Unbearable

After Xu Wei finished speaking, she saw Ji Zhonghan staring at her blankly, as if what she said was outrageous and ridiculous.

She hesitated and asked, "Isn't it?"

Ji Zhonghan licked his swollen lips, and shook his head at her: "No, you're right, I never thought about such a simple thing."

Sexual orientation, why is it called sexual orientation, because the simplest and crudest way to prove orientation is sex.

Ji Zhonghan has never had a relationship with anyone else, and only has a good impression of a very few people.

As for the physical contact, so far, there is only Feng Qi alone.

Since he hates himself who is entangled with his relatives and thus produces lust, doesn't he show in a disguised form that he can accept men.

Ji Zhonghan thought that he didn't understand that all the people he had a crush on were women, so he was a straight man.

But he never thought that the desire that he has been ignoring is the most straightforward proof.

It is also very difficult for him to accept his sexual orientation change immediately.

Ji Zhonghan hugged the pillow and lay down on the sofa.

Xu Wei thought he was not feeling well, and advised him to go to the hospital for a checkup.

Ji Zhonghan said: "I'll go to the show in a while."

It is impossible for him to hide in a hotel for a lifetime, besides entering this variety show and signing this contract, all of this is work.

Ji Zhonghan cheered himself up, finished drinking the remaining potion, changed his clothes, and went to the recording site with Xu Wei.

Today's variety show didn't start recording until ten o'clock in the evening. What Feng Qi took today was no longer a hard photo, but a product promotion.

As a mentor, he has to give the most perfect models and examples. After that, the models perform their own creations based on the themes he has photographed.

Originally, today's filming was still partly in charge of Ji Zhonghan like last time.

But Ji Zhonghan suddenly fell ill, so Zhang Te came over to take pictures of Feng Qi.

When he came to the scene, Ji Zhonghan discovered that the content of the program recording had changed.

Because this program has a script, the instructors have plans for what they say and what they do.

Since this is the content of Feng Qi's personal filming, how could Wen Yuan be there?

Ji Zhonghan came late and didn't know what was going on. He saw Wen Yuan and Feng Qi standing together in the studio.

Wen Yuan combed a neat high ponytail, and wore a neatly cut and stiff leather windbreaker.The rare ones put on heavy makeup, and beside Feng Qi, they didn't look lacking in imposing manner.

Wen Yuan and Feng Qi changed positions several times, and there was no communication during the whole process, and their faces were even more expressionless.

Only occasionally when Zhang Te asked, Wen Yuan raised his hand condescendingly, and touched Feng Qi slightly.

After Ji Zhonghan came, he naturally came to Zhang Te's side to help.

Zhang Te originally wanted to turn his head to say hello to Ji Zhonghan, but when he saw Feng Qi and Wen Yuan in the camera, he suddenly regained his energy, he immediately forgot about Ji Zhonghan, and pressed the shutter one after another.

Ji Zhonghan was busy with work and ignored his physical discomfort. After a while, he broke out in a sweat, but he felt better instead. He didn't know if the medicine had played a role.

During the intermission, Wen Yuan stepped on high heels, came to Ji Zhonghan's side gracefully, and said softly: "You are too much, obviously I asked you to shoot first, why did you still get snatched away by someone else."

Ji Zhonghan felt that Wen Yuan was such an aggressive word that he felt uncomfortable when using it.

However, Ji Zhonghan still felt sorry for leaving Wen Yuan's team to film Feng Qi.

He said apologetically to Wen Yuan: "There are many seniors who are better than me. It would be better if they were in charge of Miss Wen's filming."

Wen Yuan lowered his voice: "But you are only here to help others. Being an assistant here is better than being a photographer at my place."

Ji Zhonghan said calmly, "It's my honor to be able to study under Mr. Zhang."

Wen Yuan glared at him angrily: "Why are you so brainless!"

Ji Zhonghan turned to look for Xu Wei, and said to Wen Yuan: "My manager seems to be looking for me, please sit down and have a rest."

After finishing speaking, without waiting for Wen Yuan to reply, Ji Zhonghan immediately left quickly, as if he was afraid of being swallowed by Wen Yuan.

Xu Wei was still packing coffee in the dining car, but when she turned around, she saw Ji Zhonghan being kicked out by a dog: "What's wrong?"

Ji Zhonghan asked: "Wen Yuan is here today?"

Xu Wei had inquired about it a long time ago: "Wen Yuan took the initiative to ask the program team, and she was originally the spokesperson of this product, and the investor directly made a decision to let her and Feng Qi shoot together."

Ji Zhonghan was thoughtful after hearing this, but Xu Wei misunderstood: "Are you worried about the resurgence of their old relationship?"

It's all because of Feng Qi's provocative bisexuality, both Wen Yuan and Ji Zhonghan are going to provoke her, Xu Wei thought angrily.

Ji Zhonghan never thought of this possibility, but when Xu Wei said that, he felt suddenly enlightened.

If Wen Yuan knew early on that Feng Qi liked him, then it would be impossible for Wen Yuan to fall in love with him.

Wen Yuan's act of provoking him was nothing more than wanting to make Feng Qi angry.

The person she cares most about should be Feng Qi.

After figuring this out, he looked back at Wen Yuan and found that she was standing in front of Feng Qi. He didn't know what he had told Feng Qi, but Feng Qi grabbed her wrist and dragged her to him.

Because the movement range of the two people is not very large, and Wen Yuan's expression is very relaxed, the people next to him don't know whether they are arguing or not, so they dare not go forward.

Wen Yuan was still laughing, until Jing He stepped forward to speak, Feng Qi let go of Wen Yuan's hand, turned and left.

After Jing He politely appeased Wen Yuan, he came over to Ji Zhonghan and said, "Can I trouble you to send a cup of coffee to Xiao Qi's lounge?"

Before Ji Zhonghan could answer, Xu Wei who was next to him said, "Our Zhonghan is a photographer! Not an assistant, don't order him around!"

Jing He was stunned by Xu Wei, his face was stiff, and his eyes turned to Ji Zhonghan, exerting invisible pressure.

Ji Zhonghan said, "Yes, where is his rest room?"

Xu Wei grabbed him: "If you don't want to go, I'll help you."

Ji Zhonghan shook his head at Xu Wei: "It's okay, I'll just send it off, you can chat with Mr. Jing here."

After finishing speaking, Ji Zhonghan took an extra cup of coffee and walked over in the direction Jing He pointed.

Feng Qi's rest room is easy to find, there is a name plate on the door, and Ji Zhonghan only needs to turn the doorknob to enter.

As soon as the door was pushed open, Feng Qi's cold voice came from inside: "Don't come in yet."

Ji Zhonghan's movement of pushing the door didn't stop. He saw Feng Qi standing in front of the makeup mirror, slightly bent over, with his hands resting on the table, his eyes were slightly red.

He was staring angrily at the mirror, looking at the person entering the lounge.After discovering that it was Ji Zhonghan, Feng Qi quickly turned around and said bluntly, "Get out!"

Ji Zhonghan put the coffee in his hand on the long table beside him: "Jinghe asked me to come over and bring you a cup of coffee."

Feng Qi was not grateful: "Mind your own business!"

Ji Zhonghan couldn't help but said: "He really cares about you, you shouldn't treat someone who cares about you like this."

Feng Qi didn't expect that Ji Zhonghan would dare to preach to him. He stared at Ji Zhonghan for a long time before whispering, "Are you out of your mind?"

Ji Zhonghan said helplessly: "No."

Feng Qi sneered and said: "Anyone with a brain knows to stay away from me. You have been tossed like this by me, and you still don't know what to do. What are you thinking?"

In fact, Ji Zhonghan couldn't even give an accurate answer to this question.

He himself didn't know what he was thinking, how could he reply to Feng Qi.

Ji Zhonghan pursed his lips: "You... don't worry, I will listen to you, stay away from Wen Yuan, and won't have any entanglements with her."

"Do you think what you said is credible? Who was the one who was joking with Wen Yuan just now?" Feng Qi said.

Ji Zhonghan felt that Feng Qi was simply unreasonable. When did he talk and laugh with Wen Yuan, he didn't even exchange a few words with Wen Yuan, and he had already found an excuse to leave.

Feng Qi took Ji Zhonghan's silence as a default: "If you want to go to Wen Yuan's place, go there, don't say I didn't remind you!"

After finishing speaking, Feng Qi turned around again, roughly picked up the cigarette on the table, put it in his mouth, and tried to light it, but he couldn't light it for a long time.

Ji Zhonghan found out that something was wrong with Feng Qi, even though he and Feng Qi hadn't been in contact for nearly eight years, but the relationship they used to get along couldn't be faked, he could see that Feng Qi's condition was very bad.

The whole person is like a trapped animal, anxious and tense.

Ji Zhonghan walked over, and when he took the lighter from Feng Qi's hand, he found that the other's fingers were very cold.

He lit the fire and lit a cigarette for Feng Qi.

Feng Qi turned his head away, took the cigarette from his mouth and extinguished it, and before he could speak, Ji Zhonghan said, "It's okay, you can smoke, and I smoke too."

"Who said it was because of you not to smoke!" Feng Qi insisted.

Ji Zhonghan put away the lighter: "Okay, okay, you're not for me, you just suddenly don't want to smoke anymore."

Feng Qi frowned, for the first time being blocked by Ji Zhonghan, he was speechless.

He narrowed his eyes and looked at Ji Zhonghan: "You are much more courageous."

Ji Zhonghan ignored this sentence, and instead asked: "What did Wen Yuan tell you? Why are you crying?"

"Who is crying?" Feng Qi said disdainfully.

After finishing speaking, he bypassed Ji Zhonghan and walked out of the rest room.

The corridor outside the rest room is filled with echo lights. When filming was in progress, not many staff members came over.

Ji Zhonghan followed Feng Qi, walked past the answering lights step by step, watched the lights turn on, and waited for the lights to go out.

Then Feng Qi stopped, he stopped at the corner of the corridor, unable to move.

Ji Zhonghan didn't understand why Feng Qi didn't leave, he came to Feng Qi's side and followed his gaze.

He saw a person he never expected to meet here, and suddenly understood why Feng Qi looked like he was about to cry when he was in the rest room just now.

Under the spotlight not far away, Lin Jin still looked charming. She and Wen Yuan were wearing coats of the same color, and they held hands affectionately.

While chatting and laughing, Lin Jin reached out and hugged Wen Yuan, love and doting were evident in his eyes.

Ji Zhonghan quickly looked at Feng Qi, and Feng Qi looked there stupidly.

In the next second, Ji Zhonghan saw Feng Qi's tears falling down.

The tears seemed to hit his heart heavily.

It hurts like hell.