Stubborn illness

what is it then?I'm still a little worried after all, it won't grow so fast, right?

I went home at night and called Brother Yin. I told him on the 24th that the wet compress had changed from 20ml to 3-5ml. Know the specific situation here in Guangdong.

On the [-]th, I applied the medicine and came to the service department. I saw Mr. Bai was there, and chatted with him a few words. He said that my situation was quite special, and they mentioned me in their academic conferences.

Talking about the issue of 3-5ml, he didn't have an exact explanation, he just said that they are improving and adjusting.

On the [-]th, I took the medicine, and it hurt, it was still very painful, but compared to the previous third day, this time it was still not so painful, at least when I peed, there was no associated pain like last time.After taking the medicine and before leaving, I asked Dr. Deng: "After the past two days, what do you think these two inside me look like? Have any changes?"

She said: "I will find out when I come for an examination next time. I can't see it now, it's more like a hyperplasia."

"I'm afraid it's cancerous."

"It shouldn't be. It has changed. If it is cancerous, it won't change much when the medicine is applied."

The medicine was given on the 28th, and Dr. Deng prescribed anal peeping. After taking the medicine, I asked her about her condition, and she said, "It's fine, nothing special."

"Are the two growth-like growths found in it last time still there?"

"Also, this is fine, it will be fine if you stop taking the medicine."

Dr. Yang also said: "Some of the hyperplasia was obvious when I took the medicine here. After stopping the medicine for half a month, I came back for an examination, and it recovered. It was pink, very good, and very smooth."

NO.19 in July, this is the third course of treatment during the wet compress period. If it is normal, one more course of treatment will be liberated. It is really liberated. The overall feeling this month is better than last month. Sooner or later, I will blow it with a blower, and after Mr. Yin told me, I quit all garlic.

When I went online at night, I suddenly found that Mr. Yuan was no longer among my QQ friends. After checking, I found out that it was deleted. When chatting with NO.16 in May, I said that I would definitely become a friend. Why did I delete it now? ?

I sent him a message on my mobile phone: "Lao Yuan, I suddenly found that you are no longer in my friends list, what's the matter?" After waiting for a long time, there was no reply.

Later, I received a message: "You can add it, I sorted it out yesterday, it may have been deleted by mistake, sorry".

I checked the deleted list, hesitated for a while, didn’t add any more, it’s a mistake, I’m just one of his patients, he has so many patients, how can I remember it, it doesn’t have to be the other person’s memory, just remember it yourself.

On August [-]th, it was repaired for another half a month. I went to apply the medicine and opened it with a big anus. After the medicine was applied, Dr. Deng said to himself that it was very good, and Dr. Yang also replied that it was very good. It was very good last time. , very smooth, this is the last medicine during the wet compress, I hope it will be completely healed this time.

On August [-], [-], I brought medicine and bought two boxes of seabuckthorn oil capsules. On that day, Manager Li said that my hair had grown and was going to be cut off. I said I would cut it after a while to save a month. money.

In fact, I want to cut it off after taking the medicine this time, so that I can feel reborn.

NO.12 to NO.15, repair, NO.30 inspection.Both Dr. Yang and Dr. Deng were there. They opened it and examined it carefully. They both said it was fine, and said, "Starting tomorrow, all medicines, including wet compresses, will be stopped."

Dr. Yang said: "In terms of quitting the mouth, it will be better to quit the mouth for another two months."

After I came back, I called Brother Yin, but I didn't talk about anything. I said, "Thank you!" He said, "Congratulations."

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Attached:

One: bogey

Quit sex, quit smoking and alcohol, quit seafood, beef and mutton, and eat less coriander, garlic, and onions.

Two: Improve immunity

Cheerful mood, eat more vegetables, drink plenty of water.Oral medicine?Injection of interferon?Note: Drugs and interferon do not play a big role.

Three: wet compress

1 Wet compress tool: mineral water, beaker, dropper, 20ml syringe. (Other tools can be punched in.)

2 wet compress time, once a day, 10-15 minutes, can be at any time.

3 Wet compress dispensing, ready to use.

Four: Cure

If the drug (including wet compress) is not used for three consecutive months, it means that it has recovered, and if it does not last for eight months, it means that it is cured.

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resignation

There is no difference between comrades and ordinary people. If there is, I guess most comrades are more sensitive. I am very sensitive. A word, a string of rhetoric, an action, a smiling face, it is caring, provocative, and maintenance. It's an attack, and it's easy to tell.

It's like holding a demon mirror in your hand, just hiding it but not revealing it, suppressing it, and praying that everything will pass.

It hasn't passed yet, and the irritability has gradually turned into anxiety.

Later, like the needle on the balance, I became more sensitive, so sensitive that I looked like an animal on the eve of a torrent and earthquake, with foresight or nervousness.

There was so much pressure, I was about to explode, just in time for something bad to happen, and I needed to let go, to let go to save.

On September 24, [-], I submitted my resignation letter, and on November [-], I stopped working

Come back home

Home has always been what I yearn for, but it is always what I am afraid of.

A few months passed in a flash, the temperature was getting lower and lower, there were fewer and fewer pedestrians, the street was bleak, the trees were bare, and the branches were exposed. Huh, a car drove past, rolling up a few pieces of gray residual leaves. Turned over several somersaults.

The nearby factories are on holiday one after another, "When will you go home?" Everyone is saying the same greeting again.

We were looking for a car and asked a few. The ones we would like to go are not suitable for people, and the ones that are suitable for people are not willing to go. It is not easy to find for a while. Chen Wu and I went to the entrance of the market far away, where there is a parking lot. There are a lot of transport vehicles parked, and a sign on the front of the car says "rental".When I asked, some said yes, some said no, most of them didn’t know where Nanxiong was, and they were a little disappointed. After turning around, we were standing in front of a blue double cab Isuzu with Cantonese T number on it. The driver was half lying in the cab with a newspaper. Seeing us passing by, he stood up, took out his business card, and greeted us warmly.

The front seat of the model car is very suitable. We left a phone call with each other. The driver is a local, speaking with a local accent: "No problem, I have been to your place, and there is a lot of yellow smoke, right?" "Yes, there are Zhitianjiao .” I seem to be advertising my hometown.

February [-], [-], departed in the morning, arrived in the afternoon, had dinner in the town, and returned to the countryside on the motorcycle driven by my brother after dinner. The silky white and twisted asphalt roads in towns and villages are like a zigzag lifeline.

Facing the cool and fresh evening wind, tears overflowed my eyes, I opened my arms, pursed my mouth, closed my eyes slightly, and took a deep breath. I smelled the familiar smell of the countryside, the smell of trees and soil, which is what I need at this moment smell.

Looking up and looking around, the stars in the sky are flickering, the shadows of the trees are indistinct, the chug of the motorcycle can't cover the rustling insects around, and the clear evening wind dries the bruises on the face. Tears, I'm home!