our psalms

"Hey, where are you going in such a hurry!" A sarcastic voice came from behind.Xiaodong turned his head slowly and saw a ferocious face.This person is none other than the man who brought him fear for the first time, the park security guard he beat up.Xiaodong's heart was beating fast, but his face was still calm and calm. He smiled lightly and said, "The watchdog doesn't guard the gate, so how can you come to the train station?"

"You bitch, you still dare to talk to your uncle like that!" The man said viciously, "It's also because of you. After all, I am an adult, and I don't want to get entangled with you, a brat. The gods let us meet here, it seems that if you don't show some color to you, you will be sorry for the old man."

"Okay, let's see who gives color to whom!" Xiaodong pretended to be calm on the surface, but his heart was completely occupied by fear. Judging from the current situation, he won't get any benefit from fighting him.He subconsciously looked at the police room next to the ticket office, and he deeply knew that maybe the only thing that could save him now was there.

The man held his arm tightly and smiled evilly: "Let's go, shall we go outside and talk?"

"Okay!" Xiaodong smiled slightly, suddenly shook off the man's hand, and quickly ran towards the police room over there.But things didn't go as smoothly as he thought, he felt kicked hard behind him, and then quickly fell to the ground.Immediately, there were bursts of screams and exclamations all around.The police patrolling nearby also saw the abnormality here, and they were running towards this side quickly.

The man who was dazzled by anger and hatred suddenly grabbed Xiaodong's hair, lifted his head up, and threw it down on the hard concrete floor with all his strength.Immediately, blood overflowed from Xiaodong's head, his consciousness became blurred, and he fell down in a daze.

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At this point in the story, I can't help but immerse myself in shock and sympathy.Seeing Xiaodong's expression of indifference and disappointment from time to time, I no longer have the heart to let him continue.But I deeply know that this is not the end for him and Lao Xie, but just the beginning.

It was getting dark, Xiaodong stood up and patted the ashes on his body, still cynical, he said with a smile: "Next time, next time we will continue to tell the story. Director Cao won't let you go back late." What good fruit will I give you, hehe, I understand him."

It's just that he casually said "know him", but it made me fall into endless thoughts. I don't know what kind of past happened between Lao Cao, Xiao Dong, and Lao Xie. , I slowly sent Xiaodong to the bus with doubts and confusion.I suddenly remembered a sentence he said before, "I have no home!" So, where would he go?I am not the protagonist of this long story, but I am irresistibly attracted to it, just because that story involves a person I care about?

I walked carelessly, and arrived at the "home" in a short while. Standing at the door, I began to think deeply. It seems that Lao Cao and I have reached this point, and everything seems to be inadvertent, letting the most primitive in my heart Desire dominates everything, but how much do I really know about that old policeman? I don't want to be with him just for the sake of being with him. Then I will feel that I am really a failure, full of confusion and self-blame.I am so afraid that I will eventually become a small victim in these fragile emotional worlds that cannot be tolerated by the world. I am even more afraid that I will still be a passer-by in Lao Cao's life after all.

The door was not closed, so I gently pushed it open and walked in.He was lying on the sofa watching TV, and I walked in without making a sound, but he still noticed him.

"Where did you go, come back so late?" He stared at the TV without looking at me.

"I... am playing with my classmates outside, isn't today the weekend." I lied to him subconsciously, because I didn't want him to know that I went to see Xiaodong at all.

I saw him turn his head slowly, looked into my eyes with the usual sharp eyes, and said, "Don't lie to someone who has been a policeman for decades." I was startled and stood speechless. In Yipang, he is really too powerful, to the point of frightening, in front of him, what else can I count on, or can I only be counted by him?

"You went to see that He Dong again, didn't you?"

"Yes, what's the matter?"

"I said no!"

"I'm not a subordinate of your police station, so why not?"

"I don't know if I don't know!" I expected him to roar, but I didn't expect it to be so fast and louder than I thought.

"Old man with dynamite bag!" I suddenly shouted angrily, "Do you want everyone to do what you say? Do you think you are God?"

"What did He Dong tell you again?" He walked towards me and stood in front of me, I could only see his chin, as if he was going to press me down hard, I stepped back After a few steps, he looked at the anti-theft door behind him with a little fear.I deeply feel that there is no sense of security around such an explosive bag. Fortunately, the door is not closed, and it is not difficult to rush out later.So I mustered up the courage to say,

"Are you scared?"

"I'm afraid of your size. He asked for it himself. Do you know that? I don't want you to become like that!" He said suddenly.This sentence finally made me regain my confidence. It seems that the policeman who has been working for decades is not invincible. He didn’t know that Xiaodong didn’t tell me everything. something.

"Do you think you have no responsibility at all?" I asked in a panic. This question didn't exist at all, but I still asked.But what I didn't expect was that he was silent, and it took a long time before he said: "This is not your responsibility, the English test is about to pass CET-[-], have you studied well?"

"Don't change the subject." It seems that I found the right breakthrough, "I'm really disappointed, why do you want to do that?"

"What about me?" He looked at me puzzled, "What do you think I should be?"

"I think you should keep your voice down! No one is arguing with you!" I turned my head, and according to the plan just now, I was going to run out.Now I have pulled my face down. Although my heart is not as angry as it seems on the surface, I still have to save face.I knew I would be pulled back by him, and sure enough, just as I was about to walk to the door, he grabbed me tightly.

"Where do you want to go, let me tell you, you are not allowed to go anywhere during the weekend, just stay at home obediently!"

"Let go, ah, it hurts!" Every time he grabbed me like this, he always reversed my wrist 360 degrees. The pain was terribly painful, probably because of professional habits.

"Did you hear that, don't go anywhere, stay at home!"

"Listen... I heard...!" Although I was very dissatisfied, what can I do? Tricky guy again.

"If you don't pass CET-[-], you will be finished!" He finally let go of my hand, and then kicked the door shut, "There is food in the refrigerator, go and heat it yourself!" Unexpectedly, he still remembered I didn't eat.

Feeling his tenderness again after his violence, I suddenly felt a little sour in my heart, and I fell into thought again, Lao Cao, Lao Cao, what kind of person are you?