back to 20 years old

The joint practice with the band 'Learning' will start next Wednesday, and it just so happens that today I can go shopping with Zhang Jing and Xiaoxiao.

The most important task today is to choose a special birthday gift for Lily. After shopping for a long time, we three cobblers didn’t know what to buy. It’s time to eat. Xiaoxiao and I proposed to go to Jinhu Tea Restaurant. Fortunately, there was no need to wait for a seat today. We went in and chose a seat by the window. Lily and Zhang Jing sat across from me and were looking at the menu.

I remember that I was with Zhao Zhi last time. This place is very close to his new company, but we mostly came at noon before, and there were many people every time. Today is evening, and maybe the white-collar workers in the nearby office buildings are off work. So there are not many people.

After eating, we discussed which store to buy birthday gifts while drinking milk tea.I was attracted by a girl in a pink coat walking far out of the window.

I thought to myself, the pink color is really good-looking, I never seem to choose this kind of pink or candy-colored clothes, I think it is too sweet, I must not look good when I wear it, but look at how beautiful they are.The boyfriend of such a sweet girl must also like it very much. Seeing her boyfriend, with one arm around the girl's shoulder and the other hand helping the girl hold the bag, is really sweet.The young lovers talked all the way and smiled and walked towards the North Square, seeing how happy they were, secretly envious.

Turning back to continue discussing with Xiaoxiao and Zhang Jing, she suddenly turned to look again, her face was a little stunned, Zhao Zhi is the boyfriend with the bag?Is it Zhao Zhi?I couldn't believe my eyes, and I was beating my heart, telling myself that it couldn't be Zhao Zhi, it couldn't be Zhao Zhi's.

I looked back again, and only saw the back of the girl in the pink coat and her caring boyfriend. Why does he look so tall and short like Zhao Zhi?I'm not sure if it was him.

Before I had time to explain to Xiaoxiao and Zhang Jing, I ran out of the restaurant with my bag and coat, and chased after the girl in the pink coat. I didn't believe it was Zhao Zhi.

I ran all the way to find it, girl in pink coat, where are you?I walked around the square but couldn't find them. I was a little dizzy seeing so many people. Why are there so many Chinese?Why are there so many people in the square?

When I was anxious to cry, I saw the girl in the pink coat.I ran over at the speed of a [-]-meter sprint and grabbed the girl in the pink coat by her clothes.The girl was obviously taken aback by my move, she probably thought I was stealing money.

After I grabbed the girl, I bent down and panted heavily, because I had been lacking in exercise and running too fast, I couldn't speak at this time.

The boy acted as a flower protector and grabbed my hand, but when the boy saw me, he was so shocked that he didn't speak for a long time.

I looked up and saw him, and it was really him.

I looked into Zhao Zhi's panicked eyes and said angrily, "I didn't expect it to be really you."

"Shen Yue? Why are you? You?"

I said calmly, "Who is she?"

The girl looked at me, then at Zhao Zhi, and asked him, "Do you know each other? Who is she?"

He turned to me and said "Yes, girlfriend."

The girl was furious and yelled at Zhao Zhi, "What are you talking about? Who is your girlfriend? Say it again, is she your girlfriend?"

At this time, he looked at the girl in the pink coat in fear and said, "No, no, you are. He is my junior."

I closed my eyes, smiled contemptuously and said, "Sister?"

Should I be angry, or should I slap him, isn't that how it's played on TV, I should yell at him, just like that girl.Tell her I'm not some school girl, you are his girlfriend.

But why am I so calm, I can't say a single harsh word, I just stand there stupidly looking at Zhao Zhi.

The girl said, "I don't care what school girl I am, hurry up, the dinner appointment with Dad is going to be late." After finishing speaking, the girl turned and left.

He turned around and whispered to me again, "She is my boss's daughter, I'm sorry Shen Yue, I'll explain to you next time." After he finished speaking, he was like this, chasing after her girlfriend—the girl in the pink coat in front of me Disappeared.

"Is she a girlfriend? I'm just your school girl?"

I was still standing there, and there were still many people in the square. No one cared about what happened just now, they only cared about the road under their feet.

I was still standing there, the difference was that my eyes were full of tears.I'm just a "school girl"

I raised my head and looked at the sky. There was no star shining for me in the sky, and no one on the ground was willing to stay for me.

Looking at the distance, I can't see the road in the distance.

I took a deep breath and I said to myself, what am I doing?Are you acting in a TV show?I'm not a child anymore, who hasn't lost their love in this era, what's the big deal, the sun will still rise tomorrow.

Xiaoxiao called me and asked where I had gone, and I said that I met an acquaintance and went back to the dormitory by myself later.

After that time, Zhao Zhi came to the school to look for me, but I didn't want to see him, so what if I did?Would he dump his boss's daughter to be with me, an ordinary school girl?I have been with him for more than 2 years, and I can't resist the fact that he is a boss's daughter.If he really likes me and cares about me, how can he be with her?

Afterwards, I fell ill and was in a trance all day long, unable to lift my spirits to anything.I was not in the mood to go to the joint practice on Wednesday and Saturday. I called the big V and said I was sick. The big V asked me to rest and talk about it when I recovered.

Lying on the bed and thinking about it all day long, at night when I can't see the stars, I can't help but want to contact him, but reason tells me that I shouldn't, since we broke up, I will quit completely, it's not my style to break up.I threw the phone far away, where I couldn't see it.

Zhao Zhi and I are really over, no quarrel, no hysteria, no words that hurt each other, no one hates each other, it's over peacefully, so calm that no one around us knows that we're over.