[Tutorial] Self-indulgence

He didn't know what kind of psychology he took that person away from the woman who suddenly appeared, but he just thought that if he didn't do this, he might hear things that he didn't even dare to think about.

Maybe it was more because he was afraid.

He looked at the person surrounded by the wall, with a faint smile on his lips. "I definitely didn't say that." He looked at the man's puzzled expression after hearing this, and stretched out his hand to rub the man's face with the pulp of his thumb.

He could clearly feel the real temperature and touch of that person from his fingers, not the coldness of the air.

"Although I have never said it, I have always been afraid." When he said these words, his tone was not as gloomy as he imagined, but as light as if he had been relieved from something. "Zero always looks like he can do a lot of things, but I'm just a good-for-nothing."

The man opened his mouth and seemed to want to say something, but in the end he didn't say anything, but a word "Chuan" was formed between his brows, and he lowered his eyes and stopped looking at him.

He didn't care that much, but quietly stared at the man's face, and put his hands on the wall. "I have always, always been incompetent... I like Zero Queen, and the emotion I feel the most every day is not the joy of being together, but the anxiety and fear hidden deep in my heart."

Someone once told them that if they don't speak out their inner thoughts well, what will happen in the end must be a tragic ending.

He thought that the so-called inner thoughts were only aimed at that person. After all, many times he was always confused about what that person was thinking, and there were times when two people had such an invincible intimate relationship. Words express it, but in reality it is not.

"Zero, I'm really scared..." He whispered, and the hand hanging by his side unconsciously clenched into a fist.

The man looked up at him, his eyes filled with uneasiness. "This kind of thing..." the man murmured, but there was no follow-up.

As if he didn't want to see himself in that person's eyes, he hugged that person in his arms violently, but that person didn't struggle, but leaned his head on his shoulder meekly. "For me, Zero is really great." The warmth drawn from others is always reluctant to part, so as long as he thinks that leaving will bring more cold, he doesn't want to let go even more. "...That's why I'm always afraid and anxious all day long, but," the future that the woman said just now seemed to echo in his ears, "I have always cherished you so carefully, why am I still Let Zero die?!"

His words were full of unwillingness and indignation, but what remained the most was despair.

The woman said it was all because of Tsunayoshi Sawada——

He who cherished that person so much was the reason for that person's tragic death in the end.

This kind of thing made him feel unimaginable no matter what, but the woman told him that it did happen.

"...Probably... because you care too much?" The man murmured softly, pushed him away a little, and raised his head to look at him. "Maybe I don't care anymore."

"That's not it!" He retorted excitedly, clasping the man's shoulders tightly with both hands. "Why don't you understand? Whether it's ten years ago or this strange world ten years later, even if I'm afraid of those unknown things, I still put you in the most important position. I...I It is clear that I value you so much..." At the end, his voice seemed to be tinged with tears. "Why don't you understand, or..." He looked at that person, the color in his eyes was suddenly stained with black. "Should I break your leg, or make you unable to think about those things... so that you can be beside me quietly...?" His eyes locked on that person, and he could even see that person clearly His pupils reflected himself as if stepping into darkness.

After saying such words, he realized that when he said those words, he was calmly thinking about how to break that person's legs like tearing off a bird's wings, and let that person Man has nothing to rely on but him.

He thought, maybe a long time ago, he had such an idea.

Even though he knew it was wrong, he was still unable to extricate himself like being forced to become addicted. In the end, the only thing he could do was to hide those thoughts deeply so that no one would find out.

He believed that that person also felt such emotions, but that person just looked at him calmly, and then twitched the corners of his mouth emotionlessly. "...Then why don't you understand?"

"Eh...? What is Zero talking about?" He suddenly couldn't understand what the person was asking, so he could only retort dryly. "The person who obviously always leaves me behind and makes me fear all the time..."

The man suddenly smiled at him and looked at him with burning eyes. "Then what about you?" That person's calmness seemed to be only for a moment, and after finishing speaking, Ling's eyes suddenly burst into tears. "I'm afraid too! You're not the only one who's always been afraid! Why don't you understand? Can you understand how scared I was at that time?!... If you hadn't left Jingzi and came to me , if you hesitate again...even I am still afraid of death!" The man wept softly, his beautiful eyes filled with tears. "I don't have the confidence that you will definitely come to me...why don't you understand?"

That person burst out suddenly, and it was the first time he saw such a hysterical appearance. "I can do anything... What can I do? When facing death, no one can do anything..." The man's eyes were no longer calm, but palpable panic. "I don't know when I will no longer be able to go forward with you, I don't know when I will be left alone, I don't know when I will be tired of you and discarded! Do you value you as much as I do? Pay attention to me, I'm not sure about this kind of thing..."

He stood in front of Zero, speechless.

Actually it's the same.

Just as he was afraid that that person would leave, that person was also afraid that he would become alone when he didn't know it, and even passed death several times because he was always too slow.

There are friends, relatives and people who admire him around him, and he is the only one around him.

Only now did he understand the meaning of what that person said to him at that time.

—How dull, he.

Looking at the man crying softly, he couldn't help but put his hand on the man's chin. "I..." He put that hand on the man's shoulder tentatively, and after confirming that the man did not resist, he boldly put the other hand around the man's waist, and then carefully shortened the distance between the two .

The man moved his body uneasily but was held down by him with one hand. He leaned over and rubbed the tip of his nose with the man, looking at each other very seriously. "It's okay... don't hide anymore."

Even now, he could still feel that person's body trembling slightly due to anxiety.

So he had no choice but to distance himself from that person a little bit, and looked at that person seriously with somewhat uneasy eyes. "... Can you feel this way, this mood." He moved his hand on the man's shoulder slightly up, and then with a slight trembling of expectation, he put his hand on the man's cheek. "I like you."

He rubbed the corner of the man's eyes with his hand, letting the water droplets on it slide down his fingertips, then slowly put his hand into the man's black hair, and finally clasped the back of the man's head and pushed forward slightly.

From his hands and the body that was tightly pressed through the clothes, he could absorb the warmth of that person, and at the same time, he could feel the imperceptible trembling.

So when the distance between the two was getting closer and was about to be reduced to zero, he hesitated a little, but when he saw himself with a cautious expression appearing in the pupils of that person, the timidity that suddenly jumped out disappeared.

This is what he likes and has always regarded as the most important person.It is also the person who has been by his side since the meeting place.

He likes her, and this feeling does not need more things to decorate.

When he touched the man's soft lips, he had the illusion that he was kissing flower petals.

This was completely different from the feeling when he was kissed by Zero on the cheek or on the lips of Zero before. The soft touch on those lips even made him feel like the girl he was facing needed to be treated with care.

Obviously he used to always think that that person could live alone without anyone's protection, but now he suddenly found that that person always wanted someone to go forward hand in hand with her.

And that's what he's always wanted.

Two people are clearly longing for the same thing, but what they say and do always run counter to each other.

After finishing this short kiss, he watched the person's blushing cheeks blushing inadvertently, but he couldn't help being angry with himself in his heart.The kiss didn't even last three seconds, but it made him blush and heartbeat for a long, long time.

On the other hand, that person, after the short kisses, looked at him innocently with blinking eyes. Only the blush on his cheeks could prove that that person was as shy as he was. "Speaking of..." The corner of the man's eyes twitched when he spoke, he was a fox who was only scheming. "Before, Tsunaji-kun said that he had been thinking about kissing?" Immediately afterwards, that person showed a creepy smile just as he had thought. "—Good h."

The teasing in that tone didn't need him to think about it at all.

He was a little annoyed, obviously he was still a little inferior and worried, but that person was able to joke like this, and the contrast made him really angry. "...Wh, what!" He angrily pinched that person's face as revenge, but there was nothing else he could do.

He took a step forward, and stretched out his hand to embrace the man in his arms again. When he stared carefully at the man's eyes, he suddenly understood.

In fact, both of them feel the same way.

"Zero," he looked at the man's black eyes with shining dots, and lowered his head against the man's forehead. "Hey, zero...be more confident."

This sentence was often said to him by that person, but this time he said it to that person.

He still remembered the soft tone of voice the man had said it in, and how powerful it had been for him.

But when the man heard this, he suddenly leaned back, and he didn't care about the dull sound of hitting the back of his head against the wall. Instead, he glared at him with a face full of anger that was seen through, and then pushed him away fiercely. , and immediately slapped him across the face. "What does my business have to do with you?!"

He was a little stunned when he was beaten, but then he covered his face when he was beaten, thinking that it really hurt, he must have been red from the beating, but he didn't feel angry or wronged at all.

Rather, he had already predicted the result when he said this sentence.

"Tsk,... bastard." The man muttered embarrassingly, frowned and ran away from him, leaving him standing there alone.

After a while he let out a sigh. "What... all of a sudden." As he said this, he couldn't help but smirked and rubbed his cheek with his hands, and looked in the direction that the person left with a somewhat helpless expression.

The author has something to say: Let's kiss each other. This time, the nest is very serious and let the two kiss each other w

In fact, I didn't even want to play BE here once, but HE! 【Hello

So after that, I can sticky and fight around Oye! 【self-weight

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Tomorrow No.30 will not be updated, and there will probably be no one on the 30st. No.3 will leave school and have to take a [-]-hour train, so..._(:[-]」∠)_