Ai Ruo's life in the red mansion

"Okay, it's over. Although you are still a good mother now, I don't—I don't admit it. You are a great doctor, and I am also a doctor, but I am like a fool when I get here. In the end, I have to rely on you to help me get pregnant. Have a baby. So maybe you are right, you were born to be a doctor, it’s really a pity that you sacrificed.” Jin Ling comforted her gently, and this will also show that she is sincere People, is there such a comforter?

"I'm not a good mother?" Ai Ruo was really angry, she was always in Jin Ling's heart, and she was never a good mother?Well, maybe not for Niuniu, but she thinks she is a good mother in this book.

"Do you count? Among your children, besides Jia, who really grew up beside you? Before Jia was two years old, you were sick and crooked, and you didn't take care of it yourself. For other children, you keep them like pets. How old are you? If you think it’s not enough, just send them away. Will you really take care of the children? Now Jia and Lin Ou, if you’re fine, let Jia Yuan look after you.” Jin Ling gave her a supercilious look.

Ai Ruo was discouraged, thinking about the way the little prince sat beside her and chatting with her, he couldn't hear a few words, so he couldn't take it anymore.So he winked at Jia Yuan and asked her to take it away quickly.Jia and Jia Chen, she shouted back and forth.For the other children, she treats them more equally. In fact, like she treats the guests, she asks her to bring them, but she really doesn't bring many of them.Unlike a queen, she chatted with her son, listened carefully to what he said, knew what he wanted, and always looked at her son with appreciation.Think about it, at this point, I was almost there.

"Did you do it on purpose?" Ai Ruo was angry again, and he understood it, but he was still very discouraged when faced with it.

"Yeah, obviously you should blame me, but it turned into being complained by me. I am you, and I will feel uncomfortable." The queen smiled, looked at her for a while, and said seriously: "Sister Ai Ruo, in fact, you You are really a good doctor and a good person. You have saved many people. Even in this book, because of your efforts, you saved the Jia family, the Wang family, and the Lin family. You are a good person, I can’t do that, Really, I can't do it."

"You are the queen!" Even after saying that, Ai Ruo still felt a little angry. Thinking about it, if Jinling hadn't helped her overtly and secretly, she wouldn't be able to get along today. Jinling almost told Manchao Wenwu that she was her cover So don't touch them, if it wasn't like this, I wouldn't be able to get along like this all these years.

"So what? You are very smart and decisive. I have been thinking about what I would do if I were you all these years. In the end, I think maybe I will only protect myself wisely and protect my children at most. I would rather Poison Jia Zheng, poison Jia Mu, let my children get out of this environment, live their own lives with peace of mind, and then raise them carefully. But you don’t, so personality determines fate, I can be a good mother, But you are a good mistress."

"You are the mother of the country!" Ai Ruo really emphasized again, the mother of the country said that she would not be the mistress?You cough!But think about it, yes, I dare not say the words of poisoning Jia Mu and Jia Zheng.Still relying on the vT question, I dare not.But she can definitely do it. It's a matter of personality. No matter what she does, she has studied medicine for many years. Even if she can't do anything, she can still kill people silently.In terms of forbearance, he is not as good as Jinling.

"I'm just messing around now, until one day Liu Rui is gone and my son is in charge, so I can really live with peace of mind." Jin Ling sighed a long time.

Ai Ruo feels that she is pretty good now, at least she is not living such an exciting life like her.

"Are we okay?" Jin Ling poked her.

"Just don't hate me, how dare I hate you?" Ai Ruo gave her a white look, and after a long while said softly, "Is Niuniu scared in the end?"

"The teacher hugged her and said, 'It's okay, it's okay...'" Jinling sighed lightly, but she didn't say anything. At that time, she was also holding Niu Niu. The two of them put the child in the middle, hoping that it was really okay. !In the end, Zhao Yi also hugged her tightly, and the three of them hugged each other tightly, maybe they didn't say anything, but at that moment, she really understood that she had intervened, but at this moment, it's better not to say anything.

"Thank you!" Ai Ruo said after a long time, "I'm sorry."

"How could you die? Your beliefs won't make you commit suicide." The queen looked at her, this is what she always wanted to ask, why would Ai Ruo die?And it was early in the book, which was beyond her comprehension.

Ai Ruo gently told the story of the year, and sighed a long time, "I forgot your existence, or rather, I don't want to face my own failure."

"I thought you didn't know. I told you my name and you didn't respond. How did you know?"

"Your mother, she knew there was an accident on the plane, so she rushed to my house and scolded me, to the effect that if I had left earlier, you wouldn't have suffered so much.

Do you think your mother's three views are right? "Ai Ruo was depressed, staring at Jinling.

Jin Ling didn't make a sound, and Ai Ruo let out a long sigh. For them, they were all only children, and when they were gone, L—Mother would have nothing to look forward to.

In the hearts of parents, no matter what happens to their children, as long as they are alive, let alone the three views, they will forget about the five views.

"If you don't want to have another one, at least you have a backup." Ai Ruo glanced at her.

"Thank you, I'll just take good care of it. You treat me like you, and raising children is like herding cows." Jinling really doesn't like the way Ai Ruo raises children. She has been with her children all her life. However, this one is quite ruthless, he can keep the child away, but he can't anyway.

"Cows are herded. My cattle are pretty strong." Ai Ruo rolled her eyes, and suddenly looked at Jin Ling full of hope, "Do you think our Niuniu will come? You are all here!"

"No, I've looked for it too, no!" Jin Ling came, she was not Ai Ruo, she never thought that anyone would be with her.She has always wanted to find Niuniu, and sometimes she would think about Zhao Yi, but she didn't dare to think too much, because her body in this life has a husband.But Niu Niu is just a seven-year-old girl, so what if she wears it with her?She eventually gave up.

"I'm greedy too." Ai Ruo let out a long sigh, thinking about it, "What do you think our red building will be like? Is this still a red building?"

Jin Ling smiled, this turn was a little hasty, I really think that Ai Ruo is a bit interesting, but now I seem to understand her more and more.This person is a one-way person who can't think about those things. Once he thinks about one thing clearly, he just forgets it and immediately thinks about more important things.

But think about it, now the two can finally communicate honestly.She thought about it seriously, "The lawsuit of the Zhen family is over. Brother Zhen Shijia and the eldest son were exiled. Children under the age of 16 were exempted from responsibility, and the people of the Zhen family were taken back to Jiangnan. The old lady left a seal and some dowry. Finally, most of the family has been saved. So think about it, the political situation is relatively peaceful, and the things in the book should not appear."

"Oh! This is what I feel the most powerless at the moment. No matter how hard I try, I can't seem to get rid of the vicious circle in the book. Jia Min is in good health, but he still died in order to have a child. The historian and his wife , I didn’t die before, but I still died. Now it’s all right, the whole family is a problem. And my Yuan’er, if it’s someone else’s daughter, I can’t even say that. .So I don’t really know, what’s going to happen in the future?”

"What can I do? You are alive, I am alive, as long as we are both alive, I will not let the Jia family build a grand view garden, and I will not let your son go to get married. Your Jia Ying is already engaged, and Wang Xifeng, you are almost transformed. What are you afraid of?"

"You are a good person! Yes, you are a good person." Ai Ruo sighed a long time, and gently took Jin Ling's hand. This was the first time she looked at Jin Ling squarely today.

Jin Ling smiled, reached out to hold her gently, and held her for a while, "I'm sorry, if I went to talk to you, maybe many things would be different."

"Have you talked to Zhao Yi?" Ai Ruo will not be entangled now. She has never been entangled. Everything is really clear. She is much clearer than ordinary people. At this time, she has seen Jinling's entanglement, after all, is young, and she can't pass her own test in some things. On the one hand, she feels that she is not a mistress, but on the other hand, she feels that she is still involved. Otherwise, it would not be that situation, so the story of the three of them , the most unlucky one is actually her.So, asked rhetorically.

"No, what qualifications do I have to talk to the teacher?" Jin Ling immediately shook her head, thinking that this was very interesting. She had just told her, but she had never talked to the teacher before, so why did she ask.

"But he asked you, and you agreed to help him?" Ai Ruo chuckled.

"At first it wasn't please, but I was a student, and he was rushing to take over the class, so he directly ordered me to pick up Niu Niu. At that time, our classmates were all accused. Everyone took turns. This is a helpless thing. Later , I got used to it." Jin Ling answered after thinking about it.

"You are a student and an unmarried girl. You can't do everything like the big sister in the department, or actually inquire about it. You can't even talk about the teacher, let alone come to me, an outsider. If you don't do it well, you will be punished." Said that the mistress demonstrated and persuaded the big house to quit. So your biggest mistake is that you are too soft-hearted. Yes, you were right just now. Slowly you get used to this kind of life, just like when a person wants to have a little prince, it’s not that you want to have one, but a saint’s request. He spoke, so you can’t refuse. Who have you refused in your life? Yes, you have refused Me, but it's not refusing, but saying, you can't help me. You want to help me subjectively, but because Liu Rui is in the front, you can't do anything." Ai Ruo let out a long breath and went along Think about it.