our psalms

The sun came up, and I couldn't keep my eyes open because of the dazzling light.This is the first time I have seen the sun after staying in the dark detention center for more than ten days.The broom stroked the last layer of ashes on the smooth ground, and indirectly slowly stroked away the resentment and sorrow all over my body.I can see Lao Cao standing in the office building of the police station, looking at me through the window, at this group of people who are working and reforming under the trial of the law.I turned my head slowly, looked at the unstained path that I had cleaned, wiped the sweat from my forehead, and suddenly felt that my heart had never been so peaceful.Lao Cao Guo said, I am his whole world, and at this moment, I deeply feel that my whole world is his...

"Tired?" During the meal, Lao Cao came from behind me, gently touched my forehead, and wiped the sweat off my forehead. "The food here is not delicious, right? Uncle will take you to the cafeteria?"

In being moved, I watched the other prisoners serving their sentences bow their heads respectfully, and looked at Lao Cao with puzzled eyes.I just smiled and shook my head.I have already felt the love he wants to convey, as he once said, I shouldn't be so willful, and at this moment, I have secretly made up my mind that I will not be willful again, and I will not do anything embarrass and hurt him.There was disappointment in Lao Cao's eyes, he seemed to frowned in pain, and slowly turned and left.

"Goodbye, Director Cao!" The other prisoners turned their eyes to me after watching Lao Cao leave.At this moment, I don't care about anything. I lower my head and drink the light soup without any taste, but I feel the sweetness in my heart.

"Sure enough, the best baby is different." A middle-aged and fierce-looking young man looked at me and said with a sinister smile.

"Don't talk about it, be careful that he will sue his father, do you want to be detained for a few more days?" Another older man said in a persuasive tone, which made me feel very unnatural.

"I'm just drunk and driving. How long can he imprison me? He wants to imprison this kid for the rest of his life. Hahahaha..." Following the man's loud laugh, the entire dining hall erupted in laughter.

"I really don't know why Director Cao would take such an ugly monster!" I don't know who said it in the crowd.Another burst of wild laughter followed.I was so puzzled that I couldn't even believe my ears when they said these words.I walked up to the man who was driving drunk, tried my best to suppress my inner anger, and asked him politely: "Excuse me, what are you talking about? I heard correctly, you seem to be scolding me?"

"That's right, you heard me right." He was very straightforward, "You disgusting little bastard, you're gay and you've got it on someone else's director. Look, this is what's going to happen to you!"

When he said those three words, I felt a chill all over my body.

"Who do you say is... gay?"

"Still pretending to be innocent. How many people don't know that Cao Yongwen, the director of our police station, is a comrade, and his target is you, an ugly boy." These people don't leave any room for their words. When I heard them say that about Lao Cao, I trembled all over.

"You nonsense!" I picked up a bowl on the table and threw it at the man's head... With a "bang", the blood on the man's forehead kept gushing out, but the blood on his face His expression didn't change at all, and he still smiled so sinisterly.Then, there was a loud bang, and I felt a sharp pain in the top of my head.Next came the back, the chest... Several people rushed towards me together...

When I saw the police rushing over to pull the prisoners away with tears in my eyes, my whole body was distorted and horribly red and swollen, blood was still flowing from the corner of my mouth, and there were red and blue marks on my body. It hurts a little.I lay on the ground, staring at the man in front of me intently, bowing my head in front of the police like a grandson.At this moment, the pain in my body does not make me feel anything at all, but the pain in my heart makes me unable to calm down.

I stood up slowly, and shook off the policewoman who was about to come to help me. I could clearly see that she had a look of contempt when she looked at me.

Lao Cao walked in, and the whole room fell silent.

"what happened?!"

"Why fight!?" Lao Cao came over and walked in front of me.

"It's nothing, I don't like him!" Those people didn't expect me to say that, and they all looked at me with wide eyes. "I think the people here are dirty and ugly. Fortunately, it's only been half a month. I don't need to stay with these scumbags anymore. Really, you know, I think they affect my appetite too much in front of me!" I raised my voice and said a lot like a shrew.Those prisoners understand that, by saying this, they can get away with it entirely.

"Pa—" A fiery crisp came from my left cheek, this was the first time Lao Cao hit me.When that slap came, I just looked at him, trying not to let my tears flow, trying not to let my proud posture collapse.Lao Cao turned around angrily and left. Looking at his leaving back, my noble smile became distorted and bitter...

In the quiet night, through the light outside the window, I shed tears silently, and drew the outline of the three words on the table with my fingers soaked in water - I love you.

I love him, I gritted my teeth, and told myself over and over in my heart that even if I made myself disappear forever, I couldn't let him suffer any harm.He has lost too much because of me. Whenever I see his frowning, I feel really sad. I can’t express the feeling in my heart. I hope he can stretch his smiling face and face any difficulties like before. , can be as cheerful and calm as the mighty old policeman before, but now, I can feel that he is gradually losing himself.I can't let him go on like this, I want to use everything I have to make him happy, make him happy, and not let anyone slander him or hurt him.He is still the director Cao who makes everyone fear and praise him!

I count the days on my fingers, I want to leave here as soon as possible, and then do something meaningful, for Lao Cao.

I have thought for a long time that he will definitely come to me. After that incident, he must be very sorry. I don’t know when, I have been very firm and no longer doubt his love for me. Maybe, even He took my life, and I will still believe that he loves me.When I was taken to the door of his office by another policeman, and he stood up from the chair, I felt that he suddenly looked much older, with dark circles under his eyes, dry and sagging skin, which made my heart ache.

"Cheng'er..." He looked at me with wide eyes, "Is your health better, have you wiped off all the medicines sent?"

"Yeah." I smiled. "It's okay... Are you tired these days?"

"Cheng'er..." Lao Cao closed the office door, and suddenly hugged me tightly into his arms.At that moment, so sudden and so crazy, I fell into his endless tenderness instantly. "When your business is over, we will leave here and never come back..." He said firmly and firmly, "Never, never, we will never come back."

"Why?" I raised my head in amazement, "Why do you want to do this?"

"Because the rest of my life should be given to myself, to you..." Lao Cao said, looking at my face, "I can still feel that cute and handsome little Cheng'er from before is by my side, uncle I have never been so warm and happy in my life. You are my uncle's whole world. Forgive my uncle for being rough on you that day, okay, my uncle knows that you must have something to hide, so I said that, please forgive my uncle for being helpless. "

"I never blamed you, uncle..." Lao Cao's words made me cry again. "Uncle, I'm fine, I feel that I have nothing to lose, you are my whole world..."

Listening to my words, Lao Cao looked at me with confusion in his eyes.He was still struggling and confused, "I don't know if this is right or wrong, but uncle really can't do without you!"

"No, there are many things." I let go of his hand, "You are a respected policeman, a father who makes children proud, and a person who makes all those who love you willing to give their lives. Your world is so clear and great, I don’t want you to regret, be disappointed, or sigh because of me.”

"No, with you, uncle has everything!"

"It's not like this uncle, don't lie to yourself anymore." I turned my head and wiped the tears in my eyes, "Don't be so impulsive, I'm now..."

"What's the matter now, now you are still my favorite Cheng'er, no one can change it."

"Let me think about it?" I said firmly to Lao Cao, "What will happen to Cao Wenxi?"

"She is tasting the evil fruit of her own planting!"

"You have to help her, you are her only father!" I said, "If I, am I not a victim, can I withdraw all charges against her?"

"...Cheng'er"

"answer me……"

"Yes...but she treats you like that, no matter who you are, you deserve it!"

"No, she is my uncle's daughter, my sister..."

"Cheng'er..."

He hugged me into his arms again, and I gently stroked his face, I really hope that his frowning brows can relax and smile