[Tutorial] Self-indulgence

After I ran to the room with an anxious face, I fell on the bed and rolled over and over again. After I calmed down a little, I realized that I had been punctured because of something in my mind... I slapped him mercilessly.

"...Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhable..." I still can't stop blushing.

Logically speaking, this is not the first time to kiss, why are you so tangled up——

I was so entangled, and within 10 minutes, the voices of Gangji and that woman came from the door.

"Do you think I won't be kicked out by Zero if I just go in like this?" Gang Ji's anxious voice came, and I froze all over, then quickly got out of the quilt and sat on the edge of the bed, brushing my hair a few times.

I don't know how to kick, so it's right to come in quickly.

"Well, I will definitely do it, so you should give up, boy." I knew it was the woman's teasing tone, but when I thought about it, this guy seriously said the value of hatred for Gangji before, I……

I suddenly want to rush out, it's so sad, I also want to survive as a cool and noble character who has finally been chased by someone...

"Haha... Anyway, that's it." I sighed, stood up from the bed and prepared to walk over to open the door. "Hey," unexpectedly, as soon as I opened the door, Tsuna raised half of her face with redness and swollen and raised a hand to knock on the door.

I looked at him for a few seconds, and at the same time took a step back and turned my head away without speaking.

But this time he spoke first. "Zero...wouldn't you still be...angry?" He leaned over and poked my shoulder with his finger, then took his hand back just as I was about to react.

"Angry...not really." I turned my head a little embarrassed, this was probably the first time I was a little embarrassed when speaking to him. "Anyway, it's nothing, just at the very beginning..." Hearing that sentence at the beginning, he just felt a little embarrassed, but later on, he felt that what he did was really too much.

After kissing my boyfriend, I'm probably the only guy who slaps someone because he was pointed out and angry.

The more I thought about it, the more I felt a little annoyed, so I just waved my hand casually at Gangji, "Ah, that's it anyway, you go to training." After saying that, I retreated into the door and prepared to close it.

Unexpectedly, this guy Gang Ji suddenly fell on my feet, and grabbed my waist with both hands. "No, no, no! If Zero is still angry, you can treat me any way you want, just don't ignore me, hey..."

I was frightened by his action for a few seconds, and then I quickly looked up at the person who was standing next to Tsunaji before. The guy reacted quickly after making eye contact with me and turned his head, making a look like he didn't care about anything. It looks like I didn't see it.Although it is [-]% fake that way, but I don't care so much now.

"Hey, boy, hello." I yelled and kicked him with my legs. "Let go, someone is watching, no... don't do this even if no one is watching, where is your dignity?" I stared at Gangji with a big head, but Gangji hugged me even tighter. waist.

"If you don't forgive me, I won't let go! Zero used to say that if you can't make your lover happy, the dignity of a man can only let yourself suffer from the northwest wind!" At this time, Tsunaki didn't know what memory I used to say to him indiscriminately. If you don't, and you're putting on a very serious look, it makes my stomach hurt. "I didn't mean it before, I just thought, no, ugh... I don't know how to say those things."

Looking at him like that, I could only sigh.

It would be a big deal if Gangji could say some sweet words,... No, it's hard to say what will happen in the future, at least this guy, Gangji, doesn't talk sweet words now, and he can't even say anything that is even slightly touching.

"Okay, I know. Besides, I'm not angry with you," I helplessly broke his hands apart, and then lifted him up from the ground, "It's really... so shameless to squat on the ground all of a sudden. It’s not like that.” Looking at Tsunaki’s pitiful bear-like face, I just felt a stomach twitch. "Even if the strong girl is afraid of pestering her husband, it's not your trick."

Gang Jicai's miserable face suddenly appeared again, as if he was ready to pester him again at any moment.

I looked at him and deeply felt whether I should kick this guy to a certain position to make him calm down, but before I could do or say something, Tsuna suddenly grabbed my hand, and his face immediately turned pale. Something was wrong, but it was quickly adjusted. "...Although I want to ask a little bit," he muttered, "but I'll talk about that later."

"What?" I was taken aback for a moment, and suddenly realized that he was talking about the ring I was wearing, the ring that Shota-kun forced me to put on ten years later in this world. "Then... let's talk about it later." I pretended to cough and pulled my hand out of his hand.

He looked at the palm of his hand, and then threw himself on me. "The zero mood is not bad, is it?"

"..." No, right now I just feel that you are so annoying, Gangji. "No, are you relieved?"

"Well, tell me anything in the future, as long as Zero wants to tell me, I will listen. Also, I will be by Zero's side in the future," Tsuna Yoshi seemed to have flowers around him when he said this, saying To be honest...it's kind of stupid.

"Oh, I can't stand it anymore." A Zhai who was standing by without any movement rushed over and pulled Gangji away from me, "Young man, can you do this kind of flirting in front of a broken-hearted person? Is it a matter of cursing?! Your role setting has been subverted, believe it or not, if you continue, I will destroy the world!"

Tsunayoshi and I froze at the same time, but because of these words, Tsunayoshi finally let me go.

I looked at A Zhai, and simply pointed behind me. "Then what, it happens that Jingzi and Xiaochun haven't come back yet, so let's come and sort things out first?"

Ten years later, A Zhai raised her eyebrows, and then stepped in, and I followed behind her, led Gang Ji, and walked in together, then locked the door behind me.

Gang Ji and I sat next to each other by the bed, while A Zhai, who was ten years later, sat on the chair with his head in his hands and watched us without saying a word, as if he was waiting for my question.

"About what you said before..." I scratched my head, "To tell you the truth, I only met you three times including this time... no, four times." I said while wringing my fingers. "Except for this time, not long ago, when I was in the world ten years ago, I met you and a boy just as I was about to go out, and then you reminded me to pay attention. And the second time... Tsunaki, you should still remember, yes I have to buy a newly released game for Chinese New Year.” Speaking of this, I was quite dissatisfied, the game I bought that time was destroyed by Lanbo not long after. "The first time..."

I stared at the person sitting across from me with blank eyes who was thinking nothing, "It should be before you died, and I also had a car accident after that before I came here and met Tsunayoshi. ... That's right. Bar."

Every time I said a word, I raised one of my fingers, but Gang Ji's face suddenly turned pale when I said the last sentence.

Gang Ji turned his head to look at me and opened his mouth, finally lowered his head in frustration, just shook his head and didn't speak, but I could only reach out and hold his hand.

And the woman sitting across from me sneered, "Ha, you can remember much earlier than yourself ten years later."

Now that she mentions ten years later, I can't help but ask another question. "Also, what you said before... about me ten years later. Although it's a bit strange to say it myself, when I came to this world ten years later, it happened to be in front of my tombstone..." Tsunaki said at this moment Clenching my hand tightly, I could only stop talking first, and stretched out my hand to pat the top of Tsunaki's head as a comfort. "...The name written on the tombstone is not Sawada, is it?"

Ten years later, there was no surprise on A Zhai's face, on the contrary, there was something that he knew a long time ago. Instead, Tsuna's eyes widened, and his face was full of disbelief.

I was a little hesitant to say what to say next, but after thinking about it, I still said it. "The name on that tombstone is Sesaki, Sesaki Yuki. In other words..." I looked at Tsunayoshi. "You understand."

"...Mmm." Gang Ji nodded a little decadently, with a hint of unwillingness in his expression.

This is probably only me and him know the meaning of this.

But because of this, I am even more confused by what this man told me ten years later, and what I saw with my own eyes.

"I don't really understand." Ten years later, A Zhai finally spoke, "But there is one thing, the things I said happened in reality....It was probably during college, because we have similar hobbies, so even if It is because of different majors that I gradually became familiar with each other, and because of that guy, I also heard about you."

Gangji and I looked at each other, and we both calmed down and listened to her.

"At first, when I occasionally saw this person's attitude towards you ten years later, I felt a little wrong," she pointed to Gang Ji. "But then I finally found out something was wrong.... It should be said that he cared too much about you or felt insecure. As long as you stay a little away from his sight, he will use various means to trap you next time."

I was taken aback by what she said, and suddenly remembered the words that Gang Ji had said to me before so that I could never leave her again.

"But there is one thing I didn't understand, so I asked you later. As a result..." She raised her eyes and glanced at me, with a smile on her lips. "I asked you why he didn't resist you so much, but you said something like I can understand Tsunaji-kun's mood, and said that it's okay. Hmph, it's nothing."

I wanted to say something, but in the end I could only be silent.

I can't guess what my mood will be ten years later, but I can understand it when I say these words.Because we are people who have been together for so long, I don't want to create too much estrangement, and it is probably because I like Tsunayoshi so much.

To put it bluntly, as long as a guy like me is unwilling, it is difficult to be motivated and restrained, and vice versa, because it is voluntary, so being treated like this is within the range of tolerance.

"...We still had some contacts after that, and then, about three years ago, you..." She hesitated a bit when she said this, "Your son was born, he is very beautiful, and his eyes are dark like yours." When she said this There are some strange expressions on the face, which made me feel even more strange after hearing this.

Leaving aside the strange feeling I felt when I heard that I had a son seven years later, just the expression on her face when she said this sentence made me feel bad enough.

[Zero... I think there seems to be something going on next. ] Gangji's slightly hesitant words suddenly sounded, I froze for a moment and then nodded.

Even Tsuna has this feeling, so the next thing is probably not very good. [Maybe it’s a plot to send the child away from the old mother, hahaha... this kind of thing happens occasionally, like possessiveness or something. ] I tried my best to speak in a relaxed tone, but the more I couldn't let go of the bad feeling in my heart.

[...I hope. ]

What he said had no confidence, which echoed the uneasiness in my heart.

"Then..." The woman ten years later hesitated rarely, as if she was afraid that what she said would become a sharp knife that hurt someone. "The child was about seven or eight months old... got a high fever... go, go."

At this moment, I almost felt that it was difficult to breathe, but I suddenly thought of something and immediately turned my head to look at Tsunaki.His complexion became very bad, and he couldn't stop trembling. "...it's okay, no matter what, it has nothing to do with you." I looked at Gangji and squeezed his hand tightly.

He always blames himself for many things, so this time probably also...

Gangji nodded in a muffled voice, but ten years later, A Zhai suddenly laughed, looking at Gangji with cold eyes like a poisonous snake hiding in the grass and aiming at its prey, "It's that sentence again." She rushed He looked at me and smiled with my eyes bent, but this appearance made people feel a little helpless. "At that time... I was partly responsible, but I pulled you away," she gritted her teeth. "When I saw it, the child had been dead for more than six days, and there was a faint smell of decay on his body...Uh, but you still hugged him. I pulled him over and you wanted to hug him back, even making me accidentally I bumped my head, and my head was bleeding, and I was just thinking about how you have so much strength."

I twitched the corners of my mouth, not knowing whether to laugh or cry.

"Hey, Sawada Tsunayoshi. Do you know?" The man looked at Tsunayoshi and pointed at him. "At that time, I couldn't help but say that at least you need to know about this matter. It's not enough just because she is in pain. But this idiot said that if you know about this matter, it will be painful so I can't let you know," Tsuna Ji-kun has been It's all painful, so at least he can't make him more painful because of these things'. You haven't seen her in about a month when she said that? Ah, anyway, I don't understand what's going on between you, But...even I can feel this guy's pain, but you...should I turn a blind eye to it or not at all...hmph."

She was talking alone, and we both listened quietly.

I don't know what Tsuna is thinking now, but I can probably understand my feelings at that time.And my current mood, I also understand, or there is no clearer time than now. "Gangji, it has nothing to do with you."

Originally, it had nothing to do with the boy beside me. Whether these things were sad or resentful, they had nothing to do with him.And I, who listened to these, couldn't feel the pain that I felt, which made it even more irrelevant to him.

Gang Ji watched me muttering, and finally lowered my head deeply, shaking my shoulders, and then the dark-colored jeans were stained by dripping water.

"You also said at the time, 'It has nothing to do with Tsunayoshi-kun.'—I really don't understand." Ten years later, the person raised his head as if laughing at this sentence, and then held his head in his hands as before , eyes still looking at me. "Then ten years later, you used that strange ability, combined with my ability, to turn this matter into a secret that no one will know until you die. But it didn't take long. In the spring of the next year, you He just passed away due to a sudden illness. Not many people know about this matter, and even if they know about it...you probably hide it from them because it is not suitable for you to tell about it. If you want me to say, your death is not too difficult What I understand is that although it was winter at the time, the place you were in was almost like summer, probably because you were infected with some kind of virus because you hugged the baby who had died for so long in that situation. Besides, you I had depression at that time, so it was... expected that I would die like this."

I can't say what to say.

I don’t know if it’s the remorse and sadness spreading from the bottom of Tsunaki’s heart that filled my heart, or it’s because I can’t accept that this unimaginable thing just happened to me. The only thing I can feel is My heart was empty, and I felt unspeakable pain.

"—Eh?!" Just as that emotion was growing stronger, I found that the ring on the middle finger that was forcibly put on suddenly burst into a cloud attribute flame.

"What's going on?" I looked at the ring and couldn't figure it out. Gang Ji was also distracted by my sound and looked at the ring on his finger, showing puzzlement. Ten years later, A Zhai's face also showed The puzzled look made me even more puzzled.

But also because of this, the feelings that spread before just dissipated.But when this feeling disappeared, the flame on the ring also went out.

...Could it be that this flame is ignited according to the ups and downs of my mood?

"Speaking of which, what is my attribute?" I sighed, not really looking forward to the answer.

But ten years later, A Zhai continued, "Dual attributes, fog and rain. . . . I really disappointed you, it wasn't Lan and Lei."

The regret I was about to say was so blocked by her that I really couldn't express it, so I had to change the subject with some embarrassment. "Speaking of which, when the ring was ignited before, my mood fluctuated a lot... Or because I was facing danger... eh?"

I suddenly thought of a possibility. "Do you think this ring will ignite a flame based on my ups and downs?" I said as I wanted to pull it off my hand, but I didn't expect it to come off after several times. While looking at it, I reached out to help, it hurt me, and I didn't watch the ring come off my hand for a few minutes.

I grabbed Tsunaki's hand and had to stop tearfully. "What should I do? If I can't take it off, don't I have to live the rest of my life with the proposal ring forced by others!"

"Huh? Hey?! No, no!" Gang Ji's reaction was stronger than mine, but he didn't dare to forcefully tear it off, so he could only stare at the ring.

"If you can't get it off, don't take it for now. Although I can't figure out why this flame is not your attribute but a cloud attribute flame with value-added characteristics, but as long as the activation source of this flame runs out of life, this thing should also be able to get it." Come down." Ten years later, A Zhai said it easily, but my heart twitched when I heard it.

I have a feeling... the other end of this ring is the ten-year-old Shota-kun who gave me the ring, and what this ring needs to ignite is a strong ups and downs of my mood, exactly like it is going to burn when I am in danger same setting.

Giving me this ring is like protecting me with your life.

Thinking of this, I suddenly felt that something was wrong all over my body. I just wanted to take off this ring but felt that someone had dug a hole in my heart.

But Gang Ji suddenly held my hand back, and said to me just like what I said to him before, "It's okay.... I'm here."

"...Believe it or not, it's another slap." I looked at him with eyes like dead fish, and I had to admit that I was poked in the center by him again.

He suddenly showed that pitiful look, and then put on a timid look and poked my waist with his fingertips.

I was dumbfounded by his behavior, so I reached out and grabbed his paw. "Don't make trouble. By the way, according to what you said, the me ten years later should indeed die, but what I saw at that time was indeed the me ten years later, and my name was Sezaki Yuki?"

Ten years later, A Zhai shook his head. "I don't know, you were all turned into a pile of ashes at that time, even if you want to be resurrected, it is difficult....But I remember seeing someone who looks exactly like you." When she said this, her face wrinkled inadvertently. group. "At that time, I happened to meet him and wanted to talk to him, but he stopped abruptly when he glanced over at me... Tsk, I still remember that look in my eyes."

[I think...] I thought about my words, [That person is probably me. ]

[… I think so too. ] Gang Ji also came to the same conclusion as I heard.

I looked down at the ring on my hand, but thought of what the woman said ten years later. [We must have thought of the same thing. ]

[Hmm... But, I will definitely not let this kind of thing happen again. ]

[I know. ]

Just like what that woman said to give Tsuna and I a chance, all I can give him now is complete trust.

In the final analysis, many things may be caused by lack of self-confidence and inability to fully trust.

It's not that I don't care, or that I don't care enough, but that no matter how much I care, there is no relative confidence to support it, which leads to many things that are clearly explained in words but cannot be expressed, so I stand still.

Send Gangji back to the training room, express his condolences for his upcoming unilateral beating, and then walk back to the medical room with A Zhai ten years later.

"That's right." As I was walking, I suddenly remembered something. "About the first time we met..."

She groaned, her face full of indifference. "Actually, it's the result of committing suicide for love and love when I was young. I don't know how to come here. Hey, anyway, I can't figure it out. I don't know if I caused you or you brought me here."

…From what the woman said at the time, I guess I dragged this person along, and it was because of this person that I took a completely different path from my original path.

Walking to the door of the medical room, I looked back at her. "What are your plans next?"

"Anyway, I'm here to look for you. It doesn't matter if I vote occasionally. I'll come to play with you when I have nothing to do. I won't lose to you in this game, bastard, or I'm sorry for my name." She said and barked at me Ya, "...well, what, the other ten years later you asked me to bring you a sentence, just... say that you and that guy Tsunayoshi are very good together." When she said this, the expression on her face It's a bit weird, and the speech has become hesitant.

I thought about it and couldn't figure out who she said I would be in another ten years, so I nodded in agreement. "Well, I see." Being with Tsunaki was originally a good thing for me.

It's just because there were too many things before... Ah, let's not mention this for now.

"Ah! Also, take a good rest, you are always good at taking care of others but you are messing with yourself." This guy said this to me with a serious face, which made me somewhat flustered.

I thought about it, and answered her seriously. "Thank you, and what's more...Although we haven't known each other for a long time, it's my luck to be able to make friends with you ten years later. Let's become friends when we go back."

She froze for a moment, but couldn't help but cry. "...What, the same words as before I died..." She took a deep breath, turned her head and ran away, leaving me alone to look at the empty passageway, facing the space that no one had in the medical room.

Collom, who was rescued before, was not in the same room as me because of his poor condition, and I was injured when I first arrived and hadn’t recovered yet. This medical room can almost be regarded as my personal room.

But if you stay for a long time, it will still be boring.

So the next day, I couldn't go to the training room to watch the scene where Tsuna was beaten. I didn't know where to go, but I happened to come to the special training when I was wandering all the way, squatting in the library to study the system c. a. i's prison temple.

Looking at the prison temple scratching its ears and cheeks, I suddenly knew what I should do.

So I walked straight in and startled him. "Hello?! Why are you so sudden?!"

"...Why is it the tone of Scuvaro?" I twitched the corners of my eyes and waved my hand casually. "I felt like I had nothing to do, so I wanted to help."

On the one hand, I want to tell this guy everything to increase the speed, and on the other hand, I am worried that talking too much will make people suspicious.Although I have already made people doubt boundless.

"Hey, it's best for you to recuperate honestly." He Si muttered, and then patted the table. "Don't think I'll admit you so easily!"

"Yes, yes, it's like I stole your sweetheart, is Gang Ji so important to you?" I looked at him from the corner of my eye, and my words were full of teasing.

On the contrary, he didn't hear it. Instead, he clenched his fists and looked adoring. "To me Judaime is—"

"I'm begging you to stop talking, please!" As long as I think that I was indirectly hit by a death bullet because of this guy, I feel that my whole body is full of dark and melancholy, and it is difficult to live.

Because the conversation was cut off by me, Prison Temple clicked his tongue very unpleasantly, but he didn't say anything to me who was squatting here, and continued to lower his head to mess with his affairs.

"By the way, the so-called c.a.i is the abbreviation of something. For example, changing weapons according to the trend? Aha, it can't be computer-assisted teaching, haha." The words are too clear, I think there will be It’s troublesome, but it’s tiring to say half and half, so in the end I simply stated the meaning of this weapon directly.

And Prison Temple looked up at me, frowning subconsciously. "You...why come to tell me these things." He seemed to have thought of something and was just puzzled by what I said.

Although I could see the defensiveness in this man's eyes, I didn't care. I just shrugged and looked down at my hands that had hardly done anything. "Look, Koharu Kyoko is in charge of the housework, you have special training, and everyone else has their own things to do, but I don't."

Just like when I first got a body, I was wondering why the family members of this body abandoned me like this, but on the other hand, I hoped that those people would not come looking for the same contradiction.

Want to do something, but don't know what to do.

"Judaime... For Judaimu, you just need to stay here safely." He glanced at me, and after saying this, he lowered his head and continued to fiddle with the things in his hands.

When I heard this, I looked towards him in surprise, but he didn't intend to raise his head to talk to me at all, and kept his head down, minding his own business.

I looked at a pile of scattered boxes and other things on the table, and casually peeled off the rings attached to those strange devices, then put the rain attribute ring that I could ignite on my hand, and took the other rings to him before. "These are also rings, but the combination of weapons also requires different combinations of flames."

Having said this, I take off the ring, and I shall do as I please.Thinking about this in my heart, I took out an unsolved mystery of the world from behind and crouched in the corner, holding it and reading it, regardless of the boy's reaction.

The author has something to say: _(:3」∠)_ So the update is late, but there are eight thousand!Explosive word count yo w

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In the next two chapters, Gangji will go out to earn experience points [Yuanmu] [Hey]