Inferior by Nature

The black shadow walked slowly to the bed and raised his arms. In the dim light, I could only see something in his hand, like a gun.

Could it be that Ou Kelan's killer came here?

When I was wondering, Ran Qingzhuang suddenly exerted strength, jumped up from the bed like a tiger, grabbed the hand of Hei Ying, and threw his whole body on the other side.

The two wrestled in the dark, and I groped and crawled to the other side of the bed, shouting loudly: "Come on..."

Only after I yelled two words, a group of people rushed in from the door, and the room was brightly lit, which made me squint my eyes.

Holding the gun, Tao Nian came in aggressively. When he saw the man who had been subdued by Ran Qingzhuang and was pressed to the ground with his backhand, the expression on his face could only be described as heartbroken.

"Wei Daji, it's really you." He walked back and forth for two steps with nowhere to vent, really couldn't figure it out, and said angrily, "Are you fucking worthy of the uniform you're wearing?"

Wei Daji was kneeled against the back by Ran Qingzhuang, and lay on the ground. At this moment, he could only see Tao Nian clearly by lifting his head up.

"Captain Tao, I can't help it. I'm sorry, I'm really sorry..." Wei Daji cried bitterly, "I just wanted to have fun at first, but I didn't expect that the more I gambled, the more I owed a lot of money... They caught If you find out about me, let me do things for them, or you will report me. I don't want to be a black policeman, but I can't turn back... I can only get deeper and deeper..." He said, vigorously kowtow The ground was knocked bloody in a short while.

Apparently, he was undoubtedly the one who had tipped off Jinchenyu all this time, and the origin of everything turned out to be because of gambling.

One wrong step, one wrong step, if some things cannot resist the temptation at the beginning, what awaits you later is only a deep abyss.

With his head down, Wei Daji was handcuffed and taken away from the ward.Ran Qingzhuang picked up a suppressed pistol that had fallen from the ground, and handed it to the evidence searchers.

Wrapped in a quilt, I approached him with lingering fear, "You already knew he had a problem?" Otherwise, how could you say that the juice he sent was not clean?

Ran Qingzhuang turned his head to look at me and said, "It's probably earlier than you."

As soon as Jiang Longjun knew that there might be an inner ghost leaking the secret, he immediately ordered Yan Shuang to secretly investigate the matter.After checking the list of all suspicious persons and determining the general target, Yan Shuang had no choice but to design the inner ghost to jump out by himself because there was no direct evidence.

She deliberately concealed the news of successfully capturing Jinchenyu, hacked his dark web account, and then sent instructions to the inner ghost, urging him to kill Ran Qingzhuang.

Wei Daji only thought that it was Jin Chenyu who gave him the order, and was afraid of retaliation if he disobeyed the order, so he had to hastily formulate a murder plan full of mistakes and omissions.

But he didn't know that his gun had long been replaced with blank ammunition, and no one would touch the food he handled.

"So, everyone is waiting tonight, just waiting for him to bump into him stupidly?"

"You can put it this way." Ran Qingzhuang embraced me and sent me back to bed to sleep.

I yawned, and seeing that he didn't intend to go to bed, I asked him where he was going.

Ran Qingzhuang said: "I'll talk to Tao Nian, and Yan Shuang will also explain to you. Go to bed first, I'll be right back."

I said it was right away, but it may have been an hour or two before he came back. When I lay down on the bed, my movements were very light, but I felt light and woke up.He hugged me from behind, still using the insecure hugging method, with his chest against his back, carefully distinguishing, and even feeling the other person's heartbeat.

There was a vague smell of smoke in my nose, and this was the first time I smelled smoke from him since I lived here.I don't know if it was because of talking about Wei Daji with Tao Nian, or because of the sequelae of the earlier game of knocking ice cubes.

Early the next morning, Dr. Xie came to round the ward, probably because he had heard about the commotion last night, and asked me if I was frightened.

"No." I glanced at Ran Qingzhuang, and said, "I'm safe."

Dr. Xie asked me how my surgery was going. She asked this question almost every day. I used to shake my head, but this time I smiled and expressed the hope that she could arrange the surgery as soon as possible.

"Are you sure you want to have surgery?" She was a little surprised.

Ran Qingzhuang was standing against the wall, but when he heard this, he straightened up and looked at me with surprise.

"I thought about it, but I still can't let go of the human world." I said.

Doctor Xie laughed and said, "The world is so good, it's normal not to let it go."

Since I'm going to have an operation, I need my immediate family to be by my side. Just in the past few days, my younger sister has also finished her college entrance examination, so I called my mother.Afraid of scaring her, he only said that he would have an operation and asked her to come to Chonghai.

"Is it serious? What did the doctor say?"

"It's okay, it's just a minor operation. Didn't my little sister want to come to Chonghai for a long time? You can bring her with you. I'll ask Nanxian to pick you up then."

Zhizi Mo Ruomu, maybe she heard some whitewashing meaning from my tone, she asked repeatedly: "Is it really all right? Don't lie to mom."

I had no choice but to promise again and again: "It's really fine."

"Okay, I'll buy a plane ticket and go to your place right away. Is there someone to take care of you?"

"some."

"Who? Nanxian?"

Ran Qingzhuang was sitting at the table peeling apples, and the sunlight hit half of his body, which neutralized his cold temperament and made him look much warmer.

"No, it's..." I wanted to say "friend", but suddenly changed my mind when the words came to my lips, "A very important person, I'll introduce you when you come."

My mother laughed directly: "Mysterious, have you got a girlfriend?"

Ran Qingzhuang handed half of the peeled apple pulp to my lips, I reached out to take it, and bit it down, it was extremely crunchy and sweet.

"You'll know when you come." I said with a bulging mouth.

Hang up the phone and send a message to Nanxian, telling him about my mother and the others coming to Chonghai tomorrow, I hope he can take care of it for me.

Nan Xian called me directly and asked me if I had mentioned my illness.

"I didn't say it, let's talk about it when I come, I'm going to have an operation."

Nan Xian was taken aback, and hurriedly asked me which hospital I was in, did the doctor say how confident I was, and whether he had done a pathological section.

I told him one by one, during which time I ate half an apple that Ran Qingzhuang handed over, and when the call was over, there was only half an apple left in my hand.

"Why do you only give it to me, you can eat it too, it's so sweet." I handed the small piece of apple to Ran Qingzhuang's lips, he glanced at it, and opened his mouth to bite it into his mouth.

"Is it sweet?" I asked.

He nodded: "Sweet."

"right……"

In the middle of speaking, he suddenly leaned over and pecked lightly on my lips.Looking into my eyes, seeing that I didn't respond, he lowered his head and kissed me again, this time it was more than just pecking.

Since we were hospitalized, although we ate and lived together every day, we had very little intimacy. It had been a long time since we had such a kiss.

The powerful tongue swept across the mouth, absorbing the body fluid that was constantly secreted, the teeth bit the lip flesh, occasionally the force could not be controlled, and the bite would be very painful.

Ran Qingzhuang's movements were always restrained and did not cause me too much burden. By the end of the kiss, I was only slightly dizzy and did not feel extremely hypoxic.

"You're sweet too." He wiped the corner of my lips with his thumb, and said in a hoarse voice.

The blood in my body seemed to rush to my face in an instant, I knocked my head on his shoulder, and I was too embarrassed to look directly at him.

"Why don't you just tell your mother that I'm just a friend?" He asked, stroking the ends of my hair near my neck.

Why... In fact, it can be regarded as a little bit of caution on my part.

I don't want Ran Qingzhuang to be just a "friend" forever in front of my family.

I know them well. My little sister has kissed me since childhood, and she doesn't care whether the one I like is a man or a woman.But my mother is different. She is conservative in her thinking and cannot even accept premarital sex among young people, let alone homosexuality.

If I'm not sick, it would be an unsolvable problem for my mother to be with Ran Qingzhuang.But now that I am sick, this question has a breakthrough.I'm going to die, she probably doesn't care about whether Ran Qingzhuang is a man or a woman.

This is probably the best time to come out.

"Friends won't kiss me like just now." I turned my head and looked up from his smooth jaw to his full and sexy lips.

I was still leaning on his shoulder, and as long as he tilted his head a little, he could kiss the tip of my nose directly.

"What do you want to play in the afternoon?" Instead of kissing the tip of my nose, he kissed my forehead instead.

I scanned the fancy packaging boxes piled up in the corner, thought for a while and said, "Jenga, the loser has to do ten push-ups."

Jenga is a game that requires steady hands and careful attention. I thought I was sure of winning, but Ran Qingzhuang was even more stable than me, winning game after game.

I did dozens of push-ups, and I couldn't do it anymore, so I bargained with him.He thought for a moment, and said that he could exchange ten push-ups with a ten-second kiss. I agreed without thinking about it, and my mouth was swollen with kisses by dinner time.

My mother booked a plane early in the morning and will arrive at noon.For this reason, Ran Qingzhuang got up early, cleaned up the games outside, and placed them neatly.

At noon, Nan Xian sent a message, saying that he had received it, and he would give some vaccinations in the car first, so as not to scare my mother suddenly.

An hour later, he sent another message saying that he had arrived at the underground parking garage and was going upstairs immediately.

"It's almost there." I showed Ran Qingzhuang my phone, and truthfully relayed the location of my mother and the others.

Ran Qingzhuang rarely showed a little nervousness on his face. He got up from the sofa, walked to the bar, took out a disposable cup and set it up, and started to boil water.

My mother rushed in when the kettle was whining and steaming. At that time, Ran Qingzhuang shook the hand holding the tea leaves and almost knocked the cup to the ground.

I got up to meet her: "Mom..."

"Ji Ning, what's the matter with you?" She jumped over and grabbed my hands with red eyes, and asked in a trembling voice, "What's wrong with you? Nan Xian refused to tell me, I was so anxious. Yes Not very serious? Don't scare me."

"Brother!" The little girl also rushed in, "What's wrong with you, weren't you fine before? Why are you so sick all of a sudden?" She held my arm in a tearful voice.

Nan Xian followed at the end and silently closed the door.

I pulled my mother and younger sister and let them sit on the sofa: "I didn't say it because I was afraid you would worry..."

Ran Qingzhuang held the newly brewed hot tea and put a cup in front of the two of them.Two people, one old and one young, stared at me anxiously with four eyes, and there was no extra attention for him.

I considered my sentence and continued: "I have a tumor in my brain and need surgery, but it is very dangerous. It may be disabled, or it may... die."

My mother stared blankly at me with wide-eyed eyes, as if she had stopped breathing, and her complexion was as pale as paper.

After a while, I realized something was wrong, she was really not breathing.

"mom?"

I hurried forward and sat beside her, patting her on the back while giving her comfort.Ran Qingzhuang took a magazine from nowhere and fanned my mother.

I didn't dare to provoke her anymore: "Don't worry, it's fine, you can watch it..."

The air flowed across the vocal cords, and my mother let out a long moan weakly, and finally began to inhale normally.

She breathed heavily, her eyes gradually filled with tears, and before I could say anything else, she stretched out her arms and hugged me tightly, and began to cry sadly.

At the age of 25, this is the second time she cried like this in front of me. The last time was the night my dad died.