back to 20 years old

After sending Zhao Zhi away, I wandered around the school alone. Today’s weather is very good, neither windy nor cold. Now it’s sunset, and the sun is setting. I think of the sunset drunk coffee, the most beautiful sunset in Shanghai place.

Just as I was thinking about it, I saw Zhang Jing running towards me with her mobile phone.

"Shen Yue, why don't you take your phone?"

I touched my coat pocket, "Really, I forgot my phone in the dormitory." I said angrily.

"Give you."

"Thank you" and took the phone, "You wouldn't just come all the way to give me the phone, right? Nothing to show your courtesy? Nothing good."

"You are the only one who has nothing to do. Xiaoxiao called you just now, but if she couldn't find you, she called my mobile phone and asked where you are? I saw your mobile phone left on the table and knew that you forgot it again."

"Is Xiaoxiao looking for me? It's so urgent."

"She said she was going to treat guests to dinner tonight, and there was something important to announce."

"What's important?"

"I don't know either. Xiaoxiao will know when she talks about it."

Zhang Jing and I arrived at the small town of Lukang. Lily and Xiaoxiao had already arrived and beckoned us to pass.I thought there were only 4 people in our dormitory, why did so many people come?What day is it?Zhang Jing and I looked at each other, and looked at the few people in front of us for some reason.

Sitting next to Xiaoxiao is a girl I don't know, Xia Zhile is sitting on the other side, and opposite to Xia Zhi is another person I don't know,

Opposite Xiaoxiao is Lily.Zhang Jing and I sat next to Lily when we arrived.

Xiaoxiao said, "Is it okay for you two to look at me like this? I know you're wondering why the members of the 'Zhaoran' band are here, right?"

I nodded and looked at Xiaoxiao, took off my coat and put it on the back of the chair.After I sat down with Zhang Jing, Xiaoxiao introduced to me and Zhang Jing, "This is the big V, this is the leader and legendary drummer of the Sam'Learning" band." She pointed to me and Zhang Jing and said, "This is Zhang Shenyue, next to her is Zhang Jing." We nodded and greeted each other.

"Okay, I'm calling everyone here today because I have something to announce to everyone!" She said as she took the arm of the girl sitting next to her and leaned on her shoulder and said, "Big V and I will officially date from today. And we plan to live together, the new home has just been furnished, and today I am here to invite everyone to come to the new home to play, I hope you can support us." After speaking, a sweet smile appeared on his face and looked at us.

I looked at Xiaoxiao and Big V in surprise, but didn't speak.

Xia Zhile and Sam toasted to bless them and said that they would definitely go to the new house to warm the house.

Lily and Zhang Jing kept shouting "We support you! We support you!" They clapped while talking.

I thought to myself, I am not afraid of enemies like wolves, but teammates like pigs.

After receiving everyone's blessings, Xiaoxiao and big V turned to me, Xiaoxiao looked at me expectantly, and waited for me to raise my glass to bless them.

"When did you guys get together? Why didn't I hear you mention it before?" I asked Xiaoxiao angrily.

"A month ago, during the winter vacation. It was already a vacation at that time, and you went back to Beijing. We haven't made it public, so we didn't say it until now."

Big V went on to say, "Xiaoxiao never dared to tell you, because she was afraid that you would not accept it, so she never told you about us."

I ignored Big V, continued to look at Xiaoxiao and said, "Then do you think I can accept it if you mention it to me now? After everyone else knows, let me be the last to know, and I should accept it, right?"

"Shen Yue, I know I shouldn't hide it from you. We've been busy looking for a house, renting a house, and decorating a new house recently. We've been busy, so we didn't come here to tell you in a hurry."

"Looking for a house, decorating a new home?? What about the dormitory?"

"I've already told the school that I won't be staying on campus this semester."

"That's right, Xiaoxiao, you've done everything, right? That's how you treat your best friend!" I said with a wry smile.

am i madYes, I'm angry, we're best friends, I don't even know that, she never mentioned to me anything about her being with Big V.

The waiter delivered the food at an inappropriate time.

I knew that the atmosphere of the dinner party made me very embarrassed. I wanted to leave this depressing place and go outside to get some fresh air. I told Zhang Jing that I was going to the bathroom.

As soon as I stood outside, Xiaoxiao also came over and stood next to me and said, "Are you angry?"

I said angrily, "We are best friends, I don't know anything, if it were you, what would you do?"

"Shen Yue" she continued after calling my name, "I love her, listen well, I love her, not like her, I have had boyfriends, you know, but no boy would give me this kind of heartbeat and worry No one can make me feel that not being seen is suffering, I feel that if I leave her now, I will not be able to breathe. Shen Yue, I want to be with her, no matter who she is."

"Xiaoxiao, you know she's a girl, right? How do you live together?" I knew I was moved by Xiaoxiao's words, but I was still rational, so I continued to say, "Okay, even if I agree with you, how can you be together?" Have you thought about your parents? Will they agree?" I looked at Xiaoxiao and waited for her to answer.

Xiaoxiao said calmly and helplessly, "How many years do you think we can live? No one knows what will happen in the next second. We are not living for our parents, but for ourselves."

"Xiaoxiao, it will be difficult for you to be with her in the future, and you will have no results." I looked at Xiaoxiao with the most sincere eyes, and I really hope that she can think about it and think about it for herself in the future.I am her best friend, I will not harm her, I am really thinking of her sincerely.

"I know. I just want to be willful once and don't care about anything. Shenyue! Just let me have willful love once? I want to be with her, no matter what the result is."

I closed my eyes and took a deep breath.

Xiaoxiao looked at me with tears in her eyes, she was expecting my answer.

What can I do, we are best friends, I will always be by her side, no matter what her decision is, I can only be with her and always give her strength.

I turned my head and smiled at her helplessly and said, "You wayward guy."