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I was distracted? It was a little far away. When I came back to my senses, Sheng Yun got up. He got up slowly, with his hands clasped and his fists on the ground. ? Go back.

I followed his figure and knelt on the futon and moved a few steps. Kneeling is too slow, can I kneel? Hui Shengyun, I don’t dare to blaspheme the Buddha here again, so in the end I have no choice but to do nothing stood up.

I took a look at the place where the prayer wheels were placed, and I placed two prayer wheels where I could pray for blessings.

Sheng Yun? If you want my prayer wheel, then I don’t have it? Take his, I think even if they stay there, it’s a good pair.

I walked out of the hall of the Jokhang Temple, outside? I don't know when it started to snow.

Big clusters of snowflakes are flying and hitting my face, I can’t even try it? It’s so cold, I’m not afraid of snow anymore. Last month, Sheng Yun took me to go skiing. I dug him out bit by bit, he would rather bury it again and untie it? My heart knot.

I looked at the flying snowflakes and raised my head. I am not afraid of snow anymore. The ancients are right? Snowflakes are such a beautiful thing. The world is vast, and there are no roots and buds, no? They are rich and noble flowers.I can take a good look at it.I raised my head? Then, so the snowflakes rushed to my face, and they even came in my eyes. Are they trying to impress me?

I rubbed my eyes, I think I'm sorry now, I feel like my gut is going to break.

I didn't stand at the entrance of the temple for a long time, but there was already a layer of snow under my feet. The snow here didn't feel like it would melt, and it would be stored on the ground after it fell. In some places, a small pile had already accumulated. Anyone who has stepped on has a footprint, and there is snow under the footprints. It is simply too beautiful. The whole world is white, and it is still on the way of pilgrimage. In Tibet, white snow endows this place with a pure soul.

I stepped out of the Jokhang Temple on the white snow, and there was Bajiao Street outside. Sure enough, many people were making pilgrimages.

Bajiao Street is a turning passage around the Jokhang Temple. It is called the "Holy Road" by the Tibetan people. Its circumference is about 1000 meters, which is exactly the distance of a thousand equal lengths.

The Buddha said that kowtowing one thousand equal-length bodies can fulfill the wishes of the heart, redeem the original sins of the heart, and pray for the loved ones.

I don't know if it's true or if it's passed down here. After all, how can so many wishes be satisfied? How can the innate original sin be redeemed?

But the last one, praying for the one you love, has a great attraction. I think even if the previous ones are not perfect, the last one is also very good.

I also know that blessings and prayers and stuff are silly, that's the least visible thing.

But people in this world are so stupid, they are willing to try and pay for the invisible future.

Every year, countless people come to this place for pilgrimage, and everyone throws their bodies to the ground, prostrating the most devout body of equal length, for the sake of faith and the dream of a lifetime.

It is for pilgrimage, but also for atonement.

To atone for my original sin, toward my holy place, where there is light, the top of the mountain, is you.You are my light, my hero, my god, my belief, and the direction of my heart?

I kowtow with these people, I don't have time to sell equipment for kowtowing, some of these people start from their hometowns, not far away, and are extremely pious, so they have it on their hands, arms and legs. Some protection, but I thought I was wearing thick enough, no? Is it just 1000 meters? Did I crawl on the ground back then? Not more than a thousand 1000 meters, right?

Equal length? No need to learn, as long as you have the most pious heart, you will not? crawl on this land independently.

I followed an old grandma, and followed her step by step. The old grandma looked very old, with wrinkles on her face, and her bronze skin was exposed to the wind and sun, like a stretch of land, and like There were rings of annual rings, but her eyes were still bright, and she kept looking ahead as if there was no one else around.

I imitated her and made the equal-length figure more and more standard.

This time I don't? Don't worry anymore, no? I don't want to hold my breath anymore, because belief is sacred, and it takes a lifetime to make a pilgrimage.Just like? The person I love will be loved for the rest of my life.

The oath I can't say, the love I can't write, the head I can't kowtow? I am willing to practice it with actions.

This world is very big? Going around, splitting and reuniting, many people pass by. Maybe they will never see each other again in this life, and they can only stay in the memory forever;

This world is small, and it can be filled with love. No matter where he is, whether he can meet again in this life, but as long as there is love in his heart, he can last forever.

This is what the Buddhists say, eternity and bliss.

Sheng Yun, I will? Love you forever, every second of loving you from now on is pure, without distracting thoughts.

I engrave you in my heart, no? in any language, no? in prayer, no? in swear, because you are always there.In the past, in the future? In.

In the past, I was dull and failed to love you when you loved me, so I would like to spend the rest of my life loving you.

The snow is getting heavier and heavier, which gradually reduces the number of pedestrians on this street. This is convenient for me to kowtow. At the beginning, I could still knock on people's heels, but now I don't ? Will?

The snow on the ground is also covered layer by layer, white and pure, just like the snow mountain that year, I prostrate on this ground, with my hands on the ground, facing the snow, the snowflakes are soft and cool, warmed by my face, It made me feel like I was baptized, so I kissed them, kissed the ground.

I lay close to the ground and could hear the Qing song coming from a small shop on the street: No? Leave? Abandon... These words made me pause for a while. After listening for a while, I realized that this is a song The famous Tibetan Buddhist poem "Do you see or not? See".

you follow, or not? follow me

my hand is in your hand

No? Give up? Give up

It sounds good. I lay down on the ground and listened to it for a while. People around me also listened to it. They also crawled on the ground. After listening to the last sentence, they moved forward again. Some of them were in the wrong direction with me. Yes, it’s not a pilgrimage anyway? Pay attention to this, it’s all a circle, and you can go back no matter what.

After I rested for a while, I continued to kowtow like before, the snow fell more and more heavily, and I almost couldn't see the people around me clearly, but fortunately, I waited for my body to grow. The steps are simple, three steps and one buckle, no? How difficult it is, so I no longer need to refer to the people around me.

My movements? I am doing more and more standard. I am a stupid person, but I can do this kind of process very well. I can remember the number every time I do one, and I can say it again. May I love it. The people of the world are safe, happy and happy.

Me too? I don’t know how long I’ve been knocking. When I hit the 666th number, I raised my head. This number is relatively auspicious. There are not many people around me, not even the old lady who was in front of me just now.

I feel a little desolate in my heart, I think how can I not compare to an old grandma?Even if she is an ALPHA, but her age...

After I sighed? Accepted it?, I just sucked!I just kowtow slower and slower, I just want to give up, I just want to kowtow again tomorrow, and I want to take advantage of a big? sunny and warm day to kowtow!

I knelt in the snow and spurned myself fiercely, Xie Shen'an, how can you be so useless? Use it!Do you even have to find a reason to kowtow?!Look at what people knocked!

A few steps away from me, there is a mark of a person of equal length, which is the mark left by a person lying down on the snow, so you may find it very intrusive.

But that print is very standard and beautiful. I looked at the front and back of this print again. It is true that the length and distance are the same, and the stamping is very standard. It can be regarded as a model. , this varies with the thickness of the snowflake, he may have knocked it twice.

But no matter what, it can be seen that he came alone, and he was probably an ALPHA, because he was very tall, almost the same as Sheng Yun, who was lying on my bed that night. On the bed, I measured him, and he is about the same length.

Cough, I'm a bit off topic, I mean, my calculations are still trustworthy, and I can still remember a little bit of the things I trained in those years.

I looked at the standard body print twice, and finally gritted my teeth and continued to climb forward.

667!Fortunately, the number was easy to remember when I stopped just now, I can't remember it wrong, I must knock down 1000.

I started to kowtow like an ascetic monk, I didn't lift my head, anyway, I don't need to lift it anymore, the sky is getting darker, I can only see a meter around me clearly, but only for a while , because Xue always pounced on my face, and it still couldn't melt when it jumped on it, some of it even got on my eyelashes, and it didn't melt for a long time, and it didn't melt after I blinked for a long time. Is it bullying that I can’t lift my hands stiffly? Get up, forget it, I don’t have a fight with a small snowflake, and I concentrate on knocking on my head? One by one, because I’m getting slower and slower.

Fortunately, my crawling exercise in the snow back then had some effect. I was also the worst one at that time, but because the instructor was very good at that time, it was Chen Yun, and I was quite afraid of him, so I tried my best every time. I moved slowly to the end, so to this day, there is finally one virtue left to persevere to the end.

My head? The time I lay on the ground was a bit long. The snowflakes had crushed my hat, and I didn’t bother to shake it when I got up. Let’s move on to the next one. There are almost no seals in front of me. Fortunately, there is a place a few meters away from my next door? That person is with me, and he is in the opposite direction? But thanks to him knocking down several times, I can still see the deep and shallow, which makes me feel the same There are like companions.

Gradually there are no people on the Bajiao Street, and the sky is getting darker and darker. The darkening in Tibet is slow, but because I have been shopping with Sheng Yun for a while, I stayed in that hall for too long? In addition, my knocking is getting slower and slower, and I haven't finished knocking when it's dark.

Those pedestrians and pilgrims have also returned home. They are on the pilgrimage every day, and it has become a job. Don’t you have to be like me, and you must finish kowtowing in one day, don’t you? Guilt, heart sin hard to explain, can't wait to ask Buddha for forgiveness.

If what the Buddha said is right, and sincerity is the key to opening gold and stone, then I am willing to knock until dawn.Knock to? My sins can be atoned for.

Maybe it’s because I’m thinking too much, my head? Will I get up after the knock? When I got up, I lay down on the ground to rest, and I didn’t know how long I lay down, but I was able to wait? That knock was very standard I can't see the person on the head? I just estimated the distance and think it should be him. He knocked very slowly, maybe he knocked a lot, but his movements are very standard, three steps and one buckle, two hands Prostrate on the ground, forehead? Sticking hands, kneeling on the ground.

Seen from my direction, he is very tall, and he is really long when lying on the ground.

I closed my eyes, took a breath, and decided to tap again. I have the last 10 left, which is easy to remember, 990.

But I couldn't get up for a while, the snow on my body felt so heavy, how long have I been lying here?

I look like I was buried in the snow, like the scene of a murder case, right?

So the person next door to me couldn't help but look back at me after knocking over.I didn't want him to think that I was freezing to death, so I moved in the snow nest and tried to get up, but I could only stagger forward three steps, and when I bent down to the ground, I couldn't It's so standard, but I don't care, I really can't crawl anymore, let me rest for a while, my knees can't bend down anymore.

I lay on my hands, my hands are now like carrots, swollen and fat, I lie on them? Very comfortable.

If I can't raise my head, I can hear that person coming, he stepped on the snow with a creaking sound, and I heard him call me: "Xie Shen'an? Thank you Shen'an!"

His voice was a little trembling, and when I finally heard his voice, I finally recognized whose voice it was, it was so familiar.No wonder? So he can call out my name?

No wonder? He can still recognize me when I lie on the ground.In this world, I don’t even call me by my first name. Is there anyone who is too enthusiastic except Sheng Yun?

The author has something to say: this article is almost finished, the protagonist is very useless, you are tired of reading it, I am very sorry, if you don’t want to read it, don’t tell me, just go secretly, I know you all want to Let the protagonist change, but the article has been written, and I can't change the settings, I can only write according to my ideas, but thank you for still reading.