[Tutorial] Self-indulgence

I seem to be walking in a dream, but my feet are as soft as cotton when I step on the concrete floor, and my steps are as light as if I can step out of the beat with my toes.

My consciousness, however, was gloomy.

The more I walked forward, the less I knew what I was doing, but I just felt that the surrounding scenes seemed familiar.

The sycamore trees on both sides of the road are lush and lush. Adults gather and chat in groups of threes and threes under the shade of the trees, while children are laughing and chasing and playing.

Going further is another scene.

The crowd under the high-rise buildings is bustling and crowded together, but everyone walks among them as if they have found their own position from the cracks.

I can't tell whether my pace is fast or slow. Just walking forward like this, the surrounding scenery changes round after round, but the people who go around are always the same as I have known each other.

I thought I'd just go on like this until I got out of this place or woke up from the dream.But I never thought that this might be a dream that I couldn't wake up from.When I got to the next intersection, I stopped abruptly, and then I heard the screeching sound of the wheels rubbing against the ground when I was braking suddenly. I took a few steps back, and when I turned my head, I saw A bloody face was staring at me.

I still remember that face.

Although I only met that person once, I can still recognize the original appearance from the blood-stained face.

I don't know whether I want to go forward or leave in a hurry, but I can't do anything, even when the car is driving towards me this time, I can only watch it rush towards me. Came to me, then ran over me, bringing pain all over my body.

The pain was so deep, just like what I had experienced before, so I wanted to run away and get out of this inexplicable dream, but I couldn't do anything, I could only wait The pain is slowly consuming me.

To escape from the dream, there is only death in the dream.

Death is only a momentary thing, but the consciousness stretches the time for a long time as if it wants to remember the pain, so at the moment of death, I can feel that the consciousness is constantly sinking into the darkness, but it does not fall asleep , on the contrary, it becomes more and more clear.So I could even feel death spreading from my limbs to my whole body, accompanied by pain and unbearable pain.

I don't know what I'm thinking, the only thing I know is the pain.

After the pain spread all over my body and then corroded the inside, and finally corroded the heart, I finally got out of this dream that I couldn't wake up from.

Looking at the ceiling of the medical room that I would see every time I woke up ten years later, I actually felt a little bit of the illusion of surviving a catastrophe.

After propping up my body with my hands, I looked around, but my mind was still in the drowsy state of the dream, making my thinking very chaotic.

"...Hoo," I lay down on my back again, and let out a deep breath. "What the hell, did I die like this?" After sorting out the things in my mind thoroughly, I wanted to laugh a little.

The past and death process that I think of are just as bad as those third-rate scripts that I hated for more than ten years and finally found out that I hated the wrong person.

"Hey, I should at least die bravely to save the world. ——Ahh, this kind of speech about the second disease," I sneered, pulled out the needle in my arm and jumped off the bed. "I'm in my 30s and 16s, and I'm still suffering from secondary illness... No, no, no, I'm still a [-]-year-old young and energetic girl, absolutely."

Memories of the past are mixed with those years of life with Tsuna, but I don't think much has changed.Or whether I have that memory or not, my nature is still so bad, which makes me feel a little sad.

It's almost like saying that my nature is such a bad otaku.

Not to mention letting Tsunakichi know how I would react when I think about the past, I can't imagine just thinking that someone might laugh at me for having such a bad personality all the time.So this is absolutely unacceptable, it’s fine if you say it yourself, but it’s not okay if others say it, in short, my character is so hopeless.

And...it doesn't make much difference whether you say it or not, right?

"Just find some time to talk to him sometime, let this guy concentrate on dealing with those guys ten years from now. It's more difficult for me now..." I scratched my forehead and lowered my head helplessly. "It's really difficult to accept my own death, and the face I saw at that time is the plot of a horror story, bastard."

As I said that, I could only sigh again. I really didn't want to stay alone in the empty medical room with a high degree of terror, so I put on a coat and walked out of here and wandered around the base.

The strange thing is that there is no one around today, and the surroundings are so quiet that I can't help but feel that this place has been captured.

However, the emotions from Tsuna Ji's side are normal, just a little flustered, so those people probably gathered together for other things to make this place seem empty.

When I walked halfway here, I suddenly heard a loud roar coming from nowhere, and then the space in front of me seemed to be pulled and distorted in two directions by something.

At first, I thought some enemy knew about this base, but when I was about to call Tsunaji to come here, I saw clearly the person walking out of the twisted circle.

"...It's really a coincidence...twice a day." I looked at that face and couldn't help saying this, but then I became alert. "Who are you?" I wanted to know this question out of my heart.After all, I really did not know this person, but I did meet God indirectly because of this person.

The woman looked at me and waved her hand indifferently, then she grinned suddenly as if she remembered something. "Hmph, now I can kill you without anyone noticing it, let me hear your last words~" The tone was not so much arrogance as it was a brawl between relatives and friends , I even heard some elation in it.

It was as if this person had been waiting for this day for a long time.

I looked at the whole person in front of me with a sense of pride as a migrant worker turned over and called the shots. I resisted the urge to laugh, tilted my head and thought about it, and then said a name to this guy. "Asheng..." I said aloud, tilted my head and thought for a while, but sure enough, I couldn't find the name in my memory. "Who is Ah Sheng?"

"Oh shit, I hate you!" The woman instantly showed a very hurt and stupid expression, and even exaggeratedly covered her chest with her hands, "There is no way to poke someone's wound! I should know that a dog can't change that, and human nature is hard to change! You naughty little goblin."

"What the hell?!" I was really blocked by this person's disgusting words, and I really felt that I might be disgusted to death like this.

"...don't say that name," the woman sighed, with a frustrated look on her face. "It's a big taboo to propose your first love to a woman who has lost love."

"...Ghost knows that's your first love." I couldn't help saying this, but the moment I said it, I was a little surprised that I was so comfortable chatting with a very unfamiliar guy so quickly.

This guy—the guy who called himself A Zhai patted me on the shoulder, then stood in front of me and gestured at our height. "Hey, I'm taller than you."

I silently glanced at the sandals I was wearing and the seven-centimeter high-heeled shoes she was wearing, and I couldn't restrain myself from showing off my superiority in IQ by despising her. "Where's the brain?"

The man choked for a moment, then put his hands on my shoulders, bowed his head in depression. "There is clearly a difference of ten years, why do I still have to be abused by you..."

I thought about it and realized that it was related to IQ.

"By the way... who are you, at that time...and before," I remembered that ten years after Tsunaki arrived, I was about to go out for a walk but was blocked by this person and that boy named Asheng I felt inexplicable when some things were said at the intersection. "Whether it's the enemy or... Forget it, I'm not familiar with it anyway."

"Hey, don't be like this." A Zhai guy pressed my shoulder and smiled helplessly. "Although what we are going to talk about now, we have only met... once? But to me, you were my best friend in life."

Regardless of how she gritted her teeth when she said the word "lifetime", I looked at her like that but still swallowed the question I wanted to ask first. "Tch... Who has such a close friend? I don't know a guy who came here without an invitation and even met him to kill me." Even if it was before, this guy actually killed me once.

A Zhai waved his hand, but smiled indifferently. "Don't say that, anyway, I'm sorry. Don't mention the past, I have my own reasons for coming here suddenly.... Ah, that bastard of yours is here."

"Asshole?" I wanted to say who this was referring to, and I knew it when I saw Tsunaki rushing over. "You're talking about Gangji..." I thought about it carefully, and I probably knew who she was referring to. "It should be said how much hatred you have for Gangji ten years later."

"It's too big." She followed me to look in the direction where Gang Ji came, and said with a smile, "I can't wait to eat its flesh and bones."

At this moment, I really felt the seriousness of this sentence, but surprisingly I didn't know what to say.

If we were together, then I would definitely fight back quickly, but this time I vaguely felt that the reason for this person to say this sentence was nothing but me.

The reason why Tsunaji came here was probably because I contacted him before but suddenly cut off the contact between the two because I felt that Azhai was not in danger, which made him mistakenly think that something happened to me.Although it's a bit hypocritical, I'm really happy that he rushed over in such a hurry.

This is the first time this person has come in such a timely manner, although nothing happened.

After Gangji came, he pulled me over and blocked me, while A Zhai looked at Gangji with a nonchalant expression. I remembered her expression when she said that sentence, and decisively pulled Gangji. sleeves. "This person should not be in danger, and I... have something to ask."

Gang Ji showed a hesitant expression on his face, but Azhai waved his hand boldly. "Needless to say, I probably know what I'm going to ask, but I still have something to say first." After she said this, she fell silent for a rare moment, and then put on a look of indifference. "There should be someone among you who knows a woman who can 'project everything'. She has something to ask me to help."

There was doubt in my eyes, but Tsuna suddenly froze and I had to remember the next words well.

"She said..." A Zhai cleared his throat, "The reason why you came here and everything that happened is to distort the established past."

I heard this sentence ignorantly, but I also knew that it probably had something to do with the strange talent I discovered when I came here.

Then the woman suddenly walked in front of Gang Ji, bent down and looked directly at him. "By the way, I'll tell you something. If you people don't tell it, I still want to tell you. ——The cause of Zero's death ten years later, in the final analysis, is all because of you." She said this sentence with a smile, like that The son actually made me think that I saw Bailan. "That idiot is still telling you it's okay at the end, but you always miss her again and again, and ignore her again and again. I'm anxious, but you are really a match made in heaven. One is tortured in every way. Not reconciled, the other is magnanimity strangling people to death."

I didn't understand what she said, but looking at Tsunaki's appearance, she seemed to think of something, and her face was very gloomy.

Suddenly, Gang Ji suddenly grabbed my hand and turned around, dragging me back. Recently, I went straight to a room. Looking at the dark room, it should be a place where sundries are piled up.

I was taken aback by his sudden behavior, I just looked at him without speaking, and he looked at me like this, but there were too many emotions hidden in those eyes that I couldn't understand for a while.

Then, he pushed me against the wall, put his hands around my waist, and looked at me with those brown eyes without blinking, from which I could even clearly see what I looked like in those eyes.

I was a little terrified, but I managed to be calm and clumsy.

"Gunji-kun?" I tried my best to call him with the same voice as usual, but he didn't answer me, but moved closer to me.

I wanted to run away, but he stopped me.

"...Don't hide. Please, don't avoid it." When he said this, it was as if he was begging me not to leave, with anxiety similar to mine.

The author has something to say: Quq has a girl who said that she has a lot of psychology recently...

_(:3」∠)_First of all, I admit that this is my common problem... But there is another point that I want to explain in detail about the state of mind of the two people. After the next chapter, the plot will start to speed up and the plot will be less psychological, so I will break into the future before At the time, I didn't describe the plot very much, but brought the nature...

╮(╯▽╰)╭ All in all, starting from the next chapter, these two people will be shameless and shameless together. [What's wrong] The plot will also start to be active, thank you everyone

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_(:3」∠)_I’m so sorry for the late update..._(:3」∠)_I had class all day yesterday, I thought I could write it out, but I can’t open the backstage after writing it today...【Kneel