blue marshmallow

He seems to have quit smoking. At least when I was with me, I didn’t see him smoking. He didn’t force me to do things I didn’t like. He accepted all my willfulness and bad habits. He tolerated my unreasonable unreasonable troubles. He I remember all my preferences. He never drove a car other than silver gray, because I said that silver gray cars are resistant to dirt and can not be washed frequently, which can save water resources. When he hugged me, I was so The peace of mind, I can only sleep peacefully in his arms, he has taken care of all my life, he understands me better than I understand myself... He should treat me wholeheartedly!

I nodded firmly, yes, if this is not wholehearted, then there will be no more infatuated people in this world.

"You should have known from the time you dated him that he was different from us," I nodded again, of course I knew, since day one.

"Brother Xiang, it's not that I'm pessimistic. In fact, it's really difficult for people like us to find someone who truly loves each other." He looked at me and paused before continuing, "Even if you meet someone you like People, but they may not take a fancy to me," he lowered his head helplessly, "so, when he is with you sincerely, you should cherish it, maybe one day he will leave you, maybe in the future you will There is a family, but at least when you are together, you are happy, you love each other, and you are wholehearted." When he raised his head again, tears were already in his eyes, "So, brother Xiang, you have to cherish the present, You are much happier than me, and I envy you so much."

I listened to his sincere words, looked into his bright eyes, and felt moved in my heart. I raised my hand to help him wipe away his tears, "I know, thank you, Xiaorui, thank you for telling me this, I will think seriously,"

"Did you really listen?" He held my hand and pressed it gently against his cheek, with excitement and disappointment in his eyes.

"Well, I've heard it all." I smiled and pulled out my hand, stroking his messy hair, "Tell me about you, it was so late yesterday, what did you go there for? Also, I remember you said that you It was sold, what happened?"

"Oh, it's okay, just wandering around, what are you selling or not? It's illegal to buy and sell people these days." He smiled and turned his head, got up and walked to the kitchen, "Are you hungry, I'll get you something to eat Go, you go wash up first." He pointed to the bathroom for me and didn't look back, I always felt that he was crying.

He didn't want to tell me, yes, we are not very close friends, if I hadn't met him yesterday, and I hadn't been drunk, would I have talked so much with him?I don't think I will, laughing at myself.

He is the same as me, there are no friends in this world that we can make friends with. We all try our best to play our roles well, try our best to make others think that we don’t care about feelings, and then hide in a corner where no one is around, licking with tears The wound, vowed never to repeat the same mistakes in the future.

After washing in a hurry, I was sitting on the sofa in a daze, but he had already come over with two bowls of steaming noodles, put one bowl in front of me, and handed me a pair of chopsticks, "I don't have anything to eat by myself, You can eat something first, and I will accompany you out to eat in a while."

I looked at the bowl of noodles in front of me, green vegetables, golden poached eggs, and tempting scallions floating on the clear soup, "Xiao Rui, you are good at cooking, can you make instant noodles like this?"

"I don't have any skills. If you like it, I will make it for you every day." He realized that he had said something wrong, and smiled awkwardly. "I mean, as long as you want to eat, I will make it for you anytime."

I looked at him who buried his head in eating the noodles to hide his panic, and then looked down at the bowl of noodles. My heart was filled with panic, and suddenly I couldn’t eat any more. He likes me, and my intuition has always been accurate. I smiled wryly, and I picked up the bowl and took a sip. Soup, wow!It smells so delicious, I have never eaten such delicious instant noodles, and I have another advantage, that is, in front of the food, all troubles stand aside, haha, I wolfed down the food in my hand, and stared at his bowl, Can't blame me, since yesterday afternoon I have hardly eaten a drop of rice, can I bear such a big guy?

Feeling my staring eyes, he stopped his chopsticks and looked up at me. I turned my eyes away in embarrassment, "Your house is much cleaner than my kennel," I casually typed.

"Eat it if you don't mind, I'm full," he pushed the bowl towards me.

"Well, no, you can eat, I'll be back in a while," I declined, but I couldn't take my eyes off the bowl of noodles.

"Ah, go back so soon," he looked at me in surprise and disappointment.

"I've been bothering you for a long time too," I haven't thought about where I'm going back, the original nest is long gone, is the nest still my nest?What kind of mood should I go back with?I haven't figured it out yet.

"Then go after you've finished eating," he slowly put the bowl in front of me, lowering his eyes, as if tears would fall in the next second.

It’s all over here, so I’m not welcome. After serving the bowl, Xi Lihulu started to eat it. The poached egg in his bowl was not touched at all. I picked it up and took a bite. Thinking about holding half of it Dan looked at him, "Do you want to eat?"

He looked at me, opened his mouth, wanted to eat but felt a little embarrassed, I took the bowl and brought the eggs to his mouth, and he ate half a fried egg with my hands.

I drank the remaining noodle soup upside down on my own. It was strange to say that when I ate delicacies of mountains and seas with him every day, I thought that I would never want to eat instant noodles again in this life, but now the bowl of ordinary noodles in front of me The popular instant noodles gave me the illusion of eating delicious food, ah!Why do I think of him again!