our psalms

In the season when thoughts are flying, the face is looking for sentimentality in the splendor. If it is a flawless blank paper, what bold words can defend the soul.

Is it CET-[-]? All I know is that if he fails the test this time, Lao Cao will definitely be very angry. Of course I am not afraid of his temper. No matter how violent he is, I fully understand it, and I understand it with emotion. What Cao wanted was to find ways to make me better, incomparably better.

But I was still afraid while being moved, afraid of his disappointed eyes, afraid of his helpless face, afraid that he would feel that everything was wrong because of me, afraid of him frantically telling himself not to harm this child.

It's been a long time since I have had such a complicated psychology, at least I won't let myself feel empty again.It's nice to have someone to worry about, to have someone to be afraid of.

I searched everywhere for the CET-[-] answer given by Zhang Kuangli. Although I can’t be sure that it is [-]% the answer to the real test question, at least it can give me some comfort. After all, the pressure of this test is too great.

I remember I put it in this drawer, but I can't find it.Maybe he will be discovered by Lao Cao, but according to my experience, if he is discovered, he will not be as calm as he is now.However, his style of doing things is not what ordinary people can guess, even I am very confused.I think it is necessary for me to look for it in his study.

But there is a lot of documents here besides a lot of documents. I even rummaged through the pockets of the clothes he often wears, but still found nothing. The word caught my attention.

"About Wang Zhenming..."

Wang Zhenming?What the hell is my father's name.I slowly took off Lao Cao's police cap, and the words that suddenly appeared in front of me completely shocked me

"Integrated Collection of Relevant Materials on Wang Zhenming's Corruption and Bribery"

For a few seconds, I thought this must be a joke, or that I was dreaming.But this kind of thing was clearly in front of my eyes, I suddenly felt a little dry in my throat, and my heart beat suddenly accelerated, I felt hot on my face, I didn't care too much, I grabbed that thing and started to read it...

When Lao Cao returned home in the afternoon, I was no longer there.I didn't even leave any message, he first looked around angrily, and when he called me, I had already turned off the phone, because I was on the plane at that time.Just when he was furious and was about to think of some way to punish me, he found the document on his desk. The careful old Cao saw that the position of the thing had been moved, and in an instant, he understood.He beat his chest with his fist anxiously, and sighed regretfully: "Oh my god, I'm an old fool, why did I put this thing here, damn it...he must have seen it..."

As soon as I got off the plane, I got into a taxi as fast as I could and went straight to my house.When I took out the key and opened the anti-theft door, the first thing I saw was the whole messy house. There were cigarette butts and beer cans everywhere on the coffee table, and dirty clothes were piled up on the sofa. On the second floor, my room was still the same, but when I walked to the door of the study, I saw him, my father.

I saw him sitting by the window with blank eyes, the window was not closed, the wind was blowing in, the curtains were swaying aside, and the books that should have been neatly placed around him had been scattered on the floor, on the window sill, on the desk There are piles all over the place, and they rustle when the wind blows.And Dad, just sat like that, sitting listlessly, as if he had already forgotten everything around him, and he didn't even notice that I was back.

I had a premonition that something was going to go wrong, and at this moment my heart was extremely sad.But I still don't want to believe that everything that happened suddenly is real.My hands were trembling, I slowly walked into the study, and called softly: "Uncle."

Father slowly raised his head, revealing the mottled wrinkles on his forehead, which he hadn't seen for several months. His face seemed to have completely changed. His eyes, he was wearing a suit, his tie was gone, only a coat was left on his shoulders, his trousers were dusty, and he was barefoot with no shoes on.At that moment, my heart really hurt so much.I rushed forward and fell into my father's arms, crying.

"Dad, what's the matter with you, tell me, what's the matter?!"

My father seemed to realize my existence after a long time. He hugged me tightly and cried with me, even louder than me.At that time, I couldn't tell whether the feeling in my heart was fear or confusion. It was the most uncomfortable time since my mother passed away.Just like that, hugging my father, I only know how to cry.

"Zicheng, uncle is sorry for you, uncle is sorry for you!"

"Uncle, no, uncle won't!"

"Forgive uncle, please, you must forgive uncle!"

"I never blamed you, uncle, you will always be my favorite uncle!"

"I'm not... I'm not!!!"

He suddenly pushed me away, and at that moment, I saw the tears in his languid eyes.

"Why do you want to come back? Why did your godfather let you come back? Didn't he promise me?!"

I said with tears of grievance: "Why did you hide it from me? Why should he hide it from me? I'm your baby, right?"

"Baby..." He looked at me desperately, "No, I can't!"

"uncle?"

"Don't call me uncle! Your uncle is Cao Yongwen!!! An upright comrade of the People's Police!"

"You're farting!!!" I don't know where the sudden outburst came from, maybe it's because I've been with Lao Cao for a long time, and I've got some of his style.I yelled at my dad as loudly as I'd ever yelled at him like that.After a while, I realized I was wrong, lowered my head, and said softly to him, "I'm sorry, Uncle."

My father was still indifferent, he came over and patted my head, and said: "My good boy, if you want to listen to my uncle, you are the one I worry about the most. Maybe God helped me, so you met your godfather, he What a good man, I can really feel at ease by handing you over to him!"

"I don't want you to say that!" I began to cry willfully, "Uncle, don't give me to others, and no one can take my uncle away!" Tears kept pouring out of my eyes.

"You promised uncle, Zicheng, listen to godfather carefully, he likes you very much, and he will help uncle take good care of you!"

"What kind of secret do you have, uncle, you don't even know...I..." I want to say, I want to tell him everything, but I can't have the courage, I can't tell him, I and the old man Between Cao, it's not just the love between father and son.But now my father is on the verge of mental breakdown, how can I have the heart to give him another knife.

"Did he tell you?"

"No, I accidentally saw the document about you that he left on the table. Uncle, tell me, is everything true?"

"Uncle, I'm sorry..."

"No!!! Uncle, there must be salvation! I don't want you to have trouble, I don't allow you to have trouble!"

"Don't be stupid, listen to uncle!"

"I don't!!!!!!!" I yelled again, "No matter what method I use, I can't let you have trouble, you know Uncle, I can't lose you, no matter what, I can't lose Uncle again! "

"Zicheng..."

"uncle……"

The father and son hugged each other tightly again. At that moment, no matter whether it was out of willfulness or naivety, I had made up my mind that no matter what I wanted, I would not let my father suffer any harm.