Wading in muddy water

A row of street lamps stood on the gravel road, the lights were fluorescent white, casting a shadow under Zhou Boxin's feet.

I dialed the phone directly, watched him open the phone to answer, and when he said "Hello", a mouthful of white mist came out of his mouth.

"Is it cold?" I asked.

Although Zhou Boxin's figure can be clearly seen from this distance, and there are street lights above his head, but the night is still shrouded in darkness, it is still difficult to understand his usual small micro-expression, only a low smile can be caught from the receiver, "not cold."

"How long have you been here?"

"Just here." Zhou Boxin said.

I don't believe it, he sent me that message an hour ago, and his tone was a bit fierce, "Don't lie to me, how long has it been?"

He leaned back, leaned his back against the car door, and leaned lazily.He took out the cigarette case from his pocket, put a cigarette to his mouth, and said casually, "An hour."

I feel like I heard the lighter's roller make a half-turn with a "crack", and I don't know if I made it up in my head or if I really heard it.This distance is still far away, and a group of red lights can be vaguely seen to light up, then disappear faintly, and his expression cannot be seen.

I glanced down.

It's not high, the villa in Liufang has only one floor. Although the foundation is high and there are several steps to go up from the yard, it is far from the height of the second floor like Lishuiyuan.I said "wait a minute" to the phone, put the phone on the window sill, quietly opened the door and went out to get the coat in the living room and the door key on the table.When I passed Liufang's room, I stopped and listened to the sound. Liufang cried all afternoon, and now she finally fell asleep. In fact, she probably wouldn't hear me when I walked out the door openly.

But I always feel that I should jump out of the window at this moment.

I have to vent my love for Zhou Boxin through some means that may look like a second grade but can actually express my feelings. Besides, I am only a few years old, and I am already a second grader. I still believe that there is OnePiece in this world. Let’s jump. window only.

Ijump, he... he watched.

Jumping up with the window sill, the place outside is not wide enough for feet to stand on. When I stand on the ground with my feet, I still feel that it is not high.It’s winter, and it’s night, and the bones are brittle. Maybe my brother’s fracture just happens to make me a cripple, and I have to jump out of the window if I leave the door open. It’s like being beaten by a mandarin duck. miserable couple.

I leaned against the wall and glanced at my brother. He held an unfinished cigarette between his fingers and opened his arms towards me.

Damn, seduce me again.When I was young, I thought it would be okay to go to the second grade, but you are 26 years old, so why are you so unstable.But to be honest, I was filled with honey when he stretched out his arms like this, love is too exciting.In fact, I can’t see the ground clearly. I just remember that there seems to be a small flower bed under my window. Don’t prick me with thorns.After imagining countless tragic experiences, I jumped down cruelly.

OK, smooth landing! ...Even if it landed smoothly, he staggered forward and almost fell, but at least he stood on the ground.It was very cold, so I walked quickly to the door, unlocked it, opened the door, took two steps and started running, and slammed into my brother's arms.

The clear smell of perfume and the lingering smell of smoke, these two smells are mixed together. It seems that no one dares to approach him within a ten-mile radius, and he only hugs me.

I tightened my arms tightly and hugged quite hard.He hadn't finished smoking a cigarette, and the right hand holding the cigarette could only rest against my back with the inside of the wrist. I struggled back and got out of his arms, and reached out to snatch the remaining few puffs of cigarettes into my mouth. delivery.

Zhou Boxin's cigarettes are a brand I have never seen before. They are all in foreign languages, and the feeling of smoking is somewhat similar to his own.It looks like a very clear smell. I always feel that it will burst like Marlboro mint when I smoke it, but the smell is very strong when I inhale it. The choking smell of smoke goes directly to the top of my head. Choked to cough out.

Zhou Boxin could have seen that I was choking, and there was only one last puff left on the stub of the cigarette. He stretched out his hand and lifted my arm to let me deliver it to his mouth, and took a sip from my hand.The fire light suddenly brightened, and the shredded tobacco that was smoked at the last puff quickly bent and turned into ashes. The scorching heat burned up through the fibers of the filter, making my fingers tremble.

I saw Zhou Boxin's lips curved into a smile, and I knew he did it on purpose.

I was scalded by the filter, but it didn't hurt.

He casually took the cigarette butt and pressed on the car door.

... I hissed, and I looked at his car door, and couldn't help but say, "What's wrong with you? Why do you like to press cigarette butts on the car door? You are too rich and don't know where to spend it."

Zhou Boxin stretched out his arms to hug me, took me completely into his arms, and promised in a low voice, "It won't happen in the future."

He apologized too sincerely, making it seem like I was pissing him off, even though my tone was very good.He whispered, "I don't blame you, I just want to know the logic of your behavior."

I brought up the words Song Yiwei taught me. Song Yiwei said that many of Zhou Boxin's behaviors seem to be illogical, and there must be logic behind this seemingly "illogical".To put it bluntly, others can't understand why he did this, but there must be a reason.

It must be sugar for me to understand the logic of his behavior.

Zhou Boxin paused for a while, then said, "Whatever you want. When I look at you, I don't think about anything else, I don't know what I'm doing."

"Oh—" I prolonged the ending, and couldn't help but curl the corners of my mouth.I pretended to be calm on the surface, but my heart was about to jump up and down in my chest. How can a scumbag mouth, a deceitful ghost, be so good at talking.

"Brother." I called him and kissed him on the lips.

It's too cold to just stand in the cold wind at night in the middle of winter. I can't invite him to sit in Liufang's house, so I can only drag him to open the car door and get in the car.Excited and chaotic kisses fell everywhere, I straddled his lap, and when I was really overwhelmed by his kisses, I wanted to take a distance to take a breath, and suddenly found that half of my pants had been taken off by him.

I squinted my eyes and bit his lower lip, stretched out my hand and pulled up my pants.Zhou Boxin was very dissatisfied with this action of mine, and grabbed my wrists and moved them behind me. Because of this posture, I was forced to straighten my upper body, begging for mercy, knocked my forehead on his collarbone, and called out "Brother" in a low voice.It's only past eight o'clock, and it's not yet midnight, so I'm just in the car on the side of the road.

Zhou Boxin's uncontrollable panting hit my ear, it was hot and itchy, every time he took a breath, I couldn't sit still and wanted to twist my waist to change positions.After twisting twice, he pinched his butt with his other hand, "Don't move around."

Oh.

I curled my lips, and be honest.

"When will you go back with me?" Zhou Boxin stopped touching me, but the movement of grabbing my wrist remained the same.

I was grabbed by him with both hands, but he didn't let me twist, I only had one head that could move, so I rubbed against his shoulder indiscriminately, "Liu Fang found a rehabilitation center for herself, and I will accompany her for a few days How is the day? Just a few days, send her to the rehabilitation center and I will move in with you immediately. "

"How many days?"

I have a guilty conscience. Liu Fang promised that Liu Yuan's shares would not be given to him now and would be transferred to my name. Liu Yuan is definitely not willing to do so. This back and forth can't be resolved in three or four days.What's more, going to the rehabilitation center is not a trip, and the company has to continue to operate. There are too many things for Liufang to do.I hesitated to say half a month, but I felt that half a month would not be enough to solve it, and one month was too long, let alone whether Zhou Boxin was willing or not, I myself was not very willing.

"Brother..." In the end, she could only call him in a coquettish tone.

Zhou Boxin stretched out a hand to pinch my chin, staring at me with a pair of dark eyes, "Call me every day."

"Okay." I quickly agreed.

"Video call."

"it is good."

"Take a day off to live with me on the weekend."

"it is good."

"...Chen Li." Zhou Boxin called my name.

I understood immediately, and spoke first, "Brother, I love you, I love you the most, and I love you the most in the whole world."

I have had many girlfriends before, and they also like to ask me whether I love them or not.I don't make girlfriends casually, at least they are enough to "like", I am willing to date them, and I am willing to make them happy.

Also say "love", generally say "love you", rarely add "I" in front.

I used to think that the words "I love you" were too difficult to say. Firstly, it was because I really didn't reach this level, and secondly, because no matter who I said these three words to, it was actually a sign of weakness.I don't want to show weakness to anyone, it has to be me who takes the lead in a relationship.I didn't think there was a problem with me before. I didn't love them enough, and they didn't necessarily love me enough. The "love" in the past seemed to me to be a kind of cooperation, each taking what they needed, and occasionally pretending that everyone loved deeply.

In fact, I have never seen love at all, and I have never loved anyone.

Otherwise, it will be like now, two lunatics love each other messily, look into his eyes and say "I love you", even if they don't say these three words, their eyes will confess to him.

Zhou Boxin wanted to mess with me again, and rubbed me with one hand through his pants, and I couldn't help but started twisting again.There is only so little space in the car, and the atmosphere heats up rapidly, and it seems that no matter how much you raise your head to catch your breath, you can't breathe.I couldn't bear to lower my head and bite his shoulder, but he didn't complain of pain, and his hands kept moving.

Nearly 09:30, there was snow outside the car window.

It's the end of January, and I'm about to go back to school for the final exam. I haven't studied much, and I have to take the exam for no reason.I lay in Zhou Boxin's arms, looking at the snow particles fluttering outside the window, white, not big ones, but small ones.

It's almost New Year's Eve.

After the new year, I will be 19 years old, and Zhou Boxin is 27 years old.Suddenly I feel a bit pity that I will never be able to catch up with him, but it’s okay, I will never miss him again.

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