back to 20 years old

"Xiaoxiao, do you know where Shenyue is? How come no one answers her calls?"

"Today, Sunday, she should be teaching at the Children's Palace. What do you want from her?"

"She broke up with Zhao Zhi, do you know?"

"Ah! Break up?"

"It seems that you don't know either, and I will call you later."

"Hey, Haoran, hello!" Why did you hang up on me?Disrespectful housework, Xiaoxiao said angrily.

I came out of the Children's Palace and walked towards the station. The weather was so good that my mood improved.It has been more than a week since I broke up with Zhao Zhi. It seems that time is really good medicine, which can make people dilute many things, including love and hate.I was still immersed in my own thoughts, when suddenly a person appeared in front of me, grabbed my wrist and left.

I was about to speak, but when I saw this person's back so familiar, I didn't speak, and followed her obediently. On the flyover in Xidan, Beijing, she also pulled my wrist like this.

She pulled me into the car parked on the side of the road. I wanted to ask her but before I could ask her, she said first, "Go to my house, I have something to ask you. Why didn't you call your phone back?"

"The phone is dead. What's the matter, can't you say it here?"

"I can't delay you for a few minutes." After she finished speaking, she ignored me and drove the car very fast. Several times, I thought I was going to hit the car in front of me, and I was so scared that I held on to the handrail tightly.Fortunately, we arrived at the parking lot safely, parked the car, and we entered her house one after the other.

After entering the door, she leaned against the full-length mirror at the door, and when I came in, she closed the door and looked at me seriously.

I also looked at her with serious eyes, and only then did I see blood on the corner of her mouth.

I asked her suspiciously, "What happened to the corner of your mouth? Did you fight with someone?" After asking this question, I felt ridiculous. How could she fight with someone at her age.

She didn't answer my question, but instead asked me "Why didn't you come to the joint practice last week?"

I lowered my head, not daring her to see my lying eyes, and said, "Me? I'm sick."

"What do you think of our relationship? We should be friends."

"Forget it, why do you ask that?" I looked at her.

"Okay, since we are friends, why didn't you tell me?"

"tell you what?"

She stared into my eyes and said, "You broke up with Zhao Zhi, right?"

I looked at her in surprise, thinking, how could Xiaoxiao know something that they didn't know?I asked "how do you know?"

She seemed to be very angry and said, "I told him last time that if I saw him with that girl again, I would never let him go."

I pointed to the corner of her mouth "so you fought him?"

"Yes, I punched him. Don't worry, he didn't suffer, and he punched me back."

I was a little unhappy and said, "He told you that we have broken up?"

"Yes, he said it. If he hadn't said that you had broken up, if I hadn't seen him with that girl again today, how long are you going to keep it from us?"

"I didn't mean to hide it from you, it's just. What did you say?" I stared at her seriously and continued, "If you see them together again? Did you already know about them being together?"

She looked down at the floor and said "Yes, but."

I said with a wry smile, "So you already knew."

"Shen Yue, listen to me."

I asked her angrily, "When did you know?"

"I saw it once before the New Year."

"Why didn't you tell me? What do you think of me?" I tried my best to control my emotions.

She said anxiously, "No."

"No? You keep saying that you are my friend, have you ever thought about me? So you are waiting to see my joke, right?" I became more and more excited, and my voice became louder, "Everyone in the world You know, I'm the only one kept in the dark, I'm the only one who is a fool, right?"

I can't control my emotions, it seems that there is something stuck in my heart all the time, and now it's all about to vent. "Have you ever thought about me? You know how stupid I was to run over and ask him who is his girlfriend Have you ever thought about how helpless I am standing alone in the square? Do you know how humiliated I am in front of them?"

I stopped and looked at her out of breath, "What do you take me for? A friend or a fool?"

I said fiercely, "You are liars!", "You are all liars!" I slammed the door angrily, she didn't chase me, but I heard a noise in the room, I didn't care what the noise was, without hesitation Take the elevator and walk out of the community.

I want to go home, but there is no home for me in this city.I didn't know where else to go other than going back to the dormitory. I walked back to school step by step like I was hollowed out.I thought of myself standing in a square with people coming and going, Zhao Zhi left me and said I was just a school girl.

"Shen Yue" Lily ran over and called me, "What's the matter, you look so bad?"

When I saw Lili, it was as if I saw a life-saving grass. I looked at her with red eyes, lay on her shoulder and cried, "I broke up with Zhao Zhi."

Lily was surprised when she heard the news, but she comforted me and said, "If you divide it, you will divide it. If you don't go to the old one, you won't come to the new one. I don't want him anymore. Let's go, go to my house. You didn't even eat the birthday cake on my birthday last time." Just say you don’t feel well and leave, call Shang Xiaoxiao and Zhang Jing today, and go to my house to have a good get-together.”

I nodded and said yes.

She took me to her home and called Xiaoxiao and Zhang Jing to come over.

Zhang Jing came over with red wine and said she wanted to get drunk. When Xiaoxiao saw me, she asked, "Shen Yue, why is your phone turned off? I just came from Haoran's house, and she..."

I said impatiently, "Can you not mention her to me?" Then I said angrily, "Don't mention Zhao Zhi to me in the future, neither of them is my friend from now on."

Zhang Jing picked up the wine glass and said, "Okay, okay, don't mention it to anyone, today I just drink to our dormitory 206."