[SD Doujin] Light Blue Summer

When I woke up in the morning, I was alone on the bed. I struggled to sit up, scratched my sleepy hair, and took some time to clear my mind and adjust the focus of my eyes. There was no one in the room.

He got off the bed with both feet, picked up the shirt that was taken off for the second time last night and put it on, and walked out of the room with slightly shaky steps.The living room was as expected, and there was no one there. On the coffee table was a photo album that was taken off the shelf last night.Ignoring the thick stack of things, I turned and walked towards the refrigerator in the kitchen, intending to drink water to wake myself up.

When passing by the dining table, I was caught by the lonely cup of milk standing on it, and there was a sticky note under the cup.Walking over to pick up the cup, the temperature from the palm is just right, it seems that Xiandao just left not long ago.With the other hand, I picked up a note with a familiar handwriting on it, "Don't drink the cold water in the refrigerator in the morning, you can drink the milk directly after it's hot, remember to buy breakfast at the convenience store when you go out"

It's not like what he can say at all, the tone is concise and even a bit commanding, but I still enjoy it, but when I was walking back while carrying the milk, I saw the neatly packed documents in the hall Here is my registration form.I tapped my fingers on the table a few times, and I lowered my eyes to examine the neat names on the form, and then used my fingertips to swipe the adhesive strip a few times in boredom, looking at the part that was torn apart by me last night. Also glued together carefully, Xiandao's handwriting can be said to be rare and beautiful and worth watching.I held the registration form and looked back and forth. After all, being able to write with an ordinary gel pen in the posture of a pen is also quite distinctive.Compared with the standards that women regard as cute handwriting, his handwriting is more fortitude and strength to a certain extent, concise and stable, and a good finishing touch.Having said that, he didn't pay much attention to the rules when he wrote my name, and he would always write the horizontal strokes into short horizontal strokes.But from the above registration resume to the final form content, he filled in everything for me.

"achieve my dreams"

This is what he filled in for me in the column of wish planning.

Pulling out the chair under the dining table and sitting down, I propped my head up and drank Xiandao's hot milk and looked at the registration form and proposal.

The premonition of separation is undeniably strong in this shared, graspable moment.But it's strange and unbelievable. I wonder how far away I am going to go, how far away from the fairyland, and whether we can still meet every day in the future and in the future, or when will we meet unexpectedly next time? problem, and no more fear.

Probably because this is also a necessary process for us to move towards our dreams.

×

On the day of the selection, I got up too late because I missed the bus, so I ran all the way to the TV station. I saw the dressing room with my surname on it in the background and walked in. Miss Mami had been waiting for a long time.

"Come on, come over here."

She asked me to sit in front of the makeup mirror, picked up a strand of long hair with a comb and pinched it in her hand, then slowly lifted my bangs, and suddenly patted me on the shoulder when I was taking a nap with my eyes closed to wake me up immediately.

"What's going on here?" She pointed to the small inconspicuous dark purple spot on the right side of her forehead, and threw the makeup remover and facial cleanser to me and asked me to go to the bathroom over there to clean it up.I looked at my forehead carefully in the mirror. It didn't look like dirt but an inexplicable bruise. I stared at the mirror blankly, feeling the loss of consciousness in my body. I followed the mirror and touched under my nose. Bloodstains, the splashed blood in the pool was taken away by the rushing water, and his body trembled slightly due to the surging emotions.

Every puddle of blood that fell into the pool covered the tears that fell down his face.

The doctor had ordered many things before, not to do this and not to do that, but I forgot all of them, and it could even be said that I completely ignored them. My blood-stained hand tightly pinched my wrist, and I squatted on the ground , traces of blood flow spread all the way, even stepped on the white soles.

"Ayu, are you ready?"

Miss Mami knocked lightly on the door of the bathroom, and I stood up unsteadily to wash off the blood on my face, and after seeing nothing unusual, I walked over and opened the door.

The clips were fixed, and in the reflection of the mirror, the bun was pulled up beautifully.The thin and soft long hair on the sideburns hangs lightly to the side of the snow-white neck. There is a thin collarbone chain around the neck, and the white chiffon gauze skirt. Miss Mami decorated me with the same style of ear wire. very satisfied.

"Miss Mami..."

"kindness?"

"I... I, am I still alive?"

"...Why did you suddenly...say that?"

"Are you still alive?"

"Of course, you are sitting in front of me right now."

"That's it..." I looked at my lower eyelids, which made my eyes sparkle even more with a layer of highlighter and glitter, and stood up from my seat, "It's great to be alive."

Seemingly aware of the slip of the tongue, I bit my lip tightly and didn't speak again.Mami-san's face flickered, but in the end she just patted my shoulder and signaled me to work hard.The moment I walked into the studio, bright lights came down from overhead, except for the stage where it was dark, and the judges were sitting in the recording studio on the other side of the studio.After waiting for a while, there was no response, and the surroundings were quiet.Facing the darkness, his nose was sore, tears fell hard, and he grabbed the standing microphone with his right hand.

"I always think that way from time to time. Recently, I can't seem to see the sunset. But I will definitely be able to see it today!"

"I'm really, really happy to be able to see such a beautiful scenery with you!"

"From Sakurai Ayu, Kanagawa Prefecture, Unforgettable Sunset, one of my favorite songs, Sunset を见ているか."

……

Later, when the TV crew had all left, I woke up in the empty lounge, rubbed my eyes, and found Sendo sitting on the couch beside me.Unexpectedly, he was wearing casual clothes, with his signature upturned hair, because the light from the setting sun outside was plated with soft gold edges, and the matte golden light slowly smudged the entire face along with the curvature of the corners of his lips.

Before I asked my doubts, he had already explained, "I came to pick you up, and the staff said you were in the lounge. I wanted to take you to dinner, but I saw you fell asleep."

"Why didn't you wake me up?"

I smiled, touched what seemed to be his coat, straightened up, took it off and handed it to him.

"It must have been hard work, I was so tired that I fell asleep."

As the corners of his mouth gradually curved steadily, Xiandao's tone calmed down, with a gentle smile, he didn't take the coat but put it on me again.

Subconsciously, my fingers grasped the material of his coat. I bowed my head and pondered for a moment. Surprised even by myself, I said softly, "I have a secret to tell you."

"What is it?"

He responded as he wished, and the natural light seeping from the clouds floated on his shoulders, lighting up a piece of orange red, with a gentle look.

.

"Actually, I have known for a long time that Dad is no longer here." I leaned my face on my knees, very tired, and my head was drowsy, as if I had a long and calm dream.

Xiandao didn't say a word, just watched and listened quietly, his smile faded a lot.

"Do you know how he died? In the third year of junior high school, he got into a car accident in Tokyo because of alcoholism. It's strange, right? I always thought he should have been in San Francisco. When I drove to the Tokyo Municipal Hospital that night, I saw him lying on the hospital bed through the glass, his breathing stopped long ago, but there was a lot of blood on his face, that’s why I hate going to the hospital.” I shook my hand on my leg, the nails were all He pinched it into the palm of his hand, "It seems that you can live without going to the hospital. If you go there, only death is waiting for you. It is a terrible thing." He raised a pair of bright eyes cooperatively, and smiled, but Resolutely not to touch Xiandao's eyes at this moment, "Actually, I was lying to you. This is a dream I had just now. The hospital is not so scary. I will go for a physical examination on time every year."

Smiling as if nothing had happened, he handed the clothes back to him, then got up and grabbed the paper cup on the table and walked towards the water dispenser. The two of us were silent for a while, so quiet that we could only hear the clear water pouring from the water dispenser It is dripping into the bottom of the cup.

"Ayu."

He suddenly broke the silence, came over and gently pulled my shoulders, hugged me cautiously, seemed to sigh and shook his head, the hug became more stable at this time.

"I'm sorry, but I really want to know what I can do, or, I still can't do anything."

"Can you make me forget this dream?"

Quietly lying on his chest, my breath is filled with that person's smell, very calm and very light grass smell, self-deprecating laughter squeezed out of my nose.

"I can't, but I will take you to many places, let you see a lot of scenery, let you like more things, and let happiness occupy the largest proportion in your future memories."

I slightly raised my face, listening to his serious words, there were dark water stains printed on the fabric of the front of his clothes, seeping through the fabric and melting irregularly.Staring at the hot and humid traces in a daze, he felt that the eye sockets were blurry and sore, and then he slowly closed his eyes, and gently broke free from the shackles of his arms.

"I've made up my mind. To celebrate today, I finally got it done. I pushed away from Xiandao's embrace, lowered my head and sniffed, "You want to invite me to dinner."

Xiandao paused for a moment, and just laughed heartily ahaha. The laughter was peaceful and happy. I looked at him in a little surprise, and found that the playfulness in his eyes was gradually receding. A trace of complicated expression was filtered out, but it just passed by in a flash.

"No problem, I will listen to you."

After dinner, Xiandao insisted on going to watch the fireworks, but there was no celebration nearby, so he went directly to the city center to buy fireworks and set them off by himself. Apart from a few medium-sized fireworks, there were also many small fireworks in his hand He Xianxiang finally arrived at the seaside in the middle of the night. The midsummer evening wind blew up, bringing with it a little delicate cold humidity. The long and narrow wet print washes out a soft rhythmic rushing sound.

"When the fireworks are set off later, Ayu must remember to make a wish."

"Oh? Is there such a saying?"

He said to me from a long distance away, the hem of his clothes was slightly lifted by the sea breeze, and he came back after the fireworks were ignited, grabbed my hand unexpectedly, leaned over and smiled, "Start making a wish now."

After finishing speaking, Xiandao closed his eyes, his serene side face was serious, and there was a moment of silence, the darkness condensed in his vision began to diffuse and fade away, as if he could hear the crackling sound of fireworks falling into the water.

The fireworks blooming above the head are gorgeous, and the scattered sparks are like fragments of stars, as if they are about to fall on themselves.

"What is Akira's wish?"

When the fireworks bloomed in the sky, they were noisy and splendid, and I raised my head as if staring blankly, I asked.

"I hope that a girl named Sakurai Ayu can be brought back to Tokyo, not in the name of a lover, but in the name of a bride."

I looked at him in disbelief, and moved my lips in confusion, but my nose was sour. He took my hand and rubbed his thumb gently on the back of it, and then I could feel the slightest hint of something cold. Wudi touched the skin and penetrated into the ring finger of the right hand. Under the dazzling light of the fireworks, the silver ring reflected a small spot of bright and exquisite halo.

"Can this wish come true?"

There was a gentle smile in his eyes, and a soft light flickered in his firm eyes. Then, a warm kiss fell on my lips. In a very short moment, it was worth a thousand words.

"Did I ever say I love you?"

"Um."

"I love you so much... Ayu."

"I know."

"I really, really love you so much..."

"Got it! Idiot."

"Ha ha."

There are twelve months, 52 weeks, and 360 five days in a year.The change of seasons, the change of climate, every day is a new beginning, the continuation of life.

And every day is also a day when Akira Sendo and Ayu Sakurai continue to love each other.

×

Leaning on Xiandao's body, I suddenly remembered the wish I had repeated over and over again with my eyes closed.

——I hope Zhang can enter the national competition next year.

——I hope this time the selection can fail.

——I hope everyone around me can be happy.

……

However, in the end, there were only two wishes that were read devoutly and persistently in my mind.

One, be with Akira Xiandao forever.

Two, please make the previous wish come true.

——The End——

The author has something to say: I applaud myself when it’s finally over 233

I don’t know the hidden meaning of this chapter. If you read it, please continue to pay attention to the next episode (laughs)

One Immortal Extra Story, one Rukawa Extra Story, and then Asaxia is completely over.

Thank you for your support over the years, dear girls.

I will put the testimonials and postscripts at the end, but I still want to give a deep bow to every girl who sees this.

Finally, I would like to thank the mustard mines and Yixi's grenades~

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