Unbearable

At that moment, Ji Zhonghan almost felt that his whole heart was tightly grasped by Feng Qi's almost self-deprecating and self-deprecating words, the sourness spread little by little, and even his eye sockets became slightly hot.

Feng Qi saw his expression clearly, but he didn't move at all. He just closed his eyes and took a few steps back: "Aren't you afraid of me, continue to be afraid."

Ji Zhonghan took the initiative to stand up and approached Feng Qi: "I don't feel bored."

He tried to make his tone more sincere, and even wanted to take the initiative to hold Feng Qi's hand to make up for his avoidance just now.

Ji Zhonghan: "If I..."

Feng Qi seemed to feel that he couldn't understand Ji Zhonghan at all: "Even if you don't feel bored, will you accept me?"

Ji Zhonghan couldn't answer immediately, so Feng Qi grabbed his waist, and very easily, he hugged Ji Zhonghan into his arms.When the other party's forehead hit Feng Qi's shoulder, he was surprised at Ji Zhonghan's non-evasion, and at the man's cooperation.

He turned his head slightly, and next to the tip of his nose was Ji Zhonghan's hair.

This person's taste has not changed after all these years.

From his perspective, he could only see Ji Zhonghan's drooping eyelashes, tense and dry lips, and cheekbones flushed due to fever.

Although Ji Zhonghan didn't struggle when he was hugged, his body was still trembling slightly, as if he was rejecting instinctively, but reason suppressed this feeling.

This caused Feng Qi to have an illusion for a while, as if he was too important to Ji Zhonghan, this person even pretended not to be afraid of him, and not to disobey him.

However, this kind of disguise made Feng Qi want to tear him apart even more.

And Ji Zhonghan was just thinking about the question Feng Qi asked, can he accept Feng Qi?

Not to mention whether he likes men or not, even if he can accept men, after so many things happened between Feng Qi and him, can they still be together as if nothing had happened?

Because of Mei Yuling, Lin Jin left Feng's family, and has not seen Feng Qi until now, and Feng Qi's family has been broken because of this.

Because of him, Feng Qi suffered so much.

Ji Zhonghan still remembers now that after seeing him for the first time, Feng Qi pulled his hair and said that he looked more like that bitch with long hair.

He knew who Feng Qi was humiliating, his mother Mei Yuling.

Just like how he was brooding over Feng Qi like Feng Xinglu back then, wouldn't Feng Qi be disgusted when he saw his face?

Even if you can be swayed by emotions in a short period of time because of the obsession that you couldn't get back then, over time, these knots will always be exposed like sand in the eyes and thorns in the flesh.

While meditating, Feng Qi pushed him against the wall.

The back of his head was caught off guard and hit the wall, causing him a more intense dizziness.

Ji Zhonghan snorted, and before he could cry out the pain, his lips were kissed by Feng Qi.

Feng Qi's kisses have always been so brutal, possessive and devouring, domineering and aggressive.

Feng Qi viciously pried open his teeth, entangled with the tip of his tongue, and invaded everything about him insatiably.

His shirt was pulled out from the waistband of his trousers, and Feng Qi's palm slipped across his short-breathing and rising abdomen, rubbed his back, stroked his ribs, and then heavily palmed his left chest.

Ji Zhonghan had no doubt that his violent heartbeat would jump from under those thin muscles to Feng Qi's palm.

The tip of the tongue is numb, the head is dizzy like lack of oxygen, and the ravaged place is painful and numb.

The flesh on the body was pinched too tightly, and it hurt slightly, but this pain was invisible with a kind of irresistible sweetness, like a sugar heart melting inside the body, surging towards all the hot places .

He seemed to be trapped in a pool of thick honey, and his limbs were too heavy to move.

Until a weak sound came out of the nasal cavity, the sticky panting made Ji Zhonghan's brain recover a little bit of consciousness.

He avoided Feng Qi's uncontrollable kiss, dodging and shouting to stop.

When Feng Qi seemed to be completely deaf, he stared greedily at Ji Zhonghan with red eyes.

No one can stop a ferocious beast that has eaten half, it is Ji Zhonghan who does not run away, this thought flashed through Feng Qi's mind.

Feng Qi let go of the hot flesh that was kneaded in his palm, and instead pinched Ji Zhonghan's waist, pushing him against the wall.

In the confusion, Ji Zhonghan was pushed against the wall again, depriving all his voice.

The endless kiss seemed like a irrational drunk, and the high temperature caused by the body's fever was like an emotional climax at this time.

This climax swept over the two of them, until Ji Zhonghan fell on the soft bed between pushing and shoving.

He gradually came to his senses and began to push back.

Feng Qi refused to stop, he supported Ji Zhonghan's chin and covered his trembling lips.Ji Zhonghan's hair was scattered on the bed, and a few strands covered his eyes.

He bent down and held Ji Zhonghan's Adam's apple, all the way down.

He unbuttoned his shirt, undid his belt, and was about to tear off the zipper.

Then, all Feng Qi's movements stopped, because he felt Ji Zhonghan's body was shaking regularly, his lower abdomen contracted because of sobbing, and Ji Zhonghan cried.

Ji Zhonghan cried very quietly, his eyes opened blankly, tears kept falling down, soaking his temples and sheets in no time.

Ji Zhonghan doesn't like to cry, he is different from Feng Qi, he is often forced to the extreme before he can show.

Feng Qi understands this better than anyone else.

He stopped his movements, and after a long while, he pulled the corner of his mouth wryly, showing no intention of continuing.

Just as he took it off with his own hands, he slowly put Ji Zhonghan's belt and buttons back in place.Then he was ready to get up and leave the room.

Before I got up, I felt my clothes tighten.

When Feng Qi turned his head, he saw Ji Zhonghan's fingers holding a corner of his clothes, not very hard, at least Feng Qi could break free of these two fingers if he wanted to leave.

But he didn't leave, he was so absurdly held by these two fingers and stayed in place.

Ji Zhonghan didn't know how long he cried until he lost consciousness for a while, and when he woke up again, he was already in his room with an infusion needle inserted in his hand.

Sitting next to him was Xu Wei, who rushed over anxiously when she saw him wake up.

"Are you awake? How do you feel? Is there any discomfort?" Xu Weilian asked.

Ji Zhonghan asked for water, and after soothing his dry throat that was about to smoke, he said in a hoarse voice, "Where's Feng Qi?"

Xu Wei said embarrassingly: "I went to record the show. We were not in charge of shooting Rio. With your body like this, there must be no way to continue."

Ji Zhonghan sat up straight, endured the discomfort of being sick and said: "I'm fine, I can go to the live recording program."

Xu Wei pressed his quilt: "Don't force it, you should have a good rest today."

After finishing speaking, Xu Wei said again: "Don't worry, Jinghe won't accuse you of breaching the contract. This is a force majeure factor. If he troubles you, I will settle the score with him."

Ji Zhonghan pulled the corners of his lips, trying to smile, but he failed.

Xu Wei looked at him hesitantly, as if she wanted to say something, but she couldn't.

In the end, like a big sister, she rubbed Ji Zhonghan's hair twice: "Aren't you hungry? I cooked porridge outside and brought a bowl in for you."

Ji Zhonghan nodded, and Xu Wei left the bedroom.

As soon as Xu Wei left, Ji Zhonghan immediately got up from the bed, pushed the infusion bottle, and went to the bathroom.

In the mirror, his face was pale and haggard.

Only the swollen lips and the hickey on his neck clearly showed what he had done.

Xu Wei must have seen these traces, but she didn't ask anything.

Ji Zhonghan washed the handkerchief with one hand, grabbed the dripping towel, and wiped his face, trying to make his complexion look a little better.

Xu Wei's voice came from outside the bathroom, and she asked where he was.

Ji Zhonghan took the initiative to open the door, and said to Xu Wei, "I'll wash up."

"How long will this bottle of potion take?" Ji Zhonghan asked.

Xu Wei: "It's still half an hour, this doctor is not bad, your fever went away pretty quickly."

She helped Ji Zhonghan back to the bed, but Ji Zhonghan refused: "Go and drink on the sofa."

Xu Wei had no choice but to pile up the pillows on the sofa, let Ji Zhonghan lean on them, and served up the hot abalone porridge.

After Ji Zhonghan took a few sips, Xu Wei asked in a low voice: "The doctor said you have no injuries."

He paused with the hand holding the spoon: "What kind of injury can it cause? Don't think about it."

Xu Wei didn't know what to say: "If the recording of this program is really unhappy, let's go back."

Ji Zhonghan put the porridge into his mouth, and after swallowing it, he raised his eyes and said to Xu Wei: "Stop making trouble, the penalty for breach of contract will be ten times, we can't afford it."

Xu Wei gritted her teeth and said, "But we can't let others bully us like this."

Ji Zhonghan drank most of the bowl of porridge in silence before wiping the corners of his mouth with a paper towel.

He was sitting on the couch with his hair loose behind him, looking frail in his white pajamas and his condition.

Xu Wei felt distressed looking at it, only felt that Ji Zhonghan was being bullied, but dared not say it.

Rio, that rapacious bastard, Xu Wei gritted her teeth, Ji Zhonghan didn't know, she had already had a fight with Jing He.

Finding Ji Zhonghan fainted in Feng Qi's room like this, she almost wanted to call the police.

Fortunately, Jinghe found a doctor in time and gave Ji Zhonghan a full-body examination. She proved that nothing happened, so she gave up.

But I was still skeptical in my heart, I was afraid that this private doctor was in the same group as Rio, and they were in collusion.

Now that Ji Zhonghan said it was fine, she was relieved.

Ji Zhonghan was stunned for a while, and then said to Xu Wei: "Why do you think he bullies me?"

This question made Xu Wei speechless.

Ji Zhonghan seemed to be asking Xu Wei, but also seemed to be answering himself: "I have learned judo for so many years, how could I still be forced?"

"Aren't you running a fever?" Xu Wei retorted.

Ji Zhonghan supported his head, looking at a spot on the wall absently: "Do you think it is possible that I... like men?"

He never heard Xu Wei answer this question.

He turned around and was about to seek answers with Xu Wei.

But she found Xu Wei's expression was quite subtle, she looked at Ji Zhonghan complicatedly: "You...haven't you slept with Feng Qi?"

"Honey, what... Straight men don't react to the same sex."