你 是 我 的 梦

It doesn't matter if you say I give up on myself, or say I don't cherish myself, me. .I'm just afraid that if I continue like this, I will ruin myself. My parents gave me life, so I should hope that I can live well! !Now that they are gone, I should live their share together.

Although I don't want to understand what love is any more, I know that if I want to live a good life and be like a normal person, I must break away from someone's life, and there must be someone beside me to get me out of that dark world. Pull back from the world, as for whether the heart is still there, I don’t know

Ever since we lived together, I found that Zhang Yi has changed a lot. It is obviously different from his behavior at home. It's like a different person. I wonder if this Zhang Yi has been transferred!

The first thing I discovered was that Zhang Yi was a chatterbox, and it was difficult for him to keep his mouth open, even when he was eating, he would express his exclusive opinions.

Every time I say a word, he will develop N kinds of possibilities or topics from this sentence, and when he speaks, the biggest advantage is that I don't have to answer his questions, and he will justify the topic to the end.

He spoke like an orator, frothing and dancing.For me who prefer to be quiet now, just four words: dumbfounded.

More than a year ago, I got used to living alone, used to not talking when I got home, smoking and drinking quietly without turning on the lights.Suddenly there is someone who is nagging with me endlessly, and sometimes I am afraid that when he is eloquent and frothy, I can't help but beat him up.

It's not violent, it's just that adapting to such a change really doesn't take a while, and it really takes a lot of courage.

But this kind of thing didn't happen, because with him, even if he didn't speak, the room could always be lively, it didn't feel so bad!If you can live like this all the time, it should be pretty good!

I found out again that Zhang Yi not only likes to find topics, but I suspect that he is also a hypochondriac! ! !untie

For example, I said: I am very tired today.He would ask: "What did you do today? What did you do? I don't know how to massage, so I can't help you. I heard that there is a new colleague in your unit. He is still male. Is he more handsome than me? You won’t be more handsome than me. If you are more handsome than me, you won’t be visually tired. You’ll say you’re tired when you come back. It seems that I’m still attractive. I suggest you talk less to him. Although we are not married, we are now considered boyfriend and girlfriend. , if you spread any bad rumors in the unit, if I don't care, my mother will also care, even if my mother doesn't care, my father still cares..."

Every time he fantasized like this, I would think: I was a little monk who was lazy in reciting scriptures in my previous life. I was always lazy when reciting scriptures, so in this life, I found someone to come by my side and help me finish the rest. . .

At the same time, I also hope that my ears can bring their own cotton, which will block themselves at this joint at all times, and give me a moment of peace. . .

I remember when I met Zhang Yi for the first time, he was wearing a pair of glasses, so I said he was very gentle.After getting along with him, I realized that he was not wearing glasses to be cool, but a high degree of myopia! ! ! !

Wearing high-level glasses to see things, there are still many things I can't see clearly.As for me, I am obviously not nearsighted, so how could I not see clearly that the person in front of me is nearsighted? ? ?

His eyesight is poor, so I have to take care of many things in life, such as broken electrical appliances, broken lights, broken cabinets, I have to fix them all, if he does it, this poor thing will be real It has to be completely scrapped! ! !

But in terms of work, I can't do anything except comfort him.

Since he moved out of his family, he has also started looking for a job in preparation for the day when we will get married and start our small family.

Because of his poor eyesight, he can't do a lot of delicate work, and even if he does a little delicate work, it also gives people the impression that this person is very careless.So he entered the company very quickly and came out quickly.The reason is very simple!Just like me, he was deceived by his appearance!

(Just let me be a little proud, I suddenly feel a lot more balanced in my heart, baring my teeth!!)

Sometimes I think he is competent for the job, such as a clerk, he himself is a computer student, so he should be able to do it with ease, but he said that the workload is too heavy, there are too many materials to do, and it is too tiring.Moreover, he is a computer student. It is too wasteful to use a computer genius like him to make such a small amount of information, and it is obviously overqualified. . .

I can see that in his world, he can always find countless reasons for every decision he makes, and he still feels -- perfect --.

Maybe it's because he was unhappy at work. When he got home, he wouldn't speak very well to me. I don't know how much bad temper he has contained in it.

But I can also understand that a son-in-law has always been served by his parents before and after, and he can still criticize his parents when he is unhappy.Now because of me, not only does he have no one to serve him, but he also has to go out to earn money to support himself, and the money is not so easy to earn. If he is not angry, he seems to be inhuman. . .

After a month, he didn't earn much money, and the money he earned was not enough for his own expenses. He wanted to comfort him, but thought, with his temper, he should feel that I was laughing at him! !

Take the time to comfort him! !

I didn't point to his nose like Aunt Du next door and say, "You are really useless. Look at Lao Wang next door, who earns [-] a month, and Li Si, who lives next door, earns [-] a month. Ten thousand or eight thousand, at least you have to earn it to support yourself!"

I didn't hit him with such words, I guess he can understand that I mean no harm! !

I found that I seemed to be more normal. Sometimes I would get angry, sometimes I would care, and sometimes I started to care about a normal person.I even sometimes ask myself:

Did you find a child to play house with yourself, or are you bored to help the country cultivate talents?

Do you really feel for someone like him who always likes to give up halfway, so he has a sharp mouth?

Maybe your life is suitable for a person to live.

Just because you took all your happiness in the first 23 years.