blue marshmallow

"Brother Xiang, stop drinking," you said, why am I so worthless? After a few glasses of beer, I started to feel confused. No wonder Xiao Rui rushed to grab my glass, "What the hell are you doing? Speak up, it will make you feel better when you say it."

"What's wrong with me, haha, brother Xiang, I was played by someone," I looked up to the sky and laughed, haha, it's so fucking funny, it was just for fun, I wanted to taste what it's like to be chased by someone , but since when did you start playing for real, and even fell into it, do you think I am useless or not?

"Stop laughing, what's so great about being fooled by others?" Xiao Rui slammed my cup on the table heavily.

I was overwhelmed by his aura, and looked at him stupidly, probably with saliva hanging from the corner of his mouth (it doesn't affect my glorious image), he has always been weak and quiet in my impression, but just for a moment The contempt mixed with his disdain confuses me, he is not targeting me, he is talking about himself.

"Xiao Rui, what's the matter with you?" I poked my tongue out, looked at him unsteadily with drunken eyes.

"I'm fucking sold!" He raised my wine glass and drank it down, looking at me with infinite grief and indignation, "Brother Xiang, tell me, I'm really so cheap, can anyone ruin me? "

"Sold? How much?" I swear the words never crossed my mind.

"What?" He was taken aback, apparently he didn't expect me to say that, and I didn't understand what I said, so we stared at each other for a while, laughing together hahaha up.

Tears came out when I rushed over to hug him and laughed, and he also hugged me and shook me vigorously, "Brother Xiang, you are really hurtful."

I laughed and laughed and listened to this sound, why is it a bit wrong, who is howling there, why is it so fucking ugly, why is my voice so fucking ugly?

I felt a gentle pat on my back, and soft comfort from my ears. The tears on my cheeks were gently kissed away. I snuggled up in a warm embrace and fell asleep gradually.

With a splitting headache, I opened my eyes in a burst of tearing pain, huh?How did I get back to my original kennel?I stared blankly at everything in front of me. It was a bit like my nest but not quite like it. It had the same single bed, a simple wardrobe, and the quilt was black, white, and red. I remember that my quilt was white with white flowers on a blue background. Yeah, where is this?

I lifted the quilt and sat up, feeling dizzy for a while, only to remember that I drank wine last night, hey, he was so drunk after just a little drink, why is he never drunk?

he!When I woke up, the first person that popped into my head was him, damn it!I thumped the bed board bitterly, shook my head and got up to go out.

The small living room is neat and clean. Xiao Rui curled up on the narrow sofa with his eyes closed and fell asleep. This is his home, and he gave me the only bed to sleep in!

I walked up to him and knelt down in front of him with infinite regret, and looked at him carefully. His skin was very good, fair and transparent, and his long eyelashes trembled slightly with the soothing breathing.

I looked at his peacefully sleeping face, and suddenly remembered his timely appearance yesterday, and the half angry and half self-deprecating look in his eyes when he said that he was sold, what kind of trouble did this kid encounter?I was feeling aggrieved yesterday, why didn't I care about him?Where is he going to do so late?Oh, when will my selfishness and self-centeredness be corrected?

When he was annoyed, he slowly opened his eyes, narrowed his eyes and looked at me with a smile, "Brother Xiang, you're awake."

"Ah, Xiaorui, I'm so sorry." Because of his concentration just now, my face was very close to him. As soon as he woke up, I hurriedly backed away, and ended up sitting on the ground. I couldn't say a word until Look straight at him.

He sat up and pulled me up, and I sat next to him, "Thanks to you yesterday," I lowered my head not knowing what to say.

"Brother Xiang, yesterday you were drunk and talked a lot," he still looked at me with a smile.

"Really? I didn't say anything wrong, right," I blushed. It turned out that this is how I behave when I'm drunk.

"Brother Xiang, let me talk too much." He stopped his smile and looked at me seriously. It made me feel that he suddenly changed. listen.

"Let me ask you, do you really like that man named Zheng?"

Ah, I must have said his name yesterday, "Lei Zheng,"

"Oh, yesterday you kept yelling Ah Zheng, Zheng Zheng, and so on. I think you must care about him."

do i care about himI fell in love with him, I broke the agreement not to fall in love with myself because of him, I would rather take a gamble because of him, and believe that the world can have the loyal love that we gays yearn for, so I don’t care about him?

"You said that he has a wife and children, and he also said that he wants to be serious with you. Then let me ask you, is he wholehearted when he is with you?"

I looked at Xiaorui's serious and immature face in confusion. I never thought about this question, was he wholehearted when he was with me?