Wading in muddy water

Ju Lulu and I are in different classes at the same level. We made an appointment to meet downstairs in the third department of high school after school.

Yo, seaweed, after a few days, it looks like walking on a red carpet, sonorous and powerful.I glanced at her from a distance, and saw the bright and blinding cherry pink Hermes in her arms, about 20. It doesn't matter how much it is, the main reason is that it is not easy to buy.

Delicate and pure color, if six days ago, maybe I would have thought that Ju Lulu would be suitable for this color, but now I think she is more suitable for aunt red, or black, purple and so on.

I can also buy her a 20 bag, but she never asks for it from me.

"Brother Li." Haicao waved and waved.

I resisted the urge to touch the cigarette case. It was a large crowd, and there was a surveillance camera on top of my head. Although the school rules were in vain, I still didn’t want to create an atmosphere of "Ju Lulu climbed another branch and I was dumped and kept." Patiently, "Is there something wrong?"

She seemed quite aggrieved, as if she had had enough of my indifference, the little lover said in a coquettish tone, "I'm not with Brother Bo Xin, don't be angry with me."

"Can you stop calling him brother?" I was so annoyed to death that I was so annoyed to hear Zhou Boxin's name and the name brother from her mouth.

Ju Lulu curled her lips, showing a trace of white teeth, smiling, and wanted to hold my arm with Hermes on her shoulders.

Looking at her smug expression, I knew that she misunderstood that I was jealous, and it must be playing out in my heart that I love her to the point of being willing to accept everything and even be willing to turn against my brother for her.Have you read too many romance novels, do you really think you are some kind of Mary Su heroine?Men all over the world have no brains to give up everything for you.

Sometimes I think some women are unbelievable. It is she who insists on putting a price tag of 20 on herself, and then wants to find some pure and pure "love", nonsense.

I suddenly felt that I did say the wrong thing that day. It was Ju Lulu who was willing to treat herself as an object, put it on the table, and crumbled on the bar.It was not only her body that was crumbling, but also her bottom line that was on the edge of the cliff. She jumped and jumped down.My brother knows better than I do, and I was foolish enough to think I was in a relationship that didn't involve money.

"20" began to explain to me what happened that night, "Brother Li, listen to me. I drank too much that day. He told me to stay away from you and never talk to you again. You meet..."

"Hermes, did my brother buy it for you? What else did I promise you? Make you an Internet celebrity or send you directly into the entertainment industry." I interrupted her.

Ju Lulu subconsciously grabbed the 20 yuan in her arms, unwilling to give up, "He can't see you are well, he can't see that someone loves you, Brother Li..."

I immediately laughed, "That's boring, Ju Lulu. If you take advantage of it, get out of here. It's not your turn to intervene in my family affairs."

I feel boring and annoying.

I hate Ju Lulu's self-righteous "whistleblower". She thought she knew all the gossip about wealthy families, and she wanted to get two benefits from me and my brother with this "secret".

My brother hates me and doesn't wish me well, crap.Other than that, there is no other reason for him to be my girlfriend. In Dacheng's words, he has the capital to support seven lovers at the same time, so there is no need to disgust me in front of me.Many people don't like the ugly truth, and I don't like it either, so I want Ju Lulu to get out of my presence and take her Hermes and Bright Stars with her.

There are more and more whispers around, there are very few people in this school who don't know me and Ju Lulu, they don't know that we have broken up, they might think that this is the scene of a breakup.

It seemed that Ju Lulu didn't want to make such an unpleasant scene, after all, she was going to be an Internet celebrity in the future, and this should belong to the category of black history.She hurriedly pulled her 20 yuan, found an elegant angle, and matched the 20 yuan to the mobile phone camera that someone raised, and lowered her voice to give me a final warning, "I am asking for trouble. But Chen Li, You don't know Zhou Boxin at all."

Chen Li, Zhou Boxin.

Seagrass gave up its disguise and revealed its true colors: Niu Hulu·Seaweed.She was still wobbly, walking on the red carpet with still graceful steps.Damn, I belatedly scolded myself, standing there in a daze, it still looks like I was dumped by seaweed.

My brother's car is not at home.

He didn't come back today, and I went home with a blank expression on my schoolbag.

My brother usually doesn't come home.

When I was 16 years old, my elder brother bought his own villa outside. At that time, I thought he would never come back to Lishui Garden again. I thought that he wished to stay away from Chen Zhiyuan, and it would be better to leave Maicheng directly.Fortunately, a big event happened at home that year, and he was happy to come back to watch the fun, watching Chen Zhiyuan go crazy and trying to strangle me; watching Chen Zhiyuan swallow dozens of sleeping pills like a clown, being dragged to the hospital for gastric lavage and coming back to life; The home where he had always been an outsider almost fell apart.

In fact, since then I have discovered that Zhou Boxin is not a good person, not even a human being, he is a judge.You must push all the guilty people into hell, throw the book full of mistakes in your life in front of you, listen to the people kneeling on the ground begging for forgiveness, and repent of their sins, but he is unselfish.If I'm smart, I'd better stay away from him. To me, Zhou Boxin is a bottomless abyss, filthy water.

I was 16 at the time, just two years ago.

I can remember him leaning against the stairs on the second floor, holding a white coffee cup in his hand, as leisurely as enjoying a drama.Seeing the lion in the circus betting his own life into the ring of fire to make him smile, he looked at me like a lion, condescending, rubbed his warm thumb against the red mark on my neck where Chen Zhiyuan had pinched him, raised his hand and interlaced his thumb and index finger It was crushed in the air, as if reminiscing about something.

I feel like I was PUA by a scumbag. I didn't know this word two years ago, but now I know it.

Still the same sentence, people are born to be cheap, otherwise how could they be so thoroughly PUA, my brother and I established an inexplicable reward and punishment mechanism, I tried my best to please him, sometimes he sentenced me to death, sometimes Give me a little reward for continuing to live.I am willing to be punished by him, because I look forward to the reward after this too much.

Ju Lulu thought I didn't know my brother well, but I'm ashamed to say that I know him too well. He is morally corrupt and doesn't even bother to pretend.

When I entered the door, I saw my brother's back, wearing a thin nightgown, and his broad shoulders propped up the loose nightgown.

I was startled, and stood in the porch for a while, forgetting to take off my shoes.

He obviously didn't see my brother's car, but he was at home, and he was dressed like this.He rarely appeared in the living room dressed like this before, he dressed like this is really his home.My brother heard the movement, turned his head and saw me, he turned his body, and I saw him standing in front of the coffee machine waiting for a cup of coffee.

"Brother." I called out subconsciously.

"Ah."

I lowered my head to change my shoes after calling people, and I was used to my brother ignoring my overtures and treating me like air.While changing shoes, I still feel a little wronged and angry. According to common sense, he did that kind of thing a few days ago, and now I should be standing on the moral high ground.But the person Naihe confronted me was my brother, he had no morals at all, and people without morals will always stand tall.

My hand to change shoes suddenly stopped, blinking and quickly standing up straight, I didn't hear clearly if he answered me just now.I was a little flustered for a while, thinking that this living room is beautiful and magnificent, but it lacks a monitor that can record the sound.Did he say "um" just now, or I was hallucinating, because I really want to hear him say "um".

I have to say something more quickly, "Brother, why are you at home today."

After I finished speaking, I felt like an idiot, and it sounded like driving him away. Even if he really agreed just now, he probably wouldn't want to talk to me now.

I heard the person standing in the kitchen chuckle softly, "You don't want to see me?"

Really talking!Still smiling, smiling at me?With his smile, I can't care about everything before this moment. I forcibly dragged the family relationship to the most beautiful extreme. This is my brother's reward and punishment mechanism. He punished me severely a few days ago, and now he is giving me a little sweetness.I know I'm a dog-licker and a sick suitor, but my therapist says it's okay, and if it's an effective way of assuaging the guilt I'm carrying, it's a good thing.

The last drop of coffee fell into the cup, and with a "boom", the black water droplets fell into the embrace of the black abyss.

My brother turned around to face me, the nightgown was loosely fastened by him, and it was already not very secure, and the edge of the black underwear could be seen.I don't know how many younger brothers in this world have seen their elder brother go to bed with their own eyes. If there are such people, will they dare not look at their elder brother's body from now on.The clavicle and belly exposed from the gap in the nightgown, purely from the perspective of appreciation, I think it's sexy as hell.

At this moment, I really agree with what Dacheng said from the bottom of my heart. My brother has the capital to support seven lovers at the same time. There is no need for rest days, and even the seven lovers will not compete with each other. I am only busy with how to attract my brother with the peacock. attention.I accidentally put myself in the role of a lover, and instantly felt at a loss. The person opposite me was completely at a loss. He obviously seemed to be full of suppressed hormones, but he was as invulnerable as a pool of stagnant water.

He won't like anyone.

How to vent his desire?by hand?dating?

"Huh?" My brother was about to walk in front of me. He was maybe ten centimeters taller than me. When he looked at me, his eyes looked down, as if examining me.

What?I suddenly came back to my senses, not knowing what the tone of his question was trying to ask. After a long while, I realized that I didn't answer his "don't want to see me", shook my head quickly, let out a breath, and looked away.

"No, I'm a little surprised that you don't like going home." I answered honestly.