[Tutorial] Self-indulgence
Chapter 71 Hearing the Zhang Gang's Perspective in Your Heart
At that time, he kept watching, watching, until the person really cried out, then he rushed forward and decided to forcefully break through this dream, but he didn't expect that person's father to push that person over.
So the dream disappeared. After they returned to reality, Yan Zhen and A Zhai left after more than ten minutes because it was too late. Slowly, there were only the two of them left in the room.
He sat on the edge of the bed and slowly waited for that person to wake up, but just sitting silently waiting for that person to wake up, he suddenly felt a sense of satisfaction in his heart. "...I must be a little weird." He whispered, trying not to bother the man as much as possible. "But I'm just kind of happy..."
The man moved suddenly, as if he was about to wake up.
So he even smiled a little cautiously, but there was an unconcealable joy on his face.
"Zero." In the end, he couldn't help calling that person's name without waiting for that person to fully wake up.And that person looked at him ignorantly at first, and then suddenly reached out to hug him, making him a little confused. "Why, what's the matter?"
The man hugged him and asked a rather strange question. While he was feeling strange in his heart, he still answered the question. "Zero and I have been together, this is my wish." He said while slowly hugging that person tightly, "Trust me..." The reason has long been clear. "I like you."
He didn't know what that person went through in just over ten minutes, but when that person bit his shoulder, listened to his confession and suddenly said that sentence, he just felt that the whole person wanted to break down.
"Why did you say it..." The weak and annoyed voice of that person appeared in his ears again, and he could only keep a little distance from that person, looking at that person's face.
But the man grabbed his chest again, screaming for pain.
So he still had no chance to say anything.
He had no choice but to suppress those for a while, rubbing the face of that person with the back of his hand, and then the two talked and hugged as usual, and then, the person asked him, "Do you really like me?"
"It's really not like before...?" She looked at him, just like that, with only him in her eyes.
Those were the pair of eyes he had always liked, as if they only contained his reflection.
However, the owner of those eyes has now told a lie that he always thought no one would know.
He suddenly remembered another zero, a sentence that the woman named Chu had said to him before leaving.
"I don't say it, it's not that I don't know, it's just that I don't expose it." This is what I said to him at the beginning, which made him a little unclear.But now he suddenly seemed to understand something.
He wanted to say something, maybe to defend himself, maybe to tell that lie and what he wanted to say afterwards, but in the end all of this was blocked by that person's kiss.
"...Gangji, I think, I'm crazy." After these words, after that, that person never looked at him again, but quietly closed his eyes and shrunk at him gorgeously.So he didn't see that his eyes actually had the same color as hers.
From that day on, the relationship between the two of them fell into a strange cycle.
He waited for that person, and that person never came to him.So he took the initiative to get along with that person, but that person ignored him.He didn't know what to do, and in the first few days, he stuck to her cheekily, even if he was kicked away or ridiculed by Reborn, he didn't care, but after he didn't get any response, he gradually became annoyed .
After a few days like this, he couldn't bear to quarrel with that person. ...It may be wrong to say that, but he was unilaterally shouting with that person, and that person just looked at the ground quietly.
After being hysterical like this, he felt regretful, but he couldn't take back what he said. He lowered his head and made an excuse to say that He Yanzhen was going out, and then ran out of the house in a somewhat despondent manner. Can't take my eyes off things.
It was just a small glass bottle displayed in a small boutique, with a few blue candies in it, and a light blue white-spotted whale and a small blue dolphin were drawn on the surface of the bottle.
That thing was very common, not something rare, and there was nothing that attracted him, but he just stared at the bottle for a long time, and finally bought it without anyone noticing.
When the two of them and other people passed by on Bingsheng Street, that person once pointed at this candy bottle and said something cute, but in the end he pulled him away because he thought it was too expensive, but that person himself still I looked back many times until I couldn't see it at all.
In fact, such a thing is not expensive. If you want to say that it is expensive, the games and other things that person likes may be more expensive, but that person said that this thing is expensive and left quickly. He couldn't figure it out, but the reason he bought it... probably just because he remembered the excited expression on that person's face like a child's when he looked at the small bottle.
He wanted the man to have that happy look on his face all the time, not sad or calm.
It was already evening when he walked back, and along the way he organized all kinds of words and ideas in his stomach to apologize to that person, but after returning home, he couldn’t find that person in the living room until his mother brought helplessness. Pointing upstairs with a straight expression, he reacted and hurried upstairs.
So all I saw was that person sitting on the bed in a daze.
"That, zero..." He walked into the door, slammed the door shut, and called that person's name a little cautiously, and at the same time was afraid that he would not get a response as before.
He suddenly remembered that he hadn't imagined the countermeasures he should have if that person didn't respond to him, so he was annoyed and at the same time he couldn't help feeling a little bit frustrated.But that person raised his head and looked at him the moment he heard his name called out, which surprised him a little bit unexpectedly.
With a bit of shyness, he smiled, and before he could take out the things in his pocket, he heard the man say, "I don't want to continue like this."
He was startled suddenly, and then heard the man's next words. "...Just live like this." The man said, frowning as if he was troubled by something.
"What..." He felt a little unreasonable, and couldn't help raising his voice. "Speaking as if I was making trouble!" He yelled this sentence but couldn't help regretting it. Looking back on the previous few days, it seemed like he started making trouble for no reason.
"...Ah, I'm the one who made the trouble..." But that person just said a word like this.
He became even more at a loss, his fingers accidentally touched the small bottle hidden in his pocket, so he pretended to be calm and wanted to say something else, but he heard the man say something that made him pause.
The man said: "Why did you tell that matter at that time, if you don't tell me, I can always pretend that I don't know... Really stupid."
At the same time as he heard these words, he suddenly felt the tiredness welling up in that person's heart.
Without him chewing this sentence over and over again, he already knew what Zero said, so he was even more speechless.
The reason why that person became strange after waking up probably lies in this, because he doesn't know how to face such a thing.After he understood this, he couldn't help feeling more regretful, but because he had never encountered such a thing and didn't know how to deal with it, he had to stand in front of that person in embarrassment.
"I feel so messed up, now." The man looked up at him, his eyes full of confusion. "do not know what to do."
He was silent for a while, and suddenly remembered another relationship between him and Chu, and said with a little tentative psychology, "...Zero's idea... is to hope to live a good life, to live together?"
"Ah, that's it. At this point, I'm..." The man frowned, "How should I put it, I already like you very much." There was an indistinguishable sigh in his words, "If after this, because If there is any conflict between us and you like other people or have a good impression of other girls, I will definitely end up in some strange place."
The man spoke as if dissecting his mind, and at the end he could almost feel his heart beating with the man's words.
"What..." He suddenly sighed, "I am the same, and also," he looked at that person, and even held that person's face with his hand to prevent her from looking away. "Starting today, I will listen carefully to Zero's thoughts."
The man looked at him with blinking eyes, and he felt a little burned all over, but in the end he remembered that the man was not fully used to this kind of thing, so he took the man and fell on the bed, just lying sideways Lying on the bed, no one will tease anyone.
"I want zero..." He stumbled a little, and the movement of the man turning his face to look at him quietly calmed him down a little, and slowly, his voice no longer hesitated. "Although I want it very much, it's not what it looks like now....I'll wait, so I say Ling, don't like others, just look at me." At the end of his speech, he had a coquettish and self-willed nasal voice , teasing that person to bend his eyes.
The man smiled silently, then pursed his lips, and opened his mouth in embarrassment. "...Gangji is also... the same. From now on, you can't like others, you can only like me. Once I put people in my heart, I will worry too much, and I will be paranoid, so I say..." The man suddenly dragged on The tone, so he also nervously waited for the next words.
"Kyoko is a good girl, but you can only like me. Otherwise..."
She didn't go on, but he subtly understood what happened after that.
— would be crazy.
It would be crazy if those eyes stopped looking at him.As he is, so is she.
No one can live without whoever leaves, but their feelings towards each other are always different from others.
His emotion may have originated from that person, but at this moment it has become something in his flesh and blood, strong and stubborn.
"From today onwards, I only like you and only look at you." He took out the small bottle from his pocket and handed it to the person, "So, please smile at me." He said sorry The three words stuck in my throat, and I couldn't say them after going around for a long time.
The man reached out to take the bottle, shook it, and suddenly turned sideways to stare at him. "Look at it this way..." He held his breath and waited for the words, but that person suddenly came over and kissed him on the face, "If you get on the pirate ship, you won't be able to get off, Mr. Sawada Tsunayoshi."
He couldn't help laughing, and the man laughed along with him. "Anyway, I don't want to come down."
"Oh, I don't care if the water leaks and the ship sinks, I will hold you down together." The man said such a sentence in a relaxed tone, and the smile in the corner of his eyes could not be stopped no matter what.
Looking at her like this, he stared indifferently, then shrugged deliberately. "At that time, I don't know who is dragging whom....But before that, at least you let me enjoy the fun of life, for example..." He raised his eyebrows at that person mischievously.
The man understood his words extremely quickly, his cheeks flushed immediately, and he reacted immediately. "I, you—!"
"Wait, stop, I was wrong...!" It was too late for him to call for help, so in the middle of the night, he could only hug that person with one hand, and rub the cheek that was red from the slap with the other hand bitterly.
When he looked at the face of that person who had already fallen asleep, his mind went over and over again the things from the time the two met. Although he remembered some things vaguely, in the end he felt very clearly what he had in his heart. That emotion, and the person in his arms, is what he has always wanted to cherish and protect.
There is no doubt about that.
"I like you...I didn't lie this time." He whispered in that person's ear.
The author has something to say: =j= Can you tell me what you think about customization... The customization time is currently set in January, about 1.5, and there is a one-month purchase time...By the way, I happened to be on winter vacation at that time [Hello
_(:3」∠)_I’m completely confused about whether I want to open a custom order, whether it’s for a girl or I want to collect it.
=====
Putting the above topics aside, the next chapter is about what will happen to these two people on a date?
The update time is one week anyway, so I also [stop [self-respect]
=====
By the way, it's actually over here, don't forget that there will be a side story...
So the dream disappeared. After they returned to reality, Yan Zhen and A Zhai left after more than ten minutes because it was too late. Slowly, there were only the two of them left in the room.
He sat on the edge of the bed and slowly waited for that person to wake up, but just sitting silently waiting for that person to wake up, he suddenly felt a sense of satisfaction in his heart. "...I must be a little weird." He whispered, trying not to bother the man as much as possible. "But I'm just kind of happy..."
The man moved suddenly, as if he was about to wake up.
So he even smiled a little cautiously, but there was an unconcealable joy on his face.
"Zero." In the end, he couldn't help calling that person's name without waiting for that person to fully wake up.And that person looked at him ignorantly at first, and then suddenly reached out to hug him, making him a little confused. "Why, what's the matter?"
The man hugged him and asked a rather strange question. While he was feeling strange in his heart, he still answered the question. "Zero and I have been together, this is my wish." He said while slowly hugging that person tightly, "Trust me..." The reason has long been clear. "I like you."
He didn't know what that person went through in just over ten minutes, but when that person bit his shoulder, listened to his confession and suddenly said that sentence, he just felt that the whole person wanted to break down.
"Why did you say it..." The weak and annoyed voice of that person appeared in his ears again, and he could only keep a little distance from that person, looking at that person's face.
But the man grabbed his chest again, screaming for pain.
So he still had no chance to say anything.
He had no choice but to suppress those for a while, rubbing the face of that person with the back of his hand, and then the two talked and hugged as usual, and then, the person asked him, "Do you really like me?"
"It's really not like before...?" She looked at him, just like that, with only him in her eyes.
Those were the pair of eyes he had always liked, as if they only contained his reflection.
However, the owner of those eyes has now told a lie that he always thought no one would know.
He suddenly remembered another zero, a sentence that the woman named Chu had said to him before leaving.
"I don't say it, it's not that I don't know, it's just that I don't expose it." This is what I said to him at the beginning, which made him a little unclear.But now he suddenly seemed to understand something.
He wanted to say something, maybe to defend himself, maybe to tell that lie and what he wanted to say afterwards, but in the end all of this was blocked by that person's kiss.
"...Gangji, I think, I'm crazy." After these words, after that, that person never looked at him again, but quietly closed his eyes and shrunk at him gorgeously.So he didn't see that his eyes actually had the same color as hers.
From that day on, the relationship between the two of them fell into a strange cycle.
He waited for that person, and that person never came to him.So he took the initiative to get along with that person, but that person ignored him.He didn't know what to do, and in the first few days, he stuck to her cheekily, even if he was kicked away or ridiculed by Reborn, he didn't care, but after he didn't get any response, he gradually became annoyed .
After a few days like this, he couldn't bear to quarrel with that person. ...It may be wrong to say that, but he was unilaterally shouting with that person, and that person just looked at the ground quietly.
After being hysterical like this, he felt regretful, but he couldn't take back what he said. He lowered his head and made an excuse to say that He Yanzhen was going out, and then ran out of the house in a somewhat despondent manner. Can't take my eyes off things.
It was just a small glass bottle displayed in a small boutique, with a few blue candies in it, and a light blue white-spotted whale and a small blue dolphin were drawn on the surface of the bottle.
That thing was very common, not something rare, and there was nothing that attracted him, but he just stared at the bottle for a long time, and finally bought it without anyone noticing.
When the two of them and other people passed by on Bingsheng Street, that person once pointed at this candy bottle and said something cute, but in the end he pulled him away because he thought it was too expensive, but that person himself still I looked back many times until I couldn't see it at all.
In fact, such a thing is not expensive. If you want to say that it is expensive, the games and other things that person likes may be more expensive, but that person said that this thing is expensive and left quickly. He couldn't figure it out, but the reason he bought it... probably just because he remembered the excited expression on that person's face like a child's when he looked at the small bottle.
He wanted the man to have that happy look on his face all the time, not sad or calm.
It was already evening when he walked back, and along the way he organized all kinds of words and ideas in his stomach to apologize to that person, but after returning home, he couldn’t find that person in the living room until his mother brought helplessness. Pointing upstairs with a straight expression, he reacted and hurried upstairs.
So all I saw was that person sitting on the bed in a daze.
"That, zero..." He walked into the door, slammed the door shut, and called that person's name a little cautiously, and at the same time was afraid that he would not get a response as before.
He suddenly remembered that he hadn't imagined the countermeasures he should have if that person didn't respond to him, so he was annoyed and at the same time he couldn't help feeling a little bit frustrated.But that person raised his head and looked at him the moment he heard his name called out, which surprised him a little bit unexpectedly.
With a bit of shyness, he smiled, and before he could take out the things in his pocket, he heard the man say, "I don't want to continue like this."
He was startled suddenly, and then heard the man's next words. "...Just live like this." The man said, frowning as if he was troubled by something.
"What..." He felt a little unreasonable, and couldn't help raising his voice. "Speaking as if I was making trouble!" He yelled this sentence but couldn't help regretting it. Looking back on the previous few days, it seemed like he started making trouble for no reason.
"...Ah, I'm the one who made the trouble..." But that person just said a word like this.
He became even more at a loss, his fingers accidentally touched the small bottle hidden in his pocket, so he pretended to be calm and wanted to say something else, but he heard the man say something that made him pause.
The man said: "Why did you tell that matter at that time, if you don't tell me, I can always pretend that I don't know... Really stupid."
At the same time as he heard these words, he suddenly felt the tiredness welling up in that person's heart.
Without him chewing this sentence over and over again, he already knew what Zero said, so he was even more speechless.
The reason why that person became strange after waking up probably lies in this, because he doesn't know how to face such a thing.After he understood this, he couldn't help feeling more regretful, but because he had never encountered such a thing and didn't know how to deal with it, he had to stand in front of that person in embarrassment.
"I feel so messed up, now." The man looked up at him, his eyes full of confusion. "do not know what to do."
He was silent for a while, and suddenly remembered another relationship between him and Chu, and said with a little tentative psychology, "...Zero's idea... is to hope to live a good life, to live together?"
"Ah, that's it. At this point, I'm..." The man frowned, "How should I put it, I already like you very much." There was an indistinguishable sigh in his words, "If after this, because If there is any conflict between us and you like other people or have a good impression of other girls, I will definitely end up in some strange place."
The man spoke as if dissecting his mind, and at the end he could almost feel his heart beating with the man's words.
"What..." He suddenly sighed, "I am the same, and also," he looked at that person, and even held that person's face with his hand to prevent her from looking away. "Starting today, I will listen carefully to Zero's thoughts."
The man looked at him with blinking eyes, and he felt a little burned all over, but in the end he remembered that the man was not fully used to this kind of thing, so he took the man and fell on the bed, just lying sideways Lying on the bed, no one will tease anyone.
"I want zero..." He stumbled a little, and the movement of the man turning his face to look at him quietly calmed him down a little, and slowly, his voice no longer hesitated. "Although I want it very much, it's not what it looks like now....I'll wait, so I say Ling, don't like others, just look at me." At the end of his speech, he had a coquettish and self-willed nasal voice , teasing that person to bend his eyes.
The man smiled silently, then pursed his lips, and opened his mouth in embarrassment. "...Gangji is also... the same. From now on, you can't like others, you can only like me. Once I put people in my heart, I will worry too much, and I will be paranoid, so I say..." The man suddenly dragged on The tone, so he also nervously waited for the next words.
"Kyoko is a good girl, but you can only like me. Otherwise..."
She didn't go on, but he subtly understood what happened after that.
— would be crazy.
It would be crazy if those eyes stopped looking at him.As he is, so is she.
No one can live without whoever leaves, but their feelings towards each other are always different from others.
His emotion may have originated from that person, but at this moment it has become something in his flesh and blood, strong and stubborn.
"From today onwards, I only like you and only look at you." He took out the small bottle from his pocket and handed it to the person, "So, please smile at me." He said sorry The three words stuck in my throat, and I couldn't say them after going around for a long time.
The man reached out to take the bottle, shook it, and suddenly turned sideways to stare at him. "Look at it this way..." He held his breath and waited for the words, but that person suddenly came over and kissed him on the face, "If you get on the pirate ship, you won't be able to get off, Mr. Sawada Tsunayoshi."
He couldn't help laughing, and the man laughed along with him. "Anyway, I don't want to come down."
"Oh, I don't care if the water leaks and the ship sinks, I will hold you down together." The man said such a sentence in a relaxed tone, and the smile in the corner of his eyes could not be stopped no matter what.
Looking at her like this, he stared indifferently, then shrugged deliberately. "At that time, I don't know who is dragging whom....But before that, at least you let me enjoy the fun of life, for example..." He raised his eyebrows at that person mischievously.
The man understood his words extremely quickly, his cheeks flushed immediately, and he reacted immediately. "I, you—!"
"Wait, stop, I was wrong...!" It was too late for him to call for help, so in the middle of the night, he could only hug that person with one hand, and rub the cheek that was red from the slap with the other hand bitterly.
When he looked at the face of that person who had already fallen asleep, his mind went over and over again the things from the time the two met. Although he remembered some things vaguely, in the end he felt very clearly what he had in his heart. That emotion, and the person in his arms, is what he has always wanted to cherish and protect.
There is no doubt about that.
"I like you...I didn't lie this time." He whispered in that person's ear.
The author has something to say: =j= Can you tell me what you think about customization... The customization time is currently set in January, about 1.5, and there is a one-month purchase time...By the way, I happened to be on winter vacation at that time [Hello
_(:3」∠)_I’m completely confused about whether I want to open a custom order, whether it’s for a girl or I want to collect it.
=====
Putting the above topics aside, the next chapter is about what will happen to these two people on a date?
The update time is one week anyway, so I also [stop [self-respect]
=====
By the way, it's actually over here, don't forget that there will be a side story...
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