Ai Ruo's life in the red mansion

"I am a very strong person. I let the master live according to my ideas. Be a filial father and husband. He has a good temper, so he didn't think much about it at all. He always let me and spoiled me. So when I got here, I was able to be a good doctor because he has always supported me. I really like being a doctor, so I didn’t give up in Kenya because I lacked equipment and medicines; when I got here, even if there were no patients, I would I haven't given up." Ai Ruo looked at Fang Liang with a smile, and shook her head thinking about it.

"So, when you really don't care about them and Zhao Yi can't support it alone, he comes to talk to me. He should be the first one I give up, right? I will snatch Niuniu, but I won't do anything to save my marriage. Give up my career. So, again, the worst thing you did was to control them. You let him have hope, so he wasted your youth while taking care of family and career. So Zhao Yi Not a good man, really, he is not a good man. We have been together since we were studying, and he knows me very well. He knows very well that as long as there is a showdown, what awaits us is a road to divorce. But he knows your sacrifice, but he said nothing I didn't say that, it was too selfish."

Jinling smiled, leaned lightly on the big pillow, and shook her head after a while, "Forget it, it's over. You told me that I decorated other people's windows, and you decorated my dreams. I thought I was untying you, but now you are untying me. Thank you!"

"It's all selfish. I'm selfish and I only care about my career; he's selfish to use you; and you are selfish... you also have delusions. So all three of us are wrong, of course, the most wrong is me, I admit it, so I'll start over.

And you?With his own son, although it is impossible for your husband to be the only one, after all these years, you are the person he values ​​the most.So should we cherish the people in front of us? "Ai Ruo smiled, looking at Jinling, she really hoped that Jinling would be happy this time, at least Liu Rui really valued Jinling.

"I have always cherished the people in front of me more than you, but my life is not as good as yours. My husband is a strong man, while your husband is more gentle. And Yuan'er..." The queen glanced at her for a long time, thinking about laughing She smiled, "I am 30 years old with entanglement and hesitation, and your Yuaner is [-] years old with pride and frustration. So, again, you are not a good mother. You have not played a good role, you are too strong. The Wang family is too powerful, so all the suggestions you give her are to let her stay in her natal family, even if Mu Geer doesn't want her, it doesn't matter, you are not afraid of anything."

"Mu Ge'er can't forget Lu Yuan. For him, it is impossible for him to really love Yuan'er. For Yuan'er, he will always stand on the side of guilt. I don't want a son-in-law who is so polite to my daughter, let alone I don’t want him to mention Lu Yuan when he has nothing to do, to stimulate my daughter. I want to keep reminding her that she has Lu Yuan before, so don’t get close to him anymore?” Ai Ruo can’t mention this, and he will get angry when he mentions it, otherwise, he will be much better , but never mentioned letting her daughter go home, neither did Jia Zheng, nor did Jia Zhu and his wife.

"Mu'er likes Yuan'er very much. I can't say it's love, but I really believe that it's not because of Lu Yuan, but because of Yuan'er. It's just that there is a problem between them. Lu Yuan is the problem, and it's also a problem that they can't communicate. They didn't give them a chance to communicate, but just said arrogantly, "It's okay, mother is standing behind you, and you can go home if you want. Is there a mother-in-law who provokes her daughter to divorce every day? You and Jia Zheng fought like that, why is Mrs. Wang?" What did you do? While beating Jia Zheng, he comforted you. Did you take you back to your mother?"

"So the purpose of your coming to see me today is not to care about me, but to care about Yuan'er!" Ai Ruo finally understood, and said angrily.

Jin Ling spread her hands, this is really the main reason for her coming, Ai Ruo is sick, Jia Yuan goes home to take care of the sick, that's fine, but if she stays and doesn't go back, that's the problem.Liu Rui saw that Ai Ruo was unconscious before, and the imperial doctor also said it was dangerous, so he couldn't say anything.But Ai Ruo woke up, and Jia Yuan still didn't go home. This made the Dongping palace a bit ashamed. Liu Rui could only ask the queen to talk about Jia Yuan. When Jia Yuan entered the palace, he brought Xiao Liu with him. What's up.So she could only bring the little prince here, and she didn't expect to talk about those useless things.Now it's time to say, say.

"Let me force her to go back?"

"Yuan'er's heart is a little cold, but it's still..." Jinling paused, glanced at Ai Ruo, seeing Ai Ruo's bewildered face, she looked up at the sky, "Not only are you not a good mother, you are really blind of."

"What do you want to say?"

"Nothing? I think Yuan'er may not have much social experience. For her, the outside world is scary. To everyone, she should be like, 'If you don't care, I'll rest. Let's live with the situation are two extremes. If you don't let her rush out of her shell, she may be like Miao-yu in her whole life, vulgar and Nibuni, isn't it more bitter? Show some momentum and take Mu Geer down, at least there is a chance of survival, right? .”

"If you were, how would you do it?"

"I said, I'm happy with what happens." Jin Ling thought about it, shook her head with a smile, and let out a long sigh of relief, "I don't have any personality. I died once, and I was really scared, so I live with all my heart. How about you? "

"Hey! Got it, but I won't persuade you, you go by yourself." Ai Ruo looked at the sky, thought about it and said directly.

Jin Ling was speechless and stared at her.

"You said, I'm not a good mother, but you are, please do your best." Ai Ruo immediately didn't mind Jinling saying that she was not a good mother.

"You are really a leader!" Jin Ling patted her.

Ai Ruo shook her head, pretending she didn't hear it.

Jin Ling ate at Jia's house, and then reluctantly left with the talkative little prince.The one who was reluctant to leave was the little prince. Children always want friends, so Lin Hua and Shi Xiangyun came out to play with him, so Jia and Lin Ou also came out.Then he was very happy and let the little prince take a look at Da Xingchao's "My Sassy Girlfriend".In such a good mood, Ai Ruo couldn't help but think badly, probably in the past few days, the talkative children could drive that noble couple crazy.Let them be parents!

But Ai Ruo's good mood didn't last long, because Jia Yuan, who is sensible, even if the queen didn't talk to her, but seeing her mother and the queen talking behind closed doors for so long, even the nuns outside said that the queen had never talked to anyone like this before. Long.So the multi-minded Jia Yuan had to think that it was for her sake.So even before the queen had time to talk to her, she already felt that she was dragging her parents down again.So at dinner, Jia Yuan smiled at Jia Zheng and Ai Ruo.

"Father, mother, I will go back later."

"Why?" Jia Zheng was stunned for a moment, and put down his chopsticks, but after asking, he thought about it, "That's fine. Parents will pick you up again in a few days."

Ai Ruo felt that Jia Zheng was about to cry after saying that. This 24-year-old father knew that his daughter must go back, but when he thought of his daughter going back to live such a life, it was painful, so he turned back.At this moment, she found Jia Zheng extremely pleasing to the eye, and stroked Jia Zheng lightly.He glanced at Jia Yuan and thought for a while.

"The empress did talk to me today, saying that your heart is too cold, that I have spoiled you, that as a parent, you can't instigate your children to make up with each other. I didn't do that. I thought about it, and it's true, and leave Now, what are you going to do? Bring your hair to practice, and then what? You don’t like to eat anyway, so it’s okay for you to be a vegetarian, right?”

"That's right, that's right, my wife said it very well, my sister should think about it." Xiao Liu immediately agreed, obviously, she wanted to say this a long time ago, but she is a daughter-in-law, so she really can't say it. You can't say it's right to follow your mother-in-law.

"What is Heli?" Jia suddenly looked up at Ai Ruo.

Ai Ruo was about to faint, she was really not a good mother, and immediately glared at Zhou Rui's family, "Get these guys out, talk nonsense, punish her to eat half a bowl of rice, and don't allow her to give to my son."

Zhou Rui's family laughed and got all the children out. Xiao Dai held the bowl and looked around, while Jia Ying was sensible and was ready to go out. After all, she was not married, and she could not participate in these topics.

"The two of you staying here are about to get married, you must know." Ai Ruo stopped them after thinking about it, and she put down the big spoon, but couldn't eat anymore.

"Originally, I wanted my mother to tell Yuan'er, but after thinking about it again, you are my own, and I should have said it. It won't make people say that I can't be a mother." Ai Ruo said long and hard. sighed.

"Mother!" Jia Yuan misunderstood, thinking that the queen had reprimanded her mother, and immediately turned pale.

"Okay, she's doing it for my own good, and for your own good. She didn't come here to scold me. I'm strong in everything, and I think that if Mu Geer can't let go of Yuaner, I'd rather you leave that house, even with hair Cultivation, at least I want to be at ease. I can't do anything else for you, but I can afford to be at ease." She sighed deeply, "Sure enough, I was wrong, I'm really not a good mother."

"Why are you talking about this?" Jia Zheng said hurriedly, he was worried about Ai Ruo's body, and he almost died, but at this time, the queen said he couldn't be a mother, so he didn't feel good, and patted her lightly.

"My mother said, when you treated me that way back then, my mother beat you up at most, but she never said she would take me home. So this time, master, I was really wrong." Ai Ruo smiled at Jia Zheng, Turning back to her daughter, she said, "Yuan'er, if I really reconciled with your father back then, what do you think would happen?"

"Ma'am!" Jia Zheng's face flushed red. After so many years, his wife even told the children that she felt too shameless.

"Baby, your life has just begun. If I think the same way as you do, there will be no little black charcoal, no children, and our family! Look, until now, I am so sick that I can sleep day and night. The only one who takes care of me is your father." Ai Ruo gently took Jia Zheng's hand, and held it tight for Jia Yuan to see.