He said he was a god

Xie fell into sleep, his body curled up, as if he had returned to his mother's womb, the memory floated in the amniotic fluid, isolating all fatigue, pain, anxiety, and restlessness, leaving only a sense of peace of mind.

Xiuwen patted her on the back lightly, just like a teenager comforting his girl more than ten years ago.

However, gaining a sense of security is also accompanied by death in the shadows.

After all, she still didn't wake up from this dream.

At night, the machine monitoring Shay's various body data issued a "beep" alarm, "abnormal, abnormal, abnormal——", and the standby robot beside the hospital bed was activated urgently, sending Shay to the emergency room.

Xiuwen has been awakened since the alarm from the machine. He has slept very lightly these days and is always afraid of accidents.He looked at Shay, his face was pale and sweaty, and he panicked.

"Xiai, I'm Xiuwen...look at me..." He held Xie Yi's hand, but he couldn't feel any strength anymore.

The bleeding woman fell into a coma, her lips were chapped and pale, she didn't open her eyes again, and she didn't say a word, as if she just lost her breath of life.

Xiuwen stared blankly at her being sent to the emergency room, feeling lost in his heart, as if he had returned to that sunny afternoon when the boy was walking back to the dormitory with the girl with an injured leg on his back, "Hey, why did you treat me Is that good?" the girl asked crisply while lying on his back.And the boy, carrying the girl who weighs as much as the whole world in his heart, walked across the wooden bridge, through the grass, and through the shade of the trees, but gradually felt that the girl was slowly getting lighter, so light that she would be blown away by the wind at any time of paper. .

He looked back in a daze, only to find that the girl had turned into a puff of air with only phantoms left.She, the woman from 13 years later, just smiled at him apologetically, "I'm sorry, I can't let you recite to the end..."

The lucky ones are no match for the unlucky.

He stretched out his hand to touch it, but there was only a cloud of air in his hand.

Childhood sweethearts, childhood sweethearts, lost in the forest of fate after all.

What is lost is lost, but what was met will never meet again.

Just like that night seven days ago, everyone rushed to the hospital. "How is it?" Ah Xiu asked hastily.

Xiuwen shook his head, his eyes were blank, as if his soul had died tonight.

The light in the emergency room didn't turn on for a long time before it went out, but everyone hoped that it would be on for a while longer, as if, if it was on for a while, there would be more hope for another life.

"I'm sorry, we've tried our best..." the doctor in a white coat said in a deep voice.How ridiculous, coming and going, they will only have this sentence, but this one sentence can hold people's hearts.

Xiuwen seemed to have expected this ending a long time ago, he didn't shout, and he didn't fight like last time.He just nodded with a blank face, and the half-suspended soul was finally able to rush to perish without hindrance.

On January [-], Shay bled to death.

On January [-], the child contracted an emergency and died.

The heavy snow this winter froze everything, the blood and memories were frozen hard together, and the grave in my heart was also obliterated by the heavy snow.

In the howling cold wind, snowflakes fell on the man walking in the snow, and his body was covered with snow, which turned into tears.

Not far from the backyard, three monuments were erected.Xiuwen leaned forward with a smile in the cold, hugged the tombstone, closed his eyes in peace, like a family of three, finally gathered together intimately at this moment.

child……

This is your mother, I am your father, we are family...

A family that will never be separated.

Now, I'm here to take you home.

Let's go home together.

……

In the end, Xiuwen was found by everyone and helped back to the house.He had a fever, had nightmares, and was emotionally unstable.

"Are you alright?" Joe, who came from the Imperial Court with his servants, opened the door and asked.

Everyone shook their heads, their faces were numb, as if all their emotions had been frozen

"I didn't expect it to turn out like this..." Joe looked at Xiuwen uneasily, and asked Changqiu, "How many times?"

"40."

"Then I'll call some doctors from home..."

Chang Qiu pressed his hand, his blue eyes were dead silent, as if the sea was finally filled by Jingwei with dead bodies and rocks, so dry that no more water could flow out. "It's useless." He shook his head and repeated, "It's useless."

"You..." Joe looked at them miserably, but finally couldn't say a word.

The whole room seemed to have turned into a zombie tomb, and everyone was walking dead with expressionless faces.

At night, Lu Sheng held Ah Xiu in his arms and patted him on the back as comfort.

In the past few days, Ahxiu has started to have nightmares again, "Don't...don't..."

It was another dream of the hospital, another white coat, and another injection. All the paleness and dead silence were superimposed with the images of the previous few days, deepening the fear.

"Ah Xiu, don't be afraid, I'm Lu Sheng, I'm Lu Sheng..." Someone seemed to be calling softly to comfort him.

Lu Sheng?Who is that?

As soon as the picture turned, he was suddenly plunged into darkness, surrounded by countless isolated places, separating him from the world, leaving him alone in the gap.Yes, Lu Sheng... I remember, Lu Sheng...

But who are those people?In those isolated places, who looked exactly like him, who was hugged, kissed and had sex by Lu Sheng?

Lu Sheng, I am here, I am here, they are not Ah Xiu...

A louder cry can never reach the isolated world.Even if you keep beating and crying, you will eventually be bounced back to the original place.

And the original place has also become a sinking place, dragging him straight down, into the endless abyss, without sunlight, sound, galaxy, land, future, and himself.

Suddenly, as if it fell to the bottom with a plop, he opened his eyes, saw Lu Sheng in front of him, and wanted to hug him happily.

Just, what's not right?

Why did he stab Lu Sheng in the waist with a knife in his hand?Why are there countless bloody wounds on Lu Sheng's body?What are you talking about?

"You lied to me." The voice sounded like his own.

"Pfft" stabbed in again.

"You lied to me." No, I didn't stab him, I didn't want to hurt Lu Sheng, how could I have the heart to hurt him!

Another knife.

The young man kept saying "You lied to me", and stabbed him every time he said a word, with no expression on his face, just looking at Lu Sheng coldly.Although Lu Sheng's wound was healing quickly, it was still not as fast as the boy's hand speed.Boundless blood sprayed out like this, and little drops of blood stained the young man's face, but the young man didn't notice it.

With the last knife, he finally stabbed Lu Sheng's heart——

No no no no no no! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! !

At this time, time stopped, the end came, the volcano erupted, the earth dragon turned over, and the sound of "rumbling" shattered the large dreamland, but Ah Xiu was still screaming, as if his soul was exploding.

Lu Sheng! ! ...

Lu Sheng...

In the dreamland of being bombed, snow began to fall, no different from the outside world.Axiu collapsed in the darkness, his brain stopped thinking, and only breath waiting for death remained.Suddenly, a figure seemed to appear in the darkness in front of him. He kept walking forward, getting farther and farther away from him, and his back was almost invisible.Is that person Lu Sheng?

Ah Xiu's breathing suddenly became rapid. He got up, rubbed his stiff knees, and started to run forward.

Lu Sheng, Lu Sheng, wait for me!

The darkness in front of him was broken, and the snow was getting bigger and bigger, and it was so white that people couldn't help but shed tears.

In the ice and snow, the man walked forward step by step, with firm steps and no distractions.

Ah Xiu shouted from behind, "Wait for me! Lu Sheng! I'm Ah Xiu!"

The man walked forward without any hesitation in the thick snow, as if it made no difference to him whether he heard the shout or not.

The icy chill spread from the calf to the whole body, why?why do you ignore me?Why leave me?

No matter how he chased him, the man never turned his head to look at himself.

Take a look at the lonely soul that he left behind, behind his ears, behind his life in the boundless wind and snow.

A gust of wind blew by, blowing the fluffy Ah Xiu to Lu Sheng.

"Lu Sheng, why didn't you wait for me? I'm Ah Xiu..." Ah Xiu said aggrievedly as he grabbed Lu Sheng's hand.

The man didn't look at him, nor did he shake off his hand, he just treated him like air, ignoring him to the end of the world.

Slowly, Ah Xiu couldn't walk or shout anymore.That person was really walking too fast, too fast, that piece of snow was a distance that he could never catch up in his life.It's so far away that even the acceleration is not enough.

I'm afraid that his chasing, in the eyes of that person, is probably the slightest snowflake in the snow, right?How could that man with a mountain of will stop for him...

It's so cold... He just collapsed into the large snow field, letting himself be submerged by the endless snowflakes and the boundless whiteness.If he really became one with this vast expanse of whiteness, and became the tiniest existence in this world, when the wind and snow whizzed in front of him, would that person's eyes stop on one of the snowflakes?

In the vast snow field, the two got farther and farther away, and finally stood on the two banks of life and death.Among the numerous snowflakes, one fell into Lu Sheng's eyes, chilled his heart, and brought tears to his eyes.

Lu Sheng raised a hand in a daze, the warmth from the touch was still there.Suddenly, he seemed to be hit, his eyes focused, and he turned his head sharply.

It turned out that it was not a phantom in delusions...not a dream...

Lu Sheng was short of breath, and ran back like crazy in the heavy snow, through the wind and snow, through death, through time, he just ran like that, the whistling wind took away the tears from the corners of his eyes, Faintly, it seemed that he could hear his silent call—"Axiu!"

But that person died permanently in the snow field that he left behind long ago, and all traces were covered up by the wind and snow.

The wind and snow blocked the way, and there was no return.