[Tutorial] Self-indulgence

He woke up much earlier than usual this time, but even so, that person should have finished washing at this time.

...should be done too...?

He was a little surprised looking at the person who was still sleeping soundly in his arms, and unconsciously rubbed his face on his chest a few times, suddenly he didn't know what he should do.

After struggling for a few times, he moved his position lightly, and reluctantly pushed that person away from his arms, then shrank out of the bed and put on his clothes softly.

"...Mmm..." After getting dressed, he squatted beside the bed and stared at the person who was still sleeping on the bed with only one eye, but he stared at the person in a daze.

Whether to wake the person up or let the person continue to sleep.These two thoughts kept spinning and entangled in his heart, and when he came back to his senses, he bent down and leaned in front of that person, and his gaze also stopped on that person's lips.

"...!" When he was still a little at a loss, that person suddenly opened his eyes at this moment. The timing was so clever that even he felt that he was trying to steal a kiss just now but was discovered by that person.

He suppressed the tension in his heart, poked the man's cheek with a calm look. "It's time to get up." Inadvertently, his eyes fell on the man's face that was sunken because of his fingers.

Pink cheeks from just waking up make that person look downright cute.

"...Gumm." The man hummed a bit strangely, but he didn't say counterattacking mocking words like before, but pulled the quilt up with both hands to cover his face as if shy.

He looked at the fingers that had retracted because of the man's actions, his heart trembled like a numb sound.

He leaned against the table as if the person had been waiting for him before, his eyes scattered around the person.

It wasn't the first time seeing the man in clothes, but this time it seemed to be a little different.If I had to say what was different, it would be from the time the man got up and put on his clothes, his heart was beating faster and his cheeks were more congested. "... Cough." He coughed a little uncomfortably, and suddenly he didn't know where to place his eyes that were scattered around that person.

At this time, the person sitting by the bed has already dressed and is putting on socks.A pair of legs stretched and kicked in front of his eyes, and then turned straight.

"...Hey, you blushed so much that you could bleed, Mr. Chihan." The man stopped moving his hands, and then looked up at him with a smile that was not a smile.

He subconsciously covered his face with the arm of one hand, "No!" He also glared at the man pretending to be vicious, but it had little effect.

"Hmph~" The man snorted twice, "Don't hide it, I know everything, I just don't say anything."

He couldn't stop thinking about the sudden froze when he heard these words, but the man raised his head and forgot to glance at him, and suddenly kicked his socks off again. "Ah... I don't want to go." He even wanted to take off the clothes he was wearing.

"Woo, suddenly—!" He turned around quickly, but twisted his fingers together awkwardly. "Well...if it's because I was...angry just now..." He was a little uneasy, but he didn't know where to start. He only knew that apologizing first is the best way at this time, but it's a pity that that person doesn't accept this at all.

"I don't want to go, I don't want to." From behind him came the very lazy voice, followed by the sound of his body hitting the bed board with a bang.

He hesitated for a moment, then turned his head slightly. "Are you really not going?"

"...it's the weekend, thank you."

"Huh?!" Hearing this sentence, he turned around without thinking, but turned his head quickly when he saw that the man was only wearing a school uniform jacket loosely. "I'm sorry!" He calmed down for a while, turned his head a little uncertainly, and only looked at the figure of that person out of the corner of his eyes. "……Today's the weekend?"

The man hummed heavily, then turned over again. "Did you forget the year, month and day yesterday because of your dominance? And what's your reaction? Haven't you seen me changing clothes before? Have you forgotten who changed your clothes when you peed your crotch when you were young?" He didn't even need to guess the person who caught him, he knew that the person had completely forgotten his own shy and blushing behavior before.

Looking at the room's whitewashed walls, which were slightly yellowed by the erosion of time, he inadvertently thought of the past.

"... After that, will we still live like this?" He suddenly asked such a sentence, obviously only 15 years old, he said this as if he had gone through vicissitudes.

It was probably because of the pretentiously mature tone in the tone that made the man laugh, and he heard a puff, and then a weight hung on his body, and a head popped out of his shoulders. "In the future, you will get married and have children, right? Ah, first of all, you need to be able to do things that adults can do before you can do the following things." The person who said this was full of teasing slowly in the corners of his eyes.

"...Japan allows 16-year-old girls to marry." He glanced at the man.

The man didn't feel embarrassed, but glanced at him more proudly. "Boys want it. Ah, by the way, in Italy, both men and women want it."

The corner of his mouth suddenly grinned slightly, "In Italy... if a girl is pregnant, you can get married at the age of 16?"

The man obviously choked, and quickly let go of his hand, retreated from him and shrank under the quilt, staring at him with only a pair of eyes.

Seeing that person's movements, he rubbed his nose with his hands in embarrassment, and didn't know where to put his eyes.

On the day when there was no class, they finally discussed and concluded that he went out for a walk and chat with everyone, while that person squatted at home and waited for him to come back.

When he started to go out, he was a little reluctant to just let that person stay at home, but he was completely defeated by that person's words of waiting for him to come back, but he didn't expect that when he came back, what he got was not that person who was lazy and lazy She waved her hand at him on the sofa and said it was back, but her mother asked him with a worried look, "Did you see zero?"

"In the afternoon, the child said that he had to go out for some business, and he would probably be back before lunch, but he hasn't come back yet..." If it were someone else, maybe my mother wouldn't be so worried, but that person always stipulated to come back before going out time, and never too late.Even if the time has to be delayed due to some unexpected events, that person will definitely call back in advance to inform.So now that it was an hour late for dinner, there was no news about that person, which made my mother worried.

He listened to his mother's words and took a breath, only feeling that the air flowed from the nasal cavity to the heart. "...I'll look for it. Maybe it's because I met friends on the road and forgot the time." He said something that he wasn't sure about, but he still tried his best to make his voice sound more believable.

"...Well... That's true," Mom nodded hesitantly, the worry on her face barely dissipated. "Then Gang-jun searched carefully, that child would never do this..." She said, caressing her face with one hand worriedly.

That person would never do that.

Even in case of any emergencies.

The two sentences were rearranged and combined into a new sentence in his mind in a strange way, and the super straightness in his blood was constantly pricking his nerves.

Almost instantly, he was sure that something must have happened to that person.

After coming to such a conclusion, he could no longer calm down. After running out of the house, he wanted to rely on the unusual connection between the two to find each other, but found that the message sent to that person did not receive a response at all.

But it's not like that person deliberately refused, it's more like that person can't respond to him.

He had no other choice but to stop and feel the news of that person carefully, and finally found that the person seemed to have fallen into a deep sleep.

This is a very strange phenomenon.

But if he could feel that movement, he was one step closer to that person, but before he could continue to search, that person was carried on his back by someone and walked towards a certain direction.

He concluded that that direction was his home, and the guy carrying the man also saw him, quickly waved his hand at him, and immediately retracted his hand because of the weight on his back.

"Ah...it's you," he ran over and found that the person carrying Zero turned out to be someone he knew. "Well, I'm..." He was a little at a loss, so after thinking twice, he chose to take over the person from behind.

That person is still very light, or in other words, the weight is still very light in the situation he expected.And after that series of tempering, he was still able to carry that person on his back as easily as at the beginning.

"...Can you carry this guy on your back so easily, can you think about how I felt when I worked so hard to bring her in front of you." A Zhai said something ten years ago, and raped him by the way glance. "Anyway, I won't introduce you after ten years of meeting. By the way, did something happen between you? I just came back from a walk and saw this guy lying in front of my house."

He listened to A Zhai's words and thought about it, but in the end he couldn't come to a conclusion, so he could only shake his head as an answer. "... Anyway, thank you."

"It's okay." A Zhai shrugged, "Generally speaking, when you see a guy lying in front of your house, you either wake him up or drag that guy away from your home."

He was silent for a moment when he heard this, and finally he could only twitch the corners of his mouth and say, "It's really humorous..." He said half of it, but then changed his words. "... No wonder you play so well with her."

"Thank you." This time, A Zhai showed a very sincere smile.

He took over the person who fell asleep for unknown reasons from A Zhai, and after returning home, he made up some stories to get past his mother, and then waited until the day when the inheritance ceremony was about to start, but the person still failed to wake up from his deep sleep .At the same time, Yan Zhen didn't know where he disappeared.

And all he could do was wait.

There were too many unexpected things happened in the inheritance ceremony, and it was also the first time that he didn't face that person together, but faced it alone.It's not quite right to say that, after all his friends are still by his side, even if the person who broke the inheritance pattern is his new friend, Gu Li Yanzhen.

But these things didn't bring him much feeling. He always felt that the past few days had been a bit chaotic. He seemed to ask that person not long ago if he would continue like this. In a blink of an eye, that person couldn't treat him Responding to his words, he fell into a deep sleep that seemed to never wake up again.It seems that he and Yanzhen have not been friends for a few days, Yanzhen appeared in front of him in a different form, with gloomy eyes unlike the cowardly boy he knew well.

He suddenly remembered that he was actually that cowardly.

It's just that after a long time, he actually forgot about it.

He who would only suffer in silence when encountering anything, learned to refuse politely. He who has never been good at speaking knows how to talk to people a little bit, and even he who used to always blush because of that person's teasing, but he didn't know when. He began to say those frivolous things that he didn't even dare to think about.

Time always changes a person gradually in some way, but even Reborn once said that he realized his changes very quickly.

Awakening quickly, changes a lot.

But...if it wasn't for that person, maybe he wouldn't be able to grow so fast as he is now.

Yamamoto was traumatized and admitted to the hospital for observation before the opening of the succession, and the others had to deal with the mess left by the destruction of the succession, and he had all kinds of things to do.For example, the repair of the damaged ring, or the decision on the direction to go, some of these things, he knows, some don't know, but he doesn't want to take care of those things for the time being.

Reborn seemed to know what he was thinking, and he didn't know what method to use to keep those things out, but it was only for one day.

But that's okay too.

He thought this way, and then walked up the stairs as carefully as possible without making any noise, stepped into the room, just leaned against the bed, looked at that person with his head on his arm, held that person's hand with one hand, and Same as before, tell the person about the day's events one by one, but don't care whether the person can hear it or not.

"At the inheritance ceremony, I saw Grandpa Jiudaimu and his guardians. I've always wanted to see him before." He paused, "...but I also met Yanzhen today, ah, the inheritance ceremony was given by Yanzhen. Destroyed. Can't tell whether to be happy or sad."

He stared at the man's peaceful face for a few seconds, then continued. "Sure enough, what Zero said before is correct, Yan is really strange."

He seemed to sigh, but the man remained unresponsive.

He suddenly fell into a kind of silence, and he didn't know what caused it. He suddenly talked about the past. "Ah, do you still remember the first time we met? In a real sense, the kind where we could get in touch with each other." Suddenly, there was a somewhat unspeakable expression on his face. "That... Actually at that time... I lied."

Once you start anything, things will be much easier after that, and the same is true for language.

"At that time, I said something about liking you. In fact, at that time, I..." He hesitated, not knowing what to say next to make that lie clear.

At that time, did you not like it?wrong.

It's just that he didn't like a girl at that time like now, and he liked zero, but just liked the feeling of that person staying by his side, and even liked that person.

At that time, his definition of the type he liked was even what He Zero once said, the type he liked was someone who was as gentle as Kyoko.

Occasionally, in the middle of the night, he secretly fantasized about the scene where he and Kyoko were together.

But since when, he began to realize the existence of zero, and even liked the existence of zero, instead of simply liking for that feeling.

So, he wanted to tell a lie, but he was afraid that he would be abandoned by that person the moment he told the lie.

So this lie was kept longer and longer in his heart, and it was hidden deeper and deeper, until finally it became one with his flesh and blood, untouchable, and in the end he couldn't tell the truth of this lie.

That is the pain that will pull out the bones and blood together.

He was unable to tell the truth until now, or in other words, by now, he had lost the opportunity to defend himself.

"I like you... There is absolutely no falsehood in this sentence." He rested his forehead on the back of the man's hand, hoping to gain the strength to continue speaking. "Even if I told such a stupid lie before, but now I really like Zero...so,"

So what, the tiny wish he wanted to fulfill now, what was it?

"...Wake up quickly."

Even if the feeling of liking that person is not fake, but if we want to trace the source of this feeling, it is still an untenable lie.

He uttered what should have been the most sincere sentence as a lie, and even complacently used it to make another person feel guilty.

——It seems that Zero has liked Tsunayoshi-kun for a long time.

A certain girl's words passed by his ears like the wind, reminding him that in the end he still kept using and enjoying that feeling.

"Why don't you wake up..." He murmured, holding the man's hand tightly with both hands.Besides, he didn't know what to do.

"Well, excuse me..." Suddenly there was a knock on the door and A Zhai's voice, probably because he found that the door was not locked, so A Zhai coughed and slowly opened the door. "About her..." At the moment when he really looked at him, Ah Zhai suddenly fell silent.

He swept over gloomyly, wiped his face very roughly, and wiped the water on his hands casually on his pants. "What do you know?"

"...the guy who is really so helpless to cry after something happened to his girlfriend..." A Zhai didn't answer him first, but looked into his red eyes and sighed. "Hey, forget it. Compared with you ten years later, you have enough conscience."

His brows furrowed inadvertently.

"Okay, don't put on that scary expression, hello." A Zhai came over, condescendingly looking down at him who was kneeling beside the bed, "Using a new trick to watch the flow of time passed by Zero, and then a small area I searched it, and it seems that the one who made Zero become like this is... how to say, a strange boy, it seems to be Zhu... I don't know that person, but I just noticed the guy's name during the investigation. "A Zhai scratched his hair apologetically.

He looked up at A Zhai who was smiling apologetically, then propped himself up and lowered his head to kiss that person's forehead. "wait me back."

Now that he does such a thing, he can prevent people from seeing his shyness.

"Eh? Do you know who that guy is?!" Ah Zhai's voice sounded very unexpected.

He glanced at A Zhai and nodded. "Ah, after a little deliberation, you will know."

But this explanation seems unable to convince A Zhai, she still has a very tangled expression on her face. "It's just a strange thing to say, what can you figure out about a young man named Zhu?!"

He didn't answer, and A Zhai didn't seem to care about the answer, but took a chair from the side and sat down beside the bed. "Anyway, young man, you go to your business, I'll take care of this guy..." At this point, A Zhai paused for a moment, and suddenly sighed. "I'll take care of you."

In the end, she chose these five words as the ending.

As if remembering something again, Ah Zhai added a word at the end. "Although it's unlikely, if necessary, I can go to other worlds like that guy Bai Lan to see if there is any connection to dreams or illusions... Isn't it that dreams connect to another world? Anyway, if it's not possible, You can also try it from this aspect.”

"...Thank you." He said again, and very formally bowed to A Zhai who was sitting on the chair, and then he swallowed the dead air pills and became super dead air Patterns flew out of the windows.

It is the strange Yanzhen who destroys the inheritance style, and beside Yanzhen there is a boy named Kato Juli.Such a weird and simple logic was established in his mind in an instant, and because of the super intuitive effect, he didn't even need doubts.

He always cared more about that person's affairs, but now it came in handy, even though he didn't want to use it in such a situation.

But what he should do, the path he should choose, he still has to fight for it.

Talbo, the gold sculptor of Vongola, used the soul of the animal ring to recast the ring that was destroyed into a personal weapon, so he gained new power, and he walked with his guardian like this. On a road that is intertwined with truth and falsehood.

The truth and falsehood of the story between the original Vengley and the original Simon, and the truth and falsehood of Damon Spedo, he suddenly felt that his battle at this moment was like a decisive battle with the lie in the past.

Just like the first generation of Vengley did not betray his best friend, Yanzhen, who learned the truth and broke away from the control of the ring of the earth, and regained his sanity, also joined him to face Spedo, who has survived in the world for nearly 200 years.

It's also like that even in the end, Pengelie's first generation still regarded Spedo as a companion, and the real reason for Spedo's hiding also surfaced.

In order to make Pengo Li stronger... because the weak are destined to be unable to protect.

And in the end, when Spedo was about to leave this world, he learned the truth that was more unacceptable than any battle.

It was true that Spedo was the one who used illusion to Zero in the first place to trap Zero in a dreamland where he couldn't wake up, but at some point, the dominance was taken away by Zero himself unconsciously.

Unless Zero is willing to wake up, she will sleep like this.

"...If Elena knew, what would she say?" At the end of the speech, Spedo suddenly said such words, as if he was talking to himself, or asking someone.

He looked at Spedo and lowered his eyes. "I have no idea."

As if he couldn't imagine that he would get this answer, Spedo suddenly laughed with all his might. "Nuhahahaha... It's really a straightforward answer, so it's the same for the answer of whether you will wake up or not?" In fact, Spedo's ability to speak is already the limit, but he still asked clearly, as if he wanted to what is the answer.

"Ah, about this." He could feel that his voice and heartbeat were very calm, even though the people around him showed such and such worried expressions, he was still calm. "If Zero can't wake up, then I'll wake you up."

If you can't wake up, let him wake her up.

Just like the person in the past would always wake him up from his deep sleep, but this time the person who woke up a little earlier was