believe these are inevitable. Feelings, it is inevitable that they will be hurt, but, I I think the happiest and happiest thing in the world is to be happy with my lover, of course, if he loves me the same, I will give everything I have to fight for and protect this love!" After finishing speaking, Chen Xiaozhen smiled at me with firm eyes.

What else can I say at this moment?I was completely moved by what Chen Xiaozhen said, and everything in my heart echoed it.I never expected that a little girl would have a much more mature concept of love than me. She didn't have my indecisive, indecisive, and cowardly performance. I completely convinced the girl in front of me.

Think about me and Lao Liu, isn’t that what it is?After going through ups and downs one after another, I flicked my sleeves and walked away. I just separated. What am I doing? !In life, it is not easy to meet someone who I really love and who really loves me.Lao Liu paid so much for me, and finally chased after me to my hometown. I am also very moved, isn't it?Why should I escape, facing my unforgettable love, why should I let go, and give up this love, my dear old Liu, to others?

Love is selfish, but he is fair to everyone!Everyone has the power to pursue their true love, and since I already have this love, I should do my best to protect it.I am not a hero, let alone a coward, why should I pretend to be generous, why should I give up my love, my lover to that Lu Wei?That's right, if I reconcile with Lao Liu and Lao Liu leaves Lu Wei to be with me, then Lu Wei will be very sad, even more sad than me.But that has nothing to do with me, this is love!It is impossible for everyone to share the sweetness in their hearts!If I finally give up this love and let Lao Liu and Lu Wei be together, obviously, I can't forget Lao Liu, then wouldn't I be in pain too?Then why should I let myself suffer this?I'm just me, I'm not that great, and I don't have to be!

Looking up at Xingyu in the city of Huai'an, it is not as gorgeous as Xiamen, but it has more peace and hope.Lao Liu, we are in love, and I want to be with you!This seems to be the fate destined for us in the dark, let us go through so much and still never leave!

No, I was wrong.It was Lao Liu who never gave up, and I almost gave up on him.This separation really made me owe him a lot.Being able to have such a lover, what else can I complain about, what regrets?

Turning my head and gently looking at Xiaozhen who looked up at the sky, a smile slowly appeared on the corner of my mouth.Chen Xiaozhen, you are really a strong and good girl. "Thank you, Jane!"

"Huh? Thank me? Thank me for what?" Xiaozhen looked at me suspiciously and asked.

I didn't answer, just smiled.Stand up, it's getting late, I should take her home.She also got up in a hurry, and we started walking on the noisy street again.

Lao Liu, you are mine! ...

...and me, too!