back to 20 years old

That night I slept soundly on the bed, the sound of the phone vibrating woke me up from my dream, I picked up the phone and looked at it in a daze, the word Mu Haoran was displayed on the screen, I looked at the time again, At 3 in the morning, Haoran called me so late?

I picked up the phone and whispered "Hello!" There was no sound, and I said "Hello!" again

After waiting for a while, there was still no sound. I took the mobile phone away from my ear and looked.

Put it to the ear again and raised the volume a little, "Hello! Is it Haoran?"

"Shen Yue"

It turned out that the phone was not broken, and Haoran's voice came from the other end. When I was not awake, my mind was always foggy, and I didn't hear the trembling voice when she called me.

He said in a daze, "Is there something wrong with calling so late?"

"Grandma, grandma just left"

ah!Suddenly got up from the bed, "Let's go? You mean?"

She didn't speak, and all I could hear was crying like an echo in the valley from the other end of the phone.

I didn't know what to say, I just cried quietly with her on the phone.

I didn't want her to be sad anymore, I was talking about my memories of my grandma and grandma when I was young, I didn't care if she was listening or not, I just talked on my own, and gradually I felt that she stopped crying, Slowly, without knowing when, I fell asleep while holding the phone.

After waking up, I thought last night was just a dream. I dreamed that Haoran called me, and dreamed that she was crying.

When I turned on the phone to check the call log and saw the call log of 2 hours and 19 minutes, I was sure that it was not a dream, it was real.

After I got up, Xiaomei looked at me in surprise, "Sister Shenyue, what's wrong with your eyes, they seem to be swollen from crying, what happened?"

I quickly looked in the mirror and said with a smirk, "It's okay, I'm fine, maybe the novel last night was so touching, I fell asleep crying."

Xiaomei didn't ask any more questions, and went straight to class with her schoolbag.

Fortunately, I was seen by Xiaomei. She has never talked much. If Xiaoxiao and Zhang Jing saw it, it would be miserable. They would definitely ask me which novel is so touching.

I hurriedly applied cold water to my eyes, applied eye cream to reduce swelling, and dared to go out after working for more than an hour.

When I entered the classroom and saw Xiaoxiao waving at me, I quickly lowered my head and walked over, fearing that others would see my eyes.

After sitting down, Xiaoxiao asked me in a low voice, "Why didn't you come to the first class?"

"It's late."

"Looking at your eyes, you can tell that you have just woken up and are still a little swollen."

I touched my eyes and said, "Really? Why are your eyes still swollen?"

"Yeah, you can tell by looking at it that you haven't woken up."

I smiled and didn't speak.There is an old saying that a smile hides all ugliness. Sometimes when you don't know how to answer, a smile will definitely help.

Xiaoxiao lay next to my ear and whispered, "Hao Ran's grandma passed away last night. I heard it when Big V called Hao Ran in the morning."

I oh and said nothing.Thinking of her being so sad and sad last night made me feel bad.

Xiaoxiao and I sighed at the same time, looked at each other, and didn't speak.

Lying alone in bed at night, looking at the bright moon outside the window, always reminds me of the person I miss the most.I picked up my phone and sent a text message to Haoran:

How are you?Tonight's moon is not round enough, just like the shadow of this moon is incomplete, people will also have separation and separation.Grandma just went to a place that you can't see, but I believe she can see you. Grandma doesn't want you to be sad or unhappy because of her. You have to let her know that you are strong. Don't let grandma down, okay?

I know she got the text but she didn't get back to me.

The next day Xiaoxiao called me to ask me if they were going to attend grandma Haoran's memorial service the day after tomorrow and asked if I would go.I said go.I'm going, I want to go, I'm worried about her, I don't know if she's okay.

Early in the morning, big V drove to pick me up from school, Xiaoxiao, Xia Zhileo and Sam were sitting in the car.After getting on the bus, everyone looked worried. After a brief greeting, they were speechless all the way.After driving for about 2 hours, I arrived at Nanxun in Huzhou City, where there are water and small bridges everywhere.

I asked Xiaoxiao, "Is Nanxun such a simple water town?"

Xia Zhiliao replied, "Yes, it's better to visit Nanxun than to visit Jiangnan 99. This is our hometown."

A group of us came to Haoran's house. After entering the door, there was a big yard inside. There were already some people standing in the yard to mourn people.Xia Zhi led us inside very familiarly, and greeted the passing uncles and aunts from time to time. After passing through a corridor, I entered the innermost room, and I saw Haoran.

She stood beside the body with her head bowed, her face was slightly thin, with a dim yellow light, making her look haggard.

The big V first walked over to her and hugged and greeted her. She glanced at me and then continued to talk to the big V. After she nodded, the big V walked away satisfied.

Xiaoxiao, got it, after Sam hugged and comforted her respectively.I came in front of her and stretched out my right hand to shake hands with her.She also stretched out her right hand and held my hand vigorously. When I was about to speak, she pulled me over, hugged my shoulder with one hand, and still held my right hand with the other hand, next to my ear. She said softly, "Shen Yue, thank you for coming."

The frozen me was melted by her gentle voice, thinking about my toes, put my chin on her shoulder, slowly raised my hand, patted her on the back and said, "It will all pass, don't be too sad, sorry! "

She nodded and let me go.Then I stood next to everyone.