He said he was a god

The next day, with only three days left before her due date, Shay was taken to the hospital to recuperate.

Xiuwen became more and more nervous when she was in labor, but it was Xie Yi who comforted Xiuwen, "It's okay, my body is so good, and the baby is taken care of by us so well, nothing will happen." Everyone gathered around the ward, His face was full of tension.

After all, this is the first time they have been so close to the birth of a new life.

During the past three days, people often came over to chat and joke with Xie Yi, and Xiuwen even stayed in the hospital directly, never leaving him.

On the last night, Xiuwen was awakened by the sound of groans by the bedside.

"It hurts...it hurts..." Shay's face was covered with fine sweat, his brows were furrowed, and he kept yelling.

Xiuwen hurriedly pressed the button, "Nurse! Doctor!" he shouted.The robot in the ward lifted the bed and drove to the operating room.

The hospital in the middle of the night was awakened by human voices, and everyone who was sleeping soundly in Xiuwen's house also received the news and rushed over in a hurry.

Xiuwen held Xie Yi's hand tightly all the way, and it was the first time for him to be so incoherent, who was always considered calm, "Don't be afraid, I'm by your side. Don't be afraid..." He comforted Xie Yi, as if he was comforting himself.

Doctors and nurses appeared in a hurry, and carried the hospital bed into the operating room together with the robot.Before parting, Xiuwen lowered his head and kissed Xie Yi lightly on the forehead, "It's okay, I'll wait for you...and the child."

Shay clutched the sheets tightly and smiled weakly, his face pale.

When everyone rushed to the hospital, they saw Xiuwen waiting silently outside the operating room.In the hospital at night, there is no one else but them.Speaking of which, the time the child chose was really coincidental, it was neither too early nor too late, it happened to be early in the morning.

Ah Xiu stepped forward and held Xiuwen's hand, "It's fine. Don't worry."

Xiuwen nodded and smiled at him, but couldn't hide his anxiety, "I know."

It was also rare for Chang Qiu not to joke with Xiu Wen, his blue eyes were also stained with anxiety.Everyone waited anxiously outside the operating room, the atmosphere was dull, as if all the cold air in the town had gathered here.

The lights in the operating room were kept on, and less than an hour later, the doctor came out with a tired face. "Good news or bad news, which one to listen to first?"

Hearing this sentence, everyone's heart skipped a beat.Xiuwen was calmer, "Good news."

"Mother and child are safe."

Everyone breathed a sigh of relief, but Xiuwen didn't change his expression, "What about the bad news?"

"...you come with me."

The doctor led them to the monitoring room of the baby room, "E307, that's your child."

Everyone followed the sign and counted one by one. When they saw the child, they were shocked!

He has the tender red skin of an ordinary baby, and his head and body are small... just...

Where are his eyes? !Where are his eyes? !

"This is... what's going on..." Xiuwen murmured, unable to believe it.

The doctor has seen many such parents, and sighing in his heart, he said: "You know what kind of environment it is now, not to mention strange diseases, part of the nuclear radiation from the World War has not completely dissipated until now, it is very It is easy to affect the fetus. Out of ten babies, eight are born normally, which is very good..."

The child's eyes seemed to be sewn up by someone, and he looked terrifying in the middle of the night.His nose is small and rises and falls slightly with his breath.

The doctor said in a deep voice: "Your son suffers from facial atrophy. Now, only the eyes are gone. As time goes by, his eyebrows, nose, and mouth will collapse and merge with the skin, just like now ...his eyes are the same...in the end, he will become a faceless man..."

how come……

Xiuwen almost couldn't stand up.He, his wife, and the child that everyone had been waiting for for so long, actually had such a strange disease?

how... how... how...

"Considering the child's future, after the nose collapses and he can't breathe, he probably won't live past the age of 3. We suggest that you discuss with the child's mother and euthanize the child. This is good for the child and the family."

……

"Hehe, euthanasia?" Xiuwen smiled in a low voice as if dazed.

"You, let, me, son, son, go, die?" He said word by word, pinching the doctor's neck tightly, with a cold look in his eyes.

Chang Qiu stepped forward to stop him, "Xiuwen, calm down!"

Xiuwen let go with a cold face, and the doctor gasped and continued, "Ahem... the mutated babies are very infective, and it is optimistic to live to the age of 3. Many of them are infected and died within a few days of birth. Already..." He looked at Xiuwen, "We understand how you feel... In the past two years, I have delivered five or six children like this. Their parents were the same as you at first and couldn't accept it, but later Time passed, some children died, some were still sick, and they all accepted the reality."

Ah Xiu asked hesitantly, "Really, is there really no way to cure it?"

The doctor shook his head, "The child is still young, if you undergo a large-scale operation, the risk will be very high."

Xiuwen stared at the doctor, "What is the success rate?"

"...20%."

……

Everyone was silent, and after hearing this number, they finally understood——

Hopeless.

All the snow in the town fell into their hearts, and it seemed to be paying homage to the dying man.

"Now, the most important thing is the patient who has just recovered from the operation." As soon as the doctor said, Xiuwen immediately raised his head, "Although your wife is safe now, the next month is very critical. Don't let her be born. Excessive emotional fluctuations, otherwise... I am afraid that both mother and child will die."

Xiuwen nodded silently. After seeing the doctor leave, he closed his eyes and slammed into the wall hard, as if he wanted to rub his whole body into the wall.

Is it really possible to save this world?Is it really necessary to exist?

Everyone looked blankly at the white around them, so holy white, so dead white, as if they were born for misfortune, for death.

Ah Xiu stepped forward to grab Xiuwen, shook his head, "Don't do that, my sister-in-law will be worried."

"..." Xiuwen stopped, but his face was blank for a while.He seems to have returned to his youth more than ten years ago, looking at the world at a loss, but he is out of place, like a black and white tombstone that has long stood at the end of time.

Everyone was silent and awake, and spent this depressing night.

……

During the day, in front of Xie Yi's hospital bed, everyone smiled brightly, even Lu Sheng, who was usually expressionless, smiled slightly, as if silently wishing Xie Yi. "That child is so cute, so small, his eyes can't be opened yet..." Axiu described it vividly. These are all a string of words that everyone has agreed on long ago.

Shay smiled, her eyebrows and eyes were gentle, with the kindness unique to being a mother.

Xiuwen sat beside him, his face full of paternal love, as if he was extremely happy.He reached out to help Xie brush the loose hair behind his ears, "The child has a small infection these days and is still in the isolation room, but it's nothing serious. You, take a good rest this month, don't worry about anything, I will Take care of everything."

Shay still smiled and said nothing.

From the age of 13 to 26, after 13 years, sometimes even she knew him better than Xiuwen himself.His forced smile, and sometimes slack eyes, all show that——

problem occurs.

this fool.

She has seen that child before...

Although she fainted from the pain at that time, but with her eyes half-closed, she still saw...

I thought it was just dazzled, or just a dream, but now seeing their reactions, the unexpected enthusiasm, there is always a kind of dramatic exaggeration, so, it is not a dream, right?

Xie Yi was still smiling, but in his heart there was heavy snow falling outside the window, silently, annihilating his breath.

Two or three days after the caesarean section, she was required to bear the pain and get out of bed and walk around. Now five or six days have passed, Xie Yi gets out of bed and walks around the hospital every day, sometimes accompanied by everyone, sometimes accompanied by Xiuwen.

Now, everyone was sent outside by her, and she walked slowly, step by step, to the nursery.

Regardless of whether it is hell or heaven, let her at least take a look. It is her child, a piece of flesh that fell from her body-she has the right to know the truth, even if everyone wants her to listen to lies.

In front of the baby room, her eyes anxiously searched for her child, E307... Ah, there...

Immediately, her smile froze, like cracked and peeled cement.

The sleeping child is as quiet as an angel, with a small mouth and a small nose, yes, how cute, where are his eyes?Is it down like a down land? ...

Shay stared at the child with faint tears in his eyes.She called to the child through the glass, "Baby, baby, mom is here..." The child turned over, as if responding to her words, "It's mom who is sorry for you..." Holding back tears for many days She finally landed at this moment. She thought she had made enough mental preparations, but the visual impact still made her tremble, "It's because Mom didn't take good care of you...I'm sorry...I'm sorry..."

The tide that swept from the prehistoric world swallowed everything, leaving only the turbulent surge in my heart, and the incomplete and decadent ruins under the ups and downs.This is the dusk of the gods, the wilderness of time, and the Garden of Eden abandoned by God.

The child who was once hoped by everyone, now brings endless pain to everyone.

But who can she blame?Blame the kids?He was still so young, he didn't understand anything, and he was born just like that.Blame the world?But the world is so big, she is just a grain of sand in it, will the world care about her? ...

"I'm sorry..." Shay collapsed on the ground, weeping uncontrollably.

There are never-ending noisy footsteps beside you. In such a chaotic world, who would care about a young soul that is about to ascend to heaven?In the crowd, it seemed that someone rushed to the side, with anxiety, anxiety, and fear.

Xiuwen hugged Xie Yi in his arms, "Don't look, it will be fine, it will be fine." He comforted him incoherently, like a clumsy teenager.

"Xiu... Wen... Woo..." She cried, for the child, for the fate, and for the family.

The man carried her back to the ward, his eyes were full of tenderness, but he couldn't hide his tiredness for many days.With tears in his eyes, Xie Yi touched Shang Xiuwen's eyes, nose, mouth, and prickly stubble, "Sorry, I didn't give you a happy family."

Xiuwen just hugged Xie tightly, "It's okay. I don't care. We still have a long time, as long as you are here, I am enough." Their foreheads touched each other, as if they wanted to comfort each other. "I'm here, don't think too much. Don't worry." Xiuwen murmured.

Shay wanted to make a smile and tell him that he was fine, but he couldn't make that smile.In the past half of her life, she seldom cried, but now, it seemed that she wanted to make up for the previous share.

"Xiuwen, Xiuwen, let me sleep..." She looked at him wearily, through the dust of 13 years of turmoil.

"Okay, go to sleep..." The man's palm closed her eyes, "When you wake up...everything will be fine."