[SD Doujin] Light Blue Summer

Perhaps, no one can believe that when you say it out, under the seemingly calm and sunny surface of Xiandao, there is actually a little more ruthlessness hidden.After all, there are so many people around who are worth caring about, and so many who give warmth.But, in the final analysis, everyone has to leave one day... why bother to be too obsessed with one thing.

However, this hard-won determination suddenly came again after getting to know Ayu.

Xiandao doesn't think he's superficial, at least he won't be curious just because of a person's eye-catching appearance.

Only her, just a glance of contact, made him feel the change.

It's not that he has never seen beautiful women, his sister is a part-time photographer, and he sometimes sees models who come to shoot in magazines.Some are plain and fair, and some are gorgeous, but they all exude the unique charm of women, but none of them make people so excited.

"Hey, what are you thinking about?"

A hand waved across the sky in front of his eyes, just distracted for a moment, Xiandao raised his head, looked at the person in front of him showing his small canine teeth and smiling at him, the white T-shirt covered the bottom, his body was too slender, and his smile was too bright up.

"Well, I was thinking of you, my very lovely girlfriend."

Maybe no one will believe it. Although the two have been dating for more than a month, until now, Ayu's cheeks are still flushed by the sweet love words he blurts out from time to time.Xiandao himself felt embarrassed by the girlish and shy response.But facing Ayu, there will be various subtle situations and emotions.

"Stop making jokes all the time!"

She pursed her lips dissatisfiedly and stared at him for a while, and then she could feel her arms being held naturally by her, and then the temperature that came up against Ling Xiandao couldn't help turning her head to visit.What is close in front of her eyes is a pair of round eyes and a cheerful smile inside. As for the pair of cute dimples and exposed canine teeth, she also shows them without reservation. Looking at it this way, she is even more lovely.

It has been a week since she participated in the audition last time, but Xiandao still doesn't know what she thinks. When she occasionally brought up this topic inadvertently, she tilted her head and fiddled with the sideburns of her face, slowly pulling the corners of her lips, eyes There is a faint sense of loneliness and a calm beyond age, but she still wrinkled her nose cutely and shrugged, "I said I was eliminated. Anyway, there is next year, so I can continue to work hard."

The other party grinned, revealing two cute canine teeth. She was a little shy, and changed the topic, "However, Ms. Asami said that she can be a location host for NBS's weather report program, so the chances of seeing each other will be less in the future."

Xiandao raised his eyebrows in surprise, nodded slightly as if he had thought about what she blurted out, with a sincere and gentle attitude, "That's great, your voice is very nice, it's a pity not to sing."

Regarding the idea of ​​Xiandao, Ayu just smiled sweetly: "Fool."

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Yayu used to say that immortality is an existence dissociated between the collective and the individual, which is very subtle.He nodded, feeling unexpectedly appropriate and just right.She chuckled, her expression was calm, her scrutinizing eyes were gentle but penetrating: neither enthusiastic nor ruthless.

"maybe……"

She waved her hands pretending to be relaxed, and then leaned over and sat next to Xiandao to read the magazine. It seemed that after a long time, neither of them said a word.

"Ayu, you can stay here anytime from now on."

He never thought of living together as a lover with anyone, even the ex who had been in a relationship never made Xiandao have such an idea.However, Xiandao knew that such a proposal was not a pity caused by the current atmosphere, but a sincere prayer from the bottom of his heart.

"Chang?"

Ayu's surprised voice swept past his ears, but Xiandou hugged him even tighter.

"Okay?"

Such a soft and gentle confirmation is not only respect, but also a strong expectation.After a long time, Xiandao felt Ayu's coquettishness in his arms even more, and the muffled promise lingering in his ears.

I know what you are afraid of, and I know what you are worried about.

But, Ayu, please believe me no matter what, I will never let go of Ayu's hand.

Never will.

×

After the national competition, Xiandao heard that Xiangbei had defeated the strong team of Shanwang. Most of them appreciated it, but more they began to redouble their efforts. As the new captain of Lingnan, he gradually abandoned his previous sloppy attitude and led the team. Working hard for the winter selection competition, the following is the continuous reduction of meeting time with Ayu. Originally, the two of them are not in the same school. In addition, her work has also become busy, which also caused Xiandao to fail in the first time. found any anomalies.Most of the other people in the team knew their relationship well, and would bring her to Xiandao every time she came. At this time, the two of them could do nothing but smile tacitly.

Such an environment did reduce the chances of getting along with each other. Xiandao gradually found that she seemed to be getting more and more busy. Except for regularly appearing at the basketball hall to go home with him on weekends, she seemed to disappear at other times. It was like sinking into the bottom of the sea in the past, but every time she appeared, her big black eyes and the evocative smile still had the ability to act as if nothing had happened, and her smile was calm and clear.

"Recently, the magazine office is quite busy with appointments, so I'm sorry."

For him, any normal person will experience low tides in life, and occasionally disappear as a way to vent their emotions, it is not impossible.For example, Xiandao himself, occasionally when he is in a low mood, he will go fishing or watch the sea alone. Everyone has their own way of expressing their emotions. Some people will be more extreme, and some people will be more depressed. It varies from person to person.It’s just that Xiandao accidentally missed it. Yayu seems to be cheerful and active, with strong digestion... But in fact, she is not a person who likes to reveal her inner thoughts to others, just like before they got together, it was hard for her to be Speak the truth to his face.

The two have been dating for three months. In Xiandao's impression, she is actually a girl who doesn't like to stay at home, but likes to go out. Although she is not the most tidy and subtle person, she is also extremely serious.But it always happens that the washing powder is not poured in when washing clothes, or the books on the bookshelf are not arranged properly. What impressed Xiandao most is that once she bought the ingredients for curry rice and wanted to cook with great interest. However, the final product served turned into paella. It was agreed to practice making black tea with milk, but in the end it turned into dessert tea with too much sugar added.

These deeds that highlighted the other party's inattentiveness and lack of seriousness in doing things were listed in front of Xiandao, which made him worry to some extent.But every time he tried to care and ask, the other party would be perfunctory with a little boredom, and then hid in the study, and disappeared for most of the day as soon as the door was closed.

For the first time, Xiandao had a real understanding of Ayu's gradual transformation, and also had various doubts in his heart.This kind of mood accompanied him day and night, even if occasionally she leaned over to be intimate with him, Xiandao still felt a vague sense of crisis in his heart.It seemed to sneak into his brain like an undercurrent, making him feel a dull pain in his chest when he looked at Ayu.

Xiandao has no way of knowing.Every time he met Shang Yayu's tired and pale face, he stopped blurting out the **.In fact, it is also from the bottom of my heart that I don't want to ask questions or interfere too much.After all, the relationship between the two is based on trust. If they are unwilling to give even this bit of tolerance, how can they be worthy of this love?

At night, looking at Yayu's immature face lying in his arms and sleeping peacefully, he chose to believe that one day, the other party would speak to him in person.

However, for Ayu, Xiandao always miscalculates.

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October 10th is Ayu's birthday. Originally, Xiandao reserved the location of Ayu's favorite sushi restaurant, and even prepared a gift for her. He originally planned to go to Xiangbei to pick her up, but he was told that only You just need to wait in the restaurant, and you came to the entrance of the restaurant with great interest. Xiandao arrived [-] minutes earlier than expected, with a gentle smile on his face. He was not a punctual person since he was a child. It didn't improve very well, but after meeting a girlfriend who liked being late more than himself, Xiandao had to start to change this bad habit.When the appointed time was getting closer and closer, he saw that Ayu seemed to have expended a lot of energy and ran over. The slightly hot curls at the end of her hair were blown away by the running wind at this moment. She was wearing a goose-yellow dress, and she was still stepping on high heels, Xiandao immediately understood that she should have come running from the shooting location.

Xiandao looked at her quiet side face, slapped her eyelashes from time to time, then raised his face and smiled at him, and he took her hand and walked in.

Although his family is wealthy, Xiandao is not the type to spend money.Enough is enough, not too much.Although when he grows up, he will start to pursue sports brands, start to study some popular electronic products, or buy some fishing tackle and rods for hobbies, but he never spends money extravagantly.

Even now, with enough financial means to have lunch at the most exclusive restaurant in the city, he still chooses this small sushi restaurant, probably because it was the first time they had dinner together alone.

"Ayu, are you here with your boyfriend today?"

The owner of the sushi restaurant understood, she smiled and nodded.

Xiandao looked at Ayu, beautiful girls are always favored by people, and beauty has always been one of the most important bargaining chips in life, but she doesn't seem to care much about it, just looking at the colorful sushi being served on the table I couldn't wait to put it into my mouth, and started to eat it with the vinegared rice that was just right in hardness. I didn't even notice that the rice grains were sticking to the corners of my mouth... It was a warm expression, said Xiandao It is a cute expression, but whenever I think of it, my eyes are always full of love.Xiandao pursed his lips to hold back a smile and stretched out his hand to support her face, then scraped off the rice grains.

She didn't admit it or deny it, sticking out her tongue, hey hey hey, she lowered her head lightly, as if choking on mustard, she stretched out her hand to cover the part below her nose, and went to the bathroom with an excuse. Aside, not sent yet.

Although the lights in the store were a bit dim, he could still see clear, red blood from between Ayu's fingers.

Xiandao suddenly felt a little uneasy.But she didn't show any abnormality when she came back. She just took off the makeup on her face and sat down to continue eating sushi. Xiandao took out a gift and handed it to her.

"Chang?"

"Happy birthday."

Xiandao looked at her with a tongue-tied expression, very cute, like a frightened little animal, this was the first thought that flashed in Xiandao's mind.Then, when she spoke again, she pretended to be relaxed and soft in her voice.

"Birthday? Today is NO.17. My birthday is the seventh. You remember it wrong."

This kind of staring lasted for a few seconds, and for the first time, Xiandao had the urge to go back and find Yan Yi to settle the score, although the kid found out the correct phone number of Ayu's house for him...but now... Xiandao only feels an embarrassed smile stop on the face.

"But... thank you anyway, idiot."

A little bit jerky, and a bit shy, but it was only for a moment, Yayu had already got up and kissed him gently on the side of the face, Xiandao's blue pupils were obviously dilated, but the surprise that flashed in the middle was not as good as that later joy.

Indeed.Xiandao felt that he had really become a fool to Ayu.Obviously usually very shrewd, with strong insight and high judgment, why didn't he notice Ayu's abnormality in the first place?

Obviously there are traces of everything, but why did they just ignore it carelessly?

Is it because you cherish too much that you are more afraid to face it?

As for the birthday incident, when Sendo chose to believe that Ayu was planning to ask Yanichi, he accidentally found the date marked on her first magazine interview.

"AYU October [-] Libra"

×

At that time, she had already successfully acted as the host of the NBS weather forecast. In addition, because Mito Yohei won the national photography contest award in one fell swoop for taking photos for Mito Yohei, her popularity gradually spread from Kanagawa to the whole country, and Lingnan also Successfully qualified for the winter trials.

At the moment when the quarrel happened, even Xiandao himself never thought that there would be a day when he would be angry and reprimand Ayu.

On December 24th, Xiandao and Ayu have been dating for more than two months.This day was Christmas Eve, and the two planned to celebrate alone at home, but they didn't expect to be disrupted by an extremely excited call from Offroad and Zhicao. Although they were reluctant, they had no way to refuse.As for the relationship between the two of their friends, Xiandao still feels a sense of accomplishment, but he finds it even more strange that now Ayu's life circle seems to only focus on him, and doesn't seem to care about others.When Xiandao mentioned it a little bit, she just frowned and said that everyone has their own business and everyone is busy.

The cross-country house is not far from the city, less than half an hour's drive away, and the door is opened by the expected Yuzhu. This guy is the first to arrive no matter what party he attends. He has a strong sense of time and is never late.Taking off their shoes and putting on comfortable slippers, Xiandao and Yuzu walked into the house one after the other, and walked along the birch-paved corridor to the living room. A cute Santa hat with a furry brim lying in black bangs.

"Sendo, you are so slow to death! We have been waiting for you for a long time! Where is Ayu-chan?"

Xiandao held the corner of his mouth and smiled silently, he didn't mind the accusation of Yue Yue at all. After hearing the name behind him, he froze for a moment and slowly shook his head.

"She has something to do, she'll be here soon."

The party officially started after Uozu worked hard to bring out a large plate of takoyaki, including mushroom soup, fruit salad, and iron plate veal steak, and many other delicacies. Everyone sat on the floor, surrounded by a fairly large rectangle The low table was full of noise and joy. When eating all kinds of dishes on the table, he didn’t even forget to praise Yuzhu’s craftsmanship. The atmosphere was joyful and harmonious. As the night gradually came, only Xiandao’s eyes drifted to the gate from time to time, chatting casually with his friends with.

When he returned to the apartment with the takeaway bag, Xiandao's mood was more complicated than ever.I have always been able to downplay things, downplaying my life with great wisdom and foolishness. It is just the suppression and patience of many days, but I always need proper expression and understanding.Especially when he opened the door of the house, the person who had made him wait all night was sitting on the sofa safely and reading slowly with a book in his hand. Loud.

"What happened? Did I do something wrong?"

That tone was full of doubts and hesitation, as if he didn't know what was going on at the moment. The culprit just stared at her innocently, waiting for his speech.

"Do you know what you did wrong? I have been waiting for you all night."

It's not intentional to embarrass the other party, nor is it intentional to make it difficult for the other party. Xiandao is just a little stubborn and wants the answer to a question. Seeing her clenching her fists, the excitement makes her tremble and weak even to say a word.The dark brown pupils reflected Xiandao's expressionless, even indifferent expression. Before Xiandao continued to speak, Ayu had already taken a step ahead excitedly, and stopped him.

"sorry."

"Then what happened to you? Tell me."

His appearance was reflected in those eyes, and it was strange for a moment, as if she had never known him. When Xiandao was surprised, Ayu had already stepped back several steps, picked up the coat on the chair, and turned his head When I returned, I rushed out.

In fact, he had long expected that the other party would not speak.These days, I often see Yayu sitting on the balcony alone, occasionally showing a lonely expression, as if staring at a place farther than the horizon, recalling some fragments that she cannot touch.Many times, Xiandao wanted to ask, what exactly he was looking at, what he was thinking... But every time, whenever he heard Xiandao's footsteps, Ayu would curl up slightly like a disturbed small animal After turning around and finding it was him, he immediately relaxed and smiled charmingly at her.

Xiandao knew she was on the run.It's just that where he fled to, Xiandao couldn't predict.

Anyway, I'm really sorry.

On that day, the last words Yayu said, Xiandao still can't forget.The sound was like the waves crashing on the beach at low tide, passing across his ankles gently and softly, kissing his skin, and then being swept away by the wind.It seems that you have never been here, but it is true that you have left a mark.

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What exactly was the beginning of the Cold War, no one can make a clear conclusion. Sendo, who originally planned to spend the New Year with Ayu in Kanagawa Prefecture, returned to his home in Tokyo immediately after training. He leaned back on the sofa and pressed the remote control to switch Watching the TV channel, he never knew that he could have such deep affection for a person, and never had such a strong desire to possess.I have never paid too much attention to the results of things. Even if I lose, I always feel that there is a reason for it, and I can always face it.

Only this time, Xiandao felt that he couldn't afford to lose.

Switched to the NBS channel, but unexpectedly found that the weather forecast that should have been hosted by Ayu had been replaced by another girl, Xiandao was slightly stunned, and suddenly someone patted him on the shoulder.

He met a pair of light blue eyes that were also clear and gentle, but slightly calm due to the years.With thick black hair and neat facial features, she was Xiandao's mother. She put on her coat and seemed to be going out. After Xiandao asked, his mother smiled.

"Well, a girl came to the hospital with a craniocerebral injury, but she worked very hard to cooperate with the treatment." As if unintentionally or intentionally, the mother gently patted Xiandao, "After all, she is really an amazing girl My child, while working part-time to pay the medical bills, I also have to be careful not to worry my boyfriend, but when I returned to the ward two days ago, I was crying uncontrollably.”

Xiandao's mother's voice was a little low and slightly magnetic, and her eyes were still shining with a good-looking light, but when she said the last thing, her expression was calm and flat, as if she was just stating the facts.

Although the air in winter is dry, it is still fresher and brighter than in summer. Xiandao walked in the empty white corridor, with whitewashed walls on both sides, and white lights hung on the ceiling one after another, while patrolling the surrounding environment.The wards were also distributed on each floor in a planned way, and the two walked to the front exit together to welcome the rare warm weather in winter.

He didn't see Yayu, but entered her exclusive ward. The empty room was only covered with photos and careful reminder notes on the walls. There were also various photos of the two of them by the bedside. Write the two people's full names on it and draw a heart in the middle.

"Absolutely, never forget that Akira Sendo is Ayu Sakurai's boyfriend! 』

"Absolutely, absolutely remember the way from Tokyo to Kanagawa Prefecture to home! 』

Looking at the round and lovely handwriting on the photo, Xiandao suppressed the surging emotions, clutched the paper in his hand, bit his lower lip subconsciously, and endured the pain in his chest.

In fact, he knew it.After waking up several mornings, when Ayu looked at him, doubts and strangeness flashed in his eyes.It was just a momentary panic, until the other party smiled and passed away after being stunned.

His mother told him that this kind of illness is actually not serious, and she is also very cooperative with the treatment. Maybe in the near future, her memory will no longer be deprived piece by piece like this, and she will gradually remember the past. many things.

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"It's me. Akira, I have some news to tell you. I've signed a contract with an agency and I'm going to attend a training camp for a long time, so I won't be able to see you for a while."

The voice on the phone was still light and pleasant, but Xiandao still heard the inexplicable nervousness in it. He looked at the medical records about Ayu in his hand, and after a long silence, the corners of his mouth slowly curled up.

"No matter when you come back, I'm your boyfriend, right?"

"Really? So confident."

"Ha ha."

"Akira! I love you very much, you must remember this sentence."

"……I love you too."

The phone was hung up after that, and the movements in Xiandao's hands occasionally stopped and sometimes continued.After turning to the last page and marking "good" on the condition, he knew that as early as the moment he fell in love with Ayu completely, he had no intention of leaving any retreat for himself.

×

Ayu, you know what?

I said to myself, just as if you traveled to a far away place, one day, you will come back to me, then smile, call my name in that nice voice, and say: Zhang ,haven't seen you for a long time.

Then, I will gently hold your hand, kiss the familiar temperature, and respond to you with the same bright smile: Ayu, long time no see.

Like the happy ending in any fairy tale, we will have our own happy ending.

I believe.

The author has something to say: In fact, this episode is the completion of the ending.

The short-term memory loss caused by the so-called brain injury is not as terrifying as imagined, but it is not as pleasant as imagined. It is like a piece of something that was originally complete in the mind is suddenly missing and can never be found again. This feeling is very uncomfortable. Several times in the article, Ayu's nosebleeds are actually external manifestations caused by excessive exercise, and it is more and more typical that the memory is lost inexplicably, and it is not known when it will come back.But Ayu is not as resistant as before, but wants to work hard to receive treatment for her and Sendo's future.

Of course, the final ending must be happy. If you don’t believe me, just follow me and read the extra chapter of the next chapter. All the puzzles in the article will be solved.

Finally, thank Mr. Mustard again for his rocket launcher! ! !And An-chan's mines! ! ! !