back to 20 years old

Haoran flew back to Shanghai at noon the next day. On the way to the airport, I asked her why she didn’t go to Taiwan to spend the Spring Festival with her mother. She said that she grew up with her grandma, and a place with grandma is her home.

After sending Hao away, I was a little sad on the way back alone, and always felt that I was alone in the crowd.

Received a text message from Haoran: Already boarded the plane, pay attention to safety on the road, keep in touch with WeChat.See you at school!

I replied: OK, you also pay attention to safety.

Lying on the bed at night and listening to music with headphones on, it was very late but I still couldn't fall asleep.All I think about is her, she is serious when she is teaching French, she is concentrating on singing on stage, she is frowning when she is angry, she is so sunny when she smiles, she holds my hand and refuses to let go Looking back, I recalled every heart-pounding moment when I was with her.

I know I shouldn't think about her, I have Zhao Zhi, and she's a girl, so it's impossible for me to be with her.I won't like her, and she won't like me, because there are so many beautiful girls around her, how can she like me?It must be that what we have been in contact with recently is too ordinary, it is my illusion, how can girls and girls have a future, even if I understand their circle, even if there are classmates around me, I have no objection, I can accept it, so what!This kind of thing will never happen to me, it is impossible for me and her.

I want to forget what happened these days, forget about her, I want to find something to keep myself busy, not to think about her, and quickly resume my normal life.Jin Minqi's "13" sounded in the earphones:

I am here, busy and crowded, most of the encounters are just nodding abruptly.

It's incredible that you are there, strange but familiar, how can it affect sorrow and joy.

If those longings are unattainable, you save your energy, and you don’t lose even if you don’t start.

We live on February [-]th, two people stop at liking, if they are not in love, will they not resent each other, I would rather you be a perfect regret.

We live in February [-]th, talking about nothing to do with Fengyue, the story is not finished, and we can still smile and greet, maybe there is no answer to the question, but the answer.

Bravery, giving in is also a kind of bravery, omitting anxiety, not expecting or entangled.

The winter vacation is already very short, and with the Spring Festival and Valentine's Day in the middle, it will go even faster.After the Spring Festival, I accompany my mother to go to temple fairs with relatives, and I also have to attend family reunions, elementary school, junior high school, and high school reunions. Every day is very busy.

On Valentine's Day, Zhao Zhi sent me a large bouquet of roses and chocolate.I shared my joy in Moments, Xiaoxiao said I was posting happiness, let me be careful and die quickly, I said she was a crow's mouth.

Although I promised Haoran to send her WeChat often, I didn't keep it.I didn't want to, didn't want to, and didn't dare to contact her more, but I checked over and over again in Moments if she had any news today.

Time flies, and when the school starts, I am looking forward to it. I have never looked forward to it like this before.

My mother sent me to the train station, I reluctantly said goodbye to my mother, and got on the train back to Shanghai alone.When dragging the suitcase out of Shanghai Railway Station, I took a deep breath, looked at the dense crowd in the square, and said to myself: How are you, Shanghai?Hehe, sister~ I'm back again! !

Zhao Zhi was waving to me in the distance, and he walked over quickly. He stepped forward to help me get the salute, put the suitcase in the trunk, and drove me back to school.

Sitting in the car, I asked Zhao Zhi, "You came here on time today. I saw you as soon as I got out of the station. How did you drive to pick me up? I didn't even know you bought a car."

"It was allocated by the company. There was a traffic jam on the way here. I was afraid I would be late! How is it? Are you tired on the way?"

"The company treats you well, and even provides you with a car. It seems that you are doing well!"

"The boss is nice, and he said he would give me a raise!"

"Really? Do you want to treat me then?"

"That's a must" Ha ha.

"I still have to move up to the second floor by myself. Why am I the only one who has to move the boxes by myself? Who said that boys are always sympathetic, I have moved 6 times, and I move here and there by myself every semester, why no one comes to sympathize I, what was said on TV and in the novels are all lies." Zhao Zhi and I watched Zhang Jing carry the box to the second floor with difficulty.

Zhao Zhi asked me, "What is Zhang Jing talking about all by herself?"

"I'll help her, or I'll be the next one to be talked about."

Entering the dormitory, Zhang Jing said, "Shen Yue, tell me, should I quickly find a boyfriend now? If I carry boxes like this, I will gain muscle."

"You, you don't want it when someone is chasing you, but now it's like this, you deserve it."

Zhang Jing pretended to cry.

Zhao Zhi said, "You girls cry whenever you want?" He took my suitcase and put it next to the closet and said, "Shen Yue, take a good rest, there is still something to do in the company, and I have to go back to the company."

"I'm going back to the company after 5 o'clock, don't you want to have dinner together?"

"No, let's have another day. Let's have dinner together another day, I'm leaving."

"Oh, well, then I'll see you off."