[Tutorial] Self-indulgence

Because my nerves were too tense before and it was rare to change the track of the past with that circle wheel, I just went back to the world ten years ago and fell asleep directly.

And after sleeping for nearly ten hours, when I woke up again, I felt that there seemed to be a subtle change in the way Gang Ji looked at me. ...How should I put it, I feel embarrassed when he looks at me, sometimes I subconsciously turn my head to avoid his gaze, and when I turn my head back, that guy will still look at it with a smile with me.

To put it simply... this guy has become disgusting.

"Speaking of which, this is the first few days of the new semester." He held my hand and led me forward, casually picking up a topic, "I feel like I was in a daze a few days ago. It's over."

He looked back at me, and suddenly took my hand and brought it to his mouth to peck. "Originally, Zero has been at home for several days since he came back."

"...Tch." I silently withdrew my hand and wiped it on the clothes a few times, then he glanced at me and held my hand again, raised it to his mouth and took a bite.I opened my eyes and stared at this guy. I wanted to pull my hand out this time, but it was useless to struggle. In the end, I had to let this guy hold my hand and walk forward while showing a triumphant smile.

When I was about to reach the school gate, I thought I couldn’t let the members of the Disciplinary Committee see it, or I would be beaten, so I pulled out my hand, but this guy actually carried me until he walked into the school gate without letting him go. I free my hand.

Then today I was very sad to watch a group of disciplinary committee members staring at me and Gang Ji walking into the school gate holding hands in such a big way.

"Hey, let me tell you something." The teacher on the podium coughed and glanced at us lazily, "Because of what happened not long ago, some students transferred to our class today, everyone should get along well. Ah." Then, he yelled out the door. "Guri-kun, come in."

I looked at the teacher lazily leaning on the podium with black lines all over my face, and then I turned to look at the door of the classroom together with other students.

As a result, a boy with gloomy eyes came in.

"...that's weird..." I looked at this boy and couldn't help muttering, but Tsuna, who was sitting obliquely in front of me, turned his head and stared at me. "What's wrong…"

He glanced back at the newcomer, then back at me. "I don't think so."

...all I see is a puffed-up idiot, thanks.

I sighed helplessly, stretched out my finger and quietly pointed at the gloomy boy. "Don't you think this kid looks like a person?" Regardless of the boy's gloomy eyes, the cowardly face covered with tape overlapped with the shadow of a certain guy.

He looked back suspiciously, and after about two or three seconds, he looked back at me with a complicated expression and muttered. "It doesn't look like it." After finishing speaking, he turned around and ignored me again.

It seems that this guy also noticed it, but... what kind of way to get angry, kid? !Thinking so in my heart, I don't have the ability to just leave him alone. "Okay, don't be angry, in my heart you are unique in heaven and earth, and you are omnipotent in heaven and earth."

Normally, I would feel that what I said was like coaxing a child, but this guy is very fond of it.

Looking at this guy's obviously joyful face, before I could hit him a few words, I heard the teacher's voice on the podium coming towards us both. "I said the two sticky ones over there, go out and be sticky, I don't know if it's an eyesore."

"The last blind date still failed?" I squinted at the teacher and said with a smile, and then I ate a piece of chalk. "...I'm sorry." I touched my forehead, then picked up the piece of chalk and threw it towards the back of Gangji's head.

As a result, the guy just turned his head in my direction and was poked in the forehead just like that.

So he and I covered our foreheads and grinned, while the teacher on the podium sighed and shook his head. "Hey, this is a woman~"

... I wish you continued failure in your next blind date.

What happened after that was pretty much the same as I thought. After a few days, Tsuna and the boy named Guli Yanzhen became friends, but sometimes when walking home with Tsuna, Yanzhen would be by his side... I really felt like I was walking with two Tsuna-kichi.

But Yanzhen's eyes sometimes really make me feel very wrong.

In addition to feeling gloomy at the first meeting, sometimes there is an obvious struggle and entanglement, just like how to choose only one of two completely opposite things.

At the beginning, I would pay attention to Yanzhen's dynamics from time to time, but after this behavior lasted for two days, I was forced to give up because of Gangji's more sinister gaze. After that, I watched these two people get better and better , I will temporarily put those things aside.

After all, people always have some things and secrets that belong to them. They can't tell others about those things, and they can't make choices easily.

Because of this, I didn't stop Gangji and Yanzhen from seeing each other, and the three still walked together from time to time.

"...Ah, wait a minute." It was the same today, but I remembered something and stopped suddenly, causing the two of them to stop and look at me.

"What's wrong?" Gang Ji asked, before I could answer, he suddenly lowered his head and put his hand on his forehead. "...today is the release day of the new game..."

I looked at him with a moved face, and very solemnly handed the hand that Gang Ji held in my hand to Yan Zhen, then grabbed Yan Zhen's hand, and put Gang Ji's hand on it. "This idiot is temporarily handed over to you, remember to send him home intact."

"Eh?!"

"Wait, Zero!"

The hands of the two of them were separated from each other within half a second, and at the same time, Gang Ji gave me a very merciless look. "Stupid Zero?!"

"...Huh?" I thought to myself that this guy had gained a lot of courage, but I still replied to him with a pleasant smile.

He stared at me for a few seconds, then immediately crouched down with his hands on his head. "Yes, I'm sorry, I dare not, there will never be a next time—!"

[Want to make a fool of yourself in public? ] On the surface, I squatted down and pulled Tsunaki’s face, but secretly said something that only we could hear.

His body trembled violently, he immediately stood up and ran to Yanzhen's side to stand upright. [Please forgive me...]

I stared at him silently for a few seconds, and suddenly I didn't know what happened, so I sighed helplessly. [Really...]

[Children, right... Anyway, I'm not yet an adult. ] He quickly continued what I said, with a very dissatisfied tone, but at the same time he smiled at me.

"I'll wait for you to come back." When he said this sound, I somehow felt that he bit the word very hard, as if he said that he would strip me naked and eat me when I came back.

I tilted my head, ignored Yan Zhen's eyes as if looking at two idiots, and answered Gangji meaningfully. "Okay, wait for me to come back." It's not certain who can eat it.

After watching Tsunayoshi and Yanzhen go away, I went to the drink shop alone to buy a cold drink, but just as I walked out of there, I met a strange boy.

I barely know this person, he was transferred from another school with Guli Yanzhen... a young man called Kato Juli, who seems to speak a little frivolously?Ah, anyway, I didn’t get along formally, so I didn’t know very well, so the one who passed by me didn’t even have the mentality to say hello, but I saw that the other party smiled strangely at the moment they brushed shoulders with me.

I stopped because of this smile, and after thinking about it carefully, I remembered what words should be used to describe that smile.

To sum it up in simple words, it is a malicious smile that can make people feel uncomfortable.

It's a bit similar to the Bai Lan I faced in the world ten years later, but compared to the characteristic of the other party's frivolous smile at all times, that smile makes my hair stand on end.

Also because of this, I couldn't help opening the circle to investigate what happened afterwards, but was surprised to find that there was darkness on the circle.

This is something I haven't encountered since I knew this ability, so I didn't know what to do. After I came out of the white space, I could only stand there frowning, but suddenly I was slapped on the back.

"Yo."

"—Huh?" I was taken aback, and turned around quickly to see a very familiar face. "Ah, it's you."

The man hummed twice and nodded, then took advantage of being a little taller than me and put a hand on my shoulder. "What happened?"

"...In total, we only met back and forth twice, and this time we will also meet for the third time...and think carefully about who caused me to be like this." I looked at the black line on my face The hand on my shoulder didn't push her away. "That's right! I just met you, how many memories do I have before?"

"The topic changed so quickly..." She swallowed silently, took off her hand and pointed in a certain direction. "Go over there and talk."

I nodded and agreed, then walked behind her and followed her to the open space at the corner of Bingsheng Street.

When she got here, she took the lead in finding a place to sit down, and then patted the position opposite her to remind me to sit down. "Come on, sit here and talk slowly." Her smiling appearance was very similar to that man's, but it reminded me of the business.

"Let's not talk about other things now, A Zhai." I didn't care whether the floor was dirty or not, and sat directly opposite her. "Something happened to me just now, it would be great if you could help me." I took a breath and continued, "Because something happened just now, I looked at the circle, but it changed very strangely. Into a black mist."

She reached out to block my words, "That is to say, your vision was blocked by someone with the fog attribute."

"Wait what are you talking about?" For the first time, I found her words so difficult to understand.

She sighed slowly and shook her head. "Sure enough, the IQ of a woman in love will be gnawed off." She stretched out a finger and drew a circle on the ground, "To put it simply, your ability is like this circle. From the beginning to the end, you follow the trajectory I drew. I'll know."

I nodded and looked at the place where she accidentally strayed into the circle because she was too casual.

"But what about this?" She scribbled all the circles with her hands, and now she couldn't see where she was wrong before. "Can't you see it? Although I only received the information about ten years later, I have been studying your ability since I found out about it...but I know about your ability ten years later. There are too many."

I was silent for a moment before opening my mouth, "Probably... because we are close friends." As I spoke, I looked up at her, and found that she also looked up at me.

"Yeah... Only if you believe in me, can you let me know so clearly." She muttered, then shook her head. "Let's not talk about this for now. Let's continue with the previous one... Simply put, it is that you may have encountered something that caused you to not be able to fully see the future or that some things that happened in the future are a bit unexpected..."

I listened to her explanation and thought about it but felt that the first one was more likely to happen.

"Let's not talk about this... What about you in ten years' time, do you know the situation?" Generally speaking, I don't know, so I didn't have much expectation when I asked, I just thought I had to ask.

She shrugged after listening, "Dead. Died of some kind of heart disease. It seems to be a disease that will be checked out after a while. Anyway, it's good to be cured. If it's not good, I can live ten years."

I can only be silent, but she is not on the body. "Okay, it's time for you to go back. I live alone now, and I don't bother to go to school, so if I have nothing to do, come to me or I will go to you?" She stood up and pulled me off the ground stand up. "My home is here, but I usually have nothing to do and cover it with fog attribute flames..."

She glanced back, and the scenery behind her was distorted for a moment, and then immediately returned to its previous calm.

I didn't know what to say, so I nodded dumbly in agreement, and then walked back to Gangji's house in a daze.

When I was going to sleep at night, I suddenly found that the reborn who was originally on the hammock in this room had gone somewhere, and there was only one of the two quilts on the original bed.Although it was a little strange, but I didn't care too much, after all, I was not afraid of being robbed of the quilt if I covered him with a quilt.

It would be better to say that I was worried that I would grab the quilt and cause him to be alone on the bed.

"Zero?" Tsunaki, who didn't know what she was doing after eating, appeared at this moment, her brown eyes shone inexplicably in the dark environment at the moment, making it hard to look away.

I curled up on the bed and nodded. "What's wrong?"

He seemed to smile subtly, but he didn't speak when he walked to the bed.

So I felt strange and had no choice but to look up at him, but he suddenly pushed me down on the bed. "Huh?"

"... Soon it will be Vongola's succession?" He muttered, and then pressed my whole body under his body.

I immediately thought of a certain sentence I said before, so I had to fight with him, trying to get past him. "That's not very good... No, no, no, on the other hand it's not good..." Ren Shi, who can usually tell black and white, can't help me at this moment.

He suddenly chuckled and rubbed my face with the tip of his nose. "Obviously he was very good at talking before."

"...Shut up, shut up." I was a little annoyed, but in the end it all turned into a blush on my face. "It's so tiring pressing me down."

Today I can be considered to understand his changes in the real sense,...compared to before, his skin is thicker.

"...if you feel tired..." He read a sentence, and suddenly I felt the world turned upside down. "Then Zero will be on top of me." He hugged me and rolled over, he put himself underneath and let me be on top of him.

I was a little scared by his behavior just now, but after a while, I was really annoyed, so I just sat on his crotch and glared at him with glaring eyes. "If you want to play, I will accompany you to the end?"

"Oh..." According to the past, he should soon lose the wind and even ask for forgiveness, but this time he just let out a light oh, lying there as if waiting for my next step.

I froze there for a moment not knowing what to do. "...You are too..." I passed those words in my mouth again, but I didn't know what I was talking about. In terms of shamelessness, I might be worse than him. In terms of boldness, all my previous behaviors I don't know how much bolder he is.

"I said, Zero..." He sighed flickeringly, turned his face and glanced at me from the corner of his eye. "Can't you feel it?"

"Eh?... Mmm," I blushed instantly, and quickly lay down on his body without daring to move.

In fact, if I could, I'd like to get off him, but his hands didn't give me this chance at all.

"...That, Tsunayoshi." For the first time, I felt a little embarrassed to say those words. "A... reaction or something... You're only about 15 years old, right?"

He hugged me without moving, but suddenly smiled when he heard my words. "Who was it before the fourteen or fifteen-year-old? Want me to remind you?"

"I'm sorry I was wrong..." If conditions permit, I even want to cover my face with my hands, but the situation does not allow, so I can only bury my face in his neck.

"...Obviously you were very excited before?" He seemed to be complaining when he said this, but he didn't listen carefully.

I pouted a bit dissatisfied, and then poked his stomach with my fingertips, "The situation is different...and the relationship between then and now is also different." As soon as I poked, I remembered the current situation , So I had to forcibly stretch out my hand and touch my nose. "Don't you feel that you have to attack a teenager who is only about 15 years old...do you feel super guilty? Sometimes I really feel like a sinner."

Having said that, I had a lot of fun before.

"But you obviously had a good time before Zero?" As if seeing through my mind, Tsuna quickly answered this sentence and choked me half to death.

I held it back for about ten seconds, and finally I had no choice but to forcefully stare at him, "...Are you blaming me?!"

"Ah... no." Compared with my strange grinning face, he seemed very calm.

I just nodded, "Very good."

"Yeah." He also nodded, and then rolled over while hugging me, and we fell into the position of sleeping on the bed facing each other. "Because I'm not ready... so I don't do anything."

I glanced under the quilt with my eyes, and watched him raise his eyebrows again.

He slapped my face with one hand, and his voice sounded a bit gritted, "As long as you don't think about anything after zero, and do something else, you'll be fine."

I nodded immediately, wishing I could swear to the sky.

"...Haha," suddenly, I heard his sigh. "When will Zero be ready?"

"..." I wanted to look up at him, but he blocked all my sight with his hands. In the end, I could only suppress the emotions surging in my heart and lean against his chest quietly.

"By the way, you don't know what to do in the morning, right?" After a period of silence, I suddenly remembered something and couldn't help asking.

He who had already closed his eyes and was about to fall asleep suddenly opened them, and stared at me helplessly. "Yes, what's the matter?"

I shrunk my neck subconsciously, and smiled at him, "Just... just curious. Is it okay to be 15 years old, and I will... that in the morning? Why?"

He stared at me for a long time, and finally turned his back on me and said, "How do I know!"

I stared at the back of his head very sadly, and finally fell asleep while maintaining a sad mood.