Unbearable

Yes, thinking about it now, how could it be impossible.If Feng Qi really liked him back then, or even loved him, and it wasn't because of his ignorant affection and fragility that was not worth mentioning, then how could Feng Qi not come to him.

Isn't Feng Qi just a person who will be desperate for the people he cares about.

Ji Zhonghan's heart was pounding, even he himself didn't know what he was nervous about at this moment.

The roommate was still feeling emotional on the phone: "Speaking of which, the person who bought my ring is really rich, why didn't he just come to me to buy it, it's a full five thousand dollars, although it's a couple ring, but if he spends this money Give it to me, I can also pull this from Xiaoji's hand and give it to him!"

This caused Xiaoji to beat his roommate noisily.

Ji Zhonghan was in no mood to continue listening. After reluctantly saying goodbye to his roommate, he hung up the phone and found out Lin Rui's WeChat.

He asked Lin Rui on WeChat the exact time of the month when Feng Qi disappeared that year.

Lin Rui replied with a question mark, Ji Zhonghan licked his dry lips, his fingers trembled, and he entered several typos in succession.

Fortunately, Lin Rui replied without waiting for his urging.

She said, it was winter six years ago, it was December, I remember the weather was very cold.

Ji Zhonghan checked the time correctly, it was the year when his roommate designed the ring.

Before he came back to his senses, his inquiry had already been sent out. He asked Lin Rui: "Did he spend a lot of money when he disappeared?"

Lin Rui replied directly: "How do you know?"

Ji Zhonghan: "Is it nearly 3?"

This time Lin Rui was silent for a long time, and finally replied: "We really don't know where he went and what he did. We only know that he spent a lot of money that month, so Uncle Feng will use his financial resources to pay for it later." threaten him."

Lin Rui was still explaining to Feng Qi: "He must have no other bad habits. I guarantee that he must use them in important places."

"And he didn't rely on other people's help, he paid back the money himself." Lin Rui tried to add points to Feng Qi, showing that the other party was not an irresponsible person.

Ji Zhonghan almost laughed out loud, but if there was a mirror in front of him, he would find that his expression was actually about to cry.

It's nothing important, but Feng Qi foolishly bought one, thinking it was his ring.

So why the later days were so hard, was it all because of this ring?

Ji Zhonghan couldn't help thinking, thinking about Feng Qi's feelings, thinking about his mood in the future, thinking about how uncomfortable he must be, until now, he couldn't let it go.

Was every kiss after the reunion just to humiliate him?

If you really hated him that much, did you still love him?

When Ji Zhonghan realized that he was thinking about something, he almost couldn't hold the phone.His eye sockets were swollen and his head was hot.Feeling dizzy like drunk, and feeling overwhelmed by too much information.

He even wondered if everything would have been different if he had recognized Feng Qi while he was abroad.

But Feng Qi should hate him, he shouldn't still like him.

What Feng Qi hated the most was not his concealment, he knew about Mei Yuling and Feng Xinglu, but he didn't say anything.

Until the matter was revealed, Feng Qi came to look for him.

Feng Qi knows him well, he knows that with his character, he shouldn't behave like this.

But Ji Zhonghan couldn't pretend, and under Feng Qi's persecution, he showed his feet.

From then on, to Feng Qi, he and Mei Yuling were in the same group, and he and Feng Xinglu were even more in trouble.

After learning about the scandal between Mei Yuling and Feng Xinglu, Lin Jin moved out the same day, and sent a divorce agreement a few days later. Naturally, she did not want children.

Feng Qidu is now an adult, and she doesn't need to continue to fulfill the obligation of support.

On the other hand, Ji Guangping thought about it for a full month, and the answer he came up with was to let Mei Yuling resign and go to the United States with him. He could forgive her infidelity, and he didn't want the family to be broken up.

When Feng Qi pressed him on the bed, he really hated him.

He hated him for being Mei Yuling's son, hated him for hiding things for Mei Yuling, and even more hated him for being entangled with Wen Yuan.

Feng Qi told him at the airport that as long as he stayed, he would forgive him.

Ji Zhonghan still made a choice, he chose to leave.

And Feng Qi also made the same choice at that time, throwing away the helmet he gave him, why would he go abroad to look for him stupidly.

Why spend so much money on a ring.

If it is really like what Feng Qi sees, this ring is the proof of his love with others, what kind of mentality is Feng Qi buying the same ring from?

Isn't this a form of self-torture?

Ji Zhonghan's mind was in a mess, as if there were many people beating gongs and drums inside.

The pain in his temple was throbbing, so painful that he wanted to go to the opposite side and knock on Feng Qi's door to ask Feng Qi what he was thinking!

Ji Zhonghan did exactly that. He came to the door of Feng Qi's room and knocked on the door vigorously.

But when footsteps came from inside, Ji Zhonghan began to regret again, he shouldn't be so impulsive.

But now it's too late to regret it, because Feng Qi has already opened the door impatiently.

When Feng Qi saw him, he was very surprised.

But soon, Feng Qi came back to his senses: "What are you crazy about, I didn't tell you not to come closer..."

Ji Zhonghan quickly said: "Did you come to see me six years ago!"

Feng Qi was dumbfounded for a moment: "What did you say?"

"Ring, that ring was specially designed by my friend, didn't you buy it?" Ji Zhonghan said.

Feng Qi's expression became very complicated in an instant, but he still insisted: "I don't even know what you are talking about."

"I asked Lin Rui. You disappeared for a month in winter six years ago. On Christmas Eve, I accompanied my friend to pick out rings in the ring shop. When I came out, I bumped into someone. Is that person you?" Ji Zhonghan's voice became louder uncontrollably, and after he finished speaking, he only felt dizzy even more.

I don't know if Feng Qi wanted to change the subject, but he actually looked at Ji Zhonghan and asked, "Did you drink too much?"

Ji Zhonghan took a step forward, wanting to tell you not to change the subject.

In the next moment, he felt dizzy and almost fell.

Then he was hugged, Feng Qi put one arm around him, and pressed the other on his forehead: "I said I was going crazy, it turned out that I had a fever."

Only then did Ji Zhonghan realize that his breathing was already hot.

When did he start feeling uncomfortable? Was it when he just had a headache that his body had sent out a warning, but he ignored it?

He wanted to push Feng Qi away: "You haven't answered my question yet, you six years ago..."

"Shut up!" Feng Qi interrupted him violently, and then hugged and hugged him, and helped him onto the bed.

When Ji Zhonghan saw the bed, he wanted to hide. His lack of cooperation made Feng Qi even more unhappy. When Shitu pressed his shoulders and wrapped him up with a quilt, Ji Zhonghan suddenly felt that the scene in front of him overlapped with what happened many years ago.

He resisted fiercely: "I don't want it, let me go."

While resisting, Feng Qi was hit on the chin by his waving hands, and immediately said angrily: "You fucking want to come here to make me angry, don't you!"

Ji Zhonghan sat on the bed, clutching the quilt in his hands, afraid to speak, even a little bit wronged.

He really wanted to say that he couldn't sleep in bed, but he couldn't tell Feng Qi about it, and it would only bring up more other problems.

Feng Qi anxiously walked back and forth by the bed for a few steps, then came to the bedside table, opened the drawer vigorously, found a box of medicine from it, and threw it on Ji Zhonghan: "You don't have to worry about what I will do to you, since you don't want to Lie down, take your medicine and go back to your room!"

Ji Zhonghan loosened the quilt, stood up, came to sit on the sofa, and whispered: "I won't go back, you haven't answered my question yet."

Feng Qi sat on the bed, wiped his face, and seemed almost annoyed by Ji Zhonghan: "What do you want me to answer you?"

"Didn't you look for me six years ago?" Ji Zhonghan said stubbornly.

Feng Qi looked at him expressionlessly: "And then?"

Ji Zhonghan was a little confused by the question: "What then?"

Feng Qi let out a sigh of relief: "You want to know if I have looked for you, why?"

Ji Zhonghan couldn't turn the corner, he didn't even understand what Feng Qi was talking about.

Probably because of the fever, his thoughts were dull, half a beat slower than usual.

Feng Qi took out the cigarette in annoyance, and as soon as he handed it to his lips, he took another look at Ji Zhonghan, and after silently swearing, he threw the cigarette aside: "Even if I looked for you six years ago, it is important to you What's the difference?"

How could there be no difference? If he had known earlier...

Feng Qi seemed to see through what Ji Zhonghan was thinking: "There is no difference."

He came to a conclusion almost with certainty.

These issues that Ji Zhonghan had considered in a short period of time had already been thought over and over by Feng Qi over the years.

So he can find out the answer faster than Ji Zhonghan.

Feng Qi didn't look at Ji Zhonghan again: "As I said, even if you like men, you won't like me."

Ji Zhonghan's lips moved, but he couldn't speak.

Feng Qi: "It doesn't matter whether the one who gave you the ring is your man or your so-called friend. It doesn't make any difference whether you like men or women."

"Because you will like anyone in the world, but you will not like me."

"As long as I'm Feng Xinglu's child, you won't choose me, will you?"

It was the first time Feng Qi spoke to Ji Zhonghan so calmly, and it could almost be regarded as the first time they had a good conversation.

The last time Ji Zhonghan took the initiative to communicate with Feng Qi in the car, Feng Qi's reaction was to run away.

It was only now that Ji Zhonghan discovered why Feng Qi wanted to escape.

Just like now, he also wants to escape.

He watched Feng Qi stand up and walk towards him step by step.

Feng Qi reached out to him, and he touched his face.

But Ji Zhonghan's reaction was that he avoided it.

Feng Qi looked at his empty hand, and suddenly smiled, a little tired, a little tired: "Look, I've said it all, there will be no difference."

"Let me tell you how you would have felt if I had actually appeared in front of you six years ago."

Feng Qi looked directly into Ji Zhonghan's eyes, and with his own hands, he tore himself bloody with words: "You will only feel bored."