Stubborn illness

I took off my pants again, climbed onto the examination bed, pouted my buttocks, I don’t know whether to peep through the anus or just insert my fingers, anyway, soon, his diagnosis result came from behind: “No, there is no such thing as the doctor said. species (tumor)."

"Then, how to deal with it?"

"Burn it."

"I, I just want a biopsy, doctor."

"Is this necessary?" He stopped the pen in his hand and glared at me. "If you have to do a biopsy, then do it at the same time as the laser. Think about it, I still have many patients behind me."

Exit the room, look at the time, I was blinded again.I thought to myself, if I do laser or light dynamics, I will not do it here, and I will definitely not be able to go back today if I do it, it is too far away and inconvenient.

Tidy up and decide to go home.

Standing on the bustling and crowded streets of Guangzhou, looking back at this day, I went to a district-level first-class hospital and four city-level third-class hospitals, each with their own opinions, and they were unwilling to do pathological biopsy alone. Their explanation was that anorectal pathological biopsy It was not as simple as I imagined, and I was worried about bleeding. This series, especially the doctor from the Red Cross, made my fragile nerves like chaff that was repeatedly sifted on a dustpan.

After returning in vain, the bus reversed and changed to another bus. I waited for half an hour in the north of Dali City, but the bus did not come. There were a lot of people on the bus, but I felt a strong sense of loneliness. On the side of the road in Youlong, even in the noisy downtown area, even among the crowds pushing and shoving, I still seemed so empty, so helpless, and so homesick.

I want to be able to go home right away, even if I get home, it is impossible to tell my family about my condition in detail!

Is it simple anal nipple hyperplasia?Is it genital warts?

Why is it so easy to relapse?Also grow so fast?

Is it because I drank half a bottle of beer when I went home to apply for a divorce certificate on Ching Ming Festival?Are there other triggers for the disease?

Is it a tumor?Is it cancerous?I hope this doctor is misdiagnosed!Is there a better, faster and more comprehensive treatment method?

well!If I really need surgery, I have to go to Foshan Traditional Chinese Medicine Hospital. Compared with these few doctors, Dr. Deng Xxiong is a little more pertinent and closer.Well, I don’t want to delay and I can’t delay any longer. The next day, I called Dr. Deng Xxiong from the Hospital of Traditional Chinese Medicine and told him that I had surgery on the 27th.

I sent another email to Mr. Yuan, just copying the records of No. 17 to 24 above, and Mr. Yuan wrote back to me.

Hello there:

Thank you for your trust. I have repeatedly read the description in your letter and let me share my personal opinion.

1. The condition itself tends to be inflammatory hyperplasia of the anal papilla. Many people have this problem, so it can be ignored.

2. The drugs you are using should have some effect. If the anal papilla itself has an inflammatory reaction, these drugs should relieve the symptoms.

3. Strongly recommend: (1) Completely stop any drugs, but there is indeed such a risk (recurrence of genital warts), do a thorough examination in about half a month, if there is still hyperplasia, leave him alone; (2 ) Do not go to private hospitals, remember to remember; (3) It stands to reason that the anorectal department of the largest public hospital in Foshan can do it. If you are really worried, go to Guangzhou, Provincial People's Hospital or Guangzhou People's Hospital.

4. Think about it, first, it is not you who have these problems, and second, these problems are far from affecting normal life.Why not maintain peace of mind?Only when you calm down can you have a real understanding (and you won’t be confused by the tumor), right?You know, in the vast sea of ​​people, how many people are more miserable and helpless than us?

5. People eat whole grains, who dares to say that they will always be healthy?They come, the security.

Hope these suggestions are useful to you.

Shandong: former high officials

Looking at the above words, and recalling the words and attitudes of those doctors, I judge that the chance of recurrence of genital warts will be higher.

On the 27th, it happened that Zhao Xin was free to come to see his mother. I applied for a vacation to the factory manager, explained to Li Gong that I was going to stop working, brought the necessary change of clothes, and went to Foshan Traditional Chinese Medicine Hospital with Zhao Xin. Dr. Xiong explained that he was hospitalized. He gave me a medical certificate the size of A4 and told me to go through the hospitalization procedures.

Go down to the first floor, turn left and turn right, pay a deposit of 2000 yuan, and then go to apply for social security reimbursement. The waiter saw that it said genital warts and said, "You may not be reimbursed for this, so put it away first." , I’ll ask the leader first.”

Only then did I find out that Dr. Deng Xxiong had directly written genital warts on the diagnosis certificate, isn't he not sure?

No matter, we went directly to the inpatient department. In the anorectal department on the 22nd floor, the nurse at the front desk received me. When I saw my medical certificate, it was like seeing something different. I filled out the various forms, took a cotton swab, pressed my tongue, ah, and then told the chief surgeon that this person had a bit of white moss and looked very frightened. Then, she took me to the ward and said: " You need a private room for this disease to avoid contagion, now, here."

"How do you charge for this room?" I saw that it was a double room with two beds.

"140 yuan per night, let me tell you, do you see the red line above the toilet? Do you know what it is used for? After the operation, in case there is any unexpected situation, such as blood in the stool that cannot be stopped, such as feeling If you are about to faint, just pull this wire to call the police, you know?"

"Oh." I became nervous and contradictory again, is it that serious?If there is no tumor, didn't you say hyperplasia before?If Dr. Deng Xxiong has already diagnosed condyloma acuminatum, then I will not have the operation, and I will go back and take the medicine!

After hesitating, he called Mr. Yuan again. He heard that I had gone through the hospitalization procedures. He was a little nervous and worried about the bad consequences of the operation. On the phone, he could hear that he was also helpless in anxiety, and asked me where to go to Shanghai. He asked me if I had the phone number of Brother Yin from Shanghai. I said no, so he sent me the number and asked me to call to ask. He also said that Brother Yin had more clinical experience.

But I called twice and it reminded me that during the call, the head nurse urged impatiently: "Hurry up and go through the ward check-in procedures." The chief surgeon was not in a hurry, and he didn't seem to make a fuss. He was very gentle and humble. , and asked a few questions carefully, considering my worries, he said: "Come here, I will do a check for you first."

He called me to another room and told me to lie on a high-footed strip chair and raise my legs. He opened an anal peep for me, checked carefully, and told me pertinently that although it didn’t look very similar, But it is also possible that the genital warts have recurred, and I dare not draw conclusions. However, I can tell you one thing: "If the genital warts recur, surgery cannot be done at once, and the probability of recurrence is very high."

"Doctor, is there a tumor? What about cancer?"

"No, definitely not." The doctor said with firm eyes, "Think about it, you can go back and take a few courses of Patrin, and then see how the situation is."

He said that there was no tumor, and the doctor in Guangzhou said that there was no tumor. Considering the reputation of the hospital they worked in and their education, professional knowledge and clinical experience, I was basically relieved. I thought, then go back and get the medicine.

It went smoothly. With the assistance of Dr. Zhao, the procedures for discharge from the hospital went smoothly.

After twelve o'clock, I went to the service department with Zhao Xin, finished the first medicine, and then went to finish the second medicine in the afternoon, and sat down to chat with the doctor. The doctor asked, "Hey, where is your wife?"

"Go back, his boyfriend has something to do."

"Her boyfriend?" The doctor opened his mouth wide with surprised eyes.

"We're divorced, we left in April."

"What a pity! We said at noon that you look like a husband and wife." Another doctor next to him answered.

"I'm gay." I whispered, and I actually told them when I first came to the medicine.

"Oh..." One of the nurses expressed regret and sighed.

Another said earnestly: "It's better to go back to normal marriage and family, and don't engage in these things."

Looking up at the ceiling, sure that I have done nothing wrong, but not sure, what I have done will bring me consequences!