Wading in muddy water

On the first morning of my first day, my brother and I sat at the dining table to eat.

This picture is very suitable to be recorded and preserved, so that it can be used for more than a dozen centuries later to study the primitive people in our era who are still bound by emotions. But still being able to have a peaceful breakfast together is characteristic of primitive humans who view emotion as their meal and love as their resource for survival.

I'm mentally dubbing a little human-observing movie I made, and it's going to be really hard for me to sit peacefully face to face with my brother if I don't get my mind occupied with something stupid like this.

Bread, milk, omelette and Chen Zhiyuan, the standard four-piece set are all missing.

My brother's eyebrows were impatient, as if it was outrageous for the boss of Jiying Media to sit and eat cakes with a kid like me.His posture of cutting the cake is very different from last night, last night he was like a top chef tasting his special dish, today he is like an elegant nobleman seeing a beggar's lunch box.I was not so clear-headed, Chen Zhiyuan's angry face flashed past my eyes for a while, and Ju Lulu's tears for a while. After all, I was hangover and my head still hurt a little.

I really don't know what my brother is thinking, does he also have a small movie in his mind?

Last night I vomited on the toilet until I almost passed out. When I came out, my brother and Ju Lulu were gone in the living room. They floated back to the room like ghosts. I couldn’t forget the scene just now, and began to wonder if it was a dream.It's fine if it's a dream, if it's a dream, you can lie to yourself that my brother doesn't hate me that much.Then I couldn't fall asleep almost all night.

If he really admits it out of revenge for me, maybe this is why I can sit in front of him honestly.I do owe him a lot. He hasn't made things difficult for me or abused me for so many years. He made me grow up alive and well. He also needs to vent his emotions, right?This is him, a scumbag, right? This is a scumbag, right?He didn't care about me, nor did he care about Ju Lulu, he patted his butt and left after sex, and even cut my birthday cake to eat.

But to be honest, a scumbag is really attractive, which little girl can refuse a scumbag?Knowing that he will never fall in love with you, you still like him for being rich, handsome, skilled, and the way he treats you like nothing.

People are born to be strong, in other words, translate it in a bad way, people are born to be cheap.

Well, explaining so much human nature is just to excuse myself. I don’t know if human nature is really like this, it’s all made up by me.I mean I am also strong, and I am also cheap.But he is my brother, and I am so cheap.The bony hand pushed an unrecognizable cake in front of me. I reached out and found a small transparent fork from the packaging box. Why hasn't this fork been eliminated from the cake industry?Does anyone find it useful?

The cream got on my hands, sure enough, because the fork was too hard to use.

I washed my hands, so I just raised my hand and licked it off.

"Your little girlfriend." My brother said suddenly.

My self-compassion in the brain was interrupted by him, and I maintained the posture of sticking out my tongue to lick the knuckles of my index finger, and subconsciously raised my eyes to look at him.His eyes were not aligned, he seemed to be looking at the place where my eyes were a little lower, maybe the mouth, maybe the nose.I frowned, licked the cream off my knuckles, and was very upset that he mentioned Ju Lulu.He also retracted his gaze, picked up a piece of cake embryo with a knife and put it directly into his mouth, chewed it twice and almost swallowed it whole.

"Called me all night, I was blocked. Do you want to be an anchor, or do you want to enter the entertainment circle?"

His tone was as if he was entangled by the other party after going out for a date, and wanted to send the other party away with money.Does he even know that's my girlfriend?He fucked my girlfriend, and now he came to ask me what compensation she wanted. I don't know if it was because his attitude was too upright, but I actually felt that there was nothing wrong with this matter.No, there is one thing wrong.

"Not my girlfriend." I said, picking up another dollop of cream with a fork.

After I finished speaking, I regretted it, and scolded myself in my heart: Chen Li, at least you should show some face, I beg you.

I know very well why I said this, my brother's attitude is very obvious, he doesn't like Ju Lulu very much, so I have to get rid of her relationship quickly.No one is more important to me than my brother, my psychiatrist said so, and I agree with it.My psychiatrist said my brother was my "idol". When I was younger, I had to imitate to survive before I had the ability to understand the world. I don't like my dad. I only like my brother. .

He has been my idol for more than ten years, just like their little girls who have been chasing stars for more than ten years, even if the house collapses, they still have to lie to themselves that brother is the best.

Sure enough, after I said this, the person on the opposite side laughed in a low voice and laughed at me, so I held back and didn't look up.

"Dirty?" he asked.

I furrowed my eyebrows together for a moment.

Zhou Boxin, you are so fucking shameless.I'm too fucking shameless, this kind of person is still used as an idol, it's really sick, no wonder I need to see a psychiatrist.

I scolded him daringly in my heart, and only after I finished scolding did I feel that the faint anger in my heart was extinguished a little.Gritting his teeth, he resisted the urge to really open his mouth to scold him, and ruthlessly inserted the small fork in his hand into the cake embryo. The fork was too small, so he didn't go in directly.

"There's no need to say that, what do you take her for?" I blurted out.

I don't like him treating Ju Lulu as an object, no matter it's a whim, or it's really for revenge on me, don't treat Ju Lulu like an object, it makes me very uncomfortable.Not because I like Ju Lulu, but because I like my brother.Idol, I can accept that you are a scumbag, but you can't be a scumbag, people still have to do it.

I looked at him aggressively, but I fell into it suddenly. Looking at him, my legs felt weak, and I almost slipped off the chair.

why is he angryHe deserves to be angry too!

There was a very subtle anger in those two pupils, which ignited the calm pool of stagnant water to the point of boiling.I watched his Adam's apple roll up and down, and I always felt that something was firmly trapped in his body.I may have said the wrong thing, but I didn't think I was wrong, it was he who said the wrong thing first.

The plastic knife was inserted into the cake by him, and the words "Happy Birthday" were not spared overnight, and the body was divided into five horses. He rubbed the cake crumbs on his lips with his thumb, and ended the "peaceful relationship between us" in a very cold and mocking tone. breakfast".

He said, "Moral model, happy adulthood."

Five days later Ju Lulu added me on WeChat.

I'm putting a small ad in the dean's office.

During the class break, Dacheng took out two stacks of small advertisements from his pocket, one stack of "Miss Bao" and the other stack of "Golden Guns Never Fall". The effect is better when used together. My third son and I laughed so hard that we decided to give it to Those who need it most.Our teaching director is bald, usually dressed like a human, wearing glasses and a tie; once we saw him through the glass outside the toilet while reading a photo album of beautiful women, no wonder he looks older than Chen Zhiyuan in his 40s , with a face of kidney deficiency.

I held two cards in my hand, and Dacheng and Xixi whispered beside him: "Hey, this handsome guy, come in and play for a while?"There are medicines and medicines, and you are guaranteed to have fun!

The cards were being laid out on his desk, and we swaggered out, regardless of whether he was the first to visit the table or not.

"I heard that men's sexual function begins to decline after the age of 25. Lao Zhao is almost fifty, what kind of decline must he have?" Dacheng smiled like a duck.

"You are slim." I scolded him.

"Hey, your brother is just 26. It looks like he hasn't declined yet. Your brother's face looks like he can support seven lovers at once, and he doesn't need a day off for one of them." Dacheng put his hand on my shoulder , in a joking tone.

I didn't speak, and those pictures started playing small movies in front of my eyes again.How does this thing still have stamina?The most outrageous thing is that Ju Lulu almost doesn't have a name in this movie. The camera only focuses on my brother who should be declining when he reaches his age.

It's fucking annoying.

I was too lazy to talk to him, took out my phone to divert my attention and forcefully squeezed out the little movie in my mind, and saw the name of the heroine of the movie jumped into my WeChat friend application: Brother Li, can you still be a friend?

When I have nothing to do, I like to define some things, what is the rich second generation, what is family affection, and what is friend.Usually I can't figure it out, but I understand that I don't have many friends, and I understand that most people don't really want to be friends with me. Half of the people who are interested in me are actually interested in my brother, and the remaining half are interested in money. interested.For example, Ju Lulu, she is a very typical case, she is interested in both my brother and money.

This girl is endless, really wants to be my sister-in-law?She deserves it too.

"Ju Lulu? You deleted her? Broke up??" The third son's tone seemed to be that a loving couple who had been married for eight years had left overnight.

Dacheng's head also leaned over, and saw Ju Lulu's friend apply and waved his hand generously, "Additionally, this is still my experience, the exes in my WeChat can add up to a round, maybe when the old relationship can be revived, it is necessary to be a man." Leave yourself a way out."

Plus fart, she almost became my sister-in-law.

Dacheng and the others didn't know what happened on the day of the birthday party. Many people drank too much that night. Dacheng and his third son were so drunk that they couldn't find their way. The people arranged by Chen Zhiyuan sent them home one by one.Ju Lulu should be sent home the most. I mentioned Ju Lulu's name to Chen Zhiyuan in advance. He must have investigated Ju Lulu thoroughly and would never keep her in the villa overnight.I don't know why she stayed, and I can't ask her, let alone my brother.

Just as I was about to put it away, a new friend request popped up on the screen, still Ju Lulu:

Brother Boxin has contacted me, and he won't let me disturb you.