Stubborn illness

When I came back at night, I called brother Yin, and said a few words, but didn't say much.

The medicine was given on the second day, and Dr. Yang and the others began to rest on the third day for three days in a row, so this time, I could only take the medicine four times in two days.To be honest, it was not very painful to take the medicine these few times, but after the fourth time, defecation was very painful.

April NO.30, went online at night, sorted out my treatment process, including records and pictures, and sent it to Brother Yin. He read it carefully, from beginning to end, and came to the conclusion: it was the recurrence of genital warts .

Asked me to cooperate with the doctor and do it again, and said earnestly: "Take it seriously, be cheerful, and avoid food, and it will be fine."

At that time, he sent me a video. In the video, he looked like an elegant, kind, calm and steady middle-aged and elderly man, like a wise and gentle professor, who looked ecstatic (the kind that is flattered) and extremely nervous. It's a pity that my computer didn't seem to have voice at that time, so I hung up.

He called right away and talked a lot, for a long time, about taboos, accommodation conditions, and how to prevent relapse.

He also had a heart-to-heart talk with me, and mentioned that the doctor's service attitude was sometimes emotional, and he was very impressed. He said: "Think about it, most of them are in their early twenties, and they look at the sick private parts of these men and women every day. Considering their hard work from another position, how many people can accept this job?"

Just this sentence makes me admire. With such a leader and such considerate employees, such a team should not be so bad. Keep up your spirits and receive another treatment, it will be fine!

He was the one who called. We chatted for at least 20 minutes, which made me feel embarrassed and wasted my phone bill. I went outside the next day and wanted to recharge him with 50 yuan. Unfortunately, I couldn’t recharge him across provinces. That kindness, That pertinence has always been engraved in my heart.

On May [-]nd, Hongchang came to visit his mother for the first time. My mother couldn't help crying, she kept crying silently, and told him to be kind to Zhao Xin. Facing my miserable mother, my heart ached, but I didn't know what to say , the first time I knelt down in front of my mother, I also told Hongchang: "I am the one who reads the most in our family, and I am also the most obedient in the eyes of my mother, but this time, I did the most ridiculous thing. I don't ask much for the most unreasonable thing in my eyes, as long as you treat Zhao Xin well and you treat mother well, that's enough."

I went to get the medicine on May [-]rd, and I said, "Dr. Deng, it's not very painful today. Let's use the big anal speculum to see clearly." She agreed very much, and used the big anal speculum to look left and right. , I looked a little deeper, but I didn’t see anything. I took a picture, and the good medicine came out. She told me and pointed to me, saying that it was all gone. The medicine was very painful in the afternoon. Walked like a rat on rattan after taking the medicine.

It suddenly occurred to me that when a child goes to the health center where he has had an injection, before he enters the door, he will cry aloud, and he will cry when he sees the doctor who has given him an injection. Why?Because I have been in pain, I am afraid of pain.

Now when I get close to Baihua, I feel pain, unconsciously.Stepping into the elevator, the saxophone "Going Home" is not so pleasant, that feeling is a feeling of rejection.

But there is no way, I am an adult, I want to hide, but I can't, I want to cry, but I have to hold back, Xu Fan has a saying in "Tangshan Earthquake": Whoever commits a crime will suffer!This is my own crime!

On May [-]th, I took the medicine the next day. Pain is unavoidable. Before I came, there was a familiar figure. I heard from Dr. Yang that it was the last course of treatment during the wet compress period.

In addition, a middle-aged man came here who said he had herpes. He had been seen at xx Hospital for more than a year, but he was not optimistic about it. It is difficult to cure, it is easy to repeat, and it is more difficult to treat than genital warts."

The first time I applied the medicine, it was anal peeping prescribed by Dr. Deng. The technique was gentle. She prescribed anal peeping and asked Dr. Yang to see it. She said it was much better and smoother. These delicate parts are as regular as those in the farmers market. It is already difficult to enjoy it in a large hospital.

After taking the first medicine, I went down and bought some seedless grapes, ten loquats, and two seedless watermelons, and brought them up to them when I took the second medicine in the afternoon. Dr. Deng repeatedly said, "You don't need to buy them. You don’t need to buy such expensive ones.”

I don't know what this behavior is?Is it to please?Is it a bribe?Is it thanks?It doesn't seem to be any, it's a kind of construction, just like a bird needs to wipe some mud when building a bird's nest, there is no thanks or no thanks.

On the fifth day, the medicine was taken on the third day. It was painful, but overall it was not particularly painful. It was just that it was very difficult to defecate, and I pulled it in my pants without paying attention. Pain sufferers know that kind of embarrassment.

On this day, Dr. Deng was resting. When I went upstairs, I met a tall middle-aged man who had been here before. His growth was around the anus. Dr. Yang said that he had applied wet compresses, which was very good.

Dr. Yang was very strange. He stared at me and asked me why I knew the man’s name. I said that when he came for the first time, I was there.Dr. Yang said, "Yes, with this medicine, everyone will lose weight because of the pain."

I have a personal experience of Dr. Yang's words. I can't help but feel the pain in the body, as well as the long-term mental depression and self-torture.

There is a detail, every time I take out the cotton ball, in front of the mirror of the sink, I feel like I have taken a stimulant, my face is peach blossom, red lips and big teeth, really beautiful, it hurts, and the pain makes all the nerves tense Stretched up, the pain made my stomach feel like stirring.

On May 11th, the medicine was applied, and Dr. Deng took a rest. I still asked Dr. Yang to use the big anal speculum. I asked her to take a closer look. After taking the medicine, she said it was very good and smooth.In the afternoon, she said that there was no medicine left after the application. I said I still had a little at home. I took NO.12 enough for a day. I also brought money and bought another bottle of Petrane, and I started using NO.[-].

I did some calculations. As far as my condition is concerned, the perianal area has completely healed outside, but inside, I have used a 20ml lotion 13 times, and it is still the same, with an average of 1.538ml lotion for each application.

It still hurts when I take the medicine, and it hurts even more when I have a bowel movement. On the first day of taking the medicine, I can see something like egg whites when I catch a cold.After defecating the next day, the paper towel can wipe out a thick snot-like light yellow thing.In the past two days, after taking the medicine in the morning, I ate a big apple and drank a bottle of mineral water. Although I was a little hungry, I didn't dare to eat too much. I was most afraid of defecation. NO.12 I took the medicine, and the overall pain was not particularly painful. I ate a little more this day, two steamed buns and an apple, so I was not so hungry, but I excreted a few more times and felt a few more pains.

NO.17 When I came to the service department, I still used the big anal peep, which was prescribed by Dr. Deng. She asked Dr. Yang, hadn't taken pictures for a long time?Dr. Yang said that the first two courses of treatment were both very good and the same, so he didn't take pictures and turned on the anal peep. "Today is also very good." Dr. Deng said.

"After this course of treatment, the wet compress will start. It will take nineteen days for the next course of medicine to come, right?"

Dr. Deng gave an affirmative answer, but Dr. Yang answered immediately: "I will tell you when the time comes." To be honest, I don't like her attitude very much.

NO.18. After taking the medicine, I lay down and rested in the service department for an hour or two. When I wanted to have a bowel movement, I didn’t have a bowel movement. I wiped something like thick snot with a paper towel, and I could smell a fishy smell.

NO.19 After taking the medicine, the second time was very painful. When I was in pain, I was afraid of coughing, sneezing, urinating, and most afraid of defecation. All these would make the pain worse, especially defecation. I don't know if the moment when the snake sheds its skin will be very painful, and if it will be close to this feeling.

On this day, after the second session, Dr. Yang said, "Come over next Thursday for a checkup, and start applying wet compresses if nothing happens after the checkup." I'm about to be liberated, and I hope this time it's really about to be liberated!

I went for an examination on May 24th, and I still used the big anal peep. After reading it, Dr. Yang and the others said it was all right, very good, and they didn’t take pictures. They asked me to come back and wet compress, and said that they were experts from Beijing when they went to Guangzhou for a meeting on 2222. Speaking of rectal wet compress, you only need to inject 3 or 5 ml into it. Don't inject too much into it, otherwise it will directly penetrate into the rectum.

Dr. Yang asked me to mix 0.5:25, inject 5ml into it, and use the rest to wet the perianal area, and then told me to go there on June [-]th to take the medicine for three days.

On June [-]th, the first course of treatment after the wet compress was started with medicine. Dr. Deng prescribed the anal speculum. The small anal speculum was used at first, but because it was difficult to see clearly, it was replaced with a large anal speculum. Dr. Yang also saw it. They didn't say anything.I asked, "Do you want to take a picture?"

Dr. Deng said no, after taking the medicine, I asked, "How is the situation?"

They didn't say it was good, nor did they say it was bad. They only said that there were one or two small bulges inside, which were different from before and did not form a circle. It might be caused by wet compresses. I had obvious discomfort after defecating in the next few days, but Different from the previous creepy feeling.

So I am still very worried, but I don’t want to ask too many questions. When I went to get the medicine again in the afternoon, I asked: “Dr. Yang, Dr. Deng, do you think my condition (two inside) is normal among similar patients? Is it normal? Or is it not normal? Or is it good? Is it generally more common? Or is it not good?"

They didn't answer me positively, but Dr. Yang said, "It's more like hyperplasia."

Dr. Deng said, "It should not be a wart."