blue marshmallow

The Spring Festival of that year was at the beginning of February, and the company had a ten-day holiday for the Spring Festival. As soon as the holiday notice came out, everyone was crazy with joy, and their hearts were almost relaxed.

Our company's New Year's dinner is scheduled for the end of January. That day, everyone quit work early and sat in the office talking, waiting for the time to go to the pre-booked hotel. Some people exaggerated so much that they didn't even have a serious lunch. Eat, threatened to solve lunch and dinner together, was unanimously bombarded by everyone, and planned to get them drunk as soon as the table was served, haha, in short, the office was full of pre-holiday joy.

I am a new employee who joined that year, and I am also a well-known workaholic. I have repeatedly achieved success in business, and I have also suffered a lot of stimulation on the road of love, so I have received unusual preferential treatment from everyone. At first, I pretended to be okay and sat there giggling, but then I couldn’t sit still at all, and leaned on my colleague next to me, "Yan Xiang, you should go to the bathroom and throw up, it feels better when you spit it out,"

"Don't vomit, I can't bear it, hehe" I am like this, but I can still imitate the plots in the New Year movies, how talented!

Unable to stand everyone's persuasion, I refused my colleague's kindness to help me go to the bathroom, and staggered to the bathroom by myself. I closed the door and started to get lucky in front of the toilet. I threw up!I vomit again!Why the hell can't I spit it out?

At this time, the door of the next room was opened and closed, "Wow! Wow!" The buddies vomited so happily that they even poured out their gall!

I was gleefully making fun of others, and a gust of acid rushed out of my throat, "Wow! Vomit!" Well, buddy, thank you, now I finally spit it out too!

I panted on the toilet for a while, pushed open the door and went out, subconsciously wanting to see what the buddy next door is like, at least he is also a brother in the same trouble, and thanks to him I spit it out, he just opened the door and came out , We faced each other on all sides, all dumbfounded.

I didn't expect that we would be so embarrassed when we met again. His eyes were a little bloodshot due to vomiting, his eyes were dim, his face was gray and choked, the collar of his clothes was open, and there was a pool of stains on his trousers. He was not at all angry. Where did Ah Zheng go?

I opened my mouth and didn't know what to say?His eyes were fixed on him, as if he was going to be melted and swallowed in his stomach.He also opened his mouth slightly, his dry lips moved, his Adam's apple bulged up and down, I could see his excitement, say, say you miss me, say you still love me, as long as you open your mouth, I will I will throw myself into your arms without hesitation, and never leave again, just say it, Ah Zheng, please say it quickly!

"Brother Lei, how are you?" Everything ended the moment Ah Hang pushed open the door.

I withdrew my fiery gaze and changed to a cold expression, walked past them like a king, felt his momentary heartache, and also felt the bone-chilling grief I had suffered. Facing Ah Hang’s surprised gaze, I left as if no one else was there. .

The door of the bathroom can separate each other's bodies, but the door of my heart can't be closed no matter what. Countless thoughts and countless hands are trying to emerge from the crack of the door. He is not happy, he is not happy. No, he should still be thinking about me. I was extremely irritable when I was scratched by those thoughts. Instead of going back to the private room, I walked out of the hotel alone. There was snowflakes outside. I lowered my head and listened to the creaking under my feet Unknowingly, the voice went downstairs to his house.

I found a hidden shade and stood still. I didn't know why I came here, and I didn't decide whether to see him or not. I just stood like that and looked at the gate of the community. I don't know how long it has passed. I can't stop the flying snow all over the sky, my hair and shoulders are covered with a thick layer of snow, I can no longer feel the cold, and I also forget to think about where I want to go, I seem to melt into the darkness, into the wind and snow , into the ground beneath your feet.

A dazzling headlight slid past me. It was a gray Land Rover. I knew it was one of his cars. My spirits lifted, and my body shook accordingly, shaking off a few pieces of fallen snow on my body. I subconsciously stepped forward, but the lifted right foot hovered for a few seconds and then fell back to the original place. I saw Ah Hang helping him out of the car, which was driven by Ah Hang.

I stepped back, hid deeper in the shadow of the tree, bit my lower lip and watched him leaning on Ah Hang's shoulder, and walked towards the door of the unit with heavy steps, watching their figures disappear in the elevator, I silently said one or two in my heart , Three... until the familiar windows on the tenth floor lit up.

I wondered, is he making hangover soup for him?Is he helping him take off his coat?Is he running water for his bath?He... don't need to think about it, because the lights are out, the window is dark, and I am also in darkness. There is only bottomless darkness in my eyes and heart.

I stood foolishly for a long time, until the phone rang, and my colleague anxiously asked me where I was, I didn’t realize what I was doing, I faltered and said that I met a friend so I left first, they blamed me for a long time, I apologized hurriedly Hanging up the phone, squatting on the ground and crying silently.

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