Ai Ruo's life in the red mansion

''When did you know, when you didn't ask my name before, you were also protecting me—if you think about it, you still looked at the queen.In fact, she has been thinking about this queen named Jinling these days. Sometimes she prefers to believe that maybe it's just someone with the same name.

However, the queen's face just now also understood that this is the one.

She didn't bother to ask why she came later than herself, but didn't she really want to know what happened that year?Can you really be completely relieved?Well, even if it is relieved, but, do you really want to know how this happened?But she had avoided it just now, so she only asked this.

"Maybe I don't know it's you, but I know you and I come from the same place. I hope to have a friend from the same place who can talk more freely." The queen smiled and sighed, "I didn't expect It was you, yes, how could I forget that it was you? You said repeatedly that you majored in obstetrics and gynecology. "

"Because you didn't expect that I would die, and I came earlier than you." Ai Ruo chuckled, sighed a long time, and looked at her.

"Happy?" At this moment, Ai Ruo really felt a little gloating. In this life, Jinling has many mistresses, and mistress competes with her for a man. Is it retribution?

"I've never really loved anyone, so whether it's Liu Rui or someone else, it doesn't matter to me. I'm very grateful to you for letting me have my own son. Aarn Shiyao@The world can be so beautiful in the future." The queen smiled and said softly.This is different from her helping Zhao Yi take care of Niu Niu, Niu Niu was not born to her, even if she took care of her for many years, she originally thought that she was a Niu Niu like a daughter.But after I really had my own son, I brought him up little by little, and I felt very happy.

"Never been in love? Including Zhao Yi?" Ai Ruo finally asked, obviously this surprised her, Zhao Yi didn't have much money, and couldn't support Xiaosan.So she always thought that this guy would tell her something about true love.As a result, this person only said this, she doesn't love Zhao Yi, so what is that?What can Zhao Yi give her?

"No, the teacher didn't confess to me, and I didn't say anything to the teacher. I think he hoped that everything was over, really thought it through, and started again. And I never knew whether I liked the teacher or not. , I just got used to it. In comparison, I like Niu Niu more, from a little fat girl, she grew into a little girl." Jin Ling thought about it and smiled bitterly, she didn't want to say anything more, since Niu Niu was half a year old, she has been Taking care of her, in comparison, she really felt that she liked Niu Niu better.She brought up the child by herself bit by bit, and she can be a good mother now, more because of the training at that time.For Niuniu, she really learned a lot.

"Do you like my daughter?" Ai Ruo really wanted to hit the wall, why is this question so unexpected?Even if the young and beautiful little doctor wanted to use Zhao Yi, she wouldn't really become a mistress because she liked children, and it's not like she couldn't have children.

Can't?Since you were half a year old, when you went to work, when you were all busy, I was the one who took care of Niuniu. "Jin Ling gave him a supercilious look.

"What is he doing?" Ai Ruo really broke down, Zhao Yi won't have the last bit of goodness, is it gone in her heart?

"The teacher has classes, surgery, and meetings... The teacher is the head of the department, don't you know?" Jin Ling said casually, but seeing Ai Ruo's blank face, she said in surprise.

"I'll go home to accompany the child after get off work." Ai Ruo said firmly.

Ai Ruo really doesn't know how her husband's work is, mainly because she has forgotten what they talked about when they were together, it seems that she is talking and her husband listens.The real discussion is also about children, but that's rare, and it's usually about big things, such as children going to school, which school they go to and so on.Everything else has been said.

Therefore, she always felt that her husband was unsuccessful in his career, but this man called her husband a teacher, and then told her that her husband was also the director of the department later, so why didn't her husband say that.She waved her hand, well, she already knew that she was not good to her husband, so after a brief moment of shame, she felt that she was not bad to her daughter anyway.

"Forget it? When do you get off work! Do you know how many days a week Niuniu slept at my house at the end? Do you know the name of her best classmate? Well, this is too difficult for you. At first, you Do you know what the last name of her class teacher was?" Jin Ling gave Xiang Ruo another supercilious look, and really didn't want to give her a good face.Thinking about that time, the happiest thing for Niu Niu was to tell her, 'Mom said she would go home for dinner today! , and then the next day I often say disappointedly, 'Mom didn't come back. , She couldn't help looking at Ai Ruo, thinking that Ai Ruo used to go to heaven one by one, to go to heaven to find the person she loved, of course she understood who Ai Ruo was talking about, but she loved them so much, why did she let them live happily? that?

"Why let yourself live like that, always busy." This is what she really wants to know, what Ai Ruo is thinking.

Ai Ruo said nothing, really, she didn't know why she was so busy and made herself like this unconsciously.Why, she really doesn't remember. Thinking about it, I can only say that she has a strong temper, that is, a strong temper.Once there is a stage, she really doesn't care about it.

"The relationship between me and the teacher is not so dirty. Nothing you think happened. I stayed here, but I got used to it. I got used to helping the teacher take care of Niuniu. I even took her with me when I went out on a blind date. Do you believe it? I did it before. I thought about it, how can you ignore the family to this point? Even if you don’t love your husband at all, don’t you even love your daughter? Later, I didn’t think about it anymore. I used to take Niu Niu, and the teacher asked him to pick it up when he was free. , I’m not free, so I always take it with me. Sometimes I think about it, to the teacher, I’m more like Niuniu’s temporary nanny. In the end, we are all used to each other’s existence. If nothing happens and you separate, we should eventually Come together because we have Niuniu, it's such a simple story."

Jin Ling didn't want to explain, but finally she did. She didn't want to be thought so disgusting, and she really didn't get involved in their family.If it is true that the family is broken, it is their own problem.

This is not only Ai Ruo's problem, but also Zhao Yi's. Ai Ruo never knew that there was a problem with their marriage, and Zhao Yi never tried to save it, so the marriage is like that, in fact, one has given up, and one has given up. You are still living in the illusion of happiness, so think about it, if Zhao Yi said.For them to face the marriage correctly＠So as far as ssur is concerned, he is more like cannon fodder.

Ai Ruo really didn't know it would be such a story, she stared fixedly at Jinling, and suddenly she thought that her daughter often told her about "Sister Ling", she said, she and Sister Ling tied pigtails together, Sing nursery rhymes together.She accompanied her daughter to choose a small gift for Sister Bell.But she just never asked who this elder sister Ling was.She always thought that elder sister Ling was a child in the courtyard, and she never cared about it.Didn't even ask Zhao Yi, yeah, how long does she have to ignore their father and daughter to do this?

For a while, I felt a little embarrassed, no matter whether there was anything between them, but because she took care of her daughter for so many years, and the daughter.The first time I saw her, I was very intimate. If I really lied to my daughter on purpose, I would secretly destroy myself, slowly make my daughter and myself separate, and slowly make Zhao Yi give up on him.Besides, for so many years, if you really want to, you don't have the patience.

"Have you ever regretted it?" Ai Ruo looked at Jin Ling. Her daughter was seven years old when she had an accident. If she started taking care of her from half a year old, it would be more than six years. Their medical school would have taken one year longer than the average university. , this one should have been 31 when the accident happened.So her best youth rests with their father and daughter.

"Yes, sorry, I told you, I took her on a blind date, and then she made trouble for me; I explained to people, this is my teacher's child. People understand, but every time I take a child out , no one can stand it. Therefore, people should not be too kind, and should not feel sorry for Niuniu, and reach out to help, and finally trap themselves to death, unable to move. In the end, they also bear the reputation of a third party and die. Therefore, If you want to hate it, hate it! I don’t know why, but when I come to this book, I sometimes wonder if it’s a punishment for me. No matter how unintentional I am, I actually got involved. Except I didn’t go to bed, I got involved with you life. If there is no me, the teacher and you will have to face marriage, maybe you will give up. "

"I thought he decided to sacrifice. It's hard for him to get ahead in surgery." Ai Ruo shook her head. She remembered what she had talked to Zhao Yi about. .

The obstetrics and gynecology department is different. Now only one child is allowed. For urban residents, they are willing to spend any amount of money, regardless of whether they are poor or rich.Facts have also proved that even before she became famous, she earned more money than Zhao Yi; after she became famous, her daughter went to school and cram school, and a lot of people helped her with it.Because she is a famous doctor and a female doctor, rich people pay attention to this, so many people regard her as a network configuration, so people will take the initiative to help her with her affairs, and she doesn't need to ask at all.

"Compared to you, maybe other people's achievements are not considered achievements at all." Jin Ling smiled and sighed, "Oh, you are really used to being a strong woman, and Jia Zheng is the only one. Such a pedantic scholar can tolerate you."

With such an expression, Ai Ruo understood what it meant.

I thought Zhao Yi could give up, but I was really blind.Can't help feeling sad, it turns out that I really don't know my husband at all.