blue marshmallow

Maybe it was because I worked too much overtime a while ago, plus I was tired and hungry after staying up all night in the hospital, and I had a quarrel with Ah Zheng when I got home and was exposed to the rain and wind. I was so exhausted that I became very ill this time, with a sore throat. I couldn't speak at all, and my body temperature was as high as 39 degrees.

"Brother Xiang, drink some water," Xiaorui gently hugged me, and I drank some water with his hand. I looked at him, opened my mouth with difficulty, and wanted to ask about his mother's situation. He motioned me not to speak, "Mom woke up, I just wanted to call you to tell you the good news, but your colleague answered the phone, saying that you were sick, so I hurried over here," I smiled and nodded in relief, Just wake up, otherwise I'll be sick too, how can Xiao Rui cope with it alone?

Xiaorui twisted the towel and carefully wiped the sweat off my forehead, then untied my clothes and wiped my body to cool down. I felt distressed seeing him tired. He hasn’t had a good rest these days. The condition finally improved, and I made trouble for him again, "I'm sorry," I barely made a sound.

A big hot tear fell on my chest, and Xiao Rui said with a sobbing voice, "Brother Xiang, it's all my fault that made you tired and sick,"

"Don't talk nonsense," my voice became hoarse.

"Brother Xiang, stop talking, let me feed you medicine,"

Xiao Rui half hugged me, let me lean in his arms, held my shoulders with one hand, and fed the pills to my mouth with the other. I was just about to open my mouth to take the medicine, but the familiar but hoarse voice made me feel as if I was in trouble. Lei Jian, "He is allergic to penicillin and cannot take that medicine,"

"Ah," Xiao Rui exclaimed and looked towards the door.

I stared blankly at the door, Ah Zheng was standing there, the icy aura from his body made me feel that he came from another world, and the way he looked at me was cold and emotionless, Ah Zheng, I really lost you ?

My lips moved and I couldn't make any sound.

The three of us just looked at each other, and the air stopped flowing, until his figure suddenly disappeared without a trace, as if everything was an illusion just now, and he never appeared at all. I looked at Xiaorui suspiciously, Am I dazzled, Xiao Rui, Ah Zheng has never been here before.

Xiao Rui looked at me and then at the door, feeling at a loss for a moment, "Brother Xiang, I'll chase him back,"

Oh, he did come, I sighed, shook my head, no need to chase, no one can stop him if he stays, likewise, no one can stop him if he wants to leave!

My young body is still very competitive, no matter whether I am alive or not, my physical illness is getting better day by day, and I have returned to the state of a workaholic. There is no way to work hard to make money.

Xiaorui still revealed that he wanted to work part-time at night, but I flatly rejected him. No matter whether he really wanted to work or what, I would not allow him to set foot in that kind of place anyway, because I knew that for Now Xiaorui, the temptation of money is so powerful. To be honest, I am thinking of selling it. Damn, money, what the hell are you talking about?

Although we have made a lot of efforts, Xiaorui's mother still didn't make it to the new year. When everyone was celebrating Christmas Eve, Xiaorui and I calmly sent off his dearest person in this world, but not the only one. Loved ones, because he still has me.

Xiaorui was depressed for a few days, but soon he turned his grief into strength, desperately reviewing his homework, and preparing for the end-of-year exams. I knew he did this for me, and he must have an account in his heart, just like I remembered Ah Zheng's Like a bill, he has to study hard and work hard to pay off the money he owes me. Damn, it's money again!I'm bloody tagged with money!

In fact, I borrowed money from Dahai again later, because Xiaorui’s mother needed expenses for her burial. This time I told him what I borrowed the money for. He was surprised, but he didn’t ask any further questions. I guess he already knew about me and Ah Zheng. It's just that he didn't ask me about the breakup, so he didn't want to mention it again.

Some time ago, it was said on the Internet that people can’t afford to die now. I didn’t take it seriously. I experienced it this time, and I was deeply touched. In short, it’s just a simple thing to spend a few thousand. Damn, how many years will I have to live to save enough Money to die!

I met Ah Zheng again later, that day Xiao Rui finished his exams, I went to school to pick him up for dinner, I walked out of the school with my arms around his shoulders talking and laughing, Ah Zheng’s car was parked at the gate, When he saw us coming out, he drove away. I think he followed me. What does he want to do?If you want to reconcile with me, just tell me directly. If you want to prove that there is something between me and Xiaorui, you don't have to do it yourself. You can hire a private detective. Besides, so what if you prove it?Can we go back to the past?

I admit that I still love him, but I also have to accept the fact that I have no possibility with him. I gradually got used to working hard every day. After work, I lay in bed and missed him desperately, and then started again the next day. Working hard, I looked at the extra numbers on the passbook every day, thinking about when I would have an excuse to find him, what should I say when we meet, is he with Ah Hang?What does it matter to me now whether they are together or not?

Xiao Rui also asked me what happened to Ah Zheng, I said we broke up, and he asked Ai Ai whether it was because of him, and I made fun of him saying that he was not that attractive yet, and he blushed to the neck, look at him Look, I know he has never forgotten his love for me, but I can't give you anything, Xiao Rui!

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